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I Dont Know What to Think

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 125 People

    I Am Struggling

    I keep writing because it seems to keep my thoughts from racing. Right now I don't even want to have any thoughts but my brain does whatever the frick it wants apparently.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 8, 2011

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    Don't you hate it when you're caught between

    two things and you don't know what to think?!?! It sucks....
    AMB97 AMB97 16-17, F Jul 30

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    Its been 4 years since my last post.

    If anyone has read my previous post then a quick update, I finalized my divorce 3 years ago and have sole custody of my 3 kids. The mother is not in the picture and has been no factor in any way in raising my 3 kids. She hasn't seen or spoken to them since the divorce. Over the...
    nirmus nirmus 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 22

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    Im So Confused

    I have been seeing him for few months now, but only once or twice a week and mainly because i ask to come to see him. He always say yes everytime i ask to come to see him and so i stay with him at his house all nite. I once say to him that i didnt think he was that...
    myownwords myownwords 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 19, 2009

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    You think you know somebody

    but in reality you actually don't...smh
    sisi19 sisi19 18-21, F Jul 12

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    whats going on

    U heard everyday stories off couples breaking up and there is always one of then with a broken heart. Why it is that while once they were both in love, now one of them is not interested anymore? I think is because we as humans are always trying things that we like but we cannot...
    myownwords myownwords 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2009

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    when your boyfriend talks about how worried he

    is about his friend who's a girl and keeps saying she means so much to him completely oblivious to your feelings (y) well done, like I couldn't feel any worse
    p26w p26w 16-17, F 4 Responses May 10

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    Today, my boyfriend had to register

    as a Psychopath. He recently lost his best friend due to a suicide last week. When he was 1, his parents murdered his sister. Meanwhile, his sister was 2. 2 years later when my boyfriend was 3, he was adopted. My boyfriend has been through so much his whole life and I see him...
    alyson1913 alyson1913 16-17, F Aug 24

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    I recently(3weeks) started dating a guy

    and we have been friends for over a year. he's graduated and I'm a senior. we both have had crappy luck with dating in the past and both feel like this relationship will last. he is 19 I'm 17. He has been thinking about joining the army. I have told him If it was up to me I...
    texasbabe9 texasbabe9 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 11

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    I Dont. I Really Dont

    Am I crazy? Am I insane? Am I stupid? Am I... nothing? I used to tell people all the time, 'Call me crazy! Fine! It doesn't mean it's true." But what if it is? Do I have an overactive and mind controlling imagination? Or Do I have mental issues? Whats happening to me!?! I'm...
    IndigoRue IndigoRue 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2012

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    How do you know if you've found your soulmate?

    Up until a week ago I thought I was with "the one". We've been dating for about 3 years. Then all of a sudden I had a past lover from 5 years ago come into my life which completely confused me to no end because I'm having a hard time trying to tell if I still have feelings for...
    KrisMiss KrisMiss 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    I am a 15 year old bisexual atheist,

    however I get more complicated. From experiences I have also determined that I'm a narcissistic physchopath. I'm not a highly violent person but at the basic definition I lack empathy. More specifically I can't love, I can really like people but I just don't care that much. This...
    Adventurejoe Adventurejoe 13-15, M 5 Responses Sep 27

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    Why?

    I don't understand. Why are people so stupid? Why can't they hear what I say and understand? Am I that wierd? I try to foster understanding and knowledge, in my own way, but some are resistant. And I understand that. I keep my secrets. And I treasure my anomninity on this site. I...
    Socklord Socklord 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    ***update*** I posted a thing under this

    name not to long ago about my boyfriend wanting to join the army. due to minor encounters with the law the military will not take him. (I know pretty selfish-but were all selfish with people and things we love)I'm kind of glad they won't so I don't have to worry about him...
    texasbabe9 texasbabe9 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    hellerpeople hellerpeople 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    The Poll

    First let me say that i don't live with my dad and I've been having some issues at home. So last year I got in trouble with some guys cuz we had sex. Well when the time came for me to tell my dad he went ape ****. Soon enough everyone in my family knew. Since me and my dad have...
    stormlover16 stormlover16 18-21, F Aug 21, 2013

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    I Say I Love Life And Then ..idk

    i go to sleep ,i cant sleep ..i start thinking ....and thinking even if im sleepy... i did write i love life before...but sometimes i just idk what to think....my mind is like mixed thoughts...so maybe i shouldn write anything till i see clearly and it will be clear forever...
    amysangels amysangels 22-25, F 11 Responses May 16, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    I've had social problems my whole life. I get new "friends" for a couple of weeks, and then, after I feel accepted by someone, they just kick me out of their group and leave me...
    LuisCarlosGarza LuisCarlosGarza 13-15, M 1 hr ago

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    I think I was around the age of seven when this happened. I remember two instances when I think I might have been molested by my god brother. In one memory I remember him pushing...
    CosmicBear01 CosmicBear01 13-15, F Dec 2

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    Father Jerry (Pat O'Brien) asking Rocky (James Cagney) to "turn yellow" for the sake of the kids in the movie Angels With Dirty Faces, 1938. Jerry wants Rocky to behave in a way so...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 3 Responses Nov 29

