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I Don't Know What to Do Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 710 People

    A couple months back my best friend

    and I were in school and she told me she wanted to tell me something. I told her she could tell me anything cause I wouldn't judge her and I could keep a secret. She takes out her phone and shows me one of those depression accounts on Instagram and it was her account I told her...
    Malardduck Malardduck 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    Basically I made a blog today,

    an anonymous one to get out how I feel. And if anything, it's made me 1000x times worse.
    cmdoran cmdoran 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 27, 2014

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    I Feel So On Edge

    I don't know what to do. I literally don't. I keep thinking I'm okay, that I'm expressing myself in a healthy manor, and then BAM once again I'm ******* things up. I can't talk to anyone about what is really going on in my head because they'll get mad. So I'll just let everyone...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 19, 2013

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    Confused

    I have been having trouble coming up with things to say on here lately and haven't been doing much at all except chatting with a couple of friends. When i feel like i'm not really contributing to the site much i start getting a little down and in the past i would take a break...
    ihaveanameitsrick ihaveanameitsrick 46-50, M 9 Responses Jun 18, 2009

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    I have M.U and we are having a business,

    he asked me to help him. And I wholeheartedly helping him, but I'm afraid , what if he is just using me. And at the end he will leave me . T_T :-(
    LunarRainbow LunarRainbow 18-21, F Feb 17

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    Me and my friends have spilt up into different

    groups. It's been really hard for me and I'm upset that some friends aren't there for me anymore i don't understand what I did to lose friends. My mom keeps yelling at me saying I'm doing in the wrong and tells me I should stop complaining but I can't and she's been really mean...
    br1ttanymarie br1ttanymarie 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 29, 2014

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    In Areas of My Life

    Such as love... divorce sucks... But the worst part is that I don't have anyone to blame, not even myself. I still love her, but after what she did how can I be with her anymore? I know I have to go through this with my head, but with my heart, I don't...
    VincentValentine VincentValentine 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 30, 2009

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    For "IhaveanameitsRick' Because I Promised..

       Mahahahahahahaha!!!! Okay darlin'. So you don't feel alone in your thoughts I will share mine as well.   This is especially true right now in my life. It seems if I get tangled up in my own head I miss a LOT of sh!t that's going on with my friends, their...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 19, 2009

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    I try everyday to talk to my family member

    and I just get ignored, completely ignored, like I'm not there. I said Hi to my brother and he just coughed and completely ignored me. anytime I try to connect or even try to say anything to my mum she'll ruin the moment all the time, just so I get upset and she can play the...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 11, 2014

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    Feeling really suicidal

    😫😢😢😢😢😢🔫
    hanep1 hanep1 18-21 Apr 24

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    I don't know what to

    so anymore when I wear something nice and someone say you ain't ****...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2014

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    I don't know how to fix this.

    I messed up so bad. I was stupid and accidently told this chick at my school about my step-brother abusing me 7 years ago. Now there's cops hanging around my town, they might press charges against my step brother, and now I have the CPS trying to take me away. How are they any...
    crystal234 crystal234 13-15, F 1 Response May 4

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    I have no friends and no I feel like I have no

    family. They always do what my sister wants to do and nothing I want to do. I feel like I just live here but I don't belong here.
    AwesomeGuyy22 AwesomeGuyy22 22-25, M Sep 6, 2014

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    ????

    when i first found EP i talked mostly about my depression...and people got mad at me. so i tried being more light hearted started flirting a lot and talked about sex a lot....and people got mad at me. i tried talking about politics and religion....and people got mad at me. the...
    ihaveanameitsrick ihaveanameitsrick 46-50, M 10 Responses Feb 20, 2009

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    I am a law school student,

    but I took a leave of absence in order to find a job. I needed a job because I got divorced and could no longer support myself and my daughter. I couldn't find a job because I was honest about wanting to go back to school. So, my boyfriend and I have decided that I will go...
    smc92079 smc92079 31-35, F May 14

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    citysquare citysquare 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 22

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    Feeling Like a Failure

    First off I would like to say there's a lot in my life I wouldn't want to change. I love my family so much...I honestly couldn't ask for a better family. A lot of my friends are amazing too. But...there's still that feeling that I'm failing everyone. There's someone very close...
    CountessAbstract CountessAbstract 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 8, 2009

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    My boyfriend and I just broke up.

