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I Dont Know What to Think

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    whats going on

    U heard everyday stories off couples breaking up and there is always one of then with a broken heart. Why it is that while once they were both in love, now one of them is not interested anymore? I think is because we as humans are always trying things that we like but we cannot...
    myownwords myownwords 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2009

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    Today, my boyfriend had to register

    as a Psychopath. He recently lost his best friend due to a suicide last week. When he was 1, his parents murdered his sister. Meanwhile, his sister was 2. 2 years later when my boyfriend was 3, he was adopted. My boyfriend has been through so much his whole life and I see him...
    alyson1913 alyson1913 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I Dont. I Really Dont

    Am I crazy? Am I insane? Am I stupid? Am I... nothing? I used to tell people all the time, 'Call me crazy! Fine! It doesn't mean it's true." But what if it is? Do I have an overactive and mind controlling imagination? Or Do I have mental issues? Whats happening to me!?! I'm...
    IndigoRue IndigoRue 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2012

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    Im So Confused

    I have been seeing him for few months now, but only once or twice a week and mainly because i ask to come to see him. He always say yes everytime i ask to come to see him and so i stay with him at his house all nite. I once say to him that i didnt think he was that...
    myownwords myownwords 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 19, 2009

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    when your boyfriend talks about how worried he

    is about his friend who's a girl and keeps saying she means so much to him completely oblivious to your feelings (y) well done, like I couldn't feel any worse
    p26w p26w 16-17, F 4 Responses May 10

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    You think you know somebody

    but in reality you actually don't...smh
    sisi19 sisi19 18-21, F Jul 12

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    Don't you hate it when you're caught between

    two things and you don't know what to think?!?! It sucks....
    AMB97 AMB97 16-17, F Jul 30

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    The Poll

    First let me say that i don't live with my dad and I've been having some issues at home. So last year I got in trouble with some guys cuz we had sex. Well when the time came for me to tell my dad he went ape ****. Soon enough everyone in my family knew. Since me and my dad have...
    stormlover16 stormlover16 18-21, F Aug 21, 2013

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    Its been 4 years since my last post.

    If anyone has read my previous post then a quick update, I finalized my divorce 3 years ago and have sole custody of my 3 kids. The mother is not in the picture and has been no factor in any way in raising my 3 kids. She hasn't seen or spoken to them since the divorce. Over the...
    nirmus nirmus 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 22

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    I Say I Love Life And Then ..idk

    i go to sleep ,i cant sleep ..i start thinking ....and thinking even if im sleepy... i did write i love life before...but sometimes i just idk what to think....my mind is like mixed thoughts...so maybe i shouldn write anything till i see clearly and it will be clear forever...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 11 Responses May 16, 2010

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    I Am Struggling

    I keep writing because it seems to keep my thoughts from racing. Right now I don't even want to have any thoughts but my brain does whatever the frick it wants apparently.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 8, 2011

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    How do you know if you've found your soulmate?

    Up until a week ago I thought I was with "the one". We've been dating for about 3 years. Then all of a sudden I had a past lover from 5 years ago come into my life which completely confused me to no end because I'm having a hard time trying to tell if I still have feelings for...
    KrisMiss KrisMiss 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    Why?

    I don't understand. Why are people so stupid? Why can't they hear what I say and understand? Am I that wierd? I try to foster understanding and knowledge, in my own way, but some are resistant. And I understand that. I keep my secrets. And I treasure my anomninity on this site. I...
    Socklord Socklord 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    My husband and I are going through something very personal right now and it's slowly tearing our marriage apart. All I can say here is I hurt him and made him feel like I didn't...
    Justalicia Justalicia 31-35, F Aug 4

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    With all this Robin Williams suicide discussion, I have had a nerve hit. I am 22 years old and lost my uncle to suicide when i was 18. He was only 28 and was very close to me. I...
    MrJosiah MrJosiah 22-25, M Aug 12

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    It happened to me yesterday and I still don't know what to think about it. There already is someone I already love (we're not in a relationship though, I wrote about it in my...
    GlowingHeart GlowingHeart 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    this girl i like we have been going back and forth, for a while now. we used to be really close but its like whenever i start to get back close with her something happens that...
    unattached1 unattached1 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    I do not know what I want to do with my life in the future. I had a few interests, but none of them would make a sufficient amount of money to live off of. It's terrible knowing...
    anonofep anonofep 13-15, F Aug 19

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    Hey everyone, Last night when my boyfriend and I got home from a nice family gathering.....he found out his friend passed away who served in Afghanistan with him. I don't know...
    sarah143757 sarah143757 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    Lately for a little over a week now I've been feeling so emotional, super sad, all I want to do is cry. I'm a junior in high school and my boyfriend is leaving for college next...
    vaugustine vaugustine 16-17, F Aug 16

