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I Dont Know What I Want

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    I don't know what I want

    or how I feel about my baby's father, I do love him but to a certain extent my love is gone we've gone through countless arguments have had serious issues regarding him wanting me to have an abortion because his ex was pregnant she was at 7 mo and we both had no idea she was...
    jasmin1030 jasmin1030 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 3, 2014

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    Heard from someone I missed a lot.

    To make a long story short summer fling with a military man. I was trying to decide what was best for my life a serious man that cared for me or a party boy that loved me but wasn't ready yet. Anyways I choose the summer fling and he went away half way around the globe. Hearing...
    fitness20 fitness20 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2014

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    Give me what I want what I really really want

    cause I know what I want what I really really want
    Bigbootyno2 Bigbootyno2 70+, T Oct 13, 2014

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    Morality

    Morality is not just an obligation equal in importance to the cult or religious obligations of Israel, but that morality is perhaps superior to the cult. The crimes that are denounced as being utterly unacceptable to Yahweh, infuriating Yahweh to the point of destruction of the...
    newnature newnature 46-50, M Apr 9, 2011

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    I seriously don't know what I want from life.

    I'm happy, but I'm not sure this is for me. I really don't know where I will be in say, 10 years?? Will I still be in the same situation? Only time will tell I suppose
    xsignorinax xsignorinax 31-35, F Dec 6, 2014

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    I'm trying to decide what to take in college &

    whether or not I should take one that I might need to move to another city to get a job. Idk if I should think of my relationship in the future or just what I want cause idk if it'll last that long or..I want it to but we're not doing so well right now..I'm so confused. Why does...
    Canadiangirll27 Canadiangirll27 18-21, F Mar 11, 2014

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    I can't believe someone got to me

    and broke me this badly. This kinda really really sucks, I guess.... Hmmm. 😕
    left4deadspace left4deadspace 18-21, M Feb 23, 2014

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    Can you want nothing

    yet everything at the same time?
    anonomyouslybroken anonomyouslybroken 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 10, 2014

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    I don't... Who wanna talk?

    I'll talk about anything tbh, I think I'm a good conversator. Quite random too
    Lostdreamerr Lostdreamerr 18-21 Feb 18

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    Why is this age so confusing.

    Everything. I lose a lot I love and get what I don't need.
    arabella1108 arabella1108 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2014

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    What Do I Want

    my life is not going in the right direction and I don't know how to turn it around. I don't know what i want. But I know it's like at the tip of my tongue it's like the story of Rumpelstiltskin if you could just name the name you would have it all. But there's a lot of things...
    Passionfruit3 Passionfruit3 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 2, 2009

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    Why am I so confused?

    Maybe not knowing what I want is related to...wait a. Minute it IS related to being fearful of making a decision and not knowing it's outcome. What if I'm wrong? What if I'm not seeing things clearly? I don't want to walk away but staying is draining me. What if I'm right?! What...
    constantRevelation constantRevelation 31-35, F Mar 10, 2014

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    I'm so confused😩 I'm too young to be

    stressing ima just focus on me for now on💯
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 6

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    I Dont Know What I Want Because....

    I dont know what I want because my life is too good. I guess if I had REAL problems I wouldnt bother which way to go....I should be happy...but I am not....I know one shouldnt compare "pain" with "other "pain"........why am I not just happy....
    Pinkich Pinkich 22-25, F Apr 22, 2010

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    I don't know if I want to leave

    or stay.. I'm a very indecisive person.
    alyson1913 alyson1913 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 10, 2014

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    This guy i know is beautiful.

    Not a lot people think so but I do . He sat next to me and we talked but I wanted to leave because I couldn't bear it. Yet when I left i regretted not making an effort. I think he is attractive but surely we would of hit it of by now? I've spoken to him ( long convos ) twice
    halionyx halionyx 18-21, F Apr 29, 2014

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    I really don't know what I want.

    Sex? Money? Drugs? Popularity? Nothing seems to satisfy me.. Does anybody feel that way?
    Lostdreamerr Lostdreamerr 18-21 1 Response Jan 25

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    I've never quiet known what I've wanted.

    I get sooo close to some people than I shut them out completely. It's so strange, it's like the flame dies. I don't want it to but one day I could feel like I would move mountains for this person than the next I don't even want him to look at me. I love the chase, having what I...
    500DaysOfWhat 500DaysOfWhat 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 6, 2014

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    A few weeks ago, this person

    who I just met had an impact on me.. We don't talk anymore, but he brought up that I don't know what I want, and it did in fact bring me to the reality I was so desperately trying to detach from. Do I really know what I want? The answer to that, no. I don't. I don't know what I...
    distanceandspace distanceandspace 18-21, F Dec 16, 2013

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    left4deadspace left4deadspace 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 22, 2014

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    brynai brynai 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    It's funny how you think you want something

    really bad but when you get it... Whether it's new shoes, a car, drawing material or anything in general... Including a girlfriend that was a crush years ago.. But when you get it you don't actually want it. You were so worked up toward it that you never stopped to think what do...
    Lostdreamerr Lostdreamerr 18-21 Feb 23

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    I don't know how I feel right now,

    I don't know what I need or want. Its hard to even write this because my mind is so blank. I'm not sure what the point of this was.
    joshislost joshislost 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 12, 2014

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    Overall, I more or less like my life, but I'm a little worried that I'm wasting time by not knowing what I want. Time seems to be speeding up, so I'm afraid that if I make the...
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    How does anyone really know what love is.. I know with love there are ups and downs and if it is true love you will stick with that man or women tell the end ..But how do you know...
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