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I Don't Know What to Do Anymore

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    I don't want to feel anymore.

    .. I hurt everyone and I feel so empty... I'm covered in scars, I am afraid to cry and I hate people so much.. Im constantly let down when I give my all, I feel invisible....
    Alwayslost11 Alwayslost11 31-35, F Sep 16, 2014

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    Basically I made a blog today,

    an anonymous one to get out how I feel. And if anything, it's made me 1000x times worse.
    cmdoran cmdoran 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 27, 2014

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    Alwayslost11 Alwayslost11 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 23, 2014

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    I think I'm in love with a friend of mine.

    But our relationship is really strange. At first we started off as being really good friends, but last year I had a boyfriend who hated my friend. Every one would always tell me they hated each other because my friend liked me but I never believed them. Then after I broke up...
    andreatam andreatam 13-15, F Jan 24

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    My Life Crashed And Burned Just 15 Minutes Ago

    i am 20 and don`t have highschool diploma why? i wasn`t getting along with my classmates in technical highschool since i`m gay and weird. to put it short i was bullied i had to leave a year out cause of that what a fool i should have transfered to the part time school i was just...
    erwcat erwcat 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 6, 2011

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    For "IhaveanameitsRick' Because I Promised..

       Mahahahahahahaha!!!! Okay darlin'. So you don't feel alone in your thoughts I will share mine as well.   This is especially true right now in my life. It seems if I get tangled up in my own head I miss a LOT of sh!t that's going on with my friends, their...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 19, 2009

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    Don't Kow What to Do Anymore. the Main Express Has Stopped.

    Hello all... Welp, this is probably the last place for me to turn before I do God knows what. I'll start from the beginning, might be long. I thought since I was a kid that I was born into a family that was loving, fun and just caring...not rich or jazzy, but just enough to be...
    ultimatelyconfused ultimatelyconfused 22-25 1 Response Jun 23, 2009

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    I struggle to get out of bed in the morning.

    I have just turned 18 and already I fail to see where anything in my life is going. I have dropped out of university, my parents no longer speak to me, my boyfriend, who has been incredibly supportive, is over 700km away and I have no friends closer than him. I struggle with how...
    missyjuliet missyjuliet 18-21, F May 1, 2014

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    In Areas of My Life

    Such as love... divorce sucks... But the worst part is that I don't have anyone to blame, not even myself. I still love her, but after what she did how can I be with her anymore? I know I have to go through this with my head, but with my heart, I don't...
    VincentValentine VincentValentine 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 30, 2009

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    I'm so confused..... Thought I was doing

    so much better... Than you come and tell me I am worthless and stupid and should of died :( you were supposed to me by best friend not someone who says those things. Ughh :( hating life so much right now
    respect78 respect78 18-21, F 2 Responses May 25, 2014

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    Me and my friends have spilt up into different

    groups. It's been really hard for me and I'm upset that some friends aren't there for me anymore i don't understand what I did to lose friends. My mom keeps yelling at me saying I'm doing in the wrong and tells me I should stop complaining but I can't and she's been really mean...
    br1ttanymarie br1ttanymarie 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 29, 2014

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    It seems as if my life is becoming a downward

    spiral and I don't know what to do anymore. People are leaving and I feel like I'm at fault for it. I've always blamed myself for stuff, but it leaves me to question: Is this all my fault? I know some things aren't and I know that I can't keep some things from happening, but it...
    Maddykerns Maddykerns 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 29, 2014

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    2 weeks. 2 weeks without talking.

    I was dating this guy since December, and well, long time since I really like someone. (I'm kinda picky, a boy could be really attactive and stuff but for me it's not important, I mean, who cares about a cutie who can't handle an interesting convo and doesnt make you laugh...
    GabrielleOFF GabrielleOFF 18-21, F May 24, 2014

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    I have M.U and we are having a business,

    he asked me to help him. And I wholeheartedly helping him, but I'm afraid , what if he is just using me. And at the end he will leave me . T_T :-(
    LunarRainbow LunarRainbow 18-21, F Feb 17

