I Don't Know What I Am Doing With My Life

Its pretty said when you think of yourself as a failure at the age of 8. I didn't know what I wanted out of life. I still don't know what I want. I feel like a failure sometimes and I ask why do I bother ya know :/

What I'm not doing is what I'm doing now. Being with my husband has been the tether (and how) that has anchored my decision-making over the past years. Take that away, and then what?
I see possibilities everywhere. Where will I end up...

I think of myself as someone on the sidelines watching life pass her by.Every day I wake thinking this is the day I will take that chance or change the way I do things,and without skipping a beat I go on to do the very...

My life has been non-productive for almost 2 years now. As hard as I have struggled to climb out of this hole, nothing has worked. I give up. FML.

I never finish anything and feel like I have 'failed in life' because of this- yet I never seem to be able to change it!
I was in a great relationship for 7 years but around 25 suddenly felt that I'd missed something.. that there was...

.....or maybe just set it off in an entirely different direction from the one I have been heading in.
 
Life is so weird.

Lookie here. Another day of being an angsty 13-year old girl. Sitting in front of the computer having a pity party for myself. My stomach wrenches at how stupid and worthless I am. I wish I could escape from it all, but I'm too much of...

Feeling it over the last couple of months, moreso recently.I am doing things that I normally wouldn't do.I realize that having certain ppl in my life cause me to take a majordetour of the main highway of life.I don't have a full time...

I seems like whatever I used to live for has come to an end.
I can't remember when I was ever motivated to do something and I have just lost the will to live.
I find it difficult to do things for myself and I usually convince myself...

It says here to write a title to my story. It's not easy when you cannot define things that you've done or where you want to go. I have never been one to dwell on things too much and have trusted that I can make it out of any situation...

I'm so confused about life I can't even figure out what I wanna do or who I am.  I'm scared of the future, Im inlove with my gay best friend, I feel lonely and desperate.  I just want to find a balance in life, I need to find...

I am not about to self pity myself. I am just confused and looking for what I want next. I have a great life, I'm not going to lie; but I'm bored. I am afraid of wasting my time at a meaningless job. I want to do something great. I am...

So this is whats been going on... A few months ago I quit my job in retail management because I was sick of the hours. I just moved to a new state and I'm trying to figure out what to do... Do I go back to what I know? Do I open my own...

I graduated from wharton school 20 years ago, presumably one of the best business schools in the world. Had the opportunity to join an investment bank or a top company but instead headed back home to my country to work with my father...

I have no clue where my life is going - at all.
I do know that I love my son, and will always be here for him - to care for him and watch him grow.
I have made some great friends - and knowing that you care for me...

What a laugh. Feels like I've been wasting my life on something that isn't worth it. And I don't know where I'm heading and what I am doing with my life.

Almost daily I find myself asking these questions (or similiar ones)  :

I am losing my mind
What am I doing with my life?
How did I get here?
Where do I want to be in the next year, 5 years, 10 years?
Do...