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    My grandma is coming over this weekend,

    I haven't seen her in a while. Shes my dad's mom. My dad is in prison. He can only call one person, that person being my grandma, his mom. they know how I want him in my life, and how my life has been ****** cuz hes never been around. He apparently wants me and my brother in his...
    Blissfulkissofdeath Blissfulkissofdeath 13-15, F Feb 24

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    Boredom

    Random stories! Unusual Sexual imagery. I'm a guy who loves oral sex! Very active in my sexual relationships , Anything goes & I Become Almost delerious at the thought os being straddled & allowed to lick my heart out. Can see you now poised above me, the 2 of us quivering for...
    Metalhorse Metalhorse 46-50 Dec 2, 2011

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    My Angel

    Today I got to see the most beautiful Angel! It started as any other day...a normal average day until I received a phone call.. The call was from my daughter mom asking if I wanted to see my daughter...my reply was the obvious..."yes definately" so they stopped by... As soon as...
    SingleDad40 SingleDad40 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 31, 2012

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    Alright so i'm 17 years old

    and in the closet, but plan on going to a university far away from home so i can just start fresh and actually let people know I'm gay from the beginning but i'm afraid my Social Anxiety will stop me from making new friends and ruin college for me. My Social Anxiety isn't that...
    carlos387 carlos387 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 8

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    It's hard for me to socialize with people

    because I don't know If I should show the full extent of my intelligence, behave as I am when hanging with friends or at parties which would be more of a wild attitude or to remain calm and laid back as I am in school, around family, and at times friends.
    TheSouless TheSouless 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 13

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    I just don't know anymore.

    I tried to talk with my counselor, and I did it went O.K. I admitting my cutting had gotten increasingly worse, and I wasn't eating before 3 o'clock, or after 6 o'clock. I admitted i was making myself throw up after ''dinner''. I've talked to her tons of times before and she's...
    depressedandanxious depressedandanxious 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    Deactivated1303 Deactivated1303 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    My Life Is Empty And I Dont Know What To Do

    im having problems in my life  my parents dont care about me, they cloth me and house me but nothing else  i hate everything about myself   my looks or my personality   I have friends  but very few true friends  I love and im not loved back  i cut myself to get rid of...
    scapo777 scapo777 16-17 2 Responses May 4, 2011

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    I Dont Know What To Do

    i recently found out my mom nor my dad wants me i have no place to go what do i do
    nottrying nottrying 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 31, 2012

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    Looking To The Future

    so I want to talk to someone for reassurance, my mom is dying. Not from really anything that you can gauge either. She has COPD and is kinda wasting away in a sense. her prospects even a year ago seemed fine, but since then she has been hospitalized about 5 times. she had a...
    BigREDgrin BigREDgrin 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 29, 2011

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    ive been living in with the father of my son.

    its been 6 years now. but it seems that he didnt love me still. but i really love him
    nynia nynia 31-35, F Apr 2

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    I can't figure out why I'm suh a ***** to my

    mom.. She's given a lot for me an I just- I show her disrespect and hurt her(not physically) in return. And I can't figure out why. She's done nothing wrong. This is honestly one reason I hate myself. I don't understand. She doesn't ignore me. She doesn't be a both to me. I mean...
    SelfBattle SelfBattle 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    My friend is threatening suicide.

    He says I have week for things to get better and If they dont... In stuck between callin someone and him being mad at me. And not telling anyone but I would have to live with that. So.... Anyone? I have to do what's right. But I'm unsure what is right...
    SelfBattle SelfBattle 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    I'm trying really hard to be happy.

