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I Don't Know If I've Been Saved, But I Want To Be

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    I Don't Know If Ive Truly Been Saved By God...

    I truly love god to death and everything. But the truth is, the last time I asked for forgiveness, I didn't know if I was saved or not. I thought I was, but I don't think I truly herd god or not. And the truth is, I asked again, right now, and I herd god, not in my mind. But in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 23, 2010

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