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I Don't Know What's Going On

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    What..?

    I don't know what's happening with me these days.. I have no idea what's going on.. I'm dumb when it comes to things like those..
    anschel anschel 22-25, F Jan 3, 2009

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    The Lights

    For about 4 or so years now I've been seeing brightly colored lights. Mostly I see them glowing off of objects, most prominent in more vividly colored ones. Different colored objects give off different colored glows. For example today I was in my school's football stadium which...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Sep 9, 2013

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    What The Hell Is Going On????

    What in the world of jelly beans is going on? besides the fact that I'm still awesome at what I do. It seems this world of ours has gone batshit crazy and gloomy with all the wars and mass killings and even the crappy music that's on the radio today. I don't recognize this world...
    JimMorrisonRocks JimMorrisonRocks 26-30, M Jan 27, 2013

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    Time for an update on the continual weirdness

    in my life. Seeing bright lights again, purple. Everywhere. And the lights in my bedroom (real lights, lamps and lightbulbs) keep flickering. Walls cracking. Urgh. Sound of silence is deafening me. A loud ringing. Just weird stuff.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    No I Don't...

    I don't know whats going on with my niece. All I know is that she is out of ICU... But is needing to have test done... She has a blood disorder and they are thinking that she might have cancer... I hope not... I just want to know whats going one... But I don't have a phone and...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F Jul 18, 2008

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    Yet Another Anxiety Episode?

    To make a long story short, my life is weird and always has been. I'm not sure how long ago this started, but I started developing psychotic symptoms while under great amounts of stress. I say I don't know how long ago this happened because I haven't noticed the connection...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Aug 4, 2013

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    ???

    I don't know what's going on with me. I don't want to be like this but I can't help it. I use friends just for entertainment, no other reason. It's hard to explain what I'm going through. I just need someone to talk to.
    RaigaKurosuki RaigaKurosuki 16-17, M Dec 30, 2009

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    I'm only 16.. 3 years ago I cut myself and I have been doing it on and off since then. I don't understand what's wrong with me. I'd be out with my friends, enjoying my time. Then...
    Aly262 Aly262 16-17 1 Response Dec 1

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    Hey, I want to take this off my chest as soon as possible, it's consuming me. I don't know if there is something wrong with me, if I look like an absolute freak or if I just look...
    tempusfugittt tempusfugittt 18-21 Dec 2

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    I think, no...I know, I've spent the last 15 years trying to convince someone that I'm good enough to love and deserve the truth. There's no point in going on about all the things...
    IstyBisty IstyBisty 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    After watching "If I stay" all teary eyed and sulking. Reflecting on the fact that I myself could have been a great pianist. Then again I could have been a great anything I did...
    pinknotiq pinknotiq 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    I got expelled from school. I had just gotten a scholarship and it was out-of-country. I was going to go for 2 years and experience the world. Then I was going to try and transfer...
    pancaekes pancaekes 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    Just found out my older sister is going to get back together with my family. She's like a mini version of my mom. She constantly beat me up and called me names. I don't know what...
    Madis9957 Madis9957 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I am 21 years old. I have a good GPA am involved with clubs at my community college, and have been attending this school for over two years now. I feel so lost- I don't know what...
    Schwarzwalderkirschtorte Schwarzwalderkirschtorte 18-21, F Nov 21

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    I'm in a new place and I'm making friends with people and foreigners from all over the place! But does anyone else find it hard to communicate with people who don't speak in your...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F Nov 28

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    So today Dylan and I started out… lets just say, “not conected”. So, I was late to spanish class. Dylan was just staring at me out the door. I opened it and closed it quietly...
    GoldMarine GoldMarine 18-21, F 21 hrs ago

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    I have this friend of mine. sometimes I really don't know how to describe her. I did so much but come to this point of time. I feel that she don't appreciate it? everytime when I...
    AnnxJoy AnnxJoy 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    I am increasingly unsatisfied sexually, and I just don't know what to do. He does nothing to get me turned on (he just says "play with yourself" or "get it wet") and I just feel...
    missstarrysky missstarrysky 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I found myself in a difficult situation. I am 4 months pregnant in a city where I don't know anyone. After I had my first child,my boyfriend asked me to move to another state where...
    dalila1985 dalila1985 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 20

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    Hi . I've always wanted to express my feelings but i don't have any close friend That i can tell this. So my parents devorced when i was 10 i think and i didnt spend That Much time...
    Readmystory Readmystory 13-15, M Nov 19

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    I feel lost sometimes. There was one girl, back in the spring...we really hit it off, would have been together would have, it seems like, been happy. Moved away, no fault of either...
    wimercc wimercc 18-21, M Nov 23

