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I Don't Know What to Do

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    I just don't know what to do.

    I feel like I have nothing. I feel like I have all the energy in the world but no idea what to do with it. It's like my head is spinning and I can't stop it. I'm going insane. I can't connect with people anymore, I want to but I just can't muster the willpower to do it...
    canudos canudos 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 14

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    I am so very scared. I don't know

    which way turn anymore. I have managed to royally **** up my life....again. I feel completely worthless. I don't know what I want anymore. On the outside, I keep up pretty good pretenses: happy wife, happy mother, happy little family. I have a good, loving husband, a beautiful...
    onebirdinacage onebirdinacage 36-40, F 4 Responses Oct 16

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    I don't get people one minute they are on your

    side supposedly protecting you from everything they care about you so much but the minute you do something they don't like just because you're different you stand up for yourself you're the most evil person in the world I wish I could tell my mom that I hate her but I can't...
    dvinemarie dvinemarie 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    I still love my ex girlfriend.

    I think I love her more now than I used too. We dated a few times off and on over a period of about two years, then a couple of years apart. She is recently out of a year long relationship with someone else. She knows that I still have feelings for her, and she's knows I'm a...
    TheScientis7 TheScientis7 22-25, T Nov 18

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    Oh. my. god. My sister just set me up on a

    blind date with a friend of hers from work. "You'll like her", she says. When I asked her if this friend knew about me all she will say is. "She knows enough...". F.m.l. I can't even call to cancel. My sister refuses to hand over the number just tells me where we're meeting...
    Triscuitan Triscuitan 26-30, M 4 Responses Oct 30

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    With my life! I want to be a teacher

    so badly, I didn't pass the Math part of the Praxis and I have to re due my interview I suck at life :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 17

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    Resume

    Whilst I’m sat here on my shelfPlease allow me to introduce myself.I’m Feeble People,Passing myself over.I am my Job.Not my Dream. So, Hi There, Label on a Lariat here, a manager of people;Certified, salaried, passionate, therefore fascinating.I’ll be calm under pressure...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan 46-50 1 Response May 29, 2012

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    So here's my story. Im 28

    and I've had 4 serious relationships. The first went to war and met someone. The second we were together for 4 years engaged then one day he came home and said he thinks he never really loved me. The third basically the same thing. He said he never loved me. The fourth and the...
    SheWasJaded SheWasJaded 26-30, F 10 Responses May 26

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    I am currently 17 (male) years old attending my

    final term of high school before I'm off to college here in Canada. My mother was diagnosed with MS a year or so I was born. Her MS progressed as I aged and by the time I was 9 she had moved out to live in a nursing home. We simply couldn't take care of her at home anymore. I...
    TheChosenOne2981 TheChosenOne2981 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 26

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    My parents have been fighting all day.

    My dad forgot today was they day they first kissed. My moms been kicking his *** for hours. I feel so bad. I can't stand my mother. She's really just a big baby and complains about every little thing. I admit my dad shouldn't have forgotten today but she's always yelling. Today...
    Justanothergirl2000 Justanothergirl2000 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 16

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    I've been so depressed lately.

    I feel like it might be my relationship tearing me down. I don't know what to do. Don't get me wrong I love this guy. I just feel like he's not attracted to me anymore. He watches p. Orn and wants to ya know. But when I'm actually infront of him and trying to do things with him...
    JustOutOfTheRutt JustOutOfTheRutt 18-21, F Nov 17

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    ok first let me clear things up.

    as i''ve said.. yes my friend is suspected to have thyroid. ok next,yes in malaysia apparently black magic is not a stranger in people's lives. many ppl like to use them to get advantage, revenge etc. but mostly revenge. even crimes here.. such as rape, or **** like sweeping off...
    rsddhj rsddhj 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 5

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    My dad got remarried a few months ago with the

    whole ceremony, to an awful goldigging woman. The worst part is, he didn't tell me or my brother, let alone invite us. I found out when an old childhood/family friend asked me if I knew. I never had a decent relationship with my dad. He was abusive and controlling and I was...
    jekkob jekkob 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 13

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    AbsssMullenxo AbsssMullenxo 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 17

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    Help!!!!!

