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I Dont' Know What I Want

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    So Many Choices!

    Do I buy a Porsche or a Prius? Do I eat lobster tonight or sushi? Do I kill myself or my co-worker? Do I buy a beach house or a penthouse down town?
    dorobo dorobo 70+, M 6 Responses Sep 9, 2008

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    When Will I Grow Up

    I should know what I want out of life by now.  I live paycheck to paycheck, I am depressed and tired at all times.  I want something different, but I don't know what.  What do I want, for crying out loud?  How are my children supposed to have a good role model...
    StardustShimmer StardustShimmer 36-40, F Jan 14, 2008

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    Want

    There are times in depression when you can lose site of who you are what you want and everything. You go to being lost and not knowing what to do. For me when i am down in depression i get mean. I want to keep on suffering, and i get filled with anger. Still that was a...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 17, 2010

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    raechols raechols 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 26

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    But God always save me. I got so sick before i almost died. Pain. Death i know what it feels like. Been to a lot of accidents but jst almost seems like someone is trying to save me...
    yodatheching yodatheching 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    anonofep anonofep 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    EmptyHusk EmptyHusk 22-25 1 Response Jul 22

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    Hate Being Judged By People That Dont Even Know Me grow up
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    joseey joseey 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Hate Being Judged By People That Dont Even Know Me
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