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I Don't Know How to Live Anymore

For all those who have lost all the happiness and good in their lives to pain and misery in some form 59 People

    I feel like my life is just an endless cycle of

    happiness and depression. There are times when im beyond happy and the stupidest things can throw me right into depression. Or I'll think something doesn't bother me and then later that night it will just hit me out of nowhere. Whenever I feel like im finally out of this loop it...
    boringlyawesome boringlyawesome
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 29, 2013

    PTSD is eating away at me

    and every aspect of my life.
    ducttapeandprayers ducttapeandprayers
    26-30, F
    Jul 7, 2014

    I am having to learn to live all over again.

    I was already a screwed up person but hid it well. I had adapted. now with my son dead, life does NOT go on. it stopped. I feel like I'm hanging by a thread and failing the kids I've left. I was raised you go to hell if u kill yourself. I never believed that but now that it's my...
    dragoneyes35 dragoneyes35
    36-40, F
    8 Responses Jan 13

    we dont have choices,

    we have probabilities
    deleted deleted
    Oct 31, 2015

    I'm crying inside very deeply I have nobody I

    am a lost soul I hate my life and I don't appreciate it...got kicked out at 21 then I battled drugs for about 8 years...i got off it for 1 year and 3 months and I still felt alone and getting nowhere and nobody appreciates my precense respectfully everybody looks down on me...
    justwanttodienow justwanttodienow
    26-30, M
    Jan 12, 2014

    I first met my partner 7 years ago

    after a horrible divorce. At the time he was separated from his wife and raising their 3 boys. After 2 years his wife came back to town and wanted to repair their relationship. My partner J didn't want to try on his marriage because he said he wanted to be with me. J's children...
    2b4menow 2b4menow
    1 Response Jan 10
    carlosDam1 carlosDam1
    18-21, M
    Jun 30, 2015

    I don't know what to do anymore.

    . I don't know who I am or what I want anymore...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 31, 2015
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