    I like this guy but all he talks about is sex and that's not what I want to talk about.. and I have a boyfriend so I can't really talk to him like that.. he also has a girlfriend.. I kinda just want him to back off
    orlandosgurl orlandosgurl 13-15, F Sep 8, 2013

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    marissabrun803 marissabrun803 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 29

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    I did it again. I can't help it anymore.

    one cut a week an a half ago. one 5 minutes ago. had an emotional breakdown down at work. I'm over stress. I had saying that because I know people deal with a whole lot more **** then I do. bigger problems than my own. I'm just not normal. I can't do this anymore. I...
    ooak67 ooak67 22-25 3 days ago

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    I'm a girl and I have two best friends.

    A girl and a boy best friend. Me and my girl best friend have been together longer than I have been with my guy best friend. I have a boyfriend and my girl best friend has one also. Even though I have a boyfriend, I have always liked my guy best friend more than just a friend...
    Synthia4Ever Synthia4Ever 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    Well first of all I'm 23

    and I'm married to a man. And I've been having a lesbians affair with one of my friends and sometimes I think I'm gay and I should leave him because I'm not happy I rather have sex with a woman than a man 😕
    honeyboo2622 honeyboo2622 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 16

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    How do you know when something is a lost cause.

    How do you know when enough is enough and you should just walk away and not try anymore. I've been with someone for about 5 months now. We are constantly arguing. He works away for two weeks at a time, and lately, it just seems like we're doing nothing but fighting. And due to...
    brokenpetal brokenpetal 26-30, F Oct 30

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    I met a guy. He just got out of a 7 year

    relationship. She moved out & he was looking for a place. She decided she wanted to stay and signed a one year lease with just her name on it and moved all of her things back in. He started looking for a hotel for himself and his dog. I told him to stay with me until he gets his...
    dammitjanit dammitjanit 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 18

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    Hey! I'm new here at EP

    and I really need someone to talk to, good advice, experiences and such.. I don't know what to do! My boyfriend did do drugs and tried to take his own life by an overdoze on morphine (dolcontine). He has been doing drugs for the last two years, but every day for the past 8th or...
    lilcarey lilcarey 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    my dad is fighting with my mom right now

    and they're getting physical and violent throwing things around. ia m now in my room with music on full volume my eardrum is gonna blow i don't know what to do i think this is the end
    nadthir23xx nadthir23xx 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 25

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    I want to talk to him

    even though I'm upset. :( Idk what to do.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 24

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    I just want someone to hold me

    while I cry... Just hold me...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 8 Responses 5 days ago

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    I don't know what's real anymore.

    I don't know what I feel and if what I think I do feel is real. I don't know who I am anymore. And I don't remember who I was. I feel so lost.
    Punk1n Punk1n 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 2

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    I am bord and I would like someone to randomly

    message me something and start a conversation. I am interested in your sexuality, I just want to talk.
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 11

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    Crying Is A Crutch

    Whenever I got yelled at as a child and teen I used to cry. I couldn't help it I can't sit there and get yelled at and act like I'm made of stone. I was told over and over again that crying is a crutch and it gets you know where. Now I just sit there and keep it all in and just...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 10, 2012

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    Motionless

    I don't know what to do when people cry, and not type of crying that is brought upon because of a movie, a book, or saying goodbyes to family which lives a great distance away. Im talking about the type of crying that breaks your own defences, it touches you beyond your physical...
    ObviousAnya ObviousAnya 18-21, F Oct 27, 2013

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    I thought making a second account would be a

    fresh start, but instead, it feels like I've split myself into two. I didn't want him to track my pain, but I love that account. I have many memories there. I have almost a year's worth of my life documented there. Maybe I shouldn't care if he reads what I have to say, but I do...
    NastasyaFilippovna NastasyaFilippovna 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 24

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    My own mother doesn't talk to me,

    my father screams at me for waking up late and I don't know how to get back to the only people I feel loved with.
    weaccio weaccio 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    Sometimes I feel like just being on my phone

    and simply listen to my music. Just clear my mind of everything and relax.
    RebeccaMontero RebeccaMontero 22-25, F Oct 23

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    I dont know how to start my life

    now that i have nothing.
    andrenah andrenah 36-40, F 7 Responses Apr 24

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    My dad keeps telling me I'm living my life

    wrong. He thinks there is something wrong with me. I know I'm antisocial, but that's because I'm not allowed to go outside with one of my parents babysitting me. When i do talk to my friends they want to know what we were talking about. If they hear any part of what we say they...
    magicalunicornninja magicalunicornninja 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    The Letter I May Never Send..

