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I Don't Know What to Believe

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    two different stories from two people I trust.

    .. and I have my own feelings on this thing.... is he being honest with me 100%? is she? what do I think about all this? do my feelings not count?
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 14, 2014

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    So Depressed...

    Its so sad. A while ago, I was tormented as a child, and it made me so unconfident. I switched schools alot, and kids treated me bady there, too. The one place that I stayed at and made friends, they weren't really my friends. They ignored me, abused me, and used me. They...
    sweetprofoundchild sweetprofoundchild 13-15 1 Response Jun 3, 2009

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    Who Knows?

    How do we know what Heaven is? How do we know what Hell is? Do you actually trust an old long book? When you die...you're dead, there is no Heaven or Hell. When you take your last breathe and close your eyes, all you will see is a long vivid summary of your life, the life that...
    IntoTheDarknessForever IntoTheDarknessForever 13-15, F Aug 10, 2013

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    What's the Truth?

    I really just want to know the truth. I hate being deceived. The thing I'm really confused about now is religion. If you want to know about that, you can read my story "I Couldn't Stand It" in the group "I Lost My Religion." But I hate how there's so much uncertainty about...
    RopinTexan RopinTexan 22-25, M 6 Responses Nov 28, 2007

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    Hey there, I figured it was the only place to

    talk about it since I'm too ashamed to tell anyone, even my closest friends. I'm a 20-year-old male living with my parents and right now I'm confused. Long story short: my father has been cheating on my mom for 3 years. We discovered last week when he eventually admitted it (my...
    Ciccone Ciccone 18-21, M Dec 23, 2014

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    I was raised to believe in "the one true God"

    and even though I was raised like that it's hard to "have faith" in something that one absolutely knows for sure is actually there
    thedoctordonna thedoctordonna 18-21, F Nov 17, 2014

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    I Try Not To Judge Others Or Events That Happen

    sometimes I do see things and feel very influenced by outcomes in criminal cases, or political processes and the media. but I try to not judge others... its hard to however when they hurt you deeply with lies or psychological abuse and assaults... its hard when they don't help...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Jun 11, 2011

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    *sigh*

    right now, i am so confused. I don't know what to believe, who to believe, nothing. I just want to run away from everything. I can't ******* handle this at all. I hate that people have to **** with me, when i finally see things are going good, and im having a good night...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 11, 2010

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    Don't Know...

    I don't know what's the truth, and honestly I don't care. I do know what I do believe, and what I feel is the truth... But I also know its likely vastly different from what you believe. I don't know what I *should* believe, but I do know what I *do* believe. :D
    iFortiTude iFortiTude 31-35 Jul 7, 2008

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