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I Dont Know What to Think

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    Today, my boyfriend had to register

    as a Psychopath. He recently lost his best friend due to a suicide last week. When he was 1, his parents murdered his sister. Meanwhile, his sister was 2. 2 years later when my boyfriend was 3, he was adopted. My boyfriend has been through so much his whole life and I see him...
    alyson1913 alyson1913 18-21, F Aug 24, 2014

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    How do you know if you've found your soulmate?

    Up until a week ago I thought I was with "the one". We've been dating for about 3 years. Then all of a sudden I had a past lover from 5 years ago come into my life which completely confused me to no end because I'm having a hard time trying to tell if I still have feelings for...
    KrisMiss KrisMiss 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 3, 2014

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    I am a 15 year old bisexual atheist,

    however I get more complicated. From experiences I have also determined that I'm a narcissistic physchopath. I'm not a highly violent person but at the basic definition I lack empathy. More specifically I can't love, I can really like people but I just don't care that much. This...
    Adventurejoe Adventurejoe 16-17, M 5 Responses Sep 27, 2014

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    The Poll

    First let me say that i don't live with my dad and I've been having some issues at home. So last year I got in trouble with some guys cuz we had sex. Well when the time came for me to tell my dad he went ape ****. Soon enough everyone in my family knew. Since me and my dad have...
    stormlover16 stormlover16 18-21, F Aug 21, 2013

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    hellerpeople hellerpeople 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2014

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    Why?

    I don't understand. Why are people so stupid? Why can't they hear what I say and understand? Am I that wierd? I try to foster understanding and knowledge, in my own way, but some are resistant. And I understand that. I keep my secrets. And I treasure my anomninity on this site. I...
    Socklord Socklord 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    whats going on

    U heard everyday stories off couples breaking up and there is always one of then with a broken heart. Why it is that while once they were both in love, now one of them is not interested anymore? I think is because we as humans are always trying things that we like but we cannot...
    myownwords myownwords 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2009

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    You think you know somebody

    but in reality you actually don't...smh
    sisi19 sisi19 18-21, F Jul 12, 2014

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    when your boyfriend talks about how worried he

    is about his friend who's a girl and keeps saying she means so much to him completely oblivious to your feelings (y) well done, like I couldn't feel any worse
    p26w p26w 16-17, F 4 Responses May 10, 2014

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    Its been 4 years since my last post.

    If anyone has read my previous post then a quick update, I finalized my divorce 3 years ago and have sole custody of my 3 kids. The mother is not in the picture and has been no factor in any way in raising my 3 kids. She hasn't seen or spoken to them since the divorce. Over the...
    nirmus nirmus 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 22, 2014

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    I Say I Love Life And Then ..idk

    i go to sleep ,i cant sleep ..i start thinking ....and thinking even if im sleepy... i did write i love life before...but sometimes i just idk what to think....my mind is like mixed thoughts...so maybe i shouldn write anything till i see clearly and it will be clear forever...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 10 Responses May 16, 2010

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    I Dont. I Really Dont

    Am I crazy? Am I insane? Am I stupid? Am I... nothing? I used to tell people all the time, 'Call me crazy! Fine! It doesn't mean it's true." But what if it is? Do I have an overactive and mind controlling imagination? Or Do I have mental issues? Whats happening to me!?! I'm...
    IndigoRue IndigoRue 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2012

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    I Am Struggling

    I keep writing because it seems to keep my thoughts from racing. Right now I don't even want to have any thoughts but my brain does whatever the frick it wants apparently.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 8, 2011

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    Don't you hate it when you're caught between

    two things and you don't know what to think?!?! It sucks....
    AMB97 AMB97 18-21, F Jul 30, 2014

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    Im So Confused

    I have been seeing him for few months now, but only once or twice a week and mainly because i ask to come to see him. He always say yes everytime i ask to come to see him and so i stay with him at his house all nite. I once say to him that i didnt think he was that...
    myownwords myownwords 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 19, 2009

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    Naniebananie Naniebananie 16-17, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Stop thinking you're not good enough and start living. Even though you went through rough times, it's time to change the way your life is going. You were so alone back then, why...
    silence3412 silence3412 16-17, F 18 hrs ago

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    Don't smoke. It's smelly, unhealthy and expensive. Don't spend so much time and money getting drunk in various pubs. It doesn't make you any more attractive to the opposite sex and...
    treborsniknej treborsniknej 56-60, M 1 day ago

