I Don't Know What I Am Thinking

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    Oh Where And When To Start.....................

    I DONT BELIEVE I HAVE EVER KNOWN WHAT I AM THINKING. I HAVE BEEN ON AND OFF OF DRUGS AND SCRIPTS FOR SO LONG, IT IS ALL CONSUMING. NOW I AM WITHIN DAYS OF MY MEDS RUNNING OUT AND IM NOT SURE WHETHER TO CUT COLD TURKEY AND SEE WHAT INSANITY INSUES OR TO JUST RUN...
    OI138KACY OI138KACY
    26-30
    Apr 22, 2010

    Sometimes I Do, But Sometimes I Don't

    Sometimes I want to have baby. But then I stop and think ... what the h3ll are you thinking!! I mean ... I'm not that young and I am older than my mom when she had her first kid. But its like "what the h3ll are you thinking". I see other people with their kids and you see the...
    LosingIt LosingIt
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 10, 2007

    I Just Don't Know

    Today I find myself searching....for what I am not sure. My mind is confused and muddled and this is not good. This is not me. I am always sure, and ready for anything, the next thing. I am confident and determined. But today I am lost.  I wonder what purpose I play. What is the...
    Jordangirly Jordangirly
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Oct 14, 2011

    Most Of My Life Passes Without A Clue

    I tend to stare off and daydream a lot of the time, people would think I'm distracted which I am--but I couldn't tell you what's on my mind. I just am...being I guess, just kind of there. It's a skill I've always had, but its grown more now since ever. I generally have the skill...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 28, 2012

    I don't know what i am thinking; i don't know

    what my heart desires. When i am lonely, i need a boyfirend ,but when a boy follows me, i say i need to study i don't wanna have one. You know it is damn much freak on my mind.
    Heyjin Heyjin
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 24, 2015

    Stop Please

    Turning Whirling Whizzing by Will she fall... or will she fly... Thinking Feeling Wondering why She so badly wants to die... Crying Aching Hurting so Trying hard to not let go... Hold me Love me Keep me safe Rescue me from this horrid place... Fleeing Leaving...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Feb 24, 2008
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