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I Dont Know What to Do With Myself

n i just dont know what to do with myself 166 People

    Dead End.

    You all know exactly what I'm writing about and why I'm here already. I simply don't know what to do with myself anymore. Everyday is just the same monotonous boring bullshit. I do the same activities over and over again..Drugs, driving, getting ready, sitting at home, video...
    pandasquid22 pandasquid22 16-17 1 Response Aug 17, 2012

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    I have found another dimension of what I call

    my "self." It's the dimension of how others might perceive me and of how profound those around me actually are. I've always strived to think in black and white, and now that I think about it, doing so was only crippling me. Now my mind is crippled, for, when I should be studying...
    Mirabal19 Mirabal19 18-21, F Dec 11, 2013

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    Decisions decisions and Confusions!

    I'm having a bit of a weird freak out. I'm so bad at making any sort of decision! So I was wondering if I should get back to studying. I have got this awesome opportunity from STI. Taxation Accounting! YEAH! For about an hour I got really excited, I was all ready for applying...
    Nudg3 Nudg3 18-21, F May 7

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    That's For Sure

    Spiritually or materially! I await the day when it all becomes clear
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 31, 2009

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    So I really don't know what to do with my life.

    .. I am a junior in college right now but don't seem to be hitting my passion in any of my classes. I know that it is practical to continue with my education and get a job in the real world (in my case I would be a school teacher). But as my college career is coming to a close I...
    ihavenoclue22 ihavenoclue22 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    okay , i've been through almost every thing

    that i could tolerate. My principles failed, my faith was broken , trust was betrayed , feelings stomped on , valuables exhausted and options denied. I'm right now in a state where i have nothing to lose and nothing to gain. i don't even feel anything anymore, literally . so...
    kragoth135 kragoth135 18-21, M Jan 18

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    I Dont Know What To Do

    I m struggling with my in laws. my husband has bad habit. my son is 7 years old. I belong to respected family. can t say to anyone . n don't know what to do?
    muskan01 muskan01 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 30, 2013

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    I Don't Know

    I don't know, What should I do? Life, At loose ends, Stuffed up, All gone wrong, What am I gonna do?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 29, 2012

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    I Have No Personality

    I remember in 7th grade my friend told me I have no personality. I think its true. I really have no personality. I am so passive. I don't have on iota of initiative. I seriously think I've been resisting this fact ever since I was twelve, and have been trying to come up with some...
    emilystrange105 emilystrange105 26-30, F 5 Responses Nov 6, 2011

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    It Sounds Hopeless ... Literally

    I really do feel like i dont know what to do with myself ... i feel like i constantly need people to push me ... else i m just stuck wondering this .... this has happened to me coz maybe since my childhood ppl have always told me what to do and what not to do ... and when to do...
    bored2dth bored2dth 21-25, F 3 Responses Mar 4, 2008

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    Everything was right at my finger tips,

    and then I took the wrong turn down life's path. No high school means no job, no job, no house. No house, no life. I just don't know where to start.
    Badabinger21 Badabinger21 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 26

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    Yeah basically this is the babys dad the one

    she had an abortion an never told she let me on her phone for me to come across this website to find out he never told me she had an abortion and its been ten months since well what i thought she had a miscarriage but it turns pit she was planning on never telling me so theres...
    UnknownTeenGirl UnknownTeenGirl 16-17, F May 16

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    Life right now I great sorta.

    I love being at school because I do well, I have lots of friend and I get along with everyone, so school is great. At home it's ok but my parents fight a lot because my moms an ******* and cheated on my dad but there trying to work things out. So home is ok I guess. But I can't...
    kat99rebal kat99rebal 13-15, F Jul 24

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    well that wasnt the exact topic.

    . anyway.. :) experience? first of all I am new here.. tried before.. dont remember my writings or password anymore.. miserable love stories made me come back here.. my love life is slow so instead of spending time with my god knows number what boyfriend I am writing to who knows...
    acinu acinu 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    Right now, I'm just really confused about my

    sexuality. I have always liked girls, but now I'm attracted to guys. So I thought I was gay until I found out that I was actually bi-curious, and then I became gay by choice again, and then straight, and then bi with a preference for girls. Now I don't know what to make of...
    ElsaIsMyHero ElsaIsMyHero 13-15, M 1 Response May 17

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    What to Do...

    ok so i am writing this because like the group title says i dont know what to do with myself. i go to school each day, then its not as bad. i have classes and people around me and things to do but when i get home or in the weekends... i have spare time like everyone but i spend...
    gottabesome1 gottabesome1 16-17 7 Responses Jul 31, 2009

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    Im stuck!! nothing is right with me!

    i live alone in a good city in a good apartmant but with a few salary! i have doubt! and i have a good bf but now one of my girlfreind since 1 month ago has lived with me -_- and im really sutck she was my bestfreind but now i cant stand her she always argued stay in room and...
    ghazaal ghazaal 18-21, F Jan 23

