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I Dont' Know What I Want

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    There are times in depression when you can lose site of who you are what you want and everything. You go to being lost and not knowing what to do. For me when i am down in depression i get mean. I want to keep on suffering, and i get filled with anger. Still that was a...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 17, 2010

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    When Will I Grow Up

    I should know what I want out of life by now.  I live paycheck to paycheck, I am depressed and tired at all times.  I want something different, but I don't know what.  What do I want, for crying out loud?  How are my children supposed to have a good role model...
    StardustShimmer StardustShimmer 36-40, F Jan 14, 2008

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    i feel like a freak on a leash, i took my pills ( my anti depression pills) i just feel so lost. the reason why am i here bcoz i have 7yo son. my husband have my son and im alone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 10

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    Any advice? I am living in an isolated subdivision in front of a cemetery. I dont know most of my neighbors, my friends are too busy to text. No one cares for me.. I dont know wat...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses May 5

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    Sigh. So I always have had these doubts in my head about if I'm a boy or a girl. I was born a girl but I feel like I was meant to have a penis and be a bi male (which would be a...
    ocdfun123 ocdfun123 16-17 2 Responses May 11

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    My crush has been chrushed... They have been my best friend they're what kept me together without even knowing it. They moved away... I know they're just in the state over but, i...
    mauri18 mauri18 16-17, F May 6

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    Okay so I'm going to tell you my story. So in my last post I shared my experience about me thinking I might be falling in love with someone I met online. So in that experience I...
    NotHisGirl NotHisGirl 16-17, F Apr 26

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    Yeah I'm totally lost. I keep telling people what I'm going to do but never go through with it. I know I can't keep doing what I'm doing because it is depressing me. People at my...
    ShaneStoner ShaneStoner 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 28

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    These last few weeks have been hard..... I dont know what to do or how to feel..... My depression is getting worse.... People keep telling me that they are going to kill there self...
    100BlackRoses 100BlackRoses 16-17, F 2 Responses May 6

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    I've been with my boyfriend for a year now but I did something and betrayed him and I ****** up badly. I haven't been honest with him lately and it has really hurt him. I love him...
    laxlife laxlife 18-21, F a week ago

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    You don't know me, you don't know what I look like, you don't know how I am, you don't know what I've been through so don't bother to judge me.
    Madimac Madimac 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 28

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    How do I say this set I'm so lost I don't know what to do with my life I have lost my husband my kids my dogs my everything and I really don't know where to begin
    SpiritWolfe741 SpiritWolfe741 36-40, F 2 Responses May 13

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    hahaha I got a post removed from here cause I had to many course words so thi is what I said I hate people that have to make fun of people that misspell a word when they know...
    ashes1229 ashes1229 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 28

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    My mother, sister, and me were outside playing cards against humanity my dogs were roaming around the backyard and we just heat a bunch of crunching leaves in the small wooded area...
    IntegraBlackwell IntegraBlackwell 18-21, F May 10

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    Have u ever done something that can't be taken back. I feel hurt by my own choices and very confused, I'm scared I hurt a person I care about even if I don't even trust myself with...
    fallingangel08 fallingangel08 18-21, F May 11

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    My husband's sister may pass away in the next few days. Her situation is not a surprise to us as she was born with a health condition. She has outlived her life expectancy and is...
    mottkat mottkat 22-25, F 1 Response May 12

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    I don't know what to do someone man just sent me a picture of his ****. Like hes 30x my age I already feel so uncomfortable on here I thought it was about expressing your self and...
    chlo124x chlo124x 13-15, F May 15

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    I hate it when people judeg me and they dont even know whtas going on.....
    Kassidyann98 Kassidyann98 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I wanna do something, I just don't know what.
    ThatOneSomaliGirl ThatOneSomaliGirl 13-15, F 3 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I have tried this before to get some help and here I am again. I'm a single dad raising my son since he was 1 now he will be 9 soon. I am having the hardest time letting go of his...
    lifesabeach4me2 lifesabeach4me2 36-40, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I dont need to be hurt on purpose nor do I need to be your moral compass or supply your need for adoration or be your servant - do all the thing that you dont want to or feel you...
    blonde10 blonde10 36-40, F Apr 29