    I'm literally sitting here staring off into space and don't know what to do. This is the only person I've ever loved aside from family. He's my life. What do I do?
    CheerleaderEm CheerleaderEm 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 4

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    What Is Wrong With People??

    I don't understand what the deal is with some people these days.  I was informed tonight that a couple of my "really good" friends were talking about me behind my back.  Its a horrible thing to do to somebody because they have no way to defend themselves then...
    thatonegirl18 thatonegirl18 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 22, 2009

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    My husband and I are going through something

    very personal right now and it's slowly tearing our marriage apart. All I can say here is I hurt him and made him feel like I didn't trust him anymore. The way he deals with things is hard for me because he prefers solitude and not thinking about the pain to talking it out with...
    Justalicia Justalicia 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2014

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    I don't know how to help him

    when I can't even help myself. I've been so depressed lately, well I have been for a very long time, and he's not happy now. He doesn't know why and I can't explain my depression either, so I know how horrible that is. I don't know how to help him. He won't talk about it. I keep...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I feel so lost. Numb.

    Hurt. Sad. Depressed. Angry. Just everything.
    xizzyx xizzyx 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 19

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    I hope things will get better soon

    or else I'm gonna die
    citysquare citysquare 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 18

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    i'm kinda scared of us breaking up.

    . were 14 and 15 and having a baby... but don't want his support as a friend i want his support as a boyfriend.. someone that will love me and hold me at the end of the day not someone that will be the reason i am crying at the end of the day. i'm also scared that he might try...
    xxsanekittenxx xxsanekittenxx 13-15, F Mar 16

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    The Misunderstood

    My family thinks I haven't been acting like myself. All of sudden it's a crime to want to have a social life? I'm starting to grow up. I'm not a girly-girl. I'm not going to wear pink all the time. Yeah, I wear black once in a while. That doesn't mean I'm emo. Yeah, i like black...
    SecretIsOut SecretIsOut 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 12, 2013

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    Alwayslost11 Alwayslost11 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 23, 2014

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    I am depressed all the time

    and I have recently stopped self harming. It's all because of my dad, he abused my mum for about 17 years and he has many children with other women. My mum and dad have been fighting for since I can remember, I cry every day and my mum knows that I hate him. I have been suicidal...
    Kamarshmallow Kamarshmallow 13-15 1 Response Jun 1, 2014

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    2 weeks. 2 weeks without talking.

    I was dating this guy since December, and well, long time since I really like someone. (I'm kinda picky, a boy could be really attactive and stuff but for me it's not important, I mean, who cares about a cutie who can't handle an interesting convo and doesnt make you laugh...
    GabrielleOFF GabrielleOFF 22-25, F May 24, 2014

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    i can't deal with my mom anymore.

    i get screamed at by her every single day. The worst part is that it is always over something stupid. i cry almost everyday because of my own mother. she frustrates me so much. Lately i feel as if she's phsyco. We had an incident happen early but I'm not going to talk about...
    anxiety13 anxiety13 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    Don't Kow What to Do Anymore. the Main Express Has Stopped.

    Hello all... Welp, this is probably the last place for me to turn before I do God knows what. I'll start from the beginning, might be long. I thought since I was a kid that I was born into a family that was loving, fun and just caring...not rich or jazzy, but just enough to be...
    ultimatelyconfused ultimatelyconfused 22-25 3 Responses Jun 23, 2009

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    i'm 30 years old. I have 2 children.

