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I Dont Know What to Think

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    Its been 4 years since my last post.

    If anyone has read my previous post then a quick update, I finalized my divorce 3 years ago and have sole custody of my 3 kids. The mother is not in the picture and has been no factor in any way in raising my 3 kids. She hasn't seen or spoken to them since the divorce. Over the...
    nirmus nirmus 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 22, 2014

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    Im So Confused

    I have been seeing him for few months now, but only once or twice a week and mainly because i ask to come to see him. He always say yes everytime i ask to come to see him and so i stay with him at his house all nite. I once say to him that i didnt think he was that...
    myownwords myownwords 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 19, 2009

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    Today, my boyfriend had to register

    as a Psychopath. He recently lost his best friend due to a suicide last week. When he was 1, his parents murdered his sister. Meanwhile, his sister was 2. 2 years later when my boyfriend was 3, he was adopted. My boyfriend has been through so much his whole life and I see him...
    alyson1913 alyson1913 18-21, F Aug 24, 2014

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    Don't you hate it when you're caught between

    two things and you don't know what to think?!?! It sucks....
    AMB97 AMB97 18-21, F Jul 30, 2014

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    I Am Struggling

    I keep writing because it seems to keep my thoughts from racing. Right now I don't even want to have any thoughts but my brain does whatever the frick it wants apparently.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 8, 2011

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    Why?

    I don't understand. Why are people so stupid? Why can't they hear what I say and understand? Am I that wierd? I try to foster understanding and knowledge, in my own way, but some are resistant. And I understand that. I keep my secrets. And I treasure my anomninity on this site. I...
    Socklord Socklord 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    You think you know somebody

    but in reality you actually don't...smh
    sisi19 sisi19 18-21, F Jul 12, 2014

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    I Dont. I Really Dont

    Am I crazy? Am I insane? Am I stupid? Am I... nothing? I used to tell people all the time, 'Call me crazy! Fine! It doesn't mean it's true." But what if it is? Do I have an overactive and mind controlling imagination? Or Do I have mental issues? Whats happening to me!?! I'm...
    IndigoRue IndigoRue 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2012

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    hellerpeople hellerpeople 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2014

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    whats going on

    U heard everyday stories off couples breaking up and there is always one of then with a broken heart. Why it is that while once they were both in love, now one of them is not interested anymore? I think is because we as humans are always trying things that we like but we cannot...
    myownwords myownwords 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2009

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    How do you know if you've found your soulmate?

    Up until a week ago I thought I was with "the one". We've been dating for about 3 years. Then all of a sudden I had a past lover from 5 years ago come into my life which completely confused me to no end because I'm having a hard time trying to tell if I still have feelings for...
    KrisMiss KrisMiss 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 3, 2014

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    The Poll

    First let me say that i don't live with my dad and I've been having some issues at home. So last year I got in trouble with some guys cuz we had sex. Well when the time came for me to tell my dad he went ape ****. Soon enough everyone in my family knew. Since me and my dad have...
    stormlover16 stormlover16 18-21, F Aug 21, 2013

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    I Say I Love Life And Then ..idk

    i go to sleep ,i cant sleep ..i start thinking ....and thinking even if im sleepy... i did write i love life before...but sometimes i just idk what to think....my mind is like mixed thoughts...so maybe i shouldn write anything till i see clearly and it will be clear forever...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 11 Responses May 16, 2010

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    I am a 15 year old bisexual atheist,

    however I get more complicated. From experiences I have also determined that I'm a narcissistic physchopath. I'm not a highly violent person but at the basic definition I lack empathy. More specifically I can't love, I can really like people but I just don't care that much. This...
    Adventurejoe Adventurejoe 16-17, M 5 Responses Sep 27, 2014

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    when your boyfriend talks about how worried he

    is about his friend who's a girl and keeps saying she means so much to him completely oblivious to your feelings (y) well done, like I couldn't feel any worse
    p26w p26w 16-17, F 4 Responses May 10, 2014

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    I love making points. I don't like being right. I just don't like being made an *** out of. I know what's right and what's wrong. I've been around long enough too know the truth.
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    There are so many people I want to get to know but I never know what to say they make an effort but I just sit there and give a one syllable answer. I don't know, I tend to give a...
    ItsCalledLife ItsCalledLife 13-15, F 10 hrs ago

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    Okay so I'm going to tell you my story. So in my last post I shared my experience about me thinking I might be falling in love with someone I met online. So in that experience I...
    NotHisGirl NotHisGirl 16-17, F Apr 26

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    i have social anxiety so i find that having a conversation with anyone is difficult. even online, if i'm chatting to someone my heart always is beating very fast. i don't know why...
    KindKitty KindKitty 18-21, F 1 Response May 8