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    If anyone with more wisdom

    than I have can help me, please do... I have no direction right now. I need to get one so I can start a career and my life! I'm 24 and have been with my boyfriend for about 3 years now. He is 34. The age difference never mattered to me, really, in fact I embraced it because I...
    Laurrrita Laurrrita 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    I Dont Know

    I don't know anymore. I just don't understand what this great thing we call life has instore for me. Everyday I wake and hate myself alittle more for not knowing what to do with myself. I can't self motivate and the people which I expect to give me some sort of motivation DON"T...
    YouDontUnderstandMe YouDontUnderstandMe 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 26, 2013

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    icantlive232677 icantlive232677 13-15, F May 6

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    interesting case... but anybody know what a

    irational fear of relationships/hugging/kissing is called... its a small niggling annoyance of a fear...im 19 male before anyone asks....interesting story how it developed... for another time
    shadowhunter2OO shadowhunter2OO 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 13, 2013

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    Lately for a little over a week now I've been feeling so emotional, super sad, all I want to do is cry. I'm a junior in high school and my boyfriend is leaving for college next...
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    I don't know what I'm doing anymore . I feel myself getting bad again. I don't care about anything and I don't know if that's good or bad. I am done here goodbye
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    I've had this exact problem before, well at least ones really close to it. If you look at my profile you will see the exact same thing. I make friends and make really strong...
    Tlex85 Tlex85 18-21, M Aug 15

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    I always seem to be in a battle with myself over something... I battle an illness that little is known about and nothing can be done about it.. I battle with feeling worthless to...
    off2heavenIgo off2heavenIgo 13-15 1 Response Aug 15

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    it is so fun once in awhile a big truck come by and I have to cover up or they may see my balls and pe*is. sometims I make a mess if I cant stop, you know what I mean.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 2

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    It happened to me yesterday and I still don't know what to think about it. There already is someone I already love (we're not in a relationship though, I wrote about it in my...
    GlowingHeart GlowingHeart 18-21, F Aug 24

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    My whole life I've been trying to figure out what normal is, and how to be it.. My earliest memory is breaking something, I don't even really know what it was, a cup maybe? or...
    JanusTheTwoSidedCoin JanusTheTwoSidedCoin 18-21, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    this girl i like we have been going back and forth, for a while now. we used to be really close but its like whenever i start to get back close with her something happens that...
    unattached1 unattached1 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    My life's become sadder but yet happier ever since I made an EP account and I don't know what to do anymore people have said really harsh things to me and people have said nice...
    Daisyellenrose Daisyellenrose 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    He texted saying he wanted a minute and it seemed like a snap at me. I didnt want to bother him but he is busy and i guess i didnt pick up on that in time. And he said last time to...
    bmsartwell bmsartwell 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 13

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    sarah143757 sarah143757 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    I feel really saaaad :( And I don't know what to do. I have a "friend" who always bails on me, she always makes plans to hang out then she cancels last minute, I can go like 2...
    joseey joseey 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I do not know what I want to do with my life in the future. I had a few interests, but none of them would make a sufficient amount of money to live off of. It's terrible knowing...
    anonofep anonofep 13-15, F Aug 19

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    I feel so alone in this world, I do not know what to do. This may sound stupid but I feel like I wasn't built for this world, I wasn't built to survive. It's not just that but...
    TWDX TWDX 13-15, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Cigarettes can give you lung cancer, we ALL know this, I'm not saying they're not bad for you, I'm not promoting smoking them, what I am saying is that the media is all of the...
    sugarcakes143 sugarcakes143 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Your Style is Passive When it comes to communicating with others, you tend to let them take the lead. You prefer to listen. You aren't necessarily meek or shy, but you are...
    mother1983 mother1983 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    This perhaps going to be the most confused post from me till date in any real or virtual world.......why because i really dont know what !!!!..........it is about me who keeps...
    Sankhya Sankhya 31-35, M 18 hrs ago

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    I know what it's like to feel so hopeless but you gotta stay focused. Focus on the good **** forget about the bad. Focus on the stuff you got not the things you've never had.
    Kelton69 Kelton69 16-17, M Aug 2

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    But God always save me. I got so sick before i almost died. Pain. Death i know what it feels like. Been to a lot of accidents but jst almost seems like someone is trying to save me...
    yodatheching yodatheching 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    So it's 2:30am and I've been on EP for more hrs then id care to admit. I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I don't know whether or not I wanna be a part of this world any...
    NPkid97 NPkid97 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 4

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    Currently it feels like I'm in a state of limbo. Where nothing is really happening. I'm just going through the same boring routine; work, school, home. It just feels like something...
    CloakedStranger CloakedStranger 22-25, M Aug 5

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