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    Yet Another Anxiety Episode?

    To make a long story short, my life is weird and always has been. I'm not sure how long ago this started, but I started developing psychotic symptoms while under great amounts of stress. I say I don't know how long ago this happened because I haven't noticed the connection...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F Aug 4, 2013

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    No I Don't...

    I don't know whats going on with my niece. All I know is that she is out of ICU... But is needing to have test done... She has a blood disorder and they are thinking that she might have cancer... I hope not... I just want to know whats going one... But I don't have a phone and...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F Jul 18, 2008

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    The past month has been,

    ineffable. I feel as a leaf on the wind, left to toss and tumble. One moment, I am on a path to peace, the next, I'm being thrown back down the pit of which I have only just started to climb. Change. One of the most feared of things in the known universe. Something that I don't...
    ZebediaLaukkanen ZebediaLaukkanen 18-21, M 4 Responses Feb 2, 2015

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    What..?

    I don't know what's happening with me these days.. I have no idea what's going on.. I'm dumb when it comes to things like those..
    anschel anschel 22-25, F Jan 3, 2009

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    Time for an update on the continual weirdness

    in my life. Seeing bright lights again, purple. Everywhere. And the lights in my bedroom (real lights, lamps and lightbulbs) keep flickering. Walls cracking. Urgh. Sound of silence is deafening me. A loud ringing. Just weird stuff.
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 12, 2014

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    The Lights

    For about 4 or so years now I've been seeing brightly colored lights. Mostly I see them glowing off of objects, most prominent in more vividly colored ones. Different colored objects give off different colored glows. For example today I was in my school's football stadium which...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F Sep 9, 2013

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    These days idk what's going on

    but I don't think it's normal....I've always been a very kind girl who always liked to put others first and always enjoyed seeing people happy,helping them and treating everyone as I would treat myself. Although some people would always hurt me...I would still be kind to them...
    YumeHikari YumeHikari 13-15, F Nov 7, 2015

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    What The Hell Is Going On????

    What in the world of jelly beans is going on? besides the fact that I'm still awesome at what I do. It seems this world of ours has gone batshit crazy and gloomy with all the wars and mass killings and even the crappy music that's on the radio today. I don't recognize this world...
    LongLiveRockAndRoll LongLiveRockAndRoll 26-30, M Jan 27, 2013

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    My husband and I have been together for 6 plus years. I was able to tolerate his family until after I had my 1st child. Been worse now that I'm with my second. His parents doesn't...
    Darkshadows02 Darkshadows02 31-35, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Are we all just going through the motions of life? Do any of us know what the fvck we're supposed to be doing? I fvcking don't! Social poverty traps me in a house with someone I...
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    I have no idea what I did wrong but whatever I did she's been getting mad a irritated at me lately for small thing I just wish things could be like before we dated when we were...
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    This guy started being a **** today on the bus because he saw my pony background and when I told him why he said "I don't give a ****." then I said "That's the spirit." He called...
    DapperFlames DapperFlames 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    OKAY I'M A MOM AND AM LOOKING FOR A MAN NAMED JOE WHO WENT TO ARKANSAS TOWN OF NORTH LITTLE ROCK AND HE MEET A YOUNG GIRL AND GOT ME PREGNANT AT LEAST I THINK ITS HIM SINCE I...
    JACOBRAT36 JACOBRAT36 51-55, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I lost my soul-mate husband 4 years back after he joined M.A.UM Meditation. This is a cult. He became an emotionally and Narcissistic abusive stranger. This has caused me...
    dvirmani dvirmani 41-45, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    The Dailai Lama is quoted as saying "If your problem has no solution, there is no use worrying about it. If your problem has a solution, there is no use worrying about it". So...
    colorbuff colorbuff 51-55, F 2 days ago