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    I love this song.It always makes me think of 'Her'.I want Her to pour herself down upon me, drown me in her sensuality of bliss.'Rain'by The CultHot sticky scenes, you know what I...
    WildHearted WildHearted 41-45, M 1 Response May 1

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    I've been married for 4 years now and I'm so unhappy my husband would rather play video games and smoke pot can spend time with me. he sleeps in bed with me maybe 3 times a month...
    lonelyandconfusedwife2015 lonelyandconfusedwife2015 26-30, F 5 Responses May 6

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    I have best friend who is everything to me. She's like sister to me. We have so much good times. She is from Russia, she has been here about two years. Two months ago she sad...
    Nalke2621 Nalke2621 18-21, F 1 Response May 10

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    At the moment I always think I know what I want and then I am there and I have it and I realize I want more. So technically I always know what I want until I need more.
    imOddlyshy imOddlyshy 26-30, F 1 Response May 15

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    I'm 21 & I guess I'm just feeling lost. I have all these hopes & dreams but don't know where to begin with them, I haven't received my H.S diploma yet & I don't know what I would...
    HopelessWander HopelessWander 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I don't really know what colour my eyes are, but yeah. I find eyes really interesting, and believe that they truly are the gateway to the soul. What sort of colour are your eyes? I...
    ViperaStellaris ViperaStellaris 13-15, F 3 Responses May 16

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    My family owns a small local hotel and we also live in it. Yesterday, I was getting late for my interview and was in a rush and it was raining. I backed out of the parking lot, and...
    Rpatel15 Rpatel15 16-17, F 1 Response May 16

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    So I know what I want to do with my life now. It has been a dream of mine since I could talk. I need to design, build, modify and race cars. I have been getting quite down and...
    KiwiRota KiwiRota 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    After spending the last 6 years getting ready for college, I may stand a chance at improving my life. I have made it into UW, Whitman, and Washington and Lee University, and had...
    Tucker66 Tucker66 16-17 1 Response Apr 26

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    i'm 30 years old. I have 2 children. No life. I was kicked out at 12 years old by my mother on xmas eve. I was forced to grow up on the streets and survive. I managed to finish...
    IdiditTOmyselfTwice IdiditTOmyselfTwice 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 27

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    I've already graduated college but I don't even know what to do. I'm supposed to find work but I don't think I'm ready for it. I graduated too early in my opinion. -sigh-
    LavenderHart009 LavenderHart009 18-21, F 2 Responses May 2

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    I wanted to become a EMT or an interior designer but my teacher told me to think realistically. Now I don't know what to do with myself
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    Lately I don't know what has been happening to me. It's like my self worth has diminished. I start off eating right in the beginning of the day, then towards the middle/end I eat...
    FreeSpirit02 FreeSpirit02 18-21, F 1 Response May 13

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    Yeah I'm totally lost. I keep telling people what I'm going to do but never go through with it. I know I can't keep doing what I'm doing because it is depressing me. People at my...
    ShaneStoner ShaneStoner 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 28

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    Any advice? I am living in an isolated subdivision in front of a cemetery. I dont know most of my neighbors, my friends are too busy to text. No one cares for me.. I dont know wat...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses May 5

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    My crush has been chrushed... They have been my best friend they're what kept me together without even knowing it. They moved away... I know they're just in the state over but, i...
    mauri18 mauri18 16-17, F May 6

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    I never know what to say no matter what the situation is, like the other day I was in the middle of my friends who were fighting with eachother and they asked me to say what I...
    savvy1998 savvy1998 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    After 8 failed intense relationships, you just got super clear on who you are, yr flaws, yr need and what you can offer.. the most important part is knowing yr weaknesses.. you...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M Apr 30

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    The Silk Milk commercials - We get it that it's a marketing thing, but they aren't believable. The actors claim to not know what Silk Milk tastes like and that's why they don't...
    neverendingfairytale2 neverendingfairytale2 36-40, F May 14

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    I've been with my boyfriend for a year now but I did something and betrayed him and I ****** up badly. I haven't been honest with him lately and it has really hurt him. I love him...
    laxlife laxlife 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I've been with my boyfriend for a year now but I did something and betrayed him and I ****** up badly. I haven't been honest with him lately and it has really hurt him. I love him...
    laxlife laxlife 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I don't know what I really want anymore. a couple of weeks ago I had my whole life planned out but suddenly lost hope in all that and now I don't even know what to do anymore.I'm...
    Babygirl3799 Babygirl3799 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I never been loved in a way I love. Yet I'd like to know what love feels like. The love from ones heart that touches another soul. Love that runs warm in your vein. Love that does...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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