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I Dont' Know What I Want

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 21 People

    When Will I Grow Up

    I should know what I want out of life by now.  I live paycheck to paycheck, I am depressed and tired at all times.  I want something different, but I don't know what.  What do I want, for crying out loud?  How are my children supposed to have a good role model...
    StardustShimmer StardustShimmer 36-40, F Jan 14, 2008

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    So Many Choices!

    Do I buy a Porsche or a Prius? Do I eat lobster tonight or sushi? Do I kill myself or my co-worker? Do I buy a beach house or a penthouse down town?
    dorobo dorobo 70+, M 6 Responses Sep 9, 2008

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    There are times in depression when you can lose site of who you are what you want and everything. You go to being lost and not knowing what to do. For me when i am down in depression i get mean. I want to keep on suffering, and i get filled with anger. Still that was a...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 17, 2010

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    It's a bit of a messy situation. I am better off avoiding it but I'm not good at avoiding trouble.
    persononinternet persononinternet 16-17, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Who m i? I really dont know. Where did i come from? Where i m heading to? Where do i have to go? What is my destination? Who knows? Me or you or someone else? I know what is the...
    SsL919 SsL919 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 22

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    All through high school I was the athlete,semi good looking, funny person. I knew everyone and everyone knew me. I come to college now and Im drowning. I just dont know what to do...
    donteventalktome donteventalktome 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    basically my reationship is over. he just stopeed caring which i really dont undertsand how that happened. but i know these things happen. but in a way i guess im kinda done to...
    BrokenSilence22 BrokenSilence22 18-21, F Dec 7

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    I think I was around the age of seven when this happened. I remember two instances when I think I might have been molested by my god brother. In one memory I remember him pushing...
    CosmicBear01 CosmicBear01 13-15, F Dec 2

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    I so lost on what i should do you don't show me that you care i try to do everything i can for you there is so much stuff i want to do for you yes i know you may not trust me but i...
    thatrandomchick01 thatrandomchick01 18-21, F Dec 2

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    I don't know.....I just don't know what's wrong with me. I don't feel right. I don't belong here.......Why am I here?! To be bullied?!?! (It's already happening!!!) To be useless...
    TheLoner1234 TheLoner1234 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    So, I love my boyfriend, very much. Well actually he's my fiancé, so obviously I love him enough that once upon a time I said yes to marrying him. Lately it seems that everything...
    AlicebeneyisSilvereyes AlicebeneyisSilvereyes 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    Hi . I've always wanted to express my feelings but i don't have any close friend That i can tell this. So my parents devorced when i was 10 i think and i didnt spend That Much time...
    Readmystory Readmystory 13-15, M Nov 19

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    I seriously don't know what I want from life. I'm happy, but I'm not sure this is for me. I really don't know where I will be in say, 10 years?? Will I still be in the same...
    xsignorinax xsignorinax 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    I'm 45 years old....and I STILL don't know what to do with my life. I once thought I had it figured out...I was married, had kids...was just going to grow old with that person...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 7

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    So, in grade 12 I wanted to do all these cool things like be a flight attendant, a fashion designer or a florist. But my mum said they weren't good jobs and my principal said I had...
    sweaterrweatherr sweaterrweatherr 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    So let me start from the beginning. I was born on December 28 1999. I had a fabulous childhood. I had friends, a family that loved me, and much more... or so I thought. Family...
    itsash itsash 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    what do you do when you love a boy, me and him were dating, broke up, still friends, he is dating another boy, and I want him back and I don't know what to do
    colt109 colt109 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 20

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    My life seems like a prison. I can't have my license, because nobody will sign for me (I'm technically adopted), so I have to stay home ALL DAY, EVERY DAY. Other than going to...
    Siqo423 Siqo423 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    You can't hear what I am saying, only what I have said. There are days when I don't know if I am fully living, because it feels like I am already partly dead. I...
    justcallmelizzy justcallmelizzy 31-35, F Nov 21

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    I don't know what to do. O_O I have decided that I'm going to basically have a life. I'd say have a life "again" but I never really had one to begin with. I've very little idea how...
    Friability Friability 18-21 3 Responses Nov 24

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    I know as human beings that we all judge people. We all do! For example, if your at a bar and you look across the room at a person, you most definitely don't think "wow! I bet they...
    actiegirl actiegirl 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 6

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    What right do you have too judge me based on what I have done or the scars on my wrists?! You don't know what I have been through..what I am going through..you have no right too...
    SnowBunny246 SnowBunny246 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    I still don't know what I'm doing! :D Haha, oh god... |: I have yet to press any buttons. o.o I'm trying slightly less halfassedly though. I believe that counts for something. My...
    Friability Friability 18-21 1 Response Nov 28

