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I Don't Know What Happened To Me

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    I can no longer treat you the same way.

    Everything about you **** me off but I don't hate you. I'd like to continue thinking you are special, you understand me, but you no longer do. You no longer seem worthy to stand by me. You no longer know the me for i am different from a few years ago. I don't message you but I...
    KouyouSeri KouyouSeri 18-21, F Dec 7, 2013

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    I don't know what happened to me ?

    5 months ago something happened that changed my life forever. I met Chris. Being as naive and innocent as I was, I trusted a stranger with no hesitation. I met him while trying to score some drugs. I had the money and he had the connections. My drug of choice is meth and I was...
    sadvibes sadvibes 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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    Rain0069 Rain0069 26-30, F May 14

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    Lately I don't know what has been happening to

    me. It's like my self worth has diminished. I start off eating right in the beginning of the day, then towards the middle/end I eat horrible. It's not even that I'm craving food, it's just that I get in this destructive mindset & I don't think I'm worth it anymore. Idk but I...
    FreeSpirit02 FreeSpirit02 18-21, F 1 Response May 13

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    I Don't Know What Is Going On With Me

    I don't know why and how it happened in my life. I am married and my husband loves me although we have not similar habits. I usually work with my teammates by emails since we  work in different states, every year we have meeting in FL, last year when I went to meeting I...
    ISHYDE ISHYDE 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 5, 2010

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    I Have No Idea Anymore...

    I really don't know what's happen to me... It feels like I'm messed up and I've gone wrong. I'm broken. Everything had just gone down hill. I feel like I'm more lazy and depressed than ever.. I used to be depressed like every now and then and now it's everyday more or less. I...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 21, 2010

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    Whats Wrong With Me!!!!!!!

    What is the problem ith me.....i feel like a messed up  person who just cant seem to figure out what he wants and everything seems messed up...i dont even know what is the problem with me.......i feel confused..depression is like normal for me.....if im happy for a few...
    bilbash bilbash 18-21 May 15, 2010

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    So Much Anger

    As I child I was full of compassion and empathy- always wanting to make the world a better place. I'd cry when I saw people or animals being mistreated and I vowed to devote my life to trying to achieve equality among all. Now, at 21, I find myself getting impatient and...
    Polaroids Polaroids 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2011

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    When I think back, I was confident,

    fun, and careless as a child. Boys didn't scare me, other people didn't scare me, I had my first "boyfriend" in the second grade. I remember in middle school, I wasn't afraid to speak out, let others know my opinion or add my input to a conversation. I had a friend who was like...
    graveyardghosty graveyardghosty 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 20, 2014

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    I used to be that girl

    who would always have help with everything and never had to worry about anything. I used to have people there for me, people I could trust. Family, friends, everybody I needed. I was the sweet, sensitive, innocent, girly girl. All that has changed. Now I'm the one who has to...
    reddressed reddressed 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 7, 2014

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    What Happened To Me?

    I was it. As a child I was everything. I was smart, funny, atistic. I had aspirations, ambitions. I had friends. But now that I'm older, smething inside me snapped. Something went terribly wrong. I'm not funny anymore. I'm too shy to make friends. I'm lazy. I get bad grades in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 28, 2010

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    Who Is That Girl?- finally after

    yet another sleepless night high on meth I got out of bed to use the restroom and ended up starring at myself in the mirror, critiquing every little thing I noticed from my dark puffy eyes to my plucking deprived eyebrows. I realized at that moment the physical toll of my...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 22, 2014

