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I Don't Know What's Going On

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    Yet Another Anxiety Episode?

    To make a long story short, my life is weird and always has been. I'm not sure how long ago this started, but I started developing psychotic symptoms while under great amounts of stress. I say I don't know how long ago this happened because I haven't noticed the connection...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Aug 4, 2013

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    The Lights

    For about 4 or so years now I've been seeing brightly colored lights. Mostly I see them glowing off of objects, most prominent in more vividly colored ones. Different colored objects give off different colored glows. For example today I was in my school's football stadium which...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Sep 9, 2013

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    Time for an update on the continual weirdness

    in my life. Seeing bright lights again, purple. Everywhere. And the lights in my bedroom (real lights, lamps and lightbulbs) keep flickering. Walls cracking. Urgh. Sound of silence is deafening me. A loud ringing. Just weird stuff.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 12, 2014

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    The past month has been,

    ineffable. I feel as a leaf on the wind, left to toss and tumble. One moment, I am on a path to peace, the next, I'm being thrown back down the pit of which I have only just started to climb. Change. One of the most feared of things in the known universe. Something that I don't...
    Wolfofthewood Wolfofthewood 16-17, M 4 Responses Feb 2

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    What The Hell Is Going On????

    What in the world of jelly beans is going on? besides the fact that I'm still awesome at what I do. It seems this world of ours has gone batshit crazy and gloomy with all the wars and mass killings and even the crappy music that's on the radio today. I don't recognize this world...
    LegendaryJimMorrison LegendaryJimMorrison 26-30, M Jan 27, 2013

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    No I Don't...

    I don't know whats going on with my niece. All I know is that she is out of ICU... But is needing to have test done... She has a blood disorder and they are thinking that she might have cancer... I hope not... I just want to know whats going one... But I don't have a phone and...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F Jul 18, 2008

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    What..?

    I don't know what's happening with me these days.. I have no idea what's going on.. I'm dumb when it comes to things like those..
    anschel anschel 22-25, F Jan 3, 2009

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    Seriously, my freind Robert is like my brother. We've only been freinds for about two years, but I'm so close with him that i feel like i could tell him anything. He's been there...
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    I know that I'm cute but that's not what men seem to want they want sexy you know And I know that I'm just a cute girl. I'm fit with a good body and I'm not only cute but pretty...
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    He's gone and I don't know how to breathe properly without him. He's gone and every sight, sound and word assaults my mind with thoughts of him. It didn't matter that his part was...
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    I feel like I'm unlovable. People always say great things about me. My friends say I know a lot of people at school and they always say hi. But no one ever makes an effort to get...
    RileyRed RileyRed 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My first real best friend who turned out to be a *****, I don't know how to get her damned voice out of my head. The more I think about it, the more I'm realizing how I didn't...
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    June 21, 2009 I never knew that day could end up being one that was burned in the back of my brain for ever. Well buddy it's been six years since mommy lost you. To top that off...
    forgottenheart forgottenheart 18-21, F Jun 21

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    well first I rarely get them. So when I do, it's pretty weird and I feel awkward somehow. So from that, I even don't know how to compliment others which suck. In my head I'd be...
    CallMeShayYeah CallMeShayYeah 16-17, F Jun 20

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    i don't want to leave my room and face reality but i know i have to. no matter how many times i tell everyone i'm fine everybody believes it.... no one sees the lie anymore. i...
    catsrule5678 catsrule5678 18-21, F Jun 20

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    but, basically, my dad has been renting rooms. and one of the tenants, a daughter of the other one, went on a freak cleaning of the kitchen spree today, even though she cleaned...
    lastunicorn2 lastunicorn2 18-21, F Jun 18

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    This is a very long post, so I apologize. I would be grateful for your adviceā€¦ I recently found out that my dad is not my biological father. The news was a big surprise to me as...
    aemegece aemegece 26-30, F Jun 18

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    If I let go... If I stop fighting what feels like an endless battle. If I let go and stop draining my energy and causing myself the pain it's taken me to keep these past couple...
    SnowStorm00 SnowStorm00 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 17

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    I don't get it. Is it me? Do I do or say things to make people disappear on me? I'm I boring to talk to? And is it too hard to tell me what I may have done to make you not want to...
    saram1985 saram1985 26-30, F Jun 16

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    Now, my dad is so blind to all of his issues, and mistakes, it's killing my family and shredding it apart, he said he loves us, but he won't even let us tell him what is bothering...
    Otokonoko Otokonoko 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 16

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    "Because I'm nothing, I'm no one. I don't care if I make it. I'm stranded, I'm nowhere, I'm straight up sinking. I'm not letting anyone bother trying to patch these leaks. There's...
    In2theLadies In2theLadies 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 16

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    When my significant other and I first met, we both wanted everything that life had to offer us. Children, marriage, house, cars, good careers. We didn't know what life would throw...
    Spakrs Spakrs 18-21, F Jun 16

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    It's so confusing. Sometimes, I say yes.. But a little later, regret and say no. I don't even know what I do want... It's so frustrating. And it doesn't just frustrates me but...
    Undecodable Undecodable 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    So, recently my boyfriend of a year and eight months broke up, which sucks but isn't the point. The point is that i then started to think over the relationship and the fact that he...
    Anna10987654321 Anna10987654321 16-17 Jun 15

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    I've tried. I worked really hard to make my wants and needs clear to him. I don't know if he's not willing or not able to meet them but regardless, I'm sad and lonely...what do I...
    Sweetdaisymae Sweetdaisymae 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    I know that there are hundreds, if not, thousands like me who don't know what exactly they want or are looking for in life. Unfortunately, I am one of them. Yesterday, I met up...
    SlowlyDrifting SlowlyDrifting 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 15

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    I have a problem. I meet guys, date them and then if it looks like I might have sex with them I dump them. I love sex, I enjoy everything about sex but I love sex in a committed...
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 14

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    Okay anybody else parents said "she's not shy " or "speak!" If you have your not the only one. Everytime I don't know somebody I'm very quiet unless they talk to me first. But one...
    lifeisastruggle4ever lifeisastruggle4ever 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 13

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    I have always found comfort in talking to people who I did not know. This was the case since I was 14 because I couldn't talk to anyone I knew about my issues. When I was 14 I...
    CrimsonKnight117 CrimsonKnight117 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 13

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    I've been dating this guy for a couple weeks. He is really sweet and seems to really like me. He treats me really well. He's done alot for me already. I think he's cute. Not the...
    EmilyPouliot EmilyPouliot 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 13

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    I'm dating a guy and we have previous history we never spoke for 7 years and one day I bumped into him. Well we have been dating every since. Recently an ex has come back on the...
    Klouise87 Klouise87 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 13

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    Please Help me. Me and my boyfriend just have our break-up and were acting like it's never happened, and were back from being friends. I want to totally detached myself from him...
    myleslus myleslus 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 12

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    ZiggyZebra ZiggyZebra 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 11

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    It's strange how I can feel so different about certain things from one week to another. I remember not giving a **** about much a few months ago... but now, I think I do. I don't...
    sadvibes sadvibes 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 11

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    I feel like they don't know me.Like a girl that i introduce to my group of friends and now she doesn't even talk to me,just when she needs something.I always been nice to the...
    loveandmorelove loveandmorelove 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 11

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