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    Feeling Like a Failure

    First off I would like to say there's a lot in my life I wouldn't want to change. I love my family so much...I honestly couldn't ask for a better family. A lot of my friends are amazing too. But...there's still that feeling that I'm failing everyone. There's someone very close...
    CountessAbstract CountessAbstract 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 8, 2009

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    A couple months back my best friend

    and I were in school and she told me she wanted to tell me something. I told her she could tell me anything cause I wouldn't judge her and I could keep a secret. She takes out her phone and shows me one of those depression accounts on Instagram and it was her account I told her...
    Malardduck Malardduck 13-15, F a week ago

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    I hope things will get better soon

    or else I'm gonna die
    citysquare citysquare 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 18

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    The Misunderstood

    My family thinks I haven't been acting like myself. All of sudden it's a crime to want to have a social life? I'm starting to grow up. I'm not a girly-girl. I'm not going to wear pink all the time. Yeah, I wear black once in a while. That doesn't mean I'm emo. Yeah, i like black...
    SecretIsOut SecretIsOut 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 12, 2013

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    My boyfriend and I just broke up.

    I'm literally sitting here staring off into space and don't know what to do. This is the only person I've ever loved aside from family. He's my life. What do I do?
    CheerleaderEm CheerleaderEm 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 4

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    I am depressed all the time

    and I have recently stopped self harming. It's all because of my dad, he abused my mum for about 17 years and he has many children with other women. My mum and dad have been fighting for since I can remember, I cry every day and my mum knows that I hate him. I have been suicidal...
    Kamarshmallow Kamarshmallow 13-15 1 Response Jun 1, 2014

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    I've applied to so many jobs.

    I have no friends that I speak to. My main support is my family, which I'm lucky to have. I feel a bit like a pathetic being.
    obscureriddle obscureriddle 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    I don't know how to help him

    when I can't even help myself. I've been so depressed lately, well I have been for a very long time, and he's not happy now. He doesn't know why and I can't explain my depression either, so I know how horrible that is. I don't know how to help him. He won't talk about it. I keep...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    </3 I'm Lost </3

    What do you do when your putting your everything towards something/someone and you are not getting anything back? I mean I've done everything under the sun for this man and shouldn't even be doing it cause he burned me so bad and I burned him in which I forgave him kinda I just...
    sarahoaks sarahoaks 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 20, 2012

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    I try everyday to talk to my family member

    and I just get ignored, completely ignored, like I'm not there. I said Hi to my brother and he just coughed and completely ignored me. anytime I try to connect or even try to say anything to my mum she'll ruin the moment all the time, just so I get upset and she can play the...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 11, 2014

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    I just get so frustrated all the time,

    my life isn't turning out the way I planned. I change something then things are good for a while but I don't get that overwhelming feeling that I am on the right path in life... I feel so lost and I don't know what to do, or how to change it.... Aaaahhhhhhhh
    Alwayslost11 Alwayslost11 31-35, F Aug 7, 2014

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    I come home from work

    after my fiance telling me that he doesn't want his ex and can't stand her...day after day lately...to him talking to her the entire time that I am gone. I get that they have kids together, but now it's not even talking about the kids anymore. It's her asking when I am going to...
    Pumpkiin Pumpkiin 26-30, F Jan 19

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    I've applied for a job a week ago

    and I thought it went really well. The company gave me a feedback after the interview, as I've asked for it, and it's all good and positive - then nothing -- they've said that they'll be in touch in a couple of days but still no reply. I feel that they just lie about the...
    Cinderella73 Cinderella73 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 4, 2014

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    Bad Luck?

    Ive been out of high school for 2 years and its been 3 years since my last relationship, It's not like im not trying but it seems no matter how conversive or nice I am girls just aren't interested in me. I'm a pretty laid back guy and i am up for doing just about anything...
    Chevydude7 Chevydude7 18-21 1 Response Aug 16, 2009

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    This paranoia hangs over my head like a veil of

    confusion, desperation, and terror. Anyone who does not understand paranoia, it is basically like thinking about anything that could go wrong and assuming the worst. Then dwelling on that for hours and hours until it starts to eat you alive
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    ????