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    i married an idiot i tried everything talking ingoring him yelling at him no sex but he still an inmature *******. We have been together for 5 years married for 2 and have 2 kids...
    mamiiproud mamiiproud 26-30, F 2 Responses May 17

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    i don't know about the things i choose is what i want or not.and its not easy just wanting what u want to have wen there are people all around trying to make judgement on you...
    astrixx astrixx 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    I really do not get why people treat me the way they do. My kids tell me to **** off when I say I love you, and attack me and call me pervert when I try to give them a hug. My wife...
    EpilepticOne EpilepticOne 31-35, M 1 Response May 2

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    I don't know how to even begin my search. This all started years ago, I was 15 or 16 the first time I remember dreaming of her. I remember, in the dream, it started at a gas...
    masta873 masta873 22-25, M May 3

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    I dreamt that I got to college and my friend, who has a boyfriend, was sitting on another guys lap (it felt like the guy was one here from college who my friend thinks is super...
    anwencallaghan anwencallaghan 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    My ex came back and I honestly don't know if I should give him another chance or not, I feel like he is playing with me and using me or talking to me when he needs me and all the...
    XxMyDemonsxX XxMyDemonsxX 16-17, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    I was kind of disappointed in my boyfriend for not inviting me to play soccer with him and a group of friends after he expressed that he missed me but made no effort to see me. I...
    laxlife laxlife 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I woke up late, not due to lack of sleep, I just did. I then took my time getting ready for school, during this time, I was getting stressed about how I looked. I had a little...
    trappedgirl17 trappedgirl17 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    My health has been terrible since March. I'm concerned about it and now I've gone to constantly having the runs and stomach pain for a day now. Before March I had symptoms...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Apr 27

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    I am so lost that idk what I feel. One minute I'm ready to look gorgeous and five minutes later I wonder how I'm ever going to be able to survive being perceived as female. I hate...
    SoManyShadows SoManyShadows 13-15, F May 1

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    Do what feels right. Dont make a decision because you're afraid of what others think. Youll regret it later.
    snjarvis snjarvis 22-25, F May 7

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    This has been a problem for quite some time now, im 19 years turning 20 in a month, i should have a great live, my parents have money, i have friends, idont think im ugly and im...
    lifeaintshit lifeaintshit 18-21, M 1 Response May 11

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    you may know me by my name,face,personality but you really dont know the true me so back off *******
    GeramieKrissia GeramieKrissia 18-21, F May 13

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    When people try to categorize me and generalize me, I become their worst nightmare. I absolutely detest people who think they know you because of your appearance or what you do in...
    1ANGRYtitan 1ANGRYtitan 16-17, M May 2

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    ive had it twice in my life two great guys ,my ex and current bf, and im afraid that if this doesnt work out once again and im ready for a future later on with someone and...
    apperentlyicanthavemynameagain apperentlyicanthavemynameagain 18-21, F May 4

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    dont fuc* that one 12 year old girl just because she gave u a blowjo* for free just before that happening....CHILL I was 14 at the time
    Yaird Yaird 16-17, M May 6

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    actually everything ive been through was by choice or plain laziness or shyness, i dont regret anything had a great childhood and i thank and still thanking my family for, im happy...
    apperentlyicanthavemynameagain apperentlyicanthavemynameagain 18-21, F May 7

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    Don't do hard drugs, go to college, don't break up with Jason, don't smoke. Don't take BS from anyone, Dont get ect.
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F May 7

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    I have been in a relationship now for over a year. Overall he is an amazing man and I have never loved anyone the way I love him. He is crazy smart, attractive and raised by an...
    sherrisunshine sherrisunshine 46-50, F May 8

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    This has been a problem for quite some time now, im 19 years turnbung 20 on in a month, i should have a great life, my parents have money, i have friends, i dony see myself as ugly...
    lifeaintshit lifeaintshit 18-21, M May 11

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