CRAZY!!! Seriously, I am going to be literally insane in a few months. My mom leaves me in the house with several teen boys to be in charge of, while she goes out and spends the day having a great time with her bf.
If you want something, you have to work very hard for it, and still you may not get it.
But if you don't do anything to get what you want, chances are you will never get it. Unless your father owns the Hilton Hotels.