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    But a rose by any added name Guild Wars 2 Gold smells just as sweetly, and aback you paid for the fantasy, you can alarm her whatever GW 2 Gold you want. Just don't alarm her mean...
    fifafifa fifafifa 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Blease help me !! I thought I was in love with my classmate until I met that other girl but wasn't interested and it was a real love it's 9 years now I'm single I don't know what...
    mA211 mA211 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    Might be a different type of 'what to do with my life', I mean I haven't had anything depressing happen to me thank God, but I feel... Unsettled. Sort of. Well, you know how...
    aresdite aresdite 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Im latching on babe now I know what I have found. I feel we're close enough I wanna lock in your love These words are such a good way to describe a frenzy for someone. Well at...
    Farmmaid Farmmaid 41-45, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I live in Santa Ana California and I am very concerned about my niece. My niece lives with here mom in a car/Cheap Motels. Her loser dad which is my brother is in jail and her mom...
    Sublimegirl Sublimegirl 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    ENTJ ENTJ From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia This article is about the Myers-Briggs personality type. For the Socionics ENTJ, see Logical Intuitive Extrovert. ENTJ...
    StarAngels StarAngels 46-50, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    I think I've finally figured out what I want and need from a relationship of love. First, an equal relationship, as opposed to a one sided love. There must be an equal give and...
    NewEra0916 NewEra0916 26-30, M 6 Responses a week ago

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    I genuinely don't know what to do or where to go from here.
    Dreamer248 Dreamer248 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    I feel like I'm unlovable. People always say great things about me. My friends say I know a lot of people at school and they always say hi. But no one ever makes an effort to get...
    RileyRed RileyRed 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    Since I was 10 I figured out my life. Like what job I want once I'm older, what collage I want to go to, etc. Now Idk anymore. I know I'm still young. It's just I'm missing that...
    Kayla0504 Kayla0504 13-15, F Jun 23

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    I am old and I don't know what I want to be. I am a Walmart employee. Kill me. Art is scary. ****.
    stephane28 stephane28 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 23

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    I've been thinking all day about him, I know I'm over him but it still hurts. I still have a bit of hope maybe in the future we might end up with something. I guess I just don't...
    kidLeftInTheDark kidLeftInTheDark 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 23

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    I have been stuck in a circle kind of relationship/seeing someone now for 2 years. I don't know what to do, were closer than ever but how long do I have to wait for him to commit...
    DollyR12 DollyR12 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    Hello all, Recently I have been around this one man that lives on my neighborhood...nhonesty, not my type at all. He is a gypsy, stoner, kind of untamabke personality, and a...
    kc248753 kc248753 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    My husband gets infuriated when I don't see something the same way he does. Even if I do see it his way but also see it a different way, he gets incredibly upset about it. I don't...
    thatonecxnt thatonecxnt 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    In talking to this guy and he thinks I'm not serious but I told him I am. He says that it doesn't seem like it because I pretty much say the same things every conversation we have...
    TheMisguided TheMisguided 13-15, F Jun 20

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    Alot of times I just don't know what to say too people so I just avoid them sometimes in general. But don't get me wrong I actually have made some really good freinds who I no...
    vnon123 vnon123 16-17, M Jun 19

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    It's a wonderful feeling to find the one that, for lack of a better phrase, completes you! To know what she does for me is amazing. I have never met such a caring woman! Here's...
    Leeza1964 Leeza1964 51-55, M 1 Response Jun 18

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    Caution for people ages 18+ I don't know what to do so my best guy friend is dating my best friend and I'm always making fun of the fact that I am a huge third wheel by...
    Desire97 Desire97 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 18

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    You and that snake are not fooling me. I already know what went down. U can have him. I can't wait 2 leave your ***.
    bigsarge6996 bigsarge6996 41-45, M Jun 18

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    I'm at a fork in the road. I don't know what to do. I don't know what career I want to pursue, yet I'm halfway done with college. I don't know if I want to go for this internship...
    coolestdweebyahknow coolestdweebyahknow 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 17

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    I know what it feels like to hurt inside cause I am hurting everyday I have to get up after about 3 hours sleep and take care of my dad who is terminally ill with stage 4 lung...
    SpiritWolfe741 SpiritWolfe741 41-45, F 3 Responses Jun 17

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    Now, my dad is so blind to all of his issues, and mistakes, it's killing my family and shredding it apart, he said he loves us, but he won't even let us tell him what is bothering...
    Otokonoko Otokonoko 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 16

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    yes i wanna know what u think, although i m kind,loyal,polite but still i loose me temperament at times, but rare
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 16

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    It's so confusing. Sometimes, I say yes.. But a little later, regret and say no. I don't even know what I do want... It's so frustrating. And it doesn't just frustrates me but...
    Undecodable Undecodable 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 15

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