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I Don't Know What to Do

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    Every morning I wake up nervous,

    anxious,and jittery. That's because this guy I used to see has a girlfriend and he only posts things about her on Facebook. I haven't checked his Facebook page since Monday. So I'm really nervous to go anywhere near Facebook. Also with Valentine's Day tomorrow I'm curious to see...
    BunniMoney BunniMoney 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 13

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    I'm trying to be nice to

    so many people and make new friends. I'm trying to be more positive and have fun, but it just feels like no matter what I do, I'm getting more and more depressed.
    Marcus010 Marcus010 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 9

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    Hey! I'm new here at EP

    and I really need someone to talk to, good advice, experiences and such.. I don't know what to do! My boyfriend did do drugs and tried to take his own life by an overdoze on morphine (dolcontine). He has been doing drugs for the last two years, but every day for the past 8th or...
    lilcarey lilcarey 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 27, 2014

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    I don't know what else to do to prove

    that I am not cheating, never have...I feel like my mind is going at a million miles an hour right now. I don't think I can deal with this right now. Why would you think the thing that you are thinking, I have never been unfaithful. If I ever make a new friend, they know that I...
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I feel like high school is a total waste of

    time. I was going to drop out and start college so in the next year I'd already be in uni, but then I got few people who persuaded me not to. Now I feel like I'm stuck because I don't believe I'm learning anything of use. But sometimes I also feel like I'm just complaining!
    Lostied Lostied 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    I am bord and I would like someone to randomly

    message me something and start a conversation. I am interested in your sexuality, I just want to talk.
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 16-17, F 4 Responses Jun 11, 2014

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    my bestfriend told me she doesn't know what to

    do with me. she said I hate when people judge me for cutting but I still do it... idk what to do. I've tried everything else... nothing helps... I just want my appointment in march for medication to hurry up...
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M Jan 26

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    I am currently 17 (male) years old attending my

    final term of high school before I'm off to college here in Canada. My mother was diagnosed with MS a year or so I was born. Her MS progressed as I aged and by the time I was 9 she had moved out to live in a nursing home. We simply couldn't take care of her at home anymore. I...
    TheChosenOne2981 TheChosenOne2981 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 26, 2014

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    Up until now, I've always considered what other

    people might feel and not considering what I felt... and I feel as if it's slowly eating me inside. I want to be happy and to learn to love myself. But I don't want to hurt others because I'm happy...
    LavenderHart009 LavenderHart009 18-21, F Feb 18

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    I am an immigrant of asian origin,

    whose parents arrived to this land with the American Dream fueling their future. They were of a generation that made way too late, but mine was prime. Now I live with a obligation to make more than my outlier father, to have a respected profession that others in my family will...
    Altairswifi Altairswifi 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    To wait till you start missing me

    or to tell you how badly I miss you. I am literally torn between these two. I want to talk to you so bad, tell you how much you mean to me, but I'm really scared to push you away. And then again, what I am most scared of is that you will never tell me you miss me if I remain...
    sproetje sproetje 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 4, 2014

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    i don't know if i'm supposed to be monogamous.

    no matter how much i like the idea of a husband, two kids, some pets, and a house, i always get bored with my current partner and develope a new interest in someone else. plus i'm bisexual so i crave women round the clock since i haven't had a female lover in a year and a half...
    iridescenteyes iridescenteyes 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    I am a college student right now

    and I love my current roommate. If we could be roommates again next year, that'd be great. The problem is that the place were living at now is too expensive, so the place that I signed up for is a little farther. Its still close to our school, but a bit of a walk. There is a bus...
    spitlife spitlife 18-21, F Jan 25

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    The Biggest Lie I Continuously Tell Myself

    On most days, I know perfectly well what I need to do.  Sometimes, I wish very much that I did not know.  In a way, I long for the time when I did not know, and it did not matter if I knew or not, because someone would always be there to help bail me out if things went...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 3, 2008

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    Crying Is A Crutch

    Whenever I got yelled at as a child and teen I used to cry. I couldn't help it I can't sit there and get yelled at and act like I'm made of stone. I was told over and over again that crying is a crutch and it gets you know where. Now I just sit there and keep it all in and just...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 10, 2012

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    The Letter I May Never Send..

    This letter is for you, the guy who managed to make me fall so deep in love with him and then rip my heart in half. What gives you the right.. to pick me up and chuck me whenever you feel like it? What gives you the right to fool my heart over and over again for your sad twisted...
    BeingSara BeingSara 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2012

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    So frustrated that I keep thinking about how to

    talk to him in person. Yet, it's hard, because we rarely have sometimes alone to meet afterward. My shyness is at the top that everytime seeing him around, my body and mind are completely frozen. I am unable to make any face expressions even just a smile. There's 80% that he has...
    Bunnie486 Bunnie486 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    With my life! I want to be a teacher

    so badly, I didn't pass the Math part of the Praxis and I have to re due my interview I suck at life :(
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    So my ex is talking to me again.

