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    Hey! I'm new here at EP

    and I really need someone to talk to, good advice, experiences and such.. I don't know what to do! My boyfriend did do drugs and tried to take his own life by an overdoze on morphine (dolcontine). He has been doing drugs for the last two years, but every day for the past 8th or...
    lilcarey lilcarey 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    I just don't know what to do.

    I feel like I have nothing. I feel like I have all the energy in the world but no idea what to do with it. It's like my head is spinning and I can't stop it. I'm going insane. I can't connect with people anymore, I want to but I just can't muster the willpower to do it...
    canudos canudos 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 14

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    This guy I like who likes me has invited me to

    Germany to visit him. He has offered to pay for everything for the trip. I really want to see him and I really love Europe. I want to accept the offer because we really want to see each other. There is one problem. I feel so awkward accepting such a huge offer from someone whom...
    nelby710 nelby710 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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    My dad got remarried a few months ago with the

    whole ceremony, to an awful goldigging woman. The worst part is, he didn't tell me or my brother, let alone invite us. I found out when an old childhood/family friend asked me if I knew. I never had a decent relationship with my dad. He was abusive and controlling and I was...
    jekkob jekkob 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 13

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    my dad is fighting with my mom right now

    and they're getting physical and violent throwing things around. ia m now in my room with music on full volume my eardrum is gonna blow i don't know what to do i think this is the end
    nadthir23xx nadthir23xx 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 25

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    lickyoduck lickyoduck 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    I did it again. I can't help it anymore.

    one cut a week an a half ago. one 5 minutes ago. had an emotional breakdown down at work. I'm over stress. I had saying that because I know people deal with a whole lot more **** then I do. bigger problems than my own. I'm just not normal. I can't do this anymore. I...
    ooak67 ooak67 22-25 Nov 24

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    so I met this guy last august.

    we became textmates and friends. we always hangout and watch movies together. But when I met him, he has a girlfriend but it's a long distance relationship. Their relationship is sooo not healthy because they've been on and off for the last 5 years. and they've not seen each...
    marsy14 marsy14 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Dec 4

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    Sharenay Sharenay 26-30, F Dec 19

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    No matter what I seem to do,

    I always fail at it, screw it up. Sports, activities, programming, music related, drawing, hobbies, writing, I always mess up. And now, just last night, I tried to help a friend who was depressed and all I did was make it worse. What's the point in trying if all you do is break...
    Shyspan Shyspan 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    I got with my bf 2013

    but I had split with him june this year. I had enough he and live quite far apart. But thought being in touch by phone this be fine. Wemmeet at his place on certain days and then only fridays we hardly went out because he worked a lot. Then this issue was he busy all the which I...
    stupid28 stupid28 31-35, F Nov 29

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    I'm happy, I really am,

    but I feel kinda weird about my happiness at the same time. I want things to be ok and I want my friends happy. I want things to be good and I want everything that's supposed to happen happen. so, I'm gonna work hard toward that goal. and never give up. I may be down. but I'm...
    debonaireash debonaireash 16-17, M Dec 8

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    So here's my story. Im 28

    and I've had 4 serious relationships. The first went to war and met someone. The second we were together for 4 years engaged then one day he came home and said he thinks he never really loved me. The third basically the same thing. He said he never loved me. The fourth and the...
    SheWasJaded SheWasJaded 26-30, F 10 Responses May 26

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    I don't know whether to wait

    for the right man or to just lose it now and then come across the right one eventually. But will he think less of me because I just did it to do it and didn't want to wait anymore? Will I regret it if I do? I need advice. -sigh-
    MysteriousRose MysteriousRose 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 15

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    I don't know what's real anymore.

    I don't know what I feel and if what I think I do feel is real. I don't know who I am anymore. And I don't remember who I was. I feel so lost.
    Punk1n Punk1n 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 2

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    I was with someone I don't like.

    he put a mark on my neck and we had sex. but I still said no. should I go back to him?
    adventurefuntime adventurefuntime 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 16

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    I am so very scared. I don't know

    which way turn anymore. I have managed to royally **** up my life....again. I feel completely worthless. I don't know what I want anymore. On the outside, I keep up pretty good pretenses: happy wife, happy mother, happy little family. I have a good, loving husband, a beautiful...
    onebirdinacage onebirdinacage 36-40, F 4 Responses Oct 16

