I Dont Know What To Do Anymore

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    I honestly don't know what to do anymore.

    I either feel like I have crippling anxiety that will give me a heart attack or I feel bitter and angry. Today I wasn't anxious I went to work and I was okay I did everything with out one freak out. I got home and my friend asked me to go to a group bbq. Immediately I declined...
    whatthefox whatthefox
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 21, 2016

    I feel like I am hanging on to a piece of thread

    and that's the only thing keeping me sane but i know that it's going to break, along with me.
    girlgirlgirl0123 girlgirlgirl0123
    18-21, F
    Jan 21, 2014

    I have a younger brother

    that a year younger than me. Hes very direspectfull to my mom and everyone. Everday him n my mom argue about how he is. He doesnt about anyone but himself n doesn't care aslong as he has what he wants. He comes to us when needs something, and doesnt follow the rules in the house...
    lesley2456 lesley2456
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 12, 2015

    I'm very distraught right now,

    my cousin moved in with my family and I about 3 months ago, I thought it would be fun after not seeing him for 14 years but he really annoys me, I REALLY do not like him, he is 23 and I'm 18, he went back to visit his family for a week (best week ever) and he is supposed to be...
    Fred363 Fred363
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Mar 1, 2016

    It seems like I'm always getting let down by

    the people who are supposed to be important in my life..
    gabriellachristinaxo gabriellachristinaxo
    22-25, F
    Oct 18, 2015

    Why does this always happen to me?

    I don't wanna talk... Ima just leave you alone.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 15, 2014

    I don't even think I understand myself

    because I can't explain anything and I'm going to end up doing something really stupid
    paradox123 paradox123
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 9, 2014

    Random

    HONESTLY...i want to run away and join the marines, get my life together and start over and forget about my girlfriend im in love with that isnt in love with me anymore i dont think...but part of me wants to stay here and love her...i want to revive my relationship...i dont know...
    iHBS iHBS
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jan 4, 2010

    I don't know what to do,

    so I'm not going to do anything. Nothing seems to help anyway, so I'll just let it play out.
    LikeICare13 LikeICare13
    13-15, F
    Mar 4, 2016

    I have been friends with this girl

    for 6 years and now every time I say I like a character or like a movie she says it's because of her or something she said. It's not like that at all but it's gotten to the point where i don't even want to argue about it anymore. Now I just let her think what she wants. Truth is...
    WolfQueenSpirit WolfQueenSpirit
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 13, 2014

    I am fed up with all of this.

    I don't know what is wrong with me. I can't have one decent conversation with a girl and get to know them long. They always stop taking to me. I am just about to give up and say **** everything and stop trying. I've been single for 5 years and I don't want to keep going on like...
    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22
    22-25, M
    Mar 7, 2016

    Have u ever done something

    that can't be taken back. I feel hurt by my own choices and very confused, I'm scared I hurt a person I care about even if I don't even trust myself with em. It's so frustrating my life just seems so upside down and the one choice I made just made it worse. Now I have 2 people...
    fallingangel08 fallingangel08
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 11, 2015

    So, I love my boyfriend,

    very much. Well actually he's my fiancé, so obviously I love him enough that once upon a time I said yes to marrying him. Lately it seems that everything is about him, nothing that matters to me is important. He asks me to look for something I want for Christmas, so when we are...
    AlicebeneyisSilvereyes AlicebeneyisSilvereyes
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 11, 2014

    His Friends Says He Talks About Me.

    He Looks At Me When Im Not Looking.He Makes No Effort To Talk Unless I Talk First. I Texted Him ; He Told His Friends About It And Told Them That It Was Gonna Be Awkward In The Class That I Have Him .
    SimplyDezzixoxo SimplyDezzixoxo
    16-17, F
    Apr 7, 2015

    I think that sadness has become something

    that I'm very used to; it's become part of me. I feel it every day. I don't know how to get away from it. I surround myself with happy people, with happy things, but I still feel alone. Of course I have happy times every once in a while, but I can still feel the sadness...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 26, 2015

    I just know everything is going to mess up.

    But I can't do anything about it right now. I feel like I need to, well I do need to. But I can't. I wish I was like 6 and had someone to make decisions and sort out problems for me. I suppose I'm just waiting for the worst, that's all I can do. But when it comes I'll deserve it...
    girlgirlgirl0123 girlgirlgirl0123
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 14, 2014

    My dad has had cancer

    for over a year now with no progress, my grandmother just had her breast removed from cancer and now is having strokes often wish I could just make their pain go away, its hard for me to be the best older brother I can be when im not there most of the time...
    yostie77 yostie77
    22-25, M
    1 Response Sep 8, 2015

    I have a fear of dating

    for some reason. I can deeply like a guy, but then as soon as he likes me i back down. I get so nervous even texting a guy imagine going on a date. I believe my social anxiety has played a big role on this. I honestly don't know why i do this, because it doesn't seem like a big...
    lesley2456 lesley2456
    18-21, F
    Nov 22, 2015

    I've been thinking a lot recently.

    Everything has seemed kind of....pointless. I have to physically tell myself to do simple things. Get up in the morning for example.
    KOOLKAT446 KOOLKAT446
    16-17, T
    1 Response May 15, 2015

    I don't know.....I just don't know what's wrong

    with me. I don't feel right. I don't belong here.......Why am I here?! To be bullied?!?! (It's already happening!!!) To be useless and worthless?!?! (Already am!!) To have no one care for me?!?! (No one does!!) What am I here for?! I don't belong here!! I don't want to be here...
    TheLoner1234 TheLoner1234
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Dec 5, 2014

    im 24 years old and all my friends

    and family are gone leaving out to big changes and it just seems that im directionless and it feels like im running around with my head cut off
    aaronpayne aaronpayne
    26-30, M
    Oct 16, 2015

    Im just a piece of ****.