    He's talking about being friends with benefits. I'm thinking this will just hurt me even more. But at the same time I'm thinking, what if he still loves me and this is his way of still being able to be with me. Maybe he'll realize how much he still loves me and he'll want to be...
    EmilyPouliot EmilyPouliot 22-25, F 64 Responses Jan 29

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    Last summer, it was june-july,

    i fell in love with an older guy. I was 18 and he was 26.. I met him in strange situations. I knew him, we live in the same neighbourhood, just across some streets. I used to see him every Monday, when i left earlier from home in order to go to my tuition lessons. He is a kind...
    onenico onenico 18-21, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    AbsssMullenxo AbsssMullenxo 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 17, 2014

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    I am 19 years old and I live in a place I hate.

    My boyfriend is going to be graduating from high school in May and although I asked him to move down with me to California, he decided that he would rather us get our own apartment where we live now. All of his family lives up here and he is already talking about marriage. I'm...
    freebird2595 freebird2595 18-21, F Jan 30

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    I have a really bad situation.

    One of my friends is suffering a lot of stuff and her parents don't seem to care. I really want to help her but don't know how to. I talk to her everyday in the one hour she is allowed on the phone and try to cheer her up. My heart aches for her and I just want to hug her and...
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 21

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    I don't know, I ******* hate this website with

    a passion but I'm still writing here, very hypocritical of me I know. Just under a lot of stress, like a lot.
    ImminentDomain ImminentDomain 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 18

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    My dad keeps telling me I'm living my life

    wrong. He thinks there is something wrong with me. I know I'm antisocial, but that's because I'm not allowed to go outside with one of my parents babysitting me. When i do talk to my friends they want to know what we were talking about. If they hear any part of what we say they...
    magicalunicornninja magicalunicornninja 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    I have been married to my husband Since July

    2014. We have a 2 year old son and I am very pregnant with our second. He was not abusive in any way shape or form until after the wedding. He has been verbally and emotionally abusing me in front of our son and repeatedly telling me he's going to take my son and make sure I...
    failingtorun failingtorun 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    How to apologize to someone you've hurt,

    when there is no possibility at all to make contact ? How to explain you're feeling so small, like you're the worst person in the world, that you miss him like you've never missed someone before. Like your heart has ripped out, leaving just a bleeding gap that won't stop hurting...
    ryan015 ryan015 13-15, M 3 Responses Nov 18, 2014

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    Motionless

    I don't know what to do when people cry, and not type of crying that is brought upon because of a movie, a book, or saying goodbyes to family which lives a great distance away. Im talking about the type of crying that breaks your own defences, it touches you beyond your physical...
    ObviousAnya ObviousAnya 18-21, F Oct 27, 2013

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    I'm so stressed in my life right now.

    I have so much going on. I have a court date in April because my uncle raped me. I already had the arraignment and I had an anxiety and panic attacks during the whole thing. I don't know if I can go throught that again. I don't know if it's worth it anymore.
    tristesol tristesol 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 12

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    Resume

    Whilst I’m sat here on my shelfPlease allow me to introduce myself.I’m Feeble People,Passing myself over.I am my Job.Not my Dream. So, Hi There, Label on a Lariat here, a manager of people;Certified, salaried, passionate, therefore fascinating.I’ll be calm under pressure...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan 46-50 1 Response May 29, 2012

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    He says he loves me every single day.

    We act like a couple, and we have been since September, but we haven't actually been in a relationship, because he doesn't want to be in one right now. I'm done waiting, I've waited too long. Should I talk to him? What would you do? I don't know what to do.
    Amusical135 Amusical135 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I little while back I friended a guy named

    "hughgo" he seemed nice. We only talked on several occasions. Several nights back we were chatting, and I was discussing about my personal relationship with my husband. Those of you who are close to me, know what I am referring to. Apparently this did not sit well with him...
    heysho heysho 36-40, F 33 Responses Apr 8, 2014

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    EternalLuckyGuy EternalLuckyGuy 13-15, M 3 Responses Feb 11

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    Oh. my. god. My sister just set me up on a

    blind date with a friend of hers from work. "You'll like her", she says. When I asked her if this friend knew about me all she will say is. "She knows enough...". F.m.l. I can't even call to cancel. My sister refuses to hand over the number just tells me where we're meeting...
    Triscuitan Triscuitan 26-30, M 4 Responses Oct 30, 2014

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    Lonley Little Loser

    Im not usually the kind of person that can run around spilling their guts to people... but right now i dont think i have a choice... and since i have no friends and no family that i can talk to about all of this... i have turned to you... the World Wide Web. I am prepared for 99...
    lonleyloser lonleyloser 22-25, F 7 Responses Aug 13, 2012

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    So I have been like on

    and off with A for a while now. Like I feel ok chatting with him and all but if we meet,it will be so awkward for me. That was because he used to be judgemental about me which makes me insecure. So recently he came into my dreams so I contacted him again. And he was pleased and...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 22-25, F Feb 11

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    How did I end up here?

