I Dont Know What I Want

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    I don't... Who wanna talk?

    I'll talk about anything tbh, I think I'm a good conversator. Quite random too
    Lostdreamerr Lostdreamerr
    18-21
    Feb 18, 2015

    I don't know how I feel right now,

    I don't know what I need or want. Its hard to even write this because my mind is so blank. I'm not sure what the point of this was.
    joshislost joshislost
    18-21, M
    Oct 12, 2014

    What Do I Want

    my life is not going in the right direction and I don't know how to turn it around. I don't know what i want. But I know it's like at the tip of my tongue it's like the story of Rumpelstiltskin if you could just name the name you would have it all. But there's a lot of things...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 2, 2009

    I can't believe someone got to me

    and broke me this badly. This kinda really really sucks, I guess.... Hmmm. 😕
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 23, 2014

    A few weeks ago, this person

    who I just met had an impact on me.. We don't talk anymore, but he brought up that I don't know what I want, and it did in fact bring me to the reality I was so desperately trying to detach from. Do I really know what I want? The answer to that, no. I don't. I don't know what I...
    distanceandspace distanceandspace
    18-21, F
    Dec 16, 2013

    Heard from someone I missed a lot.

    To make a long story short summer fling with a military man. I was trying to decide what was best for my life a serious man that cared for me or a party boy that loved me but wasn't ready yet. Anyways I choose the summer fling and he went away half way around the globe. Hearing...
    fitness20 fitness20
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 6, 2014

    This guy i know is beautiful.

    Not a lot people think so but I do . He sat next to me and we talked but I wanted to leave because I couldn't bear it. Yet when I left i regretted not making an effort. I think he is attractive but surely we would of hit it of by now? I've spoken to him ( long convos ) twice
    halionyx halionyx
    22-25, F
    Apr 29, 2014

    Why am I so confused?

    Maybe not knowing what I want is related to...wait a. Minute it IS related to being fearful of making a decision and not knowing it's outcome. What if I'm wrong? What if I'm not seeing things clearly? I don't want to walk away but staying is draining me. What if I'm right?! What...
    constantRevelation constantRevelation
    31-35, F
    Mar 10, 2014

    My life has changed so much over the past year

    that I no longer know what I really want. What I would like at the moment is to just get away. To enjoy life just my wife and myself, but sadly that is not to be. We own our own business and we have work to do. I just want to see new sights, relax and have fun. I don't even...
    Stereoguy Stereoguy
    51-55, M
    6 Responses Feb 23

    I've never quiet known what I've wanted.

    I get sooo close to some people than I shut them out completely. It's so strange, it's like the flame dies. I don't want it to but one day I could feel like I would move mountains for this person than the next I don't even want him to look at me. I love the chase, having what I...
    500DaysOfWhat 500DaysOfWhat
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 6, 2014

    Can you want nothing

    yet everything at the same time?
    anonomyouslybroken anonomyouslybroken
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 10, 2014

    It's funny how you think you want something

    really bad but when you get it... Whether it's new shoes, a car, drawing material or anything in general... Including a girlfriend that was a crush years ago.. But when you get it you don't actually want it. You were so worked up toward it that you never stopped to think what do...
    Lostdreamerr Lostdreamerr
    18-21
    1 Response Feb 23, 2015

    I don't know what I want

    or how I feel about my baby's father, I do love him but to a certain extent my love is gone we've gone through countless arguments have had serious issues regarding him wanting me to have an abortion because his ex was pregnant she was at 7 mo and we both had no idea she was...
    jasmin1030 jasmin1030
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 3, 2014

    Give me what I want what I really really want

    cause I know what I want what I really really want
    Bigbootyno2 Bigbootyno2
    70+, T
    Oct 13, 2014

    I'm trying to decide what to take in college &

    whether or not I should take one that I might need to move to another city to get a job. Idk if I should think of my relationship in the future or just what I want cause idk if it'll last that long or..I want it to but we're not doing so well right now..I'm so confused. Why does...
    Canadiangirll27 Canadiangirll27
    18-21, F
    Mar 11, 2014

    I really don't know what I want.

    Sex? Money? Drugs? Popularity? Nothing seems to satisfy me.. Does anybody feel that way?
    Lostdreamerr Lostdreamerr
    18-21
    1 Response Jan 25, 2015

    I'm so confused😩 I'm too young to be

    stressing ima just focus on me for now on💯
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 6, 2015

    Morality

    Morality is not just an obligation equal in importance to the cult or religious obligations of Israel, but that morality is perhaps superior to the cult. The crimes that are denounced as being utterly unacceptable to Yahweh, infuriating Yahweh to the point of destruction of the...
    newnature newnature
    46-50, M
    Apr 9, 2011
    brynai brynai
    16-17, F
    Mar 24, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 22, 2014

    Why is this age so confusing.

    Everything. I lose a lot I love and get what I don't need.
    arabella1108 arabella1108
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 29, 2014

    I seriously don't know what I want from life.

    I'm happy, but I'm not sure this is for me. I really don't know where I will be in say, 10 years?? Will I still be in the same situation? Only time will tell I suppose
    xsignorinax xsignorinax
    31-35, F
    Dec 6, 2014

    I Dont Know What I Want Because....

    I dont know what I want because my life is too good. I guess if I had REAL problems I wouldnt bother which way to go....I should be happy...but I am not....I know one shouldnt compare "pain" with "other "pain"........why am I not just happy....
    Pinkich Pinkich
    22-25, F
    Apr 22, 2010

    I don't know if I want to leave

    or stay.. I'm a very indecisive person.
    alyson1913 alyson1913
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 10, 2014

    I want him but I don't want to be with him

    because I'm ashamed of who I really am and I don't want him to know that much. I don't know :(((
    prettyboo711 prettyboo711
    18-21, F
    Jun 22, 2015

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