    . I feel like my parents hate me, my brother is always Being a douchebag to me, i have a girlfriend, Who is always sad, almost all the time.. If feel like It's my fault, i hate myself.. Im lost, i dont know what to do anymore.. I want to Lay Down and just waiting to die.. I am no...
    Julle22 Julle22
    18-21, M
    Feb 1, 2015

    My life is spiraling down

    and I don't know what to do...
    SomethingGrimm SomethingGrimm
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 18, 2014

    I honestly don't know what's happening to me,

    I'm only fifteen and already I want to end it all, I never planned to even make it to this point in my life I thought I would be dead, buried and forgotten by now. I want to end it but at the same time I don't, it's confusing but I'm just so scared. I know people are going to...
    SaveMeFromMyself44 SaveMeFromMyself44
    16-17, F
    Oct 16, 2015
    haileyx3 haileyx3
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Mar 11, 2016

    I'm not sure exactly what to do.

    I have a neighbor with a son who is 18, I've known him since he was 17 and I was working for the owners unlocking the laundry room and locking it back up for tenets. When I met him it was because his mother wasnt feeling well and he had do the laundry. He asked me my name, I...
    KiraRawr KiraRawr
    18-21, F
    Jul 12, 2015

    hello i am having some serious trouble i was

    given haldol two years ago and i have been having migraines i lost interests i cant enjoy anything i lost my quality of life i have tried healings they did not work also if its any consolation it was 2 years ago and i was only forced on it for one months from misdiagnosis my...
    greatfox100 greatfox100
    26-30, M
    May 14, 2015

    I just...don't know anymore,

    I'm exhausted from life, I try my best but I'm always going to have this depression. As soon as something puts me off of path I crumble. I don't want to keep doing this all my life, I'm a mess.
    lovetodraw19 lovetodraw19
    22-25, F
    Jan 24, 2015

    Last night my boyfriend

    and i talked on the phone. He told me he wants to be on his own and do his own thing... Yet again he said he loves with all his heart but the relationship isn't the same. Damn that really sucks after a year, he just gave up like that
    MileyyV MileyyV
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 27, 2014

    I'm just so alone... I don't know what to do

    anymore. The one person I trust more than anything has moved up country and I'm left with hate and sadness and bullies. I have nothing. I cry my self asleep each night only to wake up in cold sweats, screaming my way out of the recurring nightmare... I just can't do this...
    MissArsenal MissArsenal
    26-30, F
    Jan 8, 2015

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    YoungDisobedientSlave YoungDisobedientSlave
    13-15, F
    Nov 22, 2015

    This heart it seems was split in two

    and no one ever blinked The blood it sprayed on a cold hard ground and seeped right through the sheets This heart it had been torn in half and no one even knew We played it as a joke and laughed but knew not what to do... So break the heart just one more time so it may heal...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 3, 2014

    Hello I guess I should start with hello,

    I'm not really sure how any of this works on here so hello seems best. Since January I've been in therapy. Lets call my therapist Bob. Bob has been a really great help. He's helped me process a lot of things from my childhood and made me feel like I might have a future beyond...
    TuesdayHabit TuesdayHabit
    22-25, F
    Jul 3, 2015

    I Am Lost

      I am okay so far. I can get company if I want it. I am learning to live alone and appreciate being by myself. I have a few really sweet offers for marriage, trips to Europe,cruises,and some really awesome friends that I truly  love. I am kind of glad I am in a lease so I can...
    februarydays februarydays
    51-55, F
    1 Response Mar 1, 2011

    me and my boyfriend live in Louisville ky.

    he has a job ight now but they are treating him unfairly. hes so stressed that its affecting his health. he is looking for a new job and a place to live with our 3 cats. weve tried everywhere for help and no one seems to want to help us. can anyone out there help us? we are very...
    nellie1973 nellie1973
    41-45, F
    1 Response Oct 19, 2015

    I Dont Know What To Do Anymore

    okay so im 18 and i have taken care of my younger brothers since i was 11. Now that im older and working as an educator i still take care of my brothers because my sister of only 14 yr old is very lazy so i have to do everything or else my mom gets upsest. I know that she...
    oostefyoo oostefyoo
    18-21
    Nov 10, 2010

    The only thing I felt like I had to myself was

    then touched my mum. She said she was cleaning it even though I clean it every so often I clean it myself. I just broke down when I got in there. I hit myself. I cut myself and now I'm covered in blood. I haven't experienced anything like this. I know I'm fed up of it here. I...
    internationalkoala internationalkoala
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 21, 2015

    I have so many people

    that ask me what to do, that come to me for advice for their times of trouble or distress. But the moment i am in trouble and am in need of help, they run away from me and leave me to suffer alone with no one to help me up after the countless times ive been there to help them...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Nov 16, 2014
    girlgirlgirl0123 girlgirlgirl0123
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 12, 2014

    I'm so lost my dad is dying my love life well

    don't have no job no money I hate my life I'm so sad all the time why am I even here anymore
    SpiritWolfe741 SpiritWolfe741
    41-45, F
    2 Responses May 28, 2015

    why does every day feels like a battle to make

    it out unscathed? This is only high school...
    Samuelss17 Samuelss17
    18-21
    2 Responses Oct 15, 2014
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