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I Don't Know What to Do Anymore

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    I'm so confused..... Thought I was doing

    so much better... Than you come and tell me I am worthless and stupid and should of died :( you were supposed to me by best friend not someone who says those things. Ughh :( hating life so much right now
    respect78 respect78 16-17, F 2 Responses May 25

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    My Family, And My Depression And Anxiety

    My family is rather dysfunctional to say the least. My mum is an alcoholic who will often binge for weeks on alcohol after months of fighting her anxieties and depression, which is rooted from her childhood. she was abused as a child, and to this day I'm not entirely sure what...
    ohmydayss ohmydayss 18-21, F Nov 6, 2012

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    I Dont Know What To Do Anymore

    i am 12 years old and i am always watching my brothers that are 2and 4 Last year the 4 year old got diagnosed woth leukimia and it has been really hard enough on me but now i also always have to take care of them and i mean from when ever they wake up feeding them getting them...
    meme19996 meme19996 13-15 1 Response May 1, 2012

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    Things just haven't been going my way lately

    and I just don't know why. Everyday this week something bad has happened to me.
    br1ttanymarie br1ttanymarie 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    Don't Kow What to Do Anymore. the Main Express Has Stopped.

    Hello all... Welp, this is probably the last place for me to turn before I do God knows what. I'll start from the beginning, might be long. I thought since I was a kid that I was born into a family that was loving, fun and just caring...not rich or jazzy, but just enough to be...
    ultimatelyconfused ultimatelyconfused 22-25 1 Response Jun 23, 2009

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    ????

    when i first found EP i talked mostly about my depression...and people got mad at me. so i tried being more light hearted started flirting a lot and talked about sex a lot....and people got mad at me. i tried talking about politics and religion....and people got mad at me. the...
    ihaveanameitsrick ihaveanameitsrick 46-50, M 10 Responses Feb 20, 2009

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    Cancer?

    I've recently lost over 25 lbs due to something I'm not sure of. I'm extremely overwhelmed, the fear of the possible answer being cancer scares me. I can't sleep, I can barely eat because it is consuming my mind, I'm a very positive person, but I've been strong my entire life and...
    Somewhatlost44 Somewhatlost44 22-25 May 15, 2012

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    My Life Seems To Be On Pause

    I don't know what to do. Yesterday, someone I loved very much and thought would be in my life forever, told me they didn't know how much longer they'd be there. They want time to think about things, and they want that time to their self.  Now I can't talk with the person that I...
    LostLotus LostLotus 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2013

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    A few months ago a good friend

    and I ended up hooking up. It wasn't anything that we had really planned, it just sort of happened. Somehow, his ex (who was a mutual friend) found out and told him a lot of lies about me. We haven't talked since and he deactivated his accounts and ignored all my calls and texts...
    alexandralynn428 alexandralynn428 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    Bleh

    i just tend to use this website to post what im thinking, but this time im really really stuck. i think i suffer from depression, i havent spoke to anyone about it. i always thought i was a bit depressed but recently things have gotten out of hand with my lifestyle. since taking...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 18, 2011

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    Unfaithful

    What does one do after finding out your spouse is trying to date others
    Jwwj Jwwj 26-30, F Aug 21, 2013

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    I Feel So On Edge

    I don't know what to do. I literally don't. I keep thinking I'm okay, that I'm expressing myself in a healthy manor, and then BAM once again I'm ******* things up. I can't talk to anyone about what is really going on in my head because they'll get mad. So I'll just let everyone...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 19, 2013

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    Again I Am Here Again.. Down and So Much In Pain.

    I am here again, I dont know really whats happening in my life.. In my previous story here you will see what just happened, I almost dont have to eat and really worried about my due bills, I was crying a lot and now it happened again..My husband sent me money for the bills this...
    MrsMiserable MrsMiserable 22-25 Jul 28, 2009

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    I Have Positive And Negative In My Life.

