I Don't Know What Is Wrong With Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 170 People

    What Is Normal?

    I am an introvert, but I believe myself to be a somewhat narcissistic one. I believe most people aren't deserving of my time, and I pick my friends- I've always found it exhausting to entertain people who have different interests than I (I don't give them a chance to know me...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 25, 2010

    Hi my name is Preston

    and I have lived a long and sad 16 years of life. For so long I have wondered why am I so different, why do I care about others more than myself, why do I wake up everyday in this almost hellish place we call life,why do I want to die so bad, why do I hear voices and see things...
    myfriendscallmeDePreston myfriendscallmeDePreston
    18-21, M
    Jul 16, 2015

    I've been living with an eating disorder

    for about three years now. Last year, I lost a lot of weight and finally felt good about myself. My period stopped coming (although I was just really skinny but not "anorexic skinny"), so I had take some hormone pills and gained around 12 kilos since. I am so depressed now and...
    Nickyta Nickyta
    18-21, F
    Mar 24, 2014

    So...... how do I even begin this?

    Ok, so I've had some people tell me that what I do in a few situations isn't really "normal" (some even have said I probably have severe social anxiety)..... and I've done some research and I'm kinda getting worried. So, I'll give you guys some examples of how I feel in...
    MerlinEmyrs MerlinEmyrs
    16-17, F
    Jan 5

    You there me here The magic in between is

    strong The love we found is not wrong It's just the time was not right When we heard our heartsong.
    winterfall winterfall
    41-45
    Mar 13

    I feel like I'm unlovable.

    People always say great things about me. My friends say I know a lot of people at school and they always say hi. But no one ever makes an effort to get to know me on a deeper level. I want that so bad but I feel selfish because people need to work and go to school. They are much...
    RileyRed RileyRed
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 24, 2015

    I broke up with my girlfriend

    while she was in another country. When she returned it hit her that she was single. She at first told me she only wants me as a close friend and that she moved on but I kept telling her it was hurting me and offered to just leave so it was less painful but than she tells me she...
    Thundross Thundross
    22-25, M
    Apr 7, 2015

    Uncomfortable.

    I feel like someone kicked me in my stomach, physically.  It feels like I did a hundred crunches last night, but I didn't.  My muscles just feel worn out in that area.
    BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace
    18-21, F
    Dec 21, 2009

    Something is ******* wrong with me.

    Nothing seems to be helping my depression not therapy not the meds I just want everything to end
    PlayingPretty PlayingPretty
    13-15, F
    1 Response Mar 15

    I Swear There Is Something Wrong With Me

    Is is possible that I simply suffer from Sensitivity? As I go through life, I feel more and more that the daily emotional challenges I face are not only my own fault, but also not normal. I've spent years and years trying to make myself better, trying to battle overwhelming...
    oopgirl oopgirl
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Dec 27, 2008

    I Am Baffled....

    I hate myself right now and I need to get over myself before I miss out on a great relationship with a great guy! No one of perfect but there are some minor superficial things that I am struggling with accepting and I just can't believe that I am making these minor imperfections...
    aniave aniave
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 28, 2011

    i had an online fight with my long distant ex

    boyfriend at may, in which he had gone mad at me and he went offline saying that i destroyed his life and he is going to kill himself now. well later i find out that, that there was not any mistake of mine at all in that argument, actually he had created all that drama because...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Oct 7, 2014

    Wow

    I don't know what is wrong with me. I was in a roommate situation marriage for the last two years.  Over the summer I recognized how completely unhappy I was and when I wasn't looking for anything this wonderful man walked into my life.   I talked with him...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 10, 2009

    Please Tel Me

    i don't know what is wrong with me . i don't know why i said it . it just slipped out . why did i say such a hateful and hurtful thing to the women i love . was it becuase i am an ******* and can't stand to have a loving relationship .  i am sorry and i do wish i could take...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 1, 2010

    I Just Don't Know

     Well I have always felt there was something wrong but just in the past 2 or 3 years it has gotten worse.  I keep having insane mood swings.  I have been following it and it doesn't follow my cycle or anything hormonal like that. I will get depressed over nothing...
    Imdrowning776 Imdrowning776
    18-21, F
    Sep 4, 2009

    This Is Confusing...

    For some reason, whenever I come into contact with my dad, I have panic attacks, my heart beats really fast, I can't breathe properly, and I often vomit after he leaves. Granted, he has done some terrible things, but I never used to be like this. Even when he hit me or attacked...
    Sasayaku35 Sasayaku35
    13-15, F
    Apr 1, 2013

    My Body Is Changing!

    I don't know what is wrong with me. My body is changing. My veins show all over, in places they never did before. I'm becoming all bulgy and.....hard. My body looks different. I don't know what to think about all this. Should I see a doctor? Sure I've been working out, and eating...
    Socklord Socklord
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jul 18, 2009

    Today I woke up and I just started bawling my

    eyes out lol. I don't know why. Maybe it's the stress of everything that's been building up lately.. For the past two years I have been at my lowest. I've never felt so ****** lol. But at the same time I feel absolutely nothing. I'm not happy, I'm not sad, I'm just here.. I've...
    DragonSlayerr DragonSlayerr
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Dec 1, 2015

    What Was Wrong With Me

    I went through a period of what felt like manic paranoia. It started of small, but I later found myself having panic attacks about leaving my home. Everywhere I went I thought I was being followed or that a traumatic experience was just around the corner. As for people, I did...
    sarahsx sarahsx
    18-21, F
    Nov 26, 2013

    Why?!

    I'm no saint but the things ppl do 2 me are beyond me. I have been wit my lady now for a lil over a yr. We actually got together on christmas :-) Everything was good at least that's what I thought. Shortly before we got 2getha I found out she had a 1 nite stand wit my cuz. This...
    bbwlover25 bbwlover25
    22-25, M
    Feb 27, 2013
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