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    I keep trying I keep my head up

    but it's getting hard I can't do this anymore I need change I'm dying here...
    R3493r R3493r 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 10

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    Loving another man who is my best friend,

    4 days over the past 8 together becoming lovers at last, but he has a girlfriend and I'm married. He says he's torn between safety and excitement. But it's been 2.5 years between us, but only physical last week. Yet we've always excited each other. But now it's real, the guilt...
    foreverWantingMore foreverWantingMore 31-35, F 2 Responses May 26

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    When she kisses me its like she's think of him.

    .. All she does anymore is talk about him and stare at him I don't know what to do with this relationship anymore
    TayCon321 TayCon321 16-17, M Dec 12

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    I've been dating this new guy

    for a few months now, I really like him, he makes me feel so special he gives me butterfly's and he treats me like a princess, when we kiss we kiss so passionately. BUT, recently my ex boyfriend wants to come back in the picture we've had a lot of past history, I was literally...
    plued16 plued16 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 15

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    I am 36. In three months my father died,

    my partner left me with our children(2 girls) and my job finished. My father died of a long term illness. The relationship was a long one and throughout I lost contact with friends, and moved to a different area. I was liked at work, but my ex was possessive hence I never had...
    cosmicpenguin cosmicpenguin 36-40, M 1 Response May 16

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    breannawoodard breannawoodard 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    Today, my closest guy friend I have,

    whom knows everything about me, said something that really hurt. A friend and I were on the bus talking about who we'd miss if they died, and she asked me about Lane, (my guy friend.) I said yes, of course, because I would miss him if he died. However, I wouldn't because of his...
    NoOrdinaryDork NoOrdinaryDork 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 5

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    My grandma is coming over this weekend,

    I haven't seen her in a while. Shes my dad's mom. My dad is in prison. He can only call one person, that person being my grandma, his mom. they know how I want him in my life, and how my life has been ****** cuz hes never been around. He apparently wants me and my brother in his...
    Blissfulkissofdeath Blissfulkissofdeath 16-17, F Feb 24

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    I Don't Know What To Do!

    well its been 3 years since Matt died and its been a hard week but i'm getting though, i start college tomorrow and i really don't want to go, today is also my birthday so its just a hard week and i really don't know what to do or what to feel, i just have so much on my mind and...
    Lauren1307 Lauren1307 18-21, F Sep 3, 2013

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    It's day 1 of no contact.

    .. The guy I've been seeing for 3 years told me he doesn't have the time or money for me and needs to focus on himself. He still wanted to talk every day and maintain a friendship... I've told him I can't do this. At the end of the call he said "talk to you later" and I didn't...
    BlueRose77 BlueRose77 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    Court24 Court24 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    Idk what to do anymore.

    I'm just lost. Here, this is what I want. I want to be a beautiful house wife with 3 beautiful children and a loving husband who comes home to me every night. We have date nights. Vacations. Family game night. Things like that. It's all I've ever wanted.
    JordanJessie JordanJessie 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 4

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    Kinda wish I could just end it all.

    I'm sick of myself. I keep telling myself I'll go nowhere in life. So what's the point of delaying my exit when I can just do it now? End it all. Get it over and done with. But as much as I keep thinking that I have nothing to live for, I know that I have everything to live for...
    hecknope hecknope 16-17, F 11 Responses Dec 14

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    Hello, I have been in a far distance

    Relationship for 2 Month..don't know if he already broke up. I know him for a Year and he asked to be in a Relationship,first I said no and then as soon as feelings grew I wanted it too. He really treated me well and gave me the feeling that he is serious.We have met every 2...
    linachen linachen 22-25, F a week ago

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    I have a really drastic,

    life changing choice to make, and I have to make it soon. For the past two years, I finally reached a point in my life where I was capable enough to finally join the general world and the world of employment. After five years of isolation and being controlled by fears and...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 1

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    I found someone I know on here.

    ..like I talk to her every day so it's really awkward!! I don't think she knows it's me tho
    AppreciateLittleThingsInLife AppreciateLittleThingsInLife 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    My life seems like a prison.