    The positive thing my daughter. Also my weight loss of 76 pounds to date. The negative out weigh the positive things. My finances are a complete mess. I work full time but have more debt to income ratio. Been looking for extra work for close too one year now. Oh then we have...
    butterflylady21 butterflylady21 46-50, F 3 Responses Mar 20, 2013

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    I struggle to get out of bed in the morning.

    I have just turned 18 and already I fail to see where anything in my life is going. I have dropped out of university, my parents no longer speak to me, my boyfriend, who has been incredibly supportive, is over 700km away and I have no friends closer than him. I struggle with how...
    missyjuliet missyjuliet 18-21, F May 1

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    Fired Again And Broke And People Say, It Will Be Ok

    Well, I didn't deserve to be fired to first time, i didn't deserve to be fired this time.  This time, I was fired because I reported what the other nurse was doing last week when she was training me.  They said if I would have reported her last week, I would not have been fired...
    sclcookie sclcookie 41-45 Nov 3, 2011

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    Insecure About Everything!

    I've done 2 years worth of IT degree and one more year to go. But I realized I don't like IT, even though I'm good at some subjects. I took it because I always find myself doing something on my computer and back then I thought, "Hey, why not take IT?" Now I really HATE it. I took...
    eli1310 eli1310 22-25, F Apr 21, 2012

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    Feeling Like a Failure

    First off I would like to say there's a lot in my life I wouldn't want to change. I love my family so much...I honestly couldn't ask for a better family. A lot of my friends are amazing too. But...there's still that feeling that I'm failing everyone. There's someone very close...
    CountessAbstract CountessAbstract 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 8, 2009

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    Cyclical

    I am so tired of life right now. I can't do anything about it-something always stops me from going completely over the edge and ending it all. I'm tired of high school; I'm not tired of high school. All I cna remember is bad times while the good memories fail to stay. I feel...
    applejackson applejackson 16-17, F Jan 26, 2012

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    Does He Love Me!!

    I don't know what to do with my boyfriend these days!! He says he loves me all the time every morning before he goes work.. It's just sometimes he can treat so bad it has me questioning wether he really does but he says if he didnt love me I wouldn't be here. He seems to choose...
    Heartbroken90 Heartbroken90 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 9, 2013

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    In Areas of My Life

    Such as love... divorce sucks... But the worst part is that I don't have anyone to blame, not even myself. I still love her, but after what she did how can I be with her anymore? I know I have to go through this with my head, but with my heart, I don't...
    VincentValentine VincentValentine 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 30, 2009

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    I am depressed all the time

    and I have recently stopped self harming. It's all because of my dad, he abused my mum for about 17 years and he has many children with other women. My mum and dad have been fighting for since I can remember, I cry every day and my mum knows that I hate him. I have been suicidal...
    Kamarshmallow Kamarshmallow 13-15 1 Response Jun 1

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    Confused

    I have been having trouble coming up with things to say on here lately and haven't been doing much at all except chatting with a couple of friends. When i feel like i'm not really contributing to the site much i start getting a little down and in the past i would take a break...
    ihaveanameitsrick ihaveanameitsrick 46-50, M 9 Responses Jun 18, 2009

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    For "IhaveanameitsRick' Because I Promised..

       Mahahahahahahaha!!!! Okay darlin'. So you don't feel alone in your thoughts I will share mine as well.   This is especially true right now in my life. It seems if I get tangled up in my own head I miss a LOT of sh!t that's going on with my friends, their...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 19, 2009

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    Hopeless

    After 3 years of looking for work I've given up even trying. i got lucky and was able to get some funding but the jokes on me. apparently i have to have at least 12 units to keep it or pay the school with money i don't have. turns out all classes where filled up including all the...
    sahensain sahensain 26-30 Aug 17, 2011

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    He's my friend.... but he's not anymore.