    when i first found EP i talked mostly about my depression...and people got mad at me. so i tried being more light hearted started flirting a lot and talked about sex a lot....and people got mad at me. i tried talking about politics and religion....and people got mad at me. the...
    ihaveanameitsrick ihaveanameitsrick 46-50, M 10 Responses Feb 20, 2009

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    I'm Stuck

    This is weird for me. Its so hard for me to open up to even the closest people in my life let alone throw myself out in the open on some website I just joined 5 minutes ago but I'm running out of options. I just need to get this out somehow. I was just about to kill myself. Don...
    Bluebombs Bluebombs 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 16, 2012

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    I Feel So On Edge

    I don't know what to do. I literally don't. I keep thinking I'm okay, that I'm expressing myself in a healthy manor, and then BAM once again I'm ******* things up. I can't talk to anyone about what is really going on in my head because they'll get mad. So I'll just let everyone...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 19, 2013

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    What Is Wrong With People??

    I don't understand what the deal is with some people these days.  I was informed tonight that a couple of my "really good" friends were talking about me behind my back.  Its a horrible thing to do to somebody because they have no way to defend themselves then...
    thatonegirl18 thatonegirl18 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 22, 2009

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    Confused

    I have been having trouble coming up with things to say on here lately and haven't been doing much at all except chatting with a couple of friends. When i feel like i'm not really contributing to the site much i start getting a little down and in the past i would take a break...
    ihaveanameitsrick ihaveanameitsrick 46-50, M 9 Responses Jun 18, 2009

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    Things just haven't been going my way lately

    and I just don't know why. Everyday this week something bad has happened to me.
    br1ttanymarie br1ttanymarie 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 30, 2014

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    Sources gives you information you never knew,

    it also can hurt you. Damn this thing called "Pain"
    TheKDoomsday TheKDoomsday 16-17, F Nov 29, 2014

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    Why has life got to be

    so difficult :/ I've gained back pretty much all the weight I lost cause I feel like when I'm eating I'm safe it's so ****** up I literally just sit there and eat all day long I did so well loosing all the weight then when I got to my goal I gained it all back im dissapointd...
    hanep1 hanep1 18-21 1 day ago

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    Don't Kow What to Do Anymore. the Main Express Has Stopped.

    Hello all... Welp, this is probably the last place for me to turn before I do God knows what. I'll start from the beginning, might be long. I thought since I was a kid that I was born into a family that was loving, fun and just caring...not rich or jazzy, but just enough to be...
    ultimatelyconfused ultimatelyconfused 22-25 3 Responses Jun 23, 2009

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    citysquare citysquare 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 22

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    I don't know what to

    so anymore when I wear something nice and someone say you ain't ****...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2014

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    My husband and I are going through something

    very personal right now and it's slowly tearing our marriage apart. All I can say here is I hurt him and made him feel like I didn't trust him anymore. The way he deals with things is hard for me because he prefers solitude and not thinking about the pain to talking it out with...
    Justalicia Justalicia 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2014

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    I have no friends and no I feel like I have no

    family. They always do what my sister wants to do and nothing I want to do. I feel like I just live here but I don't belong here.
    Justadarkhole Justadarkhole 22-25, M Sep 6, 2014

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    Sometimes I don't know what I'm doing in life.

    I just can't get up enough motivation to do the things I want/ need to do no matter I talk about doing. Part of be gets really anxious even thinking about it it dealing with people. I just wish I could live normally and not have to worry about getting overwhelmed or freaking out...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 17

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    What are you meant to do

    when you don't know how to be happy anymore?
    klxo klxo 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 29, 2014

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    Again I Am Here Again.. Down and So Much In Pain.

    I am here again, I dont know really whats happening in my life.. In my previous story here you will see what just happened, I almost dont have to eat and really worried about my due bills, I was crying a lot and now it happened again..My husband sent me money for the bills this...
    MrsMiserable MrsMiserable 22-25 Jul 28, 2009

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    i'm kinda scared of us breaking up.

    . were 14 and 15 and having a baby... but don't want his support as a friend i want his support as a boyfriend.. someone that will love me and hold me at the end of the day not someone that will be the reason i am crying at the end of the day. i'm also scared that he might try...
    xxsanekittenxx xxsanekittenxx 13-15, F Mar 16

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