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    Stunned and hurt. He is hurting and so am I. There's nothing I can do. I can't help him, I can't even help myself. I am desperately trying to hold it all together, to keep all this...
    Oso41412 Oso41412 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    I'm fourteen years old, going on fifteen in approximately two months. I do not know what religion I classify myself as being apart of. I grew up with my family being Christian, but...
    losingNemo losingNemo 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    I got with my bf 2013 but I had split with him june this year. I had enough he and live quite far apart. But thought being in touch by phone this be fine. Wemmeet at his place on...
    stupid28 stupid28 31-35, F Nov 29

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    I love my fiance, father of my son. I don't want to leave him even though he can be a major pain in the ***. But I often think about whether I should break up with him or not... I...
    ElledaDreamer ElledaDreamer 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I feel so stupid.. Maybe it's because I don't want to be alone, I feel bad for him, I met the right person at the wrong time or we just weren't meant to be. I've been with my...
    phantom44a phantom44a 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Geez, this is driving me crazy. This is so insane. I am so confused. Lots of things happened today which is going to affect the following days. Ugh.. I just don't know :|
    forbiddenprincess forbiddenprincess 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    So I've been broken up with my ex for over a month and I've been in inpatient psychiatric care twice over said month for my anxiety disorder and depression. I don't really know...
    rorimori rorimori 18-21, F Nov 25

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    hi everone, i m new here and i thought i might give it a try i tried shrinks, antidepression, benzos, having boyfriends, chocolat, to get better but even if i know what's wrong...
    raya99 raya99 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Ok. so I'm not enjoying my course and I want to leave but family want me to stay on the course and graduate. I really want to leave because it's such a waste of time and money.i...
    farahbi farahbi 18-21, F Dec 10

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    Nothing ever seems to matter. My life has been in a downward spiral for years now. It didn’t matter what I did, things just seems to get worse. After a 13 year marriage, it is...
    turnpike1971 turnpike1971 41-45, M Nov 28

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    It’s the question that’s been haunting me and that I’ve been avoiding, consciously or otherwise, for the past several years. Unfortunately, it doesn’t seem like I’ve...
    metaphylosopher metaphylosopher 22-25, M Dec 5

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    I love my girlfriend, but she can get very immature, especially when there's a situation that I am uncomfortable with. I would bring it to her attention, and it seems as if she...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 8

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    I know what my current plan is: don't fail in shool, then study something academic at university (engineering or physics.) so it looks like I'm doing something. Knowing what I WANT...
    maiomeN maiomeN 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    Home I want a comfortable, warm, welcoming, home where I can show my personality and creativity I want to be comfortable hosting small social events at home I want a sense of...
    elevating elevating 36-40, F Nov 24

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    I am 34 years old. to make a long story short I have tried going to college on two separate occasions. because of my unstable home I had to start making decisions as to either use...
    maddie1980 maddie1980 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 25

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    I know that THE key to getting what you want is KNOWING what you want, specifically. And then focusing on it. For me, the knowing is one challenge, and the focusing is another...
    elevating elevating 36-40, F Nov 24

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    Ah, erg, uhmmmm... OK, I'll fess up: I want Tim. But I also don't want him, cause he's a mess. Yes I broke it off (after he said he had nothing more to give). Several months...
    elevating elevating 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    it's true I really don't :( in a way I do know but I don't think I'll ever reach it!
    libragirl89 libragirl89 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    For about 7.5 years, I have been having a crush on a lady. She has told me she has a crush on me too. Ever since, we have been talking about it, but it never worked out. We both...
    chancelessman chancelessman 22-25, M Dec 3

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    No matter what I seem to do, I always fail at it, screw it up. Sports, activities, programming, music related, drawing, hobbies, writing, I always mess up. And now, just last night...
    Shyspan Shyspan 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    For quite some time now actually. At this point I think I can deal with it much better than years ago and find myself not concerning with what I'm doing or where I'm going so long...
    lFrostBitel lFrostBitel 22-25, M Nov 23

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    I am on the border. I am tantalisingly, excruciatingly tittering on the cliff edge of where I am am and where I am going. This purgatory is hell. Everything that is yet to...
    Elpis2012 Elpis2012 26-30, F Nov 25

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    I am 60 years young and have been married to the same man since I was 21. Being lonely yet not alone is something I've gotten used to and I accept that it's just how it is for me...
    Anyone7 Anyone7 56-60 1 Response Dec 10

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    My sister was born in a guy's body. She just came out recently. I am really happy that she came out and all, but I also worry a lot about how other people treat her outside of the...
    mcus mcus 13-15, M Dec 10

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    I'm hurt and sad and going to do whatever I choose tonight, it's sad when a lamb falls in chaos with a lion . Gnite and sleep sweet.
    Hellokittybbgrl Hellokittybbgrl 31-35, F Nov 25

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