    He posted a comment... telling someone to go kill themselves. I called him out for it.... things got REALLY ugly. Now I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm mad and infuriated that he would ever post something like that... it's not like him.... but yet..... pathetically... I...
    oxoAlbertaoxo oxoAlbertaoxo 13-15, F Jan 7

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    </3 I'm Lost </3

    What do you do when your putting your everything towards something/someone and you are not getting anything back? I mean I've done everything under the sun for this man and shouldn't even be doing it cause he burned me so bad and I burned him in which I forgave him kinda I just...
    sarahoaks sarahoaks 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 20, 2012

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    Bad Luck?

    Ive been out of high school for 2 years and its been 3 years since my last relationship, It's not like im not trying but it seems no matter how conversive or nice I am girls just aren't interested in me. I'm a pretty laid back guy and i am up for doing just about anything...
    Chevydude7 Chevydude7 18-21 1 Response Aug 16, 2009

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    Torn.

    My stepmom admitted to me that she slept with someone. I have feelings for a married man while I have a boyfriend. My dad calls my stepbrother awful names. I haven't been on my meds because I can't afford a refill. I just don't know what to do. I'm trying to stay out of my...
    Saltgunner Saltgunner 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 10, 2012

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    "And He Called Me Crazy"

    4 days before the big v-day my ex of 5 years ago contacts me on facebook. Doesn't say anything just want to friend me. My heart drops and im looking at his picture thinking " what in the...?" The last phrase this guy ever spoke to me was "I'd rather watch tv than deal with you...
    sahensain sahensain 26-30 Feb 17, 2013

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    Am a step dad to a 12year old boy

    and 17year old girl. I don't have children of my own(biological) but i show love to my step children all the same . However, i/we are having problems with the 12 year old boy . He is very rude to me and her mother,talks back ,bangs doors and will not pick his clothes or books...
    Carey67 Carey67 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 29

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    Don'T Know What To Do Right Now.

    I have never got on with my parents really. They have always done me wrong and I feel like I want to cry. Tonight I was watching a film and my dad starts yelling at me to fold some washing. So I said ok and paused my laptop. All of a sudden he said "I don't know how you got a job...
    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 24, 2013

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    I Don't Know.

    I've always been aware of my flaws, but it's only been during the past few months that I realized the extent of it all. Over the summer, I decided I'd work on bettering my weak points, all with no success. I'm not any better than what I was before. I still feel like a failure in...
    DysfunctionalMuse DysfunctionalMuse 18-21, M Oct 25, 2009

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    I'm Stuck

    This is weird for me. Its so hard for me to open up to even the closest people in my life let alone throw myself out in the open on some website I just joined 5 minutes ago but I'm running out of options. I just need to get this out somehow. I was just about to kill myself. Don...
    Bluebombs Bluebombs 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 16, 2012

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    My Life Crashed And Burned Just 15 Minutes Ago

    i am 20 and don`t have highschool diploma why? i wasn`t getting along with my classmates in technical highschool since i`m gay and weird. to put it short i was bullied i had to leave a year out cause of that what a fool i should have transfered to the part time school i was just...
    erwcat erwcat 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 6, 2011

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    Which Way Is Up

    once again this is my little disclose that my spelling is bad my grammar is even worse so just bare with me :D look around you and all you see is up down and around every corner what you use to have and what could have been but the thing is this is you, this is what you are...
    HippieFreak6989 HippieFreak6989 18-21, M Dec 15, 2012

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    I'm Losing My Best Friend

    My mom is one of my best friends. I tell her everything and I love her so much. I don't know what to do without her. She got really sick almost 3 months ago which caused her to have many many strokes. She's been in recovery for about 2 months. She was doing really awesome...
    foonspork41 foonspork41 22-25 Aug 15, 2012

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    Tough

    Well it seems like Im at the end of my rope. I just dont know what to do anymore. It feels like my friends and family have turned on me...and for what? I've done nothing wrong.I have a hard time coping with the fact that I have mostly what I want but feel like I have and am worth...
    AvengingPaladin AvengingPaladin 13-15 Dec 28, 2012

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    What Is Wrong With People??

