I Don't Know What I Really Want

I don't know what I really want maybe because there's so much I want to do that I don't know what to focus on! It can be frustrating. 152 People

    I know this is so wrong maybe a lot of people

    will judge me but I need advice so my best friend since grade 7 we're finally dating now it's almost a year except he doesn't talk at all to me he'll go weeks without talking to me because he's so busy and this hasn't just happened once but numerous times i was there for him I...
    sunshine2415 sunshine2415
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 15, 2013

    I Want To Be A Scientist But

    most scientists act as if they know everything. Isnt the point of sciene to learn about the earth not assume you know everything already? Even ridiculous sounding ideas like the fact Plants may be able to think and feel has been proven as far as im concerned. look here > http...
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303
    18-21, F
    Jul 28, 2010

    Sometimes I wonder if you are somewhere around

    me An invisible but important part of my life Lost in the millions of faces I see each day A drop of water in the vast ocean Sometimes I wonder if you know who I am Know my heart which would be yours forever If you did, would you please tell me because I don't seem to know you...
    BlueTheWarrior BlueTheWarrior
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 2, 2014

    Do I love him? Am I willing to take this risk?

    Am I a coward for staying where it's potentially safe? Is my heart safe with either of them?
    iamcass iamcass
    36-40, F
    1 Response Feb 13, 2014

    As I write I wonder into my abyss of a life

    feeling emotions again wanting to ask why this happened to me and why does it have to be me but people don’t question or ask why after you killed yourself why you’re so unhappy. As being human we all forget that our ignorance gets the best of us at times it doesn’t stop...
    bog624z bog624z
    18-21
    Dec 13, 2013

    Almost three years ago on January 9th the guy I

    have been dating has asked me to be his girlfriend. Well I said yes and we have been together ever since. But the last year and a half has been really hard. Since he has left for the army I have been depressed , drinking more , and having nightmares that he has been killed...
    kaitlinluvsaiden kaitlinluvsaiden
    16-17, F
    Dec 24, 2013

    Sometimes we have so many walls

    that we can't feel much of anything at all. We can't feel passion. We can't feel excitement. And of course, we can't have real moments. Those walls don't just separate you from other people. They separate you from yourself. Now, how do I even begin to break them?
    kn2323 kn2323
    18-21, F
    Dec 10, 2013

    I need to start school asap.

    But im torn between two careers. Physician assistant and dental hygiene. I want something that is flexible enough so i can start my own family, and make great money. I dont want to settle and i dont want to take the easier way out. I dont know and its stressing me out to the...
    kmarie05 kmarie05
    26-30, F
    Dec 27, 2013

    I don't know what kind of people I want in my

    life. I don't know what to do about my failing education. I don't know what I want to do for a career. I don't even know what my reason is to continue living anymore.
    whaleking whaleking
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jul 30, 2015

    I know the essence of what I want

    but not the specifics. I've come to terms with how my wants must correlate with my needs.
    PixieStixs PixieStixs
    22-25, F
    Dec 19, 2013

    I'm going to sound really stupid here

    but I need to tell somebody, even if they are people who could be on the other side of the world. I have always had friends and my life was going great, then, in March 2012, someone close to me suddenly died, which was just a month after I'd lost a long term friend. After this...
    Lalwasc Lalwasc
    18-21, M
    6 Responses Dec 21, 2013

    I Want?

    Discipline is just choosing between what you want now and what you want most.
    1Babe 1Babe
    46-50, F
    Aug 1, 2009
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels
    41-45, M
    1 Response Sep 23, 2014

    Just a little after school starts again,

    the man I used to be madly,head over heels in love with,who put me through the most emotional,tragic experience that changed everything I had going for me;he begs a friendship from me back.What I always wanted really.But...now that the impossible has happened,I don't know what to...
    FlutterFlower FlutterFlower
    18-21, F
    Dec 8, 2013

    I'm dating a really great guy right

    now who's been my best friend for 5 years before we dated and we're losing communication I haven't seen him for months and even when he does talk to me through text it's only for a few mins then he says he has to go I know he loves me cuz he tells me he does but I dont anymore...
    sunshine2415 sunshine2415
    18-21, F
    Jan 16, 2014

    I want love yet I want the strength to be okay

    knowing I'm alone. I want someone to lean on yet I wanna only depend on myself. I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place.
    gravityweak gravityweak
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 3, 2014
    majdalazaar majdalazaar
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 25, 2013

    I never know what I want,

    sadly . I really wish I did . I wish I knew exactly what I wanted , but I don't . And I don't know why. I can never make up my mind and I don't know why 😩: it sucks not being able to make a decision that I'm absolutely certain of . Ahhh I don't know what do >.< I hope it...
    Zubylovesyou16 Zubylovesyou16
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 10, 2014

    i am a young teen. i won't reveal any identity

    and the story is mine. two years before, a guy DR had proposed me to be his girlfriend. i was scared to talk to him but like like him so i said yes. time goes on and i noticed that he is very strict. i wasn't allowed to wear mini dress. we are different from each other. DR was...
    starkelly starkelly
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 3, 2014

    I am you and married young.

    I am happy in my marriage. I just messed up my grades and cant do a sport I love. I am terrible at school, because I am lazy and just not very smart. I have no job yet because of the sport and school. My husband is in the military and I am on base living meaning I cant smoke...
    girlfinn girlfinn
    18-21, F
    Dec 24, 2013

    I'm a horrible person.

    I tell myself that over and over again and yet I can't seem to stop making mistakes. I have two wonderful people in my life. And no matter what I do I'm going to hurt one or both of them. The first one is a dream guy for any girl. He's tall and handsome and smart and he's the...
    Musiclover421 Musiclover421
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 1, 2014

    I am young and am married young,

    I am happy in my marriage. But I am not happy in other aspects of my life. School, no job, and just life! I just lost a sport due to grades and am not sure what to do now.
    girlfinn girlfinn
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 24, 2013

    April 5th, 2009 I started dating my

    closest/bestfriend of 6 years. Everything was great at first and we were madly in love, but after a while things started to turn sour. We started arguing more often and finally he left me because he said he didn't love me anymore. This was January 1st , 2011 (yes he broke up...
    MissIce459 MissIce459
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 14, 2013
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