    I look back and I know exactly how I ended up where I am, every step that it took to get to this place right now. I just didn't know that it would suck so much. I wish I didn't exist right now. I need a break from my life, from being me. I just wish for once that I was...
    laurisilva laurisilva 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    My boyfriend is ignoring me again

    for no reason. He is fucken moody. I know sometimes I deserve better but I hate the feeling of being ignored for no good reason. I always give in . 😖
    crazyminds crazyminds 18-21, M Feb 7

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    I just want someone to hold me

    while I cry... Just hold me...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 22, 2014

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    I am so very scared. I don't know

    which way turn anymore. I have managed to royally **** up my life....again. I feel completely worthless. I don't know what I want anymore. On the outside, I keep up pretty good pretenses: happy wife, happy mother, happy little family. I have a good, loving husband, a beautiful...
    onebirdinacage onebirdinacage 36-40, F 4 Responses Oct 16, 2014

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    I just don't know what to do.

    I feel like I have nothing. I feel like I have all the energy in the world but no idea what to do with it. It's like my head is spinning and I can't stop it. I'm going insane. I can't connect with people anymore, I want to but I just can't muster the willpower to do it...
    canudos canudos 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 14, 2014

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    i dont know, i just dont want to do anything.

    ... :'( ...no matter what i do, nothing seems to help.... :'( ...feel like curling up in a little ball....ever since court with son today.....i also went to other children's school and program this afternoon....i just cant stop this feeling.....helplessness...despair....PLEASE...
    turnpike1971 turnpike1971 41-45, M 3 Responses Dec 18, 2014

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    The sad part is although my heart is broken I

    don't care because i'd suffer endlessly to see you happy. If that means you're happy with another woman than so be it. You mean more to me than myself, and that's scary. You will always have a special place in my heart, and I believe that someday, somehow, that place will fade...
    cydneyxx cydneyxx 13-15, F Jan 29

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    So here's my story. Im 28

    and I've had 4 serious relationships. The first went to war and met someone. The second we were together for 4 years engaged then one day he came home and said he thinks he never really loved me. The third basically the same thing. He said he never loved me. The fourth and the...
    SheWasJaded SheWasJaded 26-30, F 10 Responses May 26, 2014

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    Help!!!!!

    I like this guy but all he talks about is sex and that's not what I want to talk about.. and I have a boyfriend so I can't really talk to him like that.. he also has a girlfriend.. I kinda just want him to back off
    orlandosgurl orlandosgurl 16-17, F Sep 8, 2013

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    I don't know what's real anymore.

    I don't know what I feel and if what I think I do feel is real. I don't know who I am anymore. And I don't remember who I was. I feel so lost.
    Punk1n Punk1n 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 2, 2014

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    Hi reader ^^ Here's the issue I'm facing: I am

    currently at my dads place to get some time away from the chaos where I live with just having moved and my breakup turning sour all of a sudden. My sister is taking Dad and his girlfriend out to dinner and offered me to join as well. My dad is fully aware of me wanting to...
    Lydia93 Lydia93 18-21, T 2 Responses Oct 18, 2014

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    I'm sitting in my room right

    now listening to my kat. I have been talking gathering up info and stored it where it would be save, so that could get to it and organize it. my findings aren't just for me they are for anyone who chooses to look at it. I don't know why I can't stop learning, searching for the...
    awsome2 awsome2 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 18

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    My dad got remarried a few months ago with the

    whole ceremony, to an awful goldigging woman. The worst part is, he didn't tell me or my brother, let alone invite us. I found out when an old childhood/family friend asked me if I knew. I never had a decent relationship with my dad. He was abusive and controlling and I was...
    jekkob jekkob 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 13, 2014

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    Seriously wish I knew what job I could do.

    I suffer from social phobia which I was diagnosed with (which I think is actually avoidant personality disorder or I even have both!). But it's not just that. My phobias are strongly drawn from the fact of my upbringing and my personality. I'm a social outcast. I have problems...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 3 Responses Feb 16

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    I met someone 8 weeks ago,

    & it totally flipped my world upside down. It's like something awakened in me & now I crave attention from guys like nothing else - even though things with hubby have gotten considerably better. I know I need to give him a chance, but how can I when I've got these urges that are...
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F Jan 22

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