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I Don't Know What to Believe

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    So Depressed...

    Its so sad. A while ago, I was tormented as a child, and it made me so unconfident. I switched schools alot, and kids treated me bady there, too. The one place that I stayed at and made friends, they weren't really my friends. They ignored me, abused me, and used me. They...
    sweetprofoundchild sweetprofoundchild 13-15 1 Response Jun 3, 2009

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    two different stories from two people I trust.

    .. and I have my own feelings on this thing.... is he being honest with me 100%? is she? what do I think about all this? do my feelings not count?
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 14, 2014

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    I was raised to believe in "the one true God"

    and even though I was raised like that it's hard to "have faith" in something that one absolutely knows for sure is actually there
    thedoctordonna thedoctordonna 18-21, F Nov 17, 2014

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    What's the Truth?

    I really just want to know the truth. I hate being deceived. The thing I'm really confused about now is religion. If you want to know about that, you can read my story "I Couldn't Stand It" in the group "I Lost My Religion." But I hate how there's so much uncertainty about...
    RopinTexan RopinTexan 22-25, M 6 Responses Nov 28, 2007

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    Don't Know...

    I don't know what's the truth, and honestly I don't care. I do know what I do believe, and what I feel is the truth... But I also know its likely vastly different from what you believe. I don't know what I *should* believe, but I do know what I *do* believe. :D
    iFortiTude iFortiTude 31-35 Jul 7, 2008

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    I Try Not To Judge Others Or Events That Happen

    sometimes I do see things and feel very influenced by outcomes in criminal cases, or political processes and the media. but I try to not judge others... its hard to however when they hurt you deeply with lies or psychological abuse and assaults... its hard when they don't help...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Jun 11, 2011

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    Hey there, I figured it was the only place to

    talk about it since I'm too ashamed to tell anyone, even my closest friends. I'm a 20-year-old male living with my parents and right now I'm confused. Long story short: my father has been cheating on my mom for 3 years. We discovered last week when he eventually admitted it (my...
    Ciccone Ciccone 18-21, M Dec 23, 2014

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    *sigh*

    right now, i am so confused. I don't know what to believe, who to believe, nothing. I just want to run away from everything. I can't ******* handle this at all. I hate that people have to **** with me, when i finally see things are going good, and im having a good night...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 11, 2010

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    Who Knows?

    How do we know what Heaven is? How do we know what Hell is? Do you actually trust an old long book? When you die...you're dead, there is no Heaven or Hell. When you take your last breathe and close your eyes, all you will see is a long vivid summary of your life, the life that...
    IntoTheDarknessForever IntoTheDarknessForever 13-15, F Aug 10, 2013

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    kclayne kclayne 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 11

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    Sometimes I want new friends when I can't see what's good with the old. Sometimes I wonder why I can't get a boyfriend. Then when I'm actually get one I don't need one. ETC ETC ETC...
    WhisperingGrass WhisperingGrass 16-17, F Mar 16

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    i'm kinda scared of us breaking up.. were 14 and 15 and having a baby... but don't want his support as a friend i want his support as a boyfriend.. someone that will love me and...
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    My brother keeps on hitting me and hurting me lately. I know that he has done it all my life but now I cant stand it. I cant cope with the pain it causes. I really want to leave...
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    I'm 20 years old and to this day I still don't know what loving someone is... I have never had a girlfriend I have never felt like I connected with someone all I've ever known is...
    TheLynxx TheLynxx 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 21

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    I'm currently on vacation and I don't know what to do,I don't want to be stuck at home sitting in front of my laptop or desktop all day like a lazy couch potato I want to be active...
    DepressedAngell DepressedAngell 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    A girl here keeps getting at me. She makes remarks about my cousin, how I deserved what I did to me, and that I shouldn't have got him put in prison for it. But then also comments...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I've a huge cruch on my brother's best friend...he's elder than me and i don't know what to do
    lamyy lamyy 16-17, F Mar 3

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    Everything is just so hard I'm losing who I am. I'm tired of feeling low , lost,depressed in waned like invisible AMD I don't know what to do I just want to be lvoed and protected...
    lela201465 lela201465 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    It's simple as that, really. I have depression and anxiety (general, separation, and social). I just don't know what I want.
    Shaywen Shaywen 16-17, F Mar 21

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    I just confused, unorganised, and extremely exhausted. There is a lot of uni work to be done, but I just can't do it. I get distracted and put it aside, telling myself to do it...
    henal216 henal216 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I started university september 2013 and shortly before that I'd looked online to find other people who were going to be going to the same one, and started talking to a boy who I'll...
    apismellifera4 apismellifera4 18-21, T Mar 15

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    I see him struggling on what to do. Should he befriend me? Should he leave me entirely? Should he come back to me? He is a very rational person but when he sees me struggling with...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 22-25, F Mar 11

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    My wife and I had a good talk today. She told me one of her friends is getting divorced, largely due to her (female) friend's infidelity towards their husband. Their marriage is...
    onlymortal onlymortal 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 15

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    I am really concerned about my parents. They seem to be fighting all of the time, and they're always angry. I don't know how to help them, and I really wish I could. I know I am...
    Hindercat Hindercat 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    I've never been in love or in an actual relationship. I know what love from my family feels like but from a stranger? I don't know I've just never had that feeling.
    Marytiredofbeingordinary Marytiredofbeingordinary 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 7

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    My husband hides me from his family. We are married for two years now. He has not told them that he's married nor have I met any of his family. He talks to them over the phone and...
    superbev superbev 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    So there's a guy who I told what happened with me and that guy that kissed me and I asked if I could text him if he tried to talk to me again and he said yes but I don't know if I...
    JalenFrankie616 JalenFrankie616 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    TheRogueWolf TheRogueWolf 18-21, F 1 Response 45 mins ago

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