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    I think, no...I know, I've spent the last 15 years trying to convince someone that I'm good enough to love and deserve the truth. There's no point in going on about all the things...
    IstyBisty IstyBisty 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    So today Dylan and I started out… lets just say, “not conected”. So, I was late to spanish class. Dylan was just staring at me out the door. I opened it and closed it quietly...
    GoldMarine GoldMarine 18-21, F a week ago

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    I still don't know what I'm doing! :D Haha, oh god... |: I have yet to press any buttons. o.o I'm trying slightly less halfassedly though. I believe that counts for something. My...
    Friability Friability 18-21 1 Response Nov 28

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    Knowing what your bad at, makes one know what your good at?. (Tho I hope not to find something good in bad things) And what might be done different or better... Or that cant be...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M Dec 3

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    And I also want to know what you think it is and why I chose it and what the choice tells you about me and your suggestions for improving my profile photo for next time! Be...
    HelenTarnation HelenTarnation 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 6

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    I do, I have lots of stories, and lots of experiences. I would like to know what you think about me when you see it.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 6

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    So, I love my boyfriend, very much. Well actually he's my fiancé, so obviously I love him enough that once upon a time I said yes to marrying him. Lately it seems that everything...
    AlicebeneyisSilvereyes AlicebeneyisSilvereyes 16-17, F Dec 11

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    WHAT'S SO BEAUTIFUL ABOUT ME? I LOOK INTO EVERY MIRROR TO FIND THE DIFFERENCE, BUT I DO NOT KNOW WHAT IS SO BEAUTIFUL...DO NOT CONSIDER ME AS AN ATTENTION SEEKER...I JUST WANT TO...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 16

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    i would love to know what people think of me lol
    gramafey gramafey 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    It's such a devastating experience to have a broken heart.. The physical and emotional turmoil is so deep no words can accurately say. Physically if one has a heart attack medicine...
    Beanbella Beanbella 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I had a dream that I had to go on one of three paths- train, jumping from rocks to rocks, or on a path in the woods. I had to go on the one in the woods. As I was walking, I felt a...
    thebambsbeauty thebambsbeauty 13-15, F Dec 7

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    My life seems like a prison. I can't have my license, because nobody will sign for me (I'm technically adopted), so I have to stay home ALL DAY, EVERY DAY. Other than going to...
    Siqo423 Siqo423 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    When she kisses me its like she's think of him... All she does anymore is talk about him and stare at him I don't know what to do with this relationship anymore
    TayCon321 TayCon321 16-17, M Dec 12

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    Love... we think about it, we sing about it, dream about it, lose sleep worrying about it. When we don't have it we search for it; when we discover it, we don't know what do to...
    Thiswillbethelast Thiswillbethelast 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Just gonna stand there and watch me burn But that's alright because I like the way it hurts Just gonna stand there and hear me cry But that's alright because I love the way you lie...
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Hey, I want to take this off my chest as soon as possible, it's consuming me. I don't know if there is something wrong with me, if I look like an absolute freak or if I just look...
    tempusfugittt tempusfugittt 18-21 Dec 2

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    I so lost on what i should do you don't show me that you care i try to do everything i can for you there is so much stuff i want to do for you yes i know you may not trust me but i...
    thatrandomchick01 thatrandomchick01 18-21, F Dec 2

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    I don't know.....I just don't know what's wrong with me. I don't feel right. I don't belong here.......Why am I here?! To be bullied?!?! (It's already happening!!!) To be useless...
    TheLoner1234 TheLoner1234 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    I am increasingly unsatisfied sexually, and I just don't know what to do. He does nothing to get me turned on (he just says "play with yourself" or "get it wet") and I just feel...
    missstarrysky missstarrysky 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 17

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    I'm fourteen years old, going on fifteen in approximately two months. I do not know what religion I classify myself as being apart of. I grew up with my family being Christian, but...
    losingNemo losingNemo 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    I know my favorites. I know what I like. But I don't know who I wanna be or where I want to work at. I don't know who I want to be with if with anyone at all.
    Zim0 Zim0 18-21, M Nov 28

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    I have this friend of mine. sometimes I really don't know how to describe her. I did so much but come to this point of time. I feel that she don't appreciate it? everytime when I...
    AnnxJoy AnnxJoy 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    I'm 45 years old....and I STILL don't know what to do with my life. I once thought I had it figured out...I was married, had kids...was just going to grow old with that person...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 7

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    why do I love you? I ask myself when I look at my knees. This is defiantly not the first time you've done this.. But this time I cannot come back to you. & that's the part that...
    ZenDoll ZenDoll 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I'm in driving lessons and I'm a decent driver but I'm frustrated with myself because I know if I had more confidence and if I didn't have anxiety I could be so much better. I also...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Does anybody truly know what they want?
    prettyballerina prettyballerina 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    I have a friend who has fallen in love with me but I only consider him as a friend. I told him that and he said he is willing to stay my friends and says he will stop loving me. I...
    farahbi farahbi 18-21, F Nov 26

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