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    I notice myself gradually isolating myself from my family. I love them all, but I feel like a guest in my own home. The lack of everything from my wife has put a considerable dent...
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    I'm not here for crap or anything. Somebody please, if you're psychic, if you can read me, if you're a supernatural, and most importantly if you can tell what the heck I am or get...
    TundraIvy TundraIvy 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I feel like I have friends, but I don't care so much about them anymore. They're always busy and I'm always not. I feel like I'm always the one who has to contact them, and if it's...
    FittingUsername FittingUsername 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    Its just me, against the world. All, alone.
    Tak162015 Tak162015 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    Me and my twin brother have always been really close, ever since we were born. He calls me his "little sister" cause he was born a few minutes before me. We talked about everything...
    jmorgan27288 jmorgan27288 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I will be starting my senior year of high school in the fall and as of right now I STILL don't have any idea as to what I want to do with my life or what kind of career I would...
    marlene41298 marlene41298 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I've been with my wife for 8 years, married for 5 years and we have a two year old little boy. We are so different from each other, she's not a good communicator & I love long...
    Curiousmissy Curiousmissy 31-35, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Every thing in my life is falling apart; no friends, no job and I don't even think I have a future on this Earth but I do the only thing that's keeping me here is my games. Nothing...
    Ilovefeet2015 Ilovefeet2015 18-21, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I met this guy a yr ago.. Internet messaging turned into texting phone call and face time. We met once and spent time together. We live in different states. He'd call me his girl...
    CJ0181 CJ0181 31-35, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    uhhmm.....................
    jadetumbler jadetumbler 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I'm involved with this guy and I have no idea what he wants from me and wants this to be. I'm so confused and the stress is eating at me. Can anyone help me?
    hannahkath hannahkath 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I feel like I'm moving in slow motion and everything around me is moving so fast and I just wanna go back to when things were normal but I can't I need to move but I can't...
    HMMB HMMB 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    i don't believe I will make it life. why? nothing means much to me...i know there are days when I have 'bliss' because of distractions, but in the end I can't find meaning in much...
    RedChaplin RedChaplin 18-21, M 4 Responses Jun 27

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    I have been married for a little over 10 years and have been miserable for about 9 of it. I have 2 beautiful girls both under the age of 10 whom I love to the moon and back. After...
    laiken20 laiken20 36-40, F 4 Responses Jun 25

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    Seriously, my freind Robert is like my brother. We've only been freinds for about two years, but I'm so close with him that i feel like i could tell him anything. He's been there...
    vraag vraag 13-15, F Jun 25

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    I live in Santa Ana California and I am very concerned about my niece. My niece lives with here mom in a car/Cheap Motels. Her loser dad which is my brother is in jail and her mom...
    Sublimegirl Sublimegirl 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    Thank god I'm an guy with a great sense of direction
    Goralski Goralski 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    Talk about stress and just itching for a fight all the time..
    Filam Filam 31-35, F Jun 24

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    I feel like I'm unlovable. People always say great things about me. My friends say I know a lot of people at school and they always say hi. But no one ever makes an effort to get...
    RileyRed RileyRed 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    People are so strange and weird. They want to get to know you and one minute they loose interest in you fast. Like how can you loose interest in someone the next day? Not everyone...
    AwesomeGuyy22 AwesomeGuyy22 22-25, M Jun 23

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    i feel at loss, like what is my purpose in this world why am i working so hard to become useless..? i just want to be happy
    wanttobebeautiful wanttobebeautiful 18-21, F Jun 21

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    The best part of my morning... All my mornings
    AlexMD21212 AlexMD21212 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 21

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    I'm 24 years old. I have 2 useless degrees. I don't want to live in a city and work in an office and die there. I want to travel the world and meet people and do good. I don't know...
    yayaya24 yayaya24 26-30, F Jun 21

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    My husband gets infuriated when I don't see something the same way he does. Even if I do see it his way but also see it a different way, he gets incredibly upset about it. I don't...
    thatonecxnt thatonecxnt 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    the photo is pink Floyd album the division bell
    incontinent1 incontinent1 31-35, M Jun 20

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    My broken little family, that I clean up for when I can. My little broken birds' nest that I fly back with branches for. The place I fell out of and can't explain. But I let you in...
    Itekimasu Itekimasu 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    my mom was just singing an Alice Cooper song. someone help please!
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    I am too literal and logical and I don't have anything to say. I'm a little robot...
    Sherlyy Sherlyy 16-17, T 1 Response Jun 19

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    Alot of times I just don't know what to say too people so I just avoid them sometimes in general. But don't get me wrong I actually have made some really good freinds who I no...
    vnon123 vnon123 16-17, M Jun 19

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    When I meet someone new, the first thing I think of is what exactly do we relate on? I hate talking about myself because I feel as if I'm gloating about things I do. I always try...
    mynameishsz mynameishsz 22-25, M Jun 19

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