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I Don't Know What's Going On

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    What..?

    I don't know what's happening with me these days.. I have no idea what's going on.. I'm dumb when it comes to things like those..
    anschel anschel 22-25, F Jan 3, 2009

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    What The Hell Is Going On????

    What in the world of jelly beans is going on? besides the fact that I'm still awesome at what I do. It seems this world of ours has gone batshit crazy and gloomy with all the wars and mass killings and even the crappy music that's on the radio today. I don't recognize this world...
    JimMorrisonRocks JimMorrisonRocks 26-30, M Jan 27, 2013

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    No I Don't...

    I don't know whats going on with my niece. All I know is that she is out of ICU... But is needing to have test done... She has a blood disorder and they are thinking that she might have cancer... I hope not... I just want to know whats going one... But I don't have a phone and...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F Jul 18, 2008

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    ???

    I don't know what's going on with me. I don't want to be like this but I can't help it. I use friends just for entertainment, no other reason. It's hard to explain what I'm going through. I just need someone to talk to.
    RaigaKurosuki RaigaKurosuki 16-17, M Dec 30, 2009

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    Time for an update on the continual weirdness

    in my life. Seeing bright lights again, purple. Everywhere. And the lights in my bedroom (real lights, lamps and lightbulbs) keep flickering. Walls cracking. Urgh. Sound of silence is deafening me. A loud ringing. Just weird stuff.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    Yet Another Anxiety Episode?

    To make a long story short, my life is weird and always has been. I'm not sure how long ago this started, but I started developing psychotic symptoms while under great amounts of stress. I say I don't know how long ago this happened because I haven't noticed the connection...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Aug 4, 2013

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    The Lights

    For about 4 or so years now I've been seeing brightly colored lights. Mostly I see them glowing off of objects, most prominent in more vividly colored ones. Different colored objects give off different colored glows. For example today I was in my school's football stadium which...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Sep 9, 2013

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    First of all, I'm 16 years old. I was diagnosed with childhood depression when I was 8 years old, and have been bounced around with various mental diagnoses. Last year, I created...
    Theforgotten4 Theforgotten4 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 7

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    Sometimes I feel completely crazy, broken, alone. I know it could be so much worse... But things seem impossible. I wonder if these bad feelings will ever leave me...
    LEMONrelishthemusic LEMONrelishthemusic 18-21, F Sep 7

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    I'm 14. A freshman in high school. I've been in all pre-AP classes my entire life. Everything always came easy to me. Until a few years ago when I started having problems. Whenever...
    Noel138 Noel138 13-15, F Sep 13

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    It happened to me yesterday and I still don't know what to think about it. There already is someone I already love (we're not in a relationship though, I wrote about it in my...
    GlowingHeart GlowingHeart 18-21, F Aug 24

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    I wish I had someone to hang out with tonight. I feel like being social. But I don't know if I feel like going to a high school football game. It's kind if cold, I'd be going by...
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F Sep 12

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    I've been estranged from my family for mostly 15 years. We've gone years at a time without speaking. My mom and dad got separated 3 years ago and I started having a relationship...
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    I'm about to be 36 (hard for me to fathom how this can really be) and I'm taking stock of where I am in life. I have watched my peers from my elementary and high school years grow...
    SaudadeVirgo SaudadeVirgo 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 14

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    Honestly. I'm just going to vent for myself and my needs. If you want to read and write something below as advice or anything, thank you. But it's not necessary. Well, here goes...
    ImagineA ImagineA 16-17 1 Response Sep 7

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    I'm 20 years old. I finish high school in December/2010 and back then I was really confused about career choices. I tried fashion, kinda liked it but not really. Then I thought I...
    carolbarth carolbarth 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    Once again, I met someone new. I liked him, he was ok... for a while. I lost interest and I don't know why. I can't explain myself how it happens. It just does... I don't wanna see...
    Ushuaia Ushuaia 26-30, F Sep 9

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    I want to do whatever makes me happy, I want let out the free spirit I have in my mind. I wanted to be a nurse, but I noticed how complicated it is getting into nursing schools in...
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    Things are so wonderful and so awful, I got with a girl 13 days ago, thing is that people keep talking bad about her. Today my cousin, my parabati (for those of you who don't get...
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    I love my boyfriend a lot, I know I'm young so save the talk lol, but I really do. But I really think I love him for the wrong reason. He took my virginity and was my first kiss...
    lonelygypsy lonelygypsy 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Don't know if it's from past heartbreaks or me just getting old, but I think I got boring. Found a lovely young man who adores me and here I go with let's wait a bit before we have...
    ibutterfly75 ibutterfly75 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    I just got into this argument with my grandma. She's seriously getting on my last nerve. She's trying to tell me that I should grow up, and I said, "That's not my problem." She...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 4

