I Dont' Know What I Want

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    Want

    There are times in depression when you can lose site of who you are what you want and everything. You go to being lost and not knowing what to do. For me when i am down in depression i get mean. I want to keep on suffering, and i get filled with anger. Still that was a...
    Arorin Arorin
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Mar 17, 2010

    When Will I Grow Up

    I should know what I want out of life by now.  I live paycheck to paycheck, I am depressed and tired at all times.  I want something different, but I don't know what.  What do I want, for crying out loud?  How are my children supposed to have a good role model...
    StardustShimmer StardustShimmer
    36-40, F
    Jan 14, 2008

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