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I Don't Know What I Want Anymore

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    Eh - You know my 3 favourite words? I don't know.What're your dreams? I don't know. What do you like doing? I don't know. What do you want? I don't know. =/It's always been what...
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 26, 2011

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    Indifference Can Sometimes Hurt People, But Can You Really Blame Someone Who Doesnt Even Know They Are Hurting You? - Its weird. Its hard to even try and explain this story because...
    fairynila fairynila 16-17, F Jul 27, 2011

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    At My Age - You would think I would know what I want but every day it changes or is slipped down on my priory list.......Just want to have the knot hole I am being through these...
    PoppaBear53 PoppaBear53 56-60, M Jul 17, 2011

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    I Don't Know What I Want - I don't really know what I want to be as a career. I hate my job but don't know how to get a better one. I have been to mucho school but that does not...
    cemev cemev 31-35, F Apr 30, 2010

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    I Am At A Crossroads In My Life - I am single, I have a 1 year old, I am unemployed, but in a place where I can do something else with my life. I have so many diffrent interests...
    ImUrWILDESTDrm ImUrWILDESTDrm 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 1, 2010

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    Choices, Choices, Choices - I'm getting a thousand kinds of lifestyles thrown at me in every direction. I want to do this. I want to do that. I have way too many hobbies, so that...
    PixieCake PixieCake 16-17, F Mar 17, 2013

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    What I Want - I don't know what I want anymore. So I guess I better figure it out then. I am going to make a list of things I want. What is the point in moaning about something you...
    Lullacus Lullacus 18-21, F May 13, 2013

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    I Don't Know... - I'm sure some of us don't know what we truly want in life - I sure don't!
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 4, 2012

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    Love Or No Love? - I m getting really scared of falling for anyone. Because i know if i fail again, any strength to be with someone will be totally gone. I wish someone amazing can...
    MissisNobody MissisNobody 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 22, 2011

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    I Just Don't Know Anymore. What's The Point? - I don't know what I want anymore, yet up until recently I've always new where I wanted to be and exactly how I'm going to get there...
    JKC93 JKC93 18-21 2 Responses Feb 28, 2013

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    Revised List:Four months ago, I sat down and made a list of ten things I wanted out of life/myself at that point in time. I recently came upon the list and found myself surprised...
    Lullacus Lullacus 18-21, F Dec 16, 2013

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    Doesnt Make Sence,, - We all have something that we really want, that one thing we want desperately more than anything else. Well ive been faced with a chance to get what ive...
    username13 username13 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 31, 2009

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    What Do Think This Is Going To Be About I'll Let The Reader Descide - I have recently experienced a lot of emotions in a very short amount of time. Anger, sorrow, happiness, ect. I...
    Yort18 Yort18 16-17 Jul 30, 2012

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    Just An Example - I was coming out of the green room today, when I saw someone I knew, but hadn't talked to in a while. She asked where I was coming from, I told her the drama club...
    garbanzobean garbanzobean 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 29, 2008

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    I Don't Know - I don't know,Who am I?What do I want?Where to?If I knew,Life'd be a breeze.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 29, 2012

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    I Am the Most Confused Person In the Whole Wide World - I have no clue what I want anymore.  I was the kind of person who used to know exactly where I wanted to be and the...
    rocknroll88 rocknroll88 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21, 2008

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    I don't know what I want anymore, with school that is. I have always wanted to provide, but I just don't see that happening what with how my college grades are turning out. I just...
    CryingAndStressed CryingAndStressed 18-21, F Mar 20

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    From Time To Time.. - i get this feeling.. from time to time.. i come to this pint where i no longer know what i want, what i'm fighting for, or where i want to be!there are things...
    ThePeach ThePeach 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 18, 2013

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    I Just Dont Know - I dont know about anything really anymore. , **** I don't even know what I don't know. My feelings , my emotions. Everything so complicated. nothing makes sense...
    lonelylife23 lonelylife23 18-21, F 1 Response May 13, 2012

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    Idk - I sit many times trying to figure out what I want in my life. Sometimes I feel that if I had a commited partner or husband then I would better be able to be happy and feel...
    bbwqueenofhearts bbwqueenofhearts 26-30, F Feb 3, 2011

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