    But reality just keeps getting in the way.
    gentlepanic gentlepanic 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    Okay. I am new here and trying to figure out

    how this site works... I have three big problems in my life all wrapped around one story. So here it is I hope you can help. I moved to a new school this year. I like it a lot. The academics, the people, it's all good. I am a shy person though. I do not like to put myself out...
    c1ark234 c1ark234 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 27, 2013

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    I am in my second year

    as a production engineer student at the best production engineering school of São Paulo (therefore, one of the best on the whole State). I have Adobe technician certificates on Photoshop, Illustrator, Flash and Dreamweaver. I also have a technician degree on Mechatronichs. I...
    VictorBlumer VictorBlumer 18-21, M Mar 12

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    I keep trying I keep my head up

    but it's getting hard I can't do this anymore I need change I'm dying here...
    R3493r R3493r 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 10

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    I Don't Know What To Do!

    well its been 3 years since Matt died and its been a hard week but i'm getting though, i start college tomorrow and i really don't want to go, today is also my birthday so its just a hard week and i really don't know what to do or what to feel, i just have so much on my mind and...
    Lauren1307 Lauren1307 18-21, F Sep 3, 2013

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    So today the guy tht I really really like past

    by when I was walking & he was looking at me & I looked away & he was still looking at me he said "hey & wave his hand at me.., it was random.. Im finely starting to get over him & there he was all those feeling came back. But all I did was smile at him I didn't wanna say hi...
    DreamGirl01 DreamGirl01 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    ive been living in with the father of my son.

    its been 6 years now. but it seems that he didnt love me still. but i really love him
    nynia nynia 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    Miss You

    Hi friends., How you all...?Hera I'm going to shared my feelings Very soon my marriage exiting to see my future husband.... He should love me a lot.... Really going to miss my mom dad and my lovable brother....:( Miss you ma....
    preety21 preety21 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 5, 2013

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    I met my best friend about five year's ago

    and about 3 years that I have been truly in love with him. I have told him how I felt but there is one problem we don't live in the same state. Granted he is actually going to moving down here within the next few weeks but I feel as if he just wants to remain friends. I'm truly...
    Marie2089 Marie2089 18-21, F Apr 4

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    Is it to much to ask

    for a daughter while I'm still young?.. I want to hold her hand & show her some beauty before its all gone....
    Falcor88 Falcor88 22-25, M Apr 13

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    "Endlessly"  She is my rock

    and my rolling thunderI've been the spell she was underI, I love that girlShe is my cigarettes and champagneShe's got me strung but I'm not runningI, I love that girlI, I love that girlShe is the days I can't get overShe is the nights that I call home endlesslyFor you I'll...
    KortneeAnne KortneeAnne 22-25, F Mar 8

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    Was my uncle (not related) being sexually

    when he said ' you no what I'm tried of you smart mouthing me. Do make me bend you over and spanked you with my bare hand' he smiled after he said that and I had on short short basketball shorts.? Also one day we went to go shop for a paddle and fish bait with his niece and he...
    erinsalibra erinsalibra 13-15, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    "adopted Mother Who Gave Her All"

    I write this title because because I am a mother who adopted my husband three children two girls and one boy. They came into my life when they were small and I love them and always will. It's been a long road of pain and grief for me because adopted mothers are always looked upon...
    Ivonsita Ivonsita 46-50 2 Responses Mar 19, 2012

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    DAD........

    Last year my dad told me that he was not  my real dad, i had a feeling that he was not my real dad but i just dont know what to do about it i feel like the last 18 years of my life have been a lie! I just feel like i cant talk to anyone about it and i talked to my...
    mandy101 mandy101 18-21 3 Responses Jul 17, 2009

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    My Rock...my Strength

    May I start by stating that this story is about that one special person in my life. He is wise beyond his years....for such the short time he has been in my life he has amazed me every step of the way.. From the moment I laid my eyes on him...I knew in my heart he was and is...
    SingleDad40 SingleDad40 41-45, M 6 Responses Feb 20, 2012

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    I really don't know what to do.

    I have a bf a wonderful loving bf don't get me wrong I love him to death been together 7 months now. But it's this one boy that just won't give up he wants to go out with me soo bad and I'm just don't want to lead him on. I keep telling him Ion want to get involed with him...
    jsabree18 jsabree18 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    Why?