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    I'm inlove with a guy for 2 years now. It's been very hard because he has borderline. He's mentally ******* me up but he also has a good side. I know he loves me but he's...
    AngelFromHell31 AngelFromHell31 31-35, F a week ago

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    My life is spiraling down and I don't know what to do...
    SomethingGrimm SomethingGrimm 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 18

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    I don't know what's happening. Everything is turned upside down. The happy people in my life aren't happy anymore and someone cares about me in a way I can't properly reciprocate...
    graveyardghosty graveyardghosty 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    some ppl who think they no me assume they know what I'd do think and say without me even saying doing or thinking them. The irony is they couldn't be more off from what I really am...
    TheAnonymous99 TheAnonymous99 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 24

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    When she kisses me its like she's think of him... All she does anymore is talk about him and stare at him I don't know what to do with this relationship anymore
    TayCon321 TayCon321 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    I think i messed up big time. So one of my friends is feeling really down and wanted to cut. So being a friend one of our friends took the knife and kept it and wont give it back...
    Thatrandompersonme1 Thatrandompersonme1 16-17, M 4 hrs ago

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    its funny, because you sorta start to blame yourself. You start to hate who youve become and hate what you are. Youre not mad youre hurt, and confused. left wondering why. You have...
    debonaireash debonaireash 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 5

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    (Im 13 ) Im always so tired and i cry everyday and have suicidal thoughts i also cut myself 3 times a week it feels as if my heart has been ripped out of my chest and i just want...
    Fallenangel220 Fallenangel220 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 19

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    I thought I was getting better. but I'm not. I just want to cry all the time and I feel very juvenile for it. I feel like the one person who knows me very well isnt around much...
    neverlandscars neverlandscars 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I dont want to sound weird and crazy, but i have this feeling that it'll be soon. I dont know if anyone else has the gut feeling as i do. I just wanted to be able to understand why...
    odessa94 odessa94 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    So many things to say.. I guess I'll just say what's on my mind. For one. I really enjoy being with my best friend, I'm still not sure if its love or just a trying close...
    DearYou DearYou 22-25, F Dec 1

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    I just don't know. Having a set purpose in life for making this one person happy can be a harder job than it looks. Maybe I'm just weird.., but I believe when someone wants to know...
    Ebolaa Ebolaa 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Im 21 years old and i dont go to school or have a job , i live with my bf for the past 3 years already , and i cant stand being there , . And its tough that having a job because...
    paola93 paola93 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    I can't even write what I'm feeling at this moment. This is just a keyhole piece on what's really going on. Love this girl, unsure if she likes me back.. Stay up and speak late for...
    LegitimateRabbit LegitimateRabbit 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    Heard from someone I missed a lot. To make a long story short summer fling with a military man. I was trying to decide what was best for my life a serious man that cared for me or...
    fitness20 fitness20 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    I think I am having a quarter century crisis. I feel like my life is spinning out of control. I honestly feel like a failure and I dont know how Im going to work this one out. I...
    xxladyjadedxx xxladyjadedxx 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    I've been dating this new guy for a few months now, I really like him, he makes me feel so special he gives me butterfly's and he treats me like a princess, when we kiss we kiss so...
    plued16 plued16 16-17, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't judge you on here, so why judge me for wanting a kid? It isn't like the kid is not going to get what it needs or wants... because it will and that is all that matters. So...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F Nov 19

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    okay so, when i went to school, (i'm homeschooled now) people would judge me, based on my looks or how many people i sit with at lunch. i feel that, that can cause serious issues...
    courtneythepizzaqueen courtneythepizzaqueen 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 21

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    One of the worst things you can do to another human being is not give them a chance, sometimes people aren't as bad as they first appear to be. Sometimes the strongest of people...
    TropicalArctic TropicalArctic 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 8

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    Kinda wish I could just end it all. I'm sick of myself. I keep telling myself I'll go nowhere in life. So what's the point of delaying my exit when I can just do it now? End it...
    hecknope hecknope 16-17, F 12 Responses 4 days ago

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    Lately I have been feeling emotionally unstable... Which is crazy because I am not particularly sure what that means. Something is constantly bothering me and I find myself making...
    IndecisiveLateBloomer IndecisiveLateBloomer 18-21, F Nov 19

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    ***update*** I posted a thing under this name not to long ago about my boyfriend wanting to join the army. due to minor encounters with the law the military will not take him...