    I don't understand what the deal is with some people these days.  I was informed tonight that a couple of my "really good" friends were talking about me behind my back.  Its a horrible thing to do to somebody because they have no way to defend themselves then...
    thatonegirl18 thatonegirl18 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 22, 2009

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    Unable To Live

    Seems like all the good things to look forward to are all disposed, i can feel the hope but cant see a way around it. I just became so disabled. The only future i see for me is waiting to die. Yesterday it started to seem like everything i ate was about to kill me due to my...
    SilentMoonX SilentMoonX 70+, M 1 Response Apr 7, 2013

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    Don't Kow What to Do Anymore. the Main Express Has Stopped.

    Hello all... Welp, this is probably the last place for me to turn before I do God knows what. I'll start from the beginning, might be long. I thought since I was a kid that I was born into a family that was loving, fun and just caring...not rich or jazzy, but just enough to be...
    ultimatelyconfused ultimatelyconfused 22-25 3 Responses Jun 23, 2009

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    What are you meant to do

    when you don't know how to be happy anymore?
    klxo klxo 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 29

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    I'M Not Sure What To Do Anymore...

    Once my parents got divorced while i was in my first semester of my freshman year my mother moved my brother and I to another town 24 miles away from my home. I had to learn another place and started to fall in love with a monster. I spent 3 yrs of my high school career following...
    L2009 L2009 22-25 Jun 2, 2013

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    Me and my friends have spilt up into different

    groups. It's been really hard for me and I'm upset that some friends aren't there for me anymore i don't understand what I did to lose friends. My mom keeps yelling at me saying I'm doing in the wrong and tells me I should stop complaining but I can't and she's been really mean...
    br1ttanymarie br1ttanymarie 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    2 weeks. 2 weeks without talking.

    I was dating this guy since December, and well, long time since I really like someone. (I'm kinda picky, a boy could be really attactive and stuff but for me it's not important, I mean, who cares about a cutie who can't handle an interesting convo and doesnt make you laugh...
    GabrielleOFF GabrielleOFF 18-21, F May 24

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    The Misunderstood

    My family thinks I haven't been acting like myself. All of sudden it's a crime to want to have a social life? I'm starting to grow up. I'm not a girly-girl. I'm not going to wear pink all the time. Yeah, I wear black once in a while. That doesn't mean I'm emo. Yeah, i like black...
    SecretIsOut SecretIsOut 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 12, 2013

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    What's The Point Anymore?

    I am 14, my bf is 15. I am probably pregnant with my ex and his best friend. We were all in the same school top of class we all played sports so basically we were jocks or preps. Then one day we were caught with drugs at school. My bf didn't get caught just me and my ex and a...
    Confusedblonde1234 Confusedblonde1234 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2012

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    It's Not Gonna Be Ok

    People tell me it's gonna be ok but they don't get it. Lots of people have suicidal thoughts but because they are being abused or bullied etc. But I got caught with drugs at school. Got my phone taken away, I am suspended for a calendar year, on house arrest, and my two best guy...
    Confusedblonde1234 Confusedblonde1234 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 13, 2013

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    Life Is Nothing Anymore

    I been having major mood swings which kill me so much, and its gotten worse as the years gone on, i have ignored it majority of my life but now for the past 3 years its gotten out of hand, and yesterday got worse to the point i wouldnt stop until it happened, something so small...
    stephie514 stephie514 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 8, 2013

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    It seems as if my life is becoming a downward

    spiral and I don't know what to do anymore. People are leaving and I feel like I'm at fault for it. I've always blamed myself for stuff, but it leaves me to question: Is this all my fault? I know some things aren't and I know that I can't keep some things from happening, but it...
    Maddykerns Maddykerns 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 29

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    I'm 18 years old and starting my first year in the university. I came to this university with one of my good friend from high school, we applied for the same major. At first things...
    justgewoon justgewoon 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 8

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