    I can't have my license, because nobody will sign for me (I'm technically adopted), so I have to stay home ALL DAY, EVERY DAY. Other than going to school and seeing my boyfriend twice a week (at best -.-"), I'm stuck. I live in a house where I'm not wanted, but not allowed to...
    Siqo423 Siqo423 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    My Angel

    Today I got to see the most beautiful Angel! It started as any other day...a normal average day until I received a phone call.. The call was from my daughter mom asking if I wanted to see my daughter...my reply was the obvious..."yes definately" so they stopped by... As soon as...
    SingleDad40 SingleDad40 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 31, 2012

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    Ok.. I've been dating a guy

    for about three months now. I really like him, he treats me like a princess and I know he would never do anything to hurt me. But, recently my ex boyfriend wants to come back in the picture we've had a lot of past history, I was literally head over heals for him
    plued16 plued16 16-17, F Dec 15

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    Does anyone else have these thoughts,

    that are so weird, so tabooed, and just creepy. They're the kind of thoughts that nobody ever talks about, so I'm not even sure if it's the average thing, or whether I'm just weird. And I can't even tell anyone, because I'm terrified of their reaction. I hate myself for it, I...
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 10

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    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F Dec 11

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    I'm trying really hard to be happy.

    But reality just keeps getting in the way.
    gentlepanic gentlepanic 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I wish it was that easy,

    I work for my father but I actually have a conscience and know if I leave he's going to fall hard on his face. Everything about my father irks all of my nerves. The thing about this girl is that I do so much for her and I know she likes me but all she does is pick out my flaws...
    justintrubela justintrubela 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I just don't know. Having a set purpose in life

    for making this one person happy can be a harder job than it looks. Maybe I'm just weird.., but I believe when someone wants to know something the other person should tell them, no matter the consequences. I'm just a person that had been hurt before, just like a lot of other...
    Ebolaa Ebolaa 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 17

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    Every Thursday, my mom usually takes my little

    sister to her dance class . That dance studio is located right next to a gymnastics place . My mom has always been trying to convince me into to taking dance or gymnastics, but I've always been into other things besides that . I was never a girly girl growing up until now...
    Zubylovesyou16 Zubylovesyou16 16-17, F 12 Responses Jan 24

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    I'm a bisexual guy. I'm having strong feelings

    for one of my good friends all of a sudden. His breath, his smell, his looks, his touch, everything about him excites me. He flirts with me all the time but says he's straight. It's killing me slowly.
    rico7652 rico7652 18-21, M 7 Responses Jun 7

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    i never experience being in love with someone,

    i never had a relationship, love for me is a feeling i have for my family and friends,and i never got the chance to have that special someone in my life,
    jellynecaryl jellynecaryl 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 3

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    its funny, because you sorta start to blame

    yourself. You start to hate who youve become and hate what you are. Youre not mad youre hurt, and confused. left wondering why. You have friends and others and family yeah, but its kinda their fault. not really but in your mind. its their fault for loving you, for caring. it...
    debonaireash debonaireash 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 5

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    My parents are really conservative

    and have some strict religious beliefs. They will literally disown me when they know that i want to spend my life with someone who according to them is forbidden for me to be with because he isn't from a certain ancestry, yeah I know it sounds ridiculous because he has no...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Nov 4

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    Superpsycho Superpsycho 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 6

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    Currently feeling super useless.

    I'm lonely, I'm tired all the time, I literally lie in bed and eat. I'm waiting to start my new job but they need to do lots of security checks and it seems to be taking a lifetime. So here I am, being useless old me. I'm at the heaviest I've ever been and I feel utterly...
    vikkixoxox vikkixoxox 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 9

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    I'm freaking out about money it's

    so close to Christmas can't even afford to pay rent and get presents and pay overdue bills so worried the kids and I will get kicked out just got here after leaving from domestic violence now I'm so scared all my anxiety is coming back :(( my stomach pains are killing me...
    prettybum prettybum 18-21, F Dec 17

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    Why didn't I stop to smell the rises

    when I had the chance......now it's too late
    Court24 Court24 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    what do you do when you love a boy,

    me and him were dating, broke up, still friends, he is dating another boy, and I want him back and I don't know what to do
    colt109 colt109 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 20

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    I'm at a loss with my life right now.