    This letter is for you, the guy who managed to make me fall so deep in love with him and then rip my heart in half. What gives you the right.. to pick me up and chuck me whenever you feel like it? What gives you the right to fool my heart over and over again for your sad twisted...
    BeingSara BeingSara 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2012

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    I've started dating this guy

    for quite a while now, he's never had a girlfriend before. We kissed for the first time and it went very awkward. I'm afraid to push him into doing something that he doesn't like. Every time i go to make a move to have sex with him he goes all shy, so it just turns embarrassing...
    thatgirlwalksawayfast thatgirlwalksawayfast 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    I'm having a blank mind,

    I don't know if I should be happy/ sad/ angry/ annoyed etc... I'm unable to think properly. Do you feel like that too?
    exhuberantviolet exhuberantviolet 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 17

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    Ugh... I don't know what to do.

    I've feel like I've changed for the worse. I don't know if it's just because I'm stressed because of school or I'm just using it as an excuse to stop blaming myself... I don't know me anymore... (though it's not like I knew myself before)... Anyway, the point is I've changed...
    PrincezzSn0w PrincezzSn0w 18-21, F Nov 16

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    30 years old and I never took things seriously,

    all I want/ed is a life of success doing what I love doing. I wish I could go back and try to retrace when and where this period of unhappiness started, but what's done, its done, the past can not be changed. Often I found my self emerged in daydreams of success or waking up...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 7

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    I'm in a weird situation

    that is so hard to get out of... Basically.. It's really hard for me and bad for my physical and mental health to continue living at home. I'm not happy here, and it's caused me a lot of stress for many years. But at the same time I'm not able to provide for myself financially...
    Umorella Umorella 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 18

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    How to apologize to someone you've hurt,

    when there is no possibility at all to make contact ? How to explain you're feeling so small, like you're the worst person in the world, that you miss him like you've never missed someone before. Like your heart has ripped out, leaving just a bleeding gap that won't stop hurting...
    ryan015 ryan015 13-15, M 4 Responses Nov 18

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    Lonley Little Loser

    Im not usually the kind of person that can run around spilling their guts to people... but right now i dont think i have a choice... and since i have no friends and no family that i can talk to about all of this... i have turned to you... the World Wide Web. I am prepared for 99...
    lonleyloser lonleyloser 22-25, F 7 Responses Aug 13, 2012

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    I always tell my friends I have a crush on

    somebody, but... I really don't know how I feel about them if I like them or not.
    Adel14 Adel14 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I little while back I friended a guy named

    "hughgo" he seemed nice. We only talked on several occasions. Several nights back we were chatting, and I was discussing about my personal relationship with my husband. Those of you who are close to me, know what I am referring to. Apparently this did not sit well with him...
    heysho heysho 36-40, F 34 Responses Apr 8

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    Hi . I've always wanted to express my feelings

    but i don't have any close friend That i can tell this. So my parents devorced when i was 10 i think and i didnt spend That Much time with my father,i dont know what is it like to have a father to play with, to have fun with. I m now 16 and the last time i saw him was 3 or maybe...
    Readmystory Readmystory 13-15, M Nov 19

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    To wait till you start missing me

    or to tell you how badly I miss you. I am literally torn between these two. I want to talk to you so bad, tell you how much you mean to me, but I'm really scared to push you away. And then again, what I am most scared of is that you will never tell me you miss me if I remain...
    sproetje sproetje 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    First- a little bit about me: I am in high

    school and I strive to do well with everything I do, including my work, my appearance, my character, etc. I am in all honors classes and my future is very important. I often get overwhelmed with work and friend/family drama but I do not tell anyone. I don't have anyone to talk...
    reneef84 reneef84 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 22

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    Hi reader ^^ Here's the issue I'm facing: I am

    currently at my dads place to get some time away from the chaos where I live with just having moved and my breakup turning sour all of a sudden. My sister is taking Dad and his girlfriend out to dinner and offered me to join as well. My dad is fully aware of me wanting to...
    Lydia93 Lydia93 18-21, T 2 Responses Oct 18

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    I could still feel the butterflies in my tummy

    whenever i saw his message... now how can i move on? :(
    LoveHadassah LoveHadassah 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    Nothing ever seems to matter.

    My life has been in a downward spiral for years now. It didn’t matter what I did, things just seems to get worse. After a 13 year marriage, it is over now for 2 years. I guess I knew it was going to this point since she said the infamous “d” word more than 10 times in...
    turnpike1971 turnpike1971 41-45, M 2 hrs ago

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    I've heard this phrase

    so many time, "I don't know what to do." The answer is so simple. You must love and let yourself be loved :))
    paulie138 paulie138 66-70, M Nov 12

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