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I Dont Know What to Do With Myself

n i just dont know what to do with myself 181 People

    Yeah basically this is the babys dad the one

    she had an abortion an never told she let me on her phone for me to come across this website to find out he never told me she had an abortion and its been ten months since well what i thought she had a miscarriage but it turns pit she was planning on never telling me so theres...
    UnknownTeenGirl UnknownTeenGirl 16-17, F May 16

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    interesting case... but anybody know what a

    irational fear of relationships/hugging/kissing is called... its a small niggling annoyance of a fear...im 19 male before anyone asks....interesting story how it developed... for another time
    shadowhunter2OO shadowhunter2OO 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 13, 2013

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    I have found another dimension of what I call

    my "self." It's the dimension of how others might perceive me and of how profound those around me actually are. I've always strived to think in black and white, and now that I think about it, doing so was only crippling me. Now my mind is crippled, for, when I should be studying...
    Mirabal19 Mirabal19 18-21, F Dec 11, 2013

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    Dead End.

    You all know exactly what I'm writing about and why I'm here already. I simply don't know what to do with myself anymore. Everyday is just the same monotonous boring bullshit. I do the same activities over and over again..Drugs, driving, getting ready, sitting at home, video...
    pandasquid22 pandasquid22 16-17 1 Response Aug 17, 2012

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    Life right now I great sorta.

    I love being at school because I do well, I have lots of friend and I get along with everyone, so school is great. At home it's ok but my parents fight a lot because my moms an ******* and cheated on my dad but there trying to work things out. So home is ok I guess. But I can't...
    kat99rebal kat99rebal 13-15, F Jul 24

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    Decisions decisions and Confusions!

    I'm having a bit of a weird freak out. I'm so bad at making any sort of decision! So I was wondering if I should get back to studying. I have got this awesome opportunity from STI. Taxation Accounting! YEAH! For about an hour I got really excited, I was all ready for applying...
    Nudg3 Nudg3 18-21, F May 7

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    Right now, I'm just really confused about my

    sexuality. I have always liked girls, but now I'm attracted to guys. So I thought I was gay until I found out that I was actually bi-curious, and then I became gay by choice again, and then straight, and then bi with a preference for girls. Now I don't know what to make of...
    ElsaIsMyHero ElsaIsMyHero 13-15, M 1 Response May 17

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    Im stuck!! nothing is right with me!

    i live alone in a good city in a good apartmant but with a few salary! i have doubt! and i have a good bf but now one of my girlfreind since 1 month ago has lived with me -_- and im really sutck she was my bestfreind but now i cant stand her she always argued stay in room and...
    ghazaal ghazaal 18-21, F Jan 23

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    It Sounds Hopeless ... Literally

    I really do feel like i dont know what to do with myself ... i feel like i constantly need people to push me ... else i m just stuck wondering this .... this has happened to me coz maybe since my childhood ppl have always told me what to do and what not to do ... and when to do...
    bored2dth bored2dth 21-25, F 3 Responses Mar 4, 2008

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    If anyone with more wisdom

    than I have can help me, please do... I have no direction right now. I need to get one so I can start a career and my life! I'm 24 and have been with my boyfriend for about 3 years now. He is 34. The age difference never mattered to me, really, in fact I embraced it because I...
    Laurrrita Laurrrita 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    So I really don't know what to do with my life.

    .. I am a junior in college right now but don't seem to be hitting my passion in any of my classes. I know that it is practical to continue with my education and get a job in the real world (in my case I would be a school teacher). But as my college career is coming to a close I...
    ihavenoclue22 ihavenoclue22 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    I Dont Know What To Do

    I m struggling with my in laws. my husband has bad habit. my son is 7 years old. I belong to respected family. can t say to anyone . n don't know what to do?
    muskan01 muskan01 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 30, 2013

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    well that wasnt the exact topic.

    . anyway.. :) experience? first of all I am new here.. tried before.. dont remember my writings or password anymore.. miserable love stories made me come back here.. my love life is slow so instead of spending time with my god knows number what boyfriend I am writing to who knows...
    acinu acinu 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    Everything was right at my finger tips,

    and then I took the wrong turn down life's path. No high school means no job, no job, no house. No house, no life. I just don't know where to start.
    Badabinger21 Badabinger21 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 26

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    I Don't Know

    I don't know, What should I do? Life, At loose ends, Stuffed up, All gone wrong, What am I gonna do?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 29, 2012

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    That's For Sure

    Spiritually or materially! I await the day when it all becomes clear
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 31, 2009

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    Life has been a huge roller coaster

    for me and right now I'm going through a corkscrew. I have zero idea of what I want to do with my future. My potential is practically unlimited but nothing sparks my interest enough to make a career out of. :(
    jetlife631 jetlife631 18-21, M Dec 3

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    I Have No Personality

    I remember in 7th grade my friend told me I have no personality. I think its true. I really have no personality. I am so passive. I don't have on iota of initiative. I seriously think I've been resisting this fact ever since I was twelve, and have been trying to come up with some...
    emilystrange105 emilystrange105 26-30, F 5 Responses Nov 6, 2011

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    icantlive232677 icantlive232677 13-15, F May 6

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    What to Do...

    ok so i am writing this because like the group title says i dont know what to do with myself. i go to school each day, then its not as bad. i have classes and people around me and things to do but when i get home or in the weekends... i have spare time like everyone but i spend...
    gottabesome1 gottabesome1 16-17 7 Responses Jul 31, 2009

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    I Dont Know

    I don't know anymore. I just don't understand what this great thing we call life has instore for me. Everyday I wake and hate myself alittle more for not knowing what to do with myself. I can't self motivate and the people which I expect to give me some sort of motivation DON"T...
    YouDontUnderstandMe YouDontUnderstandMe 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 26, 2013

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    okay , i've been through almost every thing

    that i could tolerate. My principles failed, my faith was broken , trust was betrayed , feelings stomped on , valuables exhausted and options denied. I'm right now in a state where i have nothing to lose and nothing to gain. i don't even feel anything anymore, literally . so...
    kragoth135 kragoth135 18-21, M Jan 18

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