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    Have you ever felt like you just want to break down in tears and you don't know why? Only to find you have no more tears left to cry? I feel empty - numb, almost as if existing...
    TaintedSnowflakes TaintedSnowflakes 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Your Style is Passive When it comes to communicating with others, you tend to let them take the lead. You prefer to listen. You aren't necessarily meek or shy, but you are...
    mother1983 mother1983 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I suffer very badly with social anxiety disorder and I feel like its now ruining my life to the point where I don't see the point in being alive anymore. My self-esteem is...
    bobthespider bobthespider 18-21 Aug 6

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    Before my ex left me, we were together for more than a year. then out of nowhere her "bestfriend" randomly kisses her and she changes her mind about me and leaves me the day after...
    jmsinnyc jmsinnyc 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 9

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    I don't know what else to do other than this My name is Sophie and i love my boyfriend so much he is everything to me he is my whole world and meeting him was a dream come true i...
    SophieArmoniaMarkezzie SophieArmoniaMarkezzie 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Currently it feels like I'm in a state of limbo. Where nothing is really happening. I'm just going through the same boring routine; work, school, home. It just feels like something...
    CloakedStranger CloakedStranger 22-25, M Aug 5

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    When you stay in bed the whole day because you don't know what to think.
    amazing97 amazing97 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    I don't know what to do next year. I know I should study at university next year. But what? I love psychology but I don't want to work in one place the whole time. Most people said...
    Firechidist Firechidist 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 31

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    I don't know what to believe anymore. People tell me not to give up, but others tell me I am naive and a stupid little kid. Maybe they are right, maybe I am a stupid little kid...
    BadassNerd BadassNerd 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    My whole life I've been trying to figure out what normal is, and how to be it.. My earliest memory is breaking something, I don't even really know what it was, a cup maybe? or...
    JanusTheTwoSidedCoin JanusTheTwoSidedCoin 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    When I was 17, I got pregnant with my oldest. He was a premature baby, so I got little to hardly any time to bond with him the first 3 months of his life. I spent 6 days a week...
    Krissysheart Krissysheart 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    He texted saying he wanted a minute and it seemed like a snap at me. I didnt want to bother him but he is busy and i guess i didnt pick up on that in time. And he said last time to...
    bmsartwell bmsartwell 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 13

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    I love him, yes I want him to be mine, yes But it’s impossible, yes I’m having hard time defining what we have been going through. I’m having hard time positioning myself to...
    HikoukiGumo HikoukiGumo 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    I feel so alone in this world, I do not know what to do. This may sound stupid but I feel like I wasn't built for this world, I wasn't built to survive. It's not just that but...
    TWDX TWDX 13-15, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Haha, I feel weird writing this but, I've always wondered this. Obviously I know what it feels like to women, but I've always been curious as to what guys feels when they're having...
    AjLeePunk AjLeePunk 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    But God always save me. I got so sick before i almost died. Pain. Death i know what it feels like. Been to a lot of accidents but jst almost seems like someone is trying to save me...
    yodatheching yodatheching 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    So it's 2:30am and I've been on EP for more hrs then id care to admit. I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I don't know whether or not I wanna be a part of this world any...
    NPkid97 NPkid97 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 4

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    I said some pretty ****** up things to my best friend, i said i wanted to hurt her, cut her, i dont know what is wrong in my mind, i love her so much. I want to punish myself so...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 4

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    I don't know what I do to make him so mad? I love him , we have a 11 month old together and since we moved in with him like 2 months ago he's been so mean I try so hard to not...
    Yuri1396 Yuri1396 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    My life's become sadder but yet happier ever since I made an EP account and I don't know what to do anymore people have said really harsh things to me and people have said nice...
    Daisyellenrose Daisyellenrose 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    A couple months ago I had a nightmare and it's still bugging me. I usually have kind of stupid nightmares, or nightmares about zombie apocalypses or things like that. This was...
    littledreamgirl littledreamgirl 13-15, F Aug 13

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    You know what really grinds my gears? Many things do! But one of the prime things that grinds my gears is the fact that all teenagers are thought to do stupid stuff (e.g, drugs...
    ConcealedWildheart ConcealedWildheart 13-15 6 Responses Aug 13

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    I've had this exact problem before, well at least ones really close to it. If you look at my profile you will see the exact same thing. I make friends and make really strong...
    Tlex85 Tlex85 18-21, M Aug 15

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    After my parents got divorced when I was ten, I was living with my Dad. He was bisexual and had a boyfriend that stayed with us. On some weekends I would stay at his boyfriends...
    Michelle1976 Michelle1976 36-40, T 4 Responses Aug 16

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    I feel really saaaad :( And I don't know what to do. I have a "friend" who always bails on me, she always makes plans to hang out then she cancels last minute, I can go like 2...
    joseey joseey 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    Your love is Mania Violet When you Love Someone Wooo-eeee! If John Alan Lee knows what he's talking about, you are literally a maniac for love. You know, kind of in love with love...
    Rolle2323 Rolle2323 61-65, F 6 days ago

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    Starting my final year of high school next week. I'm terrified. Anxious about applying to colleges and getting a job and my drivers license. I don't know what to major in or where...
    lovelyyouth lovelyyouth 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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