    I always know how to ruin conversations with girls, I can never talk to girls. It always makes me look like a *****. All I am is different. That doesn't mean I don't treat girls right.
    sch4denfr3ude sch4denfr3ude 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 3, 2013

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    I'm dating a guy who can't take a joke.

    I wish he would lighten up sometimes. I get blamed for intentionally attacking him... It really hurts my feelings that he would think this way of me. I can poke fun at myself and laugh about my dumb *** sometimes. Why can't he?
    troubleTown troubleTown 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 15

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    I have a step kid who is 16

    that doesn't know how to communicate and doesn't really know how to handle her own emotions. She and I had a good relationship until her mother and I had a very small misunderstanding. Her mother told her daughter and now her daughter isn't happy with me. Ive patched things up...
    702stepmom 702stepmom 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 28

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    I dong know what to do I stopped smoking weed.

    I stopped like about a year or maybe a little more than that. But lately I been wanting to get high. I also promised someone I was done with it. Should I just do it by myself and tell nobody about it?
    PedroNune PedroNune 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    I Am Wasting My 20's Away!!!!!!

    I am a 25 year old woman, soon to be 26. I've never really been out to clubs, dancing, bars or hanging out with friends.... I was too busy being a school girl getting A's and B's (trying to be the best of the best). I now have a worthless degree from a highly recognized...
    pinky28 pinky28 22-25 2 Responses Dec 26, 2011

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    What Sould I Do???

    ok i have an older brother he is a year older then me but i love with all my heart hes always there for me but some times he bugs me about my bf and gets really annoying and sometimes he comes and trys to hurt me and hes pushed me up aganest a wall before and it really hurt but i...
    CayCay CayCay 16-18, F 2 Responses Nov 27, 2007

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    i dont know if its worth it

    im starting adult ed Thursday and i dint know what to do im afraid that if i push my self into this i will have another mental break like a did the last time i tried to go to school again i had a mental break so i dont want to do that again i was thinking about goin for my ged...
    dadysprinces1994 dadysprinces1994 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 21, 2012

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    I feel so heartless every guy that's tried to

    talk to me I push them away & day I don't have time . Honestly I'm just done with the bullshit the lies & constantly having to prove myself I like being single . I just wish I could handle it better .
    CharlotteLuisa CharlotteLuisa 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Okay while I was studying with a partner from

    my political science class I got a text from one of my co workers from the job that I used to work at. I quit last month but I was close to working there close to a year. Well I get a text from her saying that I'm invited to her birthday party get together at chilis at 8pm...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    Okay,I'm not one for self pity

    but I need to vent. My life is a mess. The guy who I'm pretty sure I love,lives to hours away and I'm not aloud to be with. My mother is trapped in a horrible,maybe abusive,relationship/mirage. I don't know what to do because she can't get outta it. I'm terrified for her,and...
    sKat22 sKat22 16-17, F Apr 12

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    So my 8yr old niece just asked,

    "Isn't the statue of liberty dead?"
    aliiceViictoria aliiceViictoria 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 7

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    I am 22 weeks pregnant,

    and my boyfriend has a drinking problem. He can't control how much he drinks, and not only socially drinks, but drinks by himself! He started lying and hiding it from me. It has been going on for awhile... However just this past Sunday I left our house and stayed elsewhere. He...
    jaimlee22 jaimlee22 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    my dad wants me to have a "practical" job.

    im 16, next year ill be a senior and im trying to convince him art is what i want to do. i love art and i feel like i wouldnt be happy with a normal boring job but he said if i dont listen to him i have to pay for college on my own. im so unsure of what to do and if cutting him...
    mariie97 mariie97 16-17, F 7 Responses Jan 22

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    Every Thursday, my mom usually takes my little

    sister to her dance class . That dance studio is located right next to a gymnastics place . My mom has always been trying to convince me into to taking dance or gymnastics, but I've always been into other things besides that . I was never a girly girl growing up until now...
    Zubylovesyou16 Zubylovesyou16 16-17, F 13 Responses Jan 24

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    I'm new, I don't what to expect from this app.

