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I Dont' Know What I Want

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 21 People

    When Will I Grow Up

    I should know what I want out of life by now.  I live paycheck to paycheck, I am depressed and tired at all times.  I want something different, but I don't know what.  What do I want, for crying out loud?  How are my children supposed to have a good role model...
    StardustShimmer StardustShimmer 36-40, F Jan 14, 2008

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    Want

    There are times in depression when you can lose site of who you are what you want and everything. You go to being lost and not knowing what to do. For me when i am down in depression i get mean. I want to keep on suffering, and i get filled with anger. Still that was a...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 17, 2010

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    So Many Choices!

    Do I buy a Porsche or a Prius? Do I eat lobster tonight or sushi? Do I kill myself or my co-worker? Do I buy a beach house or a penthouse down town?
    dorobo dorobo 70+, M 6 Responses Sep 9, 2008

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    I don't know how I feel right now, I don't know what I need or want. Its hard to even write this because my mind is so blank. I'm not sure what the point of this was.
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