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    she was so perfect.. everything was amazing! the way she made me feel was unreal, like when I held her the world stood still. I have had bad relationships in the past so I am very...
    josh8565 josh8565 22-25 2 Responses Sep 3

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    Where do I begin? The depression? My waning eye-sight? No, none of that matters in the long run, I guess. I grew up (am growing up) in a decently rough home. The kind where not...
    JoeOfTheMeek JoeOfTheMeek 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 9

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    He tells me that "church" is too important to him and that by me not wanting to go every Sunday with him and the kids is a reason to separate? I posted this before and wanted to...
    anewme12 anewme12 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    So, I am going to a concert today, and my friend just told me that it was a waste of money for me to go to this concert, because out of the 3 or 4 bands that are playing, I'm only...
    sugarcakes143 sugarcakes143 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    I hate when guys can say another guy looks attractiv, or have an opinion on how another man looks because they're straight. "I'm straight, I don't like other men". Just because you...
    sugarcakes143 sugarcakes143 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 25

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    Okay so my ldr boyfriend and I have been going strong for 4 months now, we contact each other everyday and our relationship is thee best. Recently I've been the one that has to...
    lucywats lucywats 16-17 2 Responses Sep 14

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    I'm quite upset with my boyfriend right now. I wont discuss why with him because im not sure why myself. ive gone through and thought about it, and here's what ive come up with: i...
    WellUh WellUh 16-17, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    So after I confronted my boyfriend about me finding out he has cheated on me i ended everything I was going to move in with him as I was going to transfer In two months time...
    shums shums 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 13

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    this is quite long i hope someone can really give me some advice thank you. I have this two really best friends, at least thats what i thought about them, we have been best...
    daydreamerk daydreamerk 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I gave up my job and home to help and take care of my mother grandmother and grandfather then a month ago my grandmother went to the hospital for ovarion cancer and my grandfather...
    jholcomb91 jholcomb91 22-25, M Aug 29

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    I've always considered myself very passionate about different stuff, arts mostly. I love writing, playing the piano, singing, acting, and so on. I'm 24 years old and I don't feel...
    blakeblanka blakeblanka 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    sugarcakes143 sugarcakes143 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    I meet this girl, last summer. Friend of some friends with whom i went out last summer. We barely talked when we went out with our common friends until some months ago when we...
    alecsadler alecsadler 22-25, M Sep 8

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    Since i am not too techie, i am not aware on how social networking works... I don't have the latest cellphone to communicate online... and that i think is one of the main reason...
    Lyra1001 Lyra1001 26-30, F Aug 25

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    welllll not sure if anyone will read this , but my uncle's bestfriend had sex with. i say it that way because i wasn't there if that makes any sense. i cried about it so hard. i've...
    rosechild rosechild 18-21, F Aug 30

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    I have two paths to choose from...Both are easy and difficult in their own way. Stay where I am, in a place I hate, working 100 hours weekly but it's stable and has a promising...
    elpsy elpsy 26-30, M Sep 3

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    I have no role models in my house.... My oldest brother is gay and has a husband and they're both super annoying and besides the fact my brother sexually abused me I don't want to...
    Lonelywolf96 Lonelywolf96 18-21, M Sep 7

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    I daydream about doing nothing while I work. About being nothing. I presume to know what people around me want of me and pretend to respond to them. Because having a job is...
    paul0wonder paul0wonder 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 9

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    Maybe I made my decision too fast. I met my husband last summer and started dating 3 months later. He gave me a proposal in last December and I said "Yes"... He sort of begged me...
    Saya0414 Saya0414 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    itachiuchiha07 itachiuchiha07 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Do you ever experience , something you know what really happened , something that you understand why it happened , but something that when your mind try's to really grasp it , it...
    DrackenP DrackenP 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 23

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    Came across this website hoping to find a place to vent, and BINGO! Here it go's; One of my best friends and favorite person in the world had his first swim meet of the season...
    donttellana donttellana 18-21, F Sep 4

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    I feel better about myself as a whole. I am doing well in school, have found something I am passionate for as a career, have a stable family(s), and feel happy. All of a sudden...
    SereneSolidarity SereneSolidarity 18-21, M Sep 9

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    Setbacks befall me. One after another they shake you from your moorings. They rattle the foundation of your soul of who you are. When you look up you realize you have lost your...
    thebigtexrock thebigtexrock 41-45, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    So I've been in my relationship for over a year now and things are getting rocky. It started out amazing but now that I look at it more and more I feel like it was only because I...
    wilfred13 wilfred13 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 31