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I Dont' Know What I Want

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    When Will I Grow Up

    I should know what I want out of life by now.  I live paycheck to paycheck, I am depressed and tired at all times.  I want something different, but I don't know what.  What do I want, for crying out loud?  How are my children supposed to have a good role model...
    StardustShimmer StardustShimmer 36-40, F Jan 14, 2008

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    There are times in depression when you can lose site of who you are what you want and everything. You go to being lost and not knowing what to do. For me when i am down in depression i get mean. I want to keep on suffering, and i get filled with anger. Still that was a...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 17, 2010

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    Before you judge me in a negative way you probably ought to take some time to get to know me first. Why is it that so many people look at a person and judge them negatively without...
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    What about being judged by those who do know you!? I just got home today from a psych ward after an attempt. It feels like the whole world is judging me. From the psychiatrist at...
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