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    I feel like high school is a total waste of

    time. I was going to drop out and start college so in the next year I'd already be in uni, but then I got few people who persuaded me not to. Now I feel like I'm stuck because I don't believe I'm learning anything of use. But sometimes I also feel like I'm just complaining!
    Lostied Lostied 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    How to apologize to someone you've hurt,

    when there is no possibility at all to make contact ? How to explain you're feeling so small, like you're the worst person in the world, that you miss him like you've never missed someone before. Like your heart has ripped out, leaving just a bleeding gap that won't stop hurting...
    ryan015 ryan015 13-15, M 3 Responses Nov 18

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    Just found out my older sister is going to get

    back together with my family. She's like a mini version of my mom. She constantly beat me up and called me names. I don't know what to do. I really don't want to spend Christmas with her. And when I told my mom I didn't want her to cone back, she pulled my hair back and screamed...
    thefallenones thefallenones 13-15, F Dec 13

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    I know I am at my worst

    when I become addicted...
    FoxieRoxa FoxieRoxa 18-21, F Dec 8

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    I dont know how to start my life

    now that i have nothing.
    andrenah andrenah 36-40, F 7 Responses Apr 24

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    I am bord and I would like someone to randomly

    message me something and start a conversation. I am interested in your sexuality, I just want to talk.
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 11

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    I'm driving myself crazy!

    ! One minute I'm feeling so sure about everything and my feelings and next thing I know I'm unsure about everything and breaking. How can I keep doing this to myself?!?
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 5

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    i dont know, i just dont want to do anything.

    ... :'( ...no matter what i do, nothing seems to help.... :'( ...feel like curling up in a little ball....ever since court with son today.....i also went to other children's school and program this afternoon....i just cant stop this feeling.....helplessness...despair....PLEASE...
    turnpike1971 turnpike1971 41-45, M 3 Responses Dec 18

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    I have finally gotten on meds to help with my

    anxiety and stress levels. but after years of emotional abuse, there is a lot more within myself that needs to be fixed. my husband is upset that I'm putting my own needs ahead of his for the first time...... I don't know how much more I can handle.
    emotionalshreds emotionalshreds 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    so I met this guy last august.

    we became textmates and friends. we always hangout and watch movies together. But when I met him, he has a girlfriend but it's a long distance relationship. Their relationship is sooo not healthy because they've been on and off for the last 5 years. and they've not seen each...
    marsy14 marsy14 18-21, F a week ago

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    Every second I have some song in my head

    which makes it very difficult to concentrate. Want to get a stable job with computers but feel I'm turning my back on what could be what I'm meant to do which is music.
    AntonioDB AntonioDB 22-25, M Dec 8

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    The Biggest Lie I Continuously Tell Myself

    On most days, I know perfectly well what I need to do.  Sometimes, I wish very much that I did not know.  In a way, I long for the time when I did not know, and it did not matter if I knew or not, because someone would always be there to help bail me out if things went...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 3, 2008

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    Motionless

    I don't know what to do when people cry, and not type of crying that is brought upon because of a movie, a book, or saying goodbyes to family which lives a great distance away. Im talking about the type of crying that breaks your own defences, it touches you beyond your physical...
    ObviousAnya ObviousAnya 18-21, F Oct 27, 2013

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    Nothing ever seems to matter.

    My life has been in a downward spiral for years now. It didn’t matter what I did, things just seems to get worse. After a 13 year marriage, it is over now for 2 years. I guess I knew it was going to this point since she said the infamous “d” word more than 10 times in...
    turnpike1971 turnpike1971 41-45, M Nov 28

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    All good thing was happening

    and now it is all falling apart, I don't know what to do, I'm not even freaking out I am just silent, upset and worried.
    cantpick cantpick 18-21, F Dec 15

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    I little while back I friended a guy named

    "hughgo" he seemed nice. We only talked on several occasions. Several nights back we were chatting, and I was discussing about my personal relationship with my husband. Those of you who are close to me, know what I am referring to. Apparently this did not sit well with him...
    heysho heysho 36-40, F 34 Responses Apr 8

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    My dad keeps telling me I'm living my life

    wrong. He thinks there is something wrong with me. I know I'm antisocial, but that's because I'm not allowed to go outside with one of my parents babysitting me. When i do talk to my friends they want to know what we were talking about. If they hear any part of what we say they...
    magicalunicornninja magicalunicornninja 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    I'm having a blank mind,

    I don't know if I should be happy/ sad/ angry/ annoyed etc... I'm unable to think properly. Do you feel like that too?
    exhuberantviolet exhuberantviolet 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 17

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    so I met this guy last august.

    we became textmates and friends. we always hangout and watch movies together. But when I met him, he has a girlfriend but it's a long distance relationship. Their relationship is sooo not healthy because they've been on and off for the last 5 years. and they've not seen each...
    marsy14 marsy14 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    what do I believe??? Who do I believe?

