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I Dont' Know What I Want

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    There are times in depression when you can lose site of who you are what you want and everything. You go to being lost and not knowing what to do. For me when i am down in depression i get mean. I want to keep on suffering, and i get filled with anger. Still that was a...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 17, 2010

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    When Will I Grow Up

    I should know what I want out of life by now.  I live paycheck to paycheck, I am depressed and tired at all times.  I want something different, but I don't know what.  What do I want, for crying out loud?  How are my children supposed to have a good role model...
    StardustShimmer StardustShimmer 36-40, F Jan 14, 2008

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    You know that moment when you simply are tired of people arguing about religion? Doesn't matter who has the right answer. Instead of having an open conversation about this subject...
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    Everyone goes through this stage of their life, some people more than once. I on the other hand am still going through this. I have been for years. I don't understand how some...
    ScarM3 ScarM3 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    When someone loves you and is in love with you they should not hurt you. We just recently bought a house and I am regreting it. I can not afford the mortgage on my own and I don't...
    bliss619 bliss619 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    So i have been in love with this guy for years now and like now his bestfriend likes me.. Im friends with both of them but i dont know what to do.. I love him sooo much and i...
    believexo believexo 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    So my ex is talking to me again. He's talking about being friends with benefits. I'm thinking this will just hurt me even more. But at the same time I'm thinking, what if he still...
    EmilyPouliot EmilyPouliot 22-25, F 69 Responses 1 day ago

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    My ex and I started talking as friends again, and we've had a hard time when we were together. He would self harm and everyone he did I would alway be there to help him clean up...
    holdontome holdontome 18-21, F Jan 8

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    Im not lost I just dont know what to do
    Mongyy Mongyy 18-21, M Jan 2

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    I'm at a loss for what to do about this situation. I live with my 28 yr old male cousin and his parents and brother. right now the living arrangements are such that I sleep on...
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    Please help me! I don't what to do!! I hate the current school I'm at, It would be easy to transfer back to my old school. I hate this new school because its for kids who want to...
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    I don't want to be anyone else but me, I like me. My therapist says that there are all types of abnormal things about me. Yeah, I'm trying to figure that out, but that doesn't...
    LadyTShay LadyTShay 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Sometimes im bored and I dont know what to look up. Is there any advice?
    Spirit567 Spirit567 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    **** TEH FAKES WHO DONT KNOW WHAT PPL LIKE ME GO THRU EVRYDAY!!
    lovelinessbathes lovelinessbathes 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I just don't know what to do. about anything. I just feel like nothing. I want to just lay down and cry. but I don't really want too. there seems to be nothing left
    toasty420 toasty420 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 13

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    F**king hate it when people are judged by strangers; just because you know exactly what they like/love, and know what you want in life. Don't judge me when you don't know me...
    Varjo Varjo 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I really don't know what I want. Sex? Money? Drugs? Popularity? Nothing seems to satisfy me.. Does anybody feel that way?
    Eldreamer Eldreamer 18-21 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My school basically have 4 main groups: the popular people, the book people, the jocks and the normal people. I'm usually with the normal people but lately the 'popular' girls...
    08RoseBlack 08RoseBlack 18-21, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    It's kind of weird because recently I've been talking to a guy that I went to high school went. We had each other for class but we never talked. And now all of a sudden he's...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    I'm just so alone... I don't know what to do anymore. The one person I trust more than anything has moved up country and I'm left with hate and sadness and bullies. I have nothing...
    MissArsenal MissArsenal 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    Im interested to know what people around the world think....This IS or ISIS or ISIL is getting out of control...At this present time they seem unbeatable since America spent about...
    LegendBattles LegendBattles 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 15

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    I don't know what to do anymore I can't do this no one even really cares my family won't even listen I'm done I don't even know who to go to anymore I just want to be done
    christinelol christinelol 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I want to have a future but I just can't see it. Everybody seems to have their life figured out, and here i am still on the blind spot not knowing what i wanna be, or potentially...
    LeviKururugi LeviKururugi 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    EnjoyTheSilenceX EnjoyTheSilenceX 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 20

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    My feeling are a war and my brain and my life are the battlefield. I have won battles but only because of others. But i am loosing the war. I don't know what to do anymore...
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    I'm a senior in High school and my only plans are graduating, which is somewhat of a goal, but just doesn't seem enough when all of my friends are already accepted in college and I...
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    ProfessorDrew ProfessorDrew 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 15

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    We all have lived through experiences, whether good or bad, that we could hardly imagine. And these experiences frame us who we are; what we are. So let's not be impulsive in...
    hiddentears hiddentears 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 16

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    At this point, after being bothered and annoyed and going back on this sure for relief, I feel bothered and annoyed for being on this site at the moment. I don't know what it is...
    Fretboard225 Fretboard225 16-17, M Jan 18

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    I just don't know what to do anymore I think I need help!!!!
    TBH3292 TBH3292 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    Thatrandompersonme1 Thatrandompersonme1 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 13

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    Xychorite Xychorite 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Xychorite Xychorite 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 11

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    I have been having this constant feeling. A feeling like i cant do anything. Everything just doesnt sound fun. I cant lay down, its unsatisfying. I cant play video games, it just...
    Xychorite Xychorite 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    About two weeks ago now me and my then boyfriend got into and argument. We went to a friend of his birthday and were having a great time. We went over to the dance floor and were...
    chenchanlo chenchanlo 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    Dont fall in love too soon. Go to college. Believe in yourself. None of it will matter so dont sweat it!!!! Keep dancing!!! Take a chance everyone u crushed on admitted later they...
    Hearta Hearta 36-40, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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