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I Don't Know What I'm Worth

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    I Don't Know What I'm Worth

    I don't know what I'm worth but I know I'm worth more than the bullies,  swearheads and rude people.   I think because I'm kind and nice caring and friendly honest too  that I'm worth a lot.   I wish I had $3,000 monthly   but I think I'm worth more than that.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 Feb 16, 2012

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    Who Knows?

    Since I am usually depressed, I often feel worthless but for a certain someone, I am his everything. I mean the world to him. Certainly, I am priceless. 
    reset reset 18-21, F Apr 26, 2010

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    As Far...

    ...as I am concerned I am not worth anything. I am just a waste of space.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 9, 2010

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    Underestimate Or Overestimate

    Obviously, I am not aware of what I am capable of doing.  I continue to surprise myself when I am asked to do things.  Sometimes I write down words that I did not even know were in my vocabulary.  I usually underestimate myself or overestimate myself.  I...
    BBUDS BBUDS 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 11, 2010

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    No Idea.

    For 17 years, I was told I was worthless, hated by the people who should've loved me unconditionally. If they weren't drilling into me about something... I didn't exist. I was always an afterthough, never a piority... I was just a kid. For the first 10years I was loved by dad, my...
    elpatitofeo elpatitofeo 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2011

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