    .. But I'm desperate and need someone to talk to. I've kept our relationship a secret for 3 1/2 years because of our age difference. I am 19 and he is 48. I can't talk to anyone about what I'm going through... Not even him, he will get mad at me, and everyone else will be...
    paxpoeta paxpoeta 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I'm sitting, feeling week,

    sleepy and tired. I don't want to move my body. Whats on my mind is my brothers death. I don't mean to be bad but his presence is like a threat in our home. He's been addicted to drugs for almost a year now. He doesn't go out and he's just there in his room playing with his tab...
    elel110993 elel110993 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 3

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    I Have No Idea

    I really dont know what will i do once my online boyfriend  failed to visit me here. IT's been 3rd times since he last promises me to come here in Philippines. He's asking me to be patient and wait for him until next year .... 
    Longing4Luv Longing4Luv 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 1, 2008

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    A year and a half ago I met this guy

    and fell head over heels in love with him, after a couple of months our relationship got a bit too much for both of us and we both drifted apart leaving me heartbroken. There hasn't been a day since that I didn't think about him. I've recently gotten into a relationship with...
    whoamI6969 whoamI6969 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 7

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    Idk what to do anymore.

    I'm just lost. Here, this is what I want. I want to be a beautiful house wife with 3 beautiful children and a loving husband who comes home to me every night. We have date nights. Vacations. Family game night. Things like that. It's all I've ever wanted.
    JordanJessie JordanJessie 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 4

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    Did I Scare Him Away When I Told Him I Miss Him?

    Day 1: B, a friend of mine, asked me to help her out with documenting a party for Med students. I though it would be cool and I was kinda looking for a possible prom date since prom season was drawing close so I said yes . At the party, I was busy taking videos and pictures that...
    dhanieliene dhanieliene 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 20, 2013

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    I Cant Think Of Anythin....

    i am very pissed at myself right now.....i dun kn....i mean...i m nt able to understand wots goin on right now....there z dis guy ....v good friends n i like him alot...i hv confessed ma feelings but he is not d one touchy feely types .....ok i can understand if he doesnt like me...
    florabloom florabloom 22-25, F Dec 17, 2012

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    Here's the thing. Put yourself here.

    You dated someone bc u wanted them to e happy. And u really did like them. And u tried this before with the same person but it didn't work. Then they text u and ask for a second time bc they are torn between being friends and more than that. U ask to think about it . They get...
    SelfBattle SelfBattle 13-15, F Mar 15

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    I had a panic attack at work yesterday

    and almost fainted. I was sent to the ER. Felt better when I came out but two hours after that I still had anxiety. Today I keep feeling really paranoid and I Don't know what to do. Ive taken walks, eaten. Tried to sleep. I just took a lorazepam. But I think Im going insane. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 24

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    It's my summer vacation.

    I'm missing my friends and the guy that I like. He is my friend but not really that close. I cannot tell him I like him because im afraid that he will never talk to me again. I like this guy for like 3 to 4 months... i think. He called me for no reason. Maybe that is why the...
    iamfabulousxx iamfabulousxx 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    am 21 years old and live in New mexico,

    i have no idea what to expect i got stopped through a checkpoint in downtown albuquerque, i had only had two drinks that night and i had felt good enough to drve, when i took the blpw test my BAC was .08 and i hadnt hurt anyone, myself or my car, i just dont know what to expect...
    Rypreston22 Rypreston22 18-21, M Mar 11

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    It so hard living with you.

    One minute you show me how much you love me the next your lifting your arms at me. I'm tired of the name calling. I am more than a ***** I am more than a piece of ****. I can't handle it. I'm so depressed all the time. I feel sick to my stomach all the time. I feel like...
    Ducky3209 Ducky3209 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Im Lost And Confused

    When you left you took everything with you. My whole world fell apart, I had no-one to turn to, no-one to share my sadness and grieve with. You were gone and I was alone. In my darkest hour when I all I felt was my pain, I had to make a choice and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 2, 2012

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