    No life. I was kicked out at 12 years old by my mother on xmas eve. I was forced to grow up on the streets and survive. I managed to finish school and eventually start working and getting better jobs. Eventually I landed a career. I was able to settle down and have a family of...
    IdiditTOmyselfTwice IdiditTOmyselfTwice 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 27

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    I just get so frustrated all the time,

    my life isn't turning out the way I planned. I change something then things are good for a while but I don't get that overwhelming feeling that I am on the right path in life... I feel so lost and I don't know what to do, or how to change it.... Aaaahhhhhhhh
    Alwayslost11 Alwayslost11 31-35, F Aug 7, 2014

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    Sources gives you information you never knew,

    it also can hurt you. Damn this thing called "Pain"
    TheKDoomsday TheKDoomsday 16-17, F Nov 29, 2014

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    </3 I'm Lost </3

    What do you do when your putting your everything towards something/someone and you are not getting anything back? I mean I've done everything under the sun for this man and shouldn't even be doing it cause he burned me so bad and I burned him in which I forgave him kinda I just...
    sarahoaks sarahoaks 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 20, 2012

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    I've applied for a job a week ago

    and I thought it went really well. The company gave me a feedback after the interview, as I've asked for it, and it's all good and positive - then nothing -- they've said that they'll be in touch in a couple of days but still no reply. I feel that they just lie about the...
    Cinderella73 Cinderella73 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 4, 2014

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    My Life Crashed And Burned Just 15 Minutes Ago

    i am 20 and don`t have highschool diploma why? i wasn`t getting along with my classmates in technical highschool since i`m gay and weird. to put it short i was bullied i had to leave a year out cause of that what a fool i should have transfered to the part time school i was just...
    erwcat erwcat 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 6, 2011

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    I don't want to feel anymore.

    .. I hurt everyone and I feel so empty... I'm covered in scars, I am afraid to cry and I hate people so much.. Im constantly let down when I give my all, I feel invisible....
    Alwayslost11 Alwayslost11 31-35, F Sep 16, 2014

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    Sometimes I don't know what I'm doing in life.

    I just can't get up enough motivation to do the things I want/ need to do no matter I talk about doing. Part of be gets really anxious even thinking about it it dealing with people. I just wish I could live normally and not have to worry about getting overwhelmed or freaking out...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 17

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    I think I'm in love with a friend of mine.

    But our relationship is really strange. At first we started off as being really good friends, but last year I had a boyfriend who hated my friend. Every one would always tell me they hated each other because my friend liked me but I never believed them. Then after I broke up...
    andreatam andreatam 13-15, F Jan 24

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    I've applied to so many jobs.

    I have no friends that I speak to. My main support is my family, which I'm lucky to have. I feel a bit like a pathetic being.
    obscureriddle obscureriddle 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Why has life got to be

    so difficult :/ I've gained back pretty much all the weight I lost cause I feel like when I'm eating I'm safe it's so ****** up I literally just sit there and eat all day long I did so well loosing all the weight then when I got to my goal I gained it all back im dissapointd...
    hanep1 hanep1 18-21 Apr 16

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    This paranoia hangs over my head like a veil of

    confusion, desperation, and terror. Anyone who does not understand paranoia, it is basically like thinking about anything that could go wrong and assuming the worst. Then dwelling on that for hours and hours until it starts to eat you alive
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    I just a had a fight with my bf

    and Idk if its over or not and I've just been having anxiety over it. I'm just so stressed out and have been and even one thing makes me so upset and I end up thinking about all the wrong things in my life and I just break down. I've been crying and I'm just so tired.. I hope it...
    Butterflyyana Butterflyyana 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 20

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    I come home from work

    after my fiance telling me that he doesn't want his ex and can't stand her...day after day lately...to him talking to her the entire time that I am gone. I get that they have kids together, but now it's not even talking about the kids anymore. It's her asking when I am going to...
    Pumpkiin Pumpkiin 26-30, F Jan 19

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