    living on my own, paying bills, my hours being cut, barely having money to support myself. I'm so close to giving up. I don't even know what to do anymore. I'm just depressed all the time, and nothing seems to help. I'm only 19, most people my age are still living at home and...
    feoxy feoxy 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 28

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    So my 8yr old niece just asked,

    "Isn't the statue of liberty dead?"
    aliiceViictoria aliiceViictoria 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 7

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    I can't even write what I'm feeling at this

    moment. This is just a keyhole piece on what's really going on. Love this girl, unsure if she likes me back.. Stay up and speak late for ages and then in our senior room / common room we chill. I invited her out to a film last Friday, we had such an awesome time and she's been...
    LegitimateRabbit LegitimateRabbit 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    i dont know. people want me to tell them whats

    on my mind, they wanna help. i know this, but when i try and tell them, talk to them, tell them private things....things only certain people know, they say to stop being depressed...... well if i could STOP, i would. i dont like feeling this way, feeling worthless, feeling like...
    turnpike1971 turnpike1971 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 20

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    Today i listened to a choir singing some

    christmas classics. I enjoyed it for a bit. Then i realized that the people that used to be in my life were there. All the memories and the "what ifs" was all i could think about. Not the choir. Not the holidays. So suddenly, i went from actually enjoying the moment to wanting...
    nostalgickittens nostalgickittens 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 19

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    Why?

    I always know how to ruin conversations with girls, I can never talk to girls. It always makes me look like a *****. All I am is different. That doesn't mean I don't treat girls right.
    sch4denfr3ude sch4denfr3ude 18-21, M Nov 3, 2013

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    Im Tryinn Btt Ittt Doesntt Matterr Causee Itss

    Neverr Goodd Enouqh Forr Youu.
    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    So many things to say.

    . I guess I'll just say what's on my mind. For one. I really enjoy being with my best friend, I'm still not sure if its love or just a trying close friendship, but either way we couldn't be together because 1. He likes guys more, 2. We've been friends since we were babies so it...
    DearYou DearYou 22-25, F Dec 1

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    My parents are deep into the idea of

    Christianity, our family is very centered around Christianity and I've grown up in a church since I could remember. My grandfather is the pastor of a church and his children, I.e my father are very religious. My mother isn't so traditional yet would very much say she is deep in...
    LegitimateRabbit LegitimateRabbit 18-21, M 4 Responses Nov 8

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    ughshaylah ughshaylah 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 14

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    I so lost on what i should do you don't show me

    that you care i try to do everything i can for you there is so much stuff i want to do for you yes i know you may not trust me but i guess you just gave up completely what do you want to do about us i don't want to give up i want to trust you but you give me reason to step back...
    thatrandomchick01 thatrandomchick01 18-21, F Dec 2

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    My Rock...my Strength

    May I start by stating that this story is about that one special person in my life. He is wise beyond his years....for such the short time he has been in my life he has amazed me every step of the way.. From the moment I laid my eyes on him...I knew in my heart he was and is...
    SingleDad40 SingleDad40 41-45, M 6 Responses Feb 20, 2012

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    I feel like I don't do enough

    for my boyfriend in the bedroom. I'm not sure what he will really like and such. Does anyone have any advice to what I could do to really surprise him or make him happy?
    usernamesarelamex3 usernamesarelamex3 18-21, F 9 Responses Jun 14

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    It's been rough time

    for me and i hope i get over it and wish i could just make this happen, then will know i am done with it, and face another part of my life.
    chibufem505 chibufem505 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    ok so my boyfriend and i have been together

    for 3 1/2 years. we have been living together for 2 1/2 years... here lately everything has been going down hill... i cant have kids so our dogs are our kids. 3 weeks ago one of our dog died. his name was budd. 8 days ago i got robbed and my bf went to jail for a stem. that...
    raechols raechols 22-25, F 6 Responses Jul 26

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    My family is Falling apart.

    My uncle was taken off life support today. As of now he's still alive. But my other uncle keeps telling my cousin that my mom and I are out for my uncle's money and the things he owns. Which isn't true at all. My mom looks at my nephew like he's her son. She's been there a lot...
    PierceTheOvercastKid PierceTheOvercastKid 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    I don't know what the hell's wrong with me.

    I'm so stupid sometimes. :(