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I Dont Know What to Think

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    I Am Struggling

    I keep writing because it seems to keep my thoughts from racing. Right now I don't even want to have any thoughts but my brain does whatever the frick it wants apparently.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 8, 2011

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    I Say I Love Life And Then ..idk

    i go to sleep ,i cant sleep ..i start thinking ....and thinking even if im sleepy... i did write i love life before...but sometimes i just idk what to think....my mind is like mixed thoughts...so maybe i shouldn write anything till i see clearly and it will be clear forever...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 11 Responses May 16, 2010

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    Im So Confused

    I have been seeing him for few months now, but only once or twice a week and mainly because i ask to come to see him. He always say yes everytime i ask to come to see him and so i stay with him at his house all nite. I once say to him that i didnt think he was that...
    myownwords myownwords 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 19, 2009

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    The Poll

    First let me say that i don't live with my dad and I've been having some issues at home. So last year I got in trouble with some guys cuz we had sex. Well when the time came for me to tell my dad he went ape ****. Soon enough everyone in my family knew. Since me and my dad have...
    stormlover16 stormlover16 18-21, F Aug 21, 2013

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    hellerpeople hellerpeople 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2014

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    It's kind of weird because recently I've been

    talking to a guy that I went to high school went. We had each other for class but we never talked. And now all of a sudden he's talking to me. He wants us to hang out but I really don't know what to think. Because I feel like I have to adjust myself if I'm going to hang out with...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    Why?

    I don't understand. Why are people so stupid? Why can't they hear what I say and understand? Am I that wierd? I try to foster understanding and knowledge, in my own way, but some are resistant. And I understand that. I keep my secrets. And I treasure my anomninity on this site. I...
    Socklord Socklord 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    How do you know if you've found your soulmate?

    Up until a week ago I thought I was with "the one". We've been dating for about 3 years. Then all of a sudden I had a past lover from 5 years ago come into my life which completely confused me to no end because I'm having a hard time trying to tell if I still have feelings for...
    KrisMiss KrisMiss 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 3, 2014

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    Its been 4 years since my last post.

    If anyone has read my previous post then a quick update, I finalized my divorce 3 years ago and have sole custody of my 3 kids. The mother is not in the picture and has been no factor in any way in raising my 3 kids. She hasn't seen or spoken to them since the divorce. Over the...
    nirmus nirmus 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 22, 2014

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    I am a 15 year old bisexual atheist,

    however I get more complicated. From experiences I have also determined that I'm a narcissistic physchopath. I'm not a highly violent person but at the basic definition I lack empathy. More specifically I can't love, I can really like people but I just don't care that much. This...
    Adventurejoe Adventurejoe 16-17, M 5 Responses Sep 27, 2014

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    You think you know somebody

    but in reality you actually don't...smh
    sisi19 sisi19 18-21, F Jul 12, 2014

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    I Dont. I Really Dont

    Am I crazy? Am I insane? Am I stupid? Am I... nothing? I used to tell people all the time, 'Call me crazy! Fine! It doesn't mean it's true." But what if it is? Do I have an overactive and mind controlling imagination? Or Do I have mental issues? Whats happening to me!?! I'm...
    IndigoRue IndigoRue 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2012

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    whats going on

    U heard everyday stories off couples breaking up and there is always one of then with a broken heart. Why it is that while once they were both in love, now one of them is not interested anymore? I think is because we as humans are always trying things that we like but we cannot...
    myownwords myownwords 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2009

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    Today, my boyfriend had to register

    as a Psychopath. He recently lost his best friend due to a suicide last week. When he was 1, his parents murdered his sister. Meanwhile, his sister was 2. 2 years later when my boyfriend was 3, he was adopted. My boyfriend has been through so much his whole life and I see him...
    alyson1913 alyson1913 16-17, F Aug 24, 2014

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    Don't you hate it when you're caught between

    two things and you don't know what to think?!?! It sucks....
    AMB97 AMB97 16-17, F Jul 30, 2014

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    when your boyfriend talks about how worried he

    is about his friend who's a girl and keeps saying she means so much to him completely oblivious to your feelings (y) well done, like I couldn't feel any worse
    p26w p26w 16-17, F 4 Responses May 10, 2014

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    So my ex is talking to me again. He's talking about being friends with benefits. I'm thinking this will just hurt me even more. But at the same time I'm thinking, what if he still...
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    OK well I have been having problems with my husband. We have been together for about 15 years now and we have always had issues. Its been said that I ignore the problems we have. I...
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    I don't know what else to do to prove that I am not cheating, never have...I feel like my mind is going at a million miles an hour right now. I don't think I can deal with this...
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    There's this girl and i really like her but i don't know what to think about her. She is straight, but told me that she likes a girl. When i asked her who she said she couldn't...
    HarleyHart HarleyHart 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    I don't know how to explain it. Like lately I haven't been feel like myself. I feel like I'm so overwhelmed with school it's so hard for me to understand the subjects when it has...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    I'm working my *** of for school but my marks are not that great. Everyone thinks I'm stupid, and I guess they made me believe that too. I want to pass my finals but I'm so...
    ABACDEE ABACDEE 18-21, F Feb 1

