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I Don't Know What Happened To Me

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    I can no longer treat you the same way.

    Everything about you **** me off but I don't hate you. I'd like to continue thinking you are special, you understand me, but you no longer do. You no longer seem worthy to stand by me. You no longer know the me for i am different from a few years ago. I don't message you but I...
    KouyouSeri KouyouSeri 18-21, F Dec 7, 2013

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    What Happened To Me?

    I was it. As a child I was everything. I was smart, funny, atistic. I had aspirations, ambitions. I had friends. But now that I'm older, smething inside me snapped. Something went terribly wrong. I'm not funny anymore. I'm too shy to make friends. I'm lazy. I get bad grades in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 28, 2010

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    I don't know what happened to me ?

    5 months ago something happened that changed my life forever. I met Chris. Being as naive and innocent as I was, I trusted a stranger with no hesitation. I met him while trying to score some drugs. I had the money and he had the connections. My drug of choice is meth and I was...
    sadvibes sadvibes 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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    I used to be that girl

    who would always have help with everything and never had to worry about anything. I used to have people there for me, people I could trust. Family, friends, everybody I needed. I was the sweet, sensitive, innocent, girly girl. All that has changed. Now I'm the one who has to...
    reddressed reddressed 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 7, 2014

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    Whats Wrong With Me!!!!!!!

    What is the problem ith me.....i feel like a messed up  person who just cant seem to figure out what he wants and everything seems messed up...i dont even know what is the problem with me.......i feel confused..depression is like normal for me.....if im happy for a few...
    bilbash bilbash 18-21 May 15, 2010

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    I Don't Know What Is Going On With Me

    I don't know why and how it happened in my life. I am married and my husband loves me although we have not similar habits. I usually work with my teammates by emails since we  work in different states, every year we have meeting in FL, last year when I went to meeting I...
    ISHYDE ISHYDE 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 5, 2010

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    So Much Anger

    As I child I was full of compassion and empathy- always wanting to make the world a better place. I'd cry when I saw people or animals being mistreated and I vowed to devote my life to trying to achieve equality among all. Now, at 21, I find myself getting impatient and...
    Polaroids Polaroids 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2011

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    When I think back, I was confident,

    fun, and careless as a child. Boys didn't scare me, other people didn't scare me, I had my first "boyfriend" in the second grade. I remember in middle school, I wasn't afraid to speak out, let others know my opinion or add my input to a conversation. I had a friend who was like...
    graveyardghosty graveyardghosty 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 20, 2014

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    Who Is That Girl?- finally after

    yet another sleepless night high on meth I got out of bed to use the restroom and ended up starring at myself in the mirror, critiquing every little thing I noticed from my dark puffy eyes to my plucking deprived eyebrows. I realized at that moment the physical toll of my...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 22, 2014

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    I Have No Idea Anymore...

    I really don't know what's happen to me... It feels like I'm messed up and I've gone wrong. I'm broken. Everything had just gone down hill. I feel like I'm more lazy and depressed than ever.. I used to be depressed like every now and then and now it's everyday more or less. I...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 21, 2010

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    Like I have no ******* clue. My entire life has been all about what other people want and I just accepted it early on. It always been about them so I never really thought about me...
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