    This is just getting harder and harder to believe everyone, even the people that I have trusted the most. Am I just not good enough for the truth? What do I listen to my mind or heart??
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    Crying Is A Crutch

    Whenever I got yelled at as a child and teen I used to cry. I couldn't help it I can't sit there and get yelled at and act like I'm made of stone. I was told over and over again that crying is a crutch and it gets you know where. Now I just sit there and keep it all in and just...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 10, 2012

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    I love my girlfriend,

    but she can get very immature, especially when there's a situation that I am uncomfortable with. I would bring it to her attention, and it seems as if she doesn't care about what I'm talking about, and when I break up with her for the way she acts , she later wants to talk and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 8

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    I met a guy. He just got out of a 7 year

    relationship. She moved out & he was looking for a place. She decided she wanted to stay and signed a one year lease with just her name on it and moved all of her things back in. He started looking for a hotel for himself and his dog. I told him to stay with me until he gets his...
    dammitjanit dammitjanit 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 18

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    I am currently 17 (male) years old attending my

    final term of high school before I'm off to college here in Canada. My mother was diagnosed with MS a year or so I was born. Her MS progressed as I aged and by the time I was 9 she had moved out to live in a nursing home. We simply couldn't take care of her at home anymore. I...
    TheChosenOne2981 TheChosenOne2981 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 26

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    Resume

    Whilst I’m sat here on my shelfPlease allow me to introduce myself.I’m Feeble People,Passing myself over.I am my Job.Not my Dream. So, Hi There, Label on a Lariat here, a manager of people;Certified, salaried, passionate, therefore fascinating.I’ll be calm under pressure...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan 46-50 1 Response May 29, 2012

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    I just told my crush how I really felt about

    her. It feels sad that she'll never feel the same but oddly like a huge weight is gone off my chest. Needless to say I've never felt weirder about what to do. What do u think I should do?
    TheGuy147 TheGuy147 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 7

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    I don't know whether to crack up laughing,

    be angry, or be scared of a large number of you on here. I read some of these stories and I say to myself, "This can not be for real." I know I am not the only normal person on here. This is like the equivalent of living in a post apocalyptic world and I am amongst hordes of...
    secretme1970 secretme1970 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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    I just want someone to hold me

    while I cry... Just hold me...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 22

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    For about 7.5 years, I have been having a crush

    on a lady. She has told me she has a crush on me too. Ever since, we have been talking about it, but it never worked out. We both have partners of 4 years and don't want to break that. The last year, I found out about feelings she had for me, that I never knew anything about...
    chancelessman chancelessman 22-25, M Dec 3

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    I love my fiance, father of my son.

    I don't want to leave him even though he can be a major pain in the ***. But I often think about whether I should break up with him or not... I think I may be the dumbest frikin woman in the world. He's a fighter, very strong and completely in love with me, does every thing in...
    ElledaDreamer ElledaDreamer 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 15

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    The Letter I May Never Send..

    This letter is for you, the guy who managed to make me fall so deep in love with him and then rip my heart in half. What gives you the right.. to pick me up and chuck me whenever you feel like it? What gives you the right to fool my heart over and over again for your sad twisted...
    BeingSara BeingSara 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2012

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    I feel so stupid.. Maybe it's

    because I don't want to be alone, I feel bad for him, I met the right person at the wrong time or we just weren't meant to be. I've been with my boyfriend 3 years and we've gone thru a lot together. My dad kicked me out at 18, I stayed with my boyfriend and I was pregnant. We...
    phantom44a phantom44a 18-21, F Dec 16

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    I thought I was getting better.

    but I'm not. I just want to cry all the time and I feel very juvenile for it. I feel like the one person who knows me very well isnt around much anymore. I cant handle that. and I need someone around. im going through so much and I f--k up with people so bad. I dont want to go...
    neverlandscars neverlandscars 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 13

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