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    My boyfriend has been telling his friends he wishes I could drive and how I keep getting interviews, but never get hired for the job. On top of all that I just found out I am...
    Deadlynightshade5 Deadlynightshade5 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 6

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    My boyfriend just poured orange juice all over me just to be mean so I ran into the house, locked him out and set the alarm because he has a history of being violent.. I know this...
    alybearbear alybearbear 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    You Are an Aisle SeatYou are an assertive and energetic person. You know what you want, and you're very decisive.You are wiling to speak out, and you're definitely not shy. If you...
    ClaudNine ClaudNine 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    I've been doing some thinking about what I really need from this new guy should I ever meet him. and if I'm presented with anything less it's not happening. what I need right now...
    lilygeorge12 lilygeorge12 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    Suffering in silence is the worst. I've completely lost myself. I don't know who I am. I've lost interest in everything. Sometimes I feel so low I feel like shutting the world out...
    jiajee jiajee 18-21 4 Responses Jan 28

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    I'm kind of in the middle of wanting to kill myself so I don't have to suffer and people don't have to deal with me anymore and not wanting to because people would think I'm weak...
    IntrovertedKat IntrovertedKat 16-17, F 7 Responses Feb 7

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    I have a feeling and know what I feel. It's a feeling right now that makes your stomach sink. You feel lost and you can't find the directions. Your direction seemed straight and...
    Hm3454 Hm3454 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 10

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    my boyfriends whole family knows about mine n his relationship and he tells me that his family is fine with me... I recently called him and his mom answered the call and she kinda...
    avnn avnn 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    So frustrated that I keep thinking about how to talk to him in person. Yet, it's hard, because we rarely have sometimes alone to meet afterward. My shyness is at the top that...
    Bunnie486 Bunnie486 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    PASSIONATE INTERESTS It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and what is your heart's greatest longing. I want to know about your...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 74 Responses Feb 4

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    I have been married to my husband Since July 2014. We have a 2 year old son and I am very pregnant with our second. He was not abusive in any way shape or form until after the...
    failingtorun failingtorun 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I don't know what to make of you either. You are just sooo.....aargh! Confusing! You know this thing between us, you keep sending out mixed signals which confuse me, and then I...
    rabinafrost rabinafrost 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I feel happy but i still feel sad and I feel like I want something but I don't know what it is. I wan't something but I don't want it and I'm just not sure if I actually want it or...
    mypawshaveprints mypawshaveprints 18-21, F Feb 6

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    You see I am almost 20 years old and attending college. There is so much pressure to figure out what I want to do and I am FREAKING out because I still don't know what I want to do...
    KSMP KSMP 18-21 1 Response Feb 8

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    I should have had this conversation with my girlfriend months ago. I've put it out of my mind since before I met her, but it may become an issue in the future. I never asked her...
    Marbo12 Marbo12 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    ok so the truth is I am so lost I don't even know who or what I am am I feel this way because I have always acted to be someone else and in that time u forgot who itrulley am I can...
    misprisy101 misprisy101 13-15, F Jan 27

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    Pure curiosity - I was always fascinated at the differences between boys and girls. When I was 10 I was alone in my house while my parents were outside with friends and my...
    drune77 drune77 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 31

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    I've tried more than once to tell you what I feel, and yet it's still me who has to take the first step, me who has to take the initiative to have something change. You know what...
    CheerleaderEm CheerleaderEm 16-17, F Feb 1

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    I'm so stressed out and scared. This guy is threatening to ruin my life. I don't know him well but I'm really scared.... I blocked him from all my social media but I don't know...
    grace97eun grace97eun 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 3

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    I don't know what's wrong with me.. Today I was in school and they give us counseling and I just thought about killing my self.. It's not the first time I thought about it. But it...
    Gamer0808 Gamer0808 13-15, F Feb 4

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    He says he loves me every single day. We act like a couple, and we have been since September, but we haven't actually been in a relationship, because he doesn't want to be in one...
    Amusical135 Amusical135 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    Everyday its same damn crap. Im starting to get sick of it. Its not easy to go out and find a job or make friends or whatever. I hate everything. I seriously dont know what to do...
    cat1024 cat1024 18-21, M Feb 5

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    I know what love could do to you. Breaks you and tears you into little pieces. I just wish I had more control over my feelings and wished that my heart asked me for my permission...
    jiajee jiajee 18-21 5 Responses Feb 7

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    I dont know what I did for this guy in here to be mean to me. I for the most part am nice to everyone. He's saying I seem awful but he don't even know me.
    themagijudal themagijudal 22-25, F Feb 10