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    Some time ago, this website seemed to be more supportive. At least when I personally posted something. Is it me or do shorter, less complicated, more neutral posts receive more...
    somniatorlupus somniatorlupus 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    It's true. I don't know everything. Nobody does. Although people often say I am intelligent for my age idk why tho ^_^
    EmoMusicLuv EmoMusicLuv 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    When my friends say I'm pretty I think it's just because they're being nice Opinions??
    charlotte8482 charlotte8482 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Courtney I now we have not known each other for that long but since we started talking about a week ago we become really close and we understood each other. You had some stressful...
    xxxMickeyMouse22xxx xxxMickeyMouse22xxx 22-25, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Months ago u said that u didn't want to talk in "this level", that u had never liked me in that sort of way. I was devastated. I laid so many emotions on u and for you to say that...
    Laraamani Laraamani 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    Is it really that obvious to see other's problems but not your own...is this why Jesus said (paraphrasing) "Take the log out of your eye before you take the speck out of your...
    DarkKnightRanger DarkKnightRanger 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    So, I'm in high school, I graduate this year, my boyfriend Matt, (that's hat I have been calling him from day one) has this friend, Carl. Well before Matt and I started to date I...
    TheWayLifeShouldBe TheWayLifeShouldBe 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    There are so many things that I could change about my life but actually pointing out where the change needs to begin is beyond me. I think at times that I am only 23 and I don't...
    who317 who317 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I feel so lost. I am 21 years old, working a dead-end job, and investing thousands into a major that I have no interest in. I cannot seem to get over my ex and I have forsaken...
    bawstenbrewin bawstenbrewin 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    This is the disturbing truth. *Writes all the poopy and pee stuff* *Gets sh*t tons of notifications, from guys especially* However, *Writes stuff about my life* *Almost zero...
    iiTetraLoh iiTetraLoh 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    Yes it's True, I don't. I don't care if I am single or not even have a girlfriend, I just don't like it.
    JakeV101 JakeV101 36-40, M 1 Response a week ago

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    My stranger for a Mother has refused to pay my bills once again. I have a $2000 bill to pay. The only reason that I ran it up was because I was working, but my stranger for a...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Feb 2

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    yes life is life not everyone. is going to like everyone and I don't have anything to worry about I'm proud of myself and everyone else should be too people are going to hate and...
    cieloissky cieloissky 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    we all have our lives and everyone's got haters no matter how good you are. it's also impossible to please everyone, as humans it is our nature to always find faults everywhere...
    dollarsigns dollarsigns 16-17, M Feb 2

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    People say they are oppressed by society, but mainly it's us forcing the oppression upon ourselves. As soon as I realised this, I stopped pressuring myself and, as a result...
    WillKell00 WillKell00 13-15, M Feb 2

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    I am 23 years old, and I recently moved downtown into a sublet until April. Up until last week, I lived at home with my family. My family lives outside the city and moved there 5...
    blackdove3746 blackdove3746 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    I always feel awkward in conversations both in real life and online. I feel like I don't talk enough back to keep a conversation going. But I can't think of anything more to say...
    FaerieGrrl98 FaerieGrrl98 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    So this guy has been asking me out for a while and I'm not into him so I have been kinda chatting to him... I've been going by the assumption that if I ignore them log enough they...
    LilyMae1995 LilyMae1995 18-21, F Feb 1

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    I'd just gone to bathe my dog in the basement bathroom. I got so mad. The bathroom floor was full of the Nasty paper my stranger for a Mother wiped herself with. I don't even do...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    What do you do when your close family member is in so much pain? Physically, mentally and emotionally? She told me a few years ago that she's only staying around for a few more...
    js246 js246 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    Hello, What I'm about to say I have never told anyone for fear of rejection or criticism. I feel lost, I feel like no matter what I do it's always a step back. 3 years ago I moved...
    Thranix Thranix 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 31

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    Hey. I wonder what u have planned for me. What does my future look like? I know I will never find out and all I can do is to follow the path u have planned for me. What I came to...
    Laraamani Laraamani 22-25, F Jan 31

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    So I unintentionally got my mom angry at me because I spilled her make up on the floor. I apologized and I explained that it was an accident while I was cleaning, but she...
    CrimsonCandi CrimsonCandi 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    For the first time in my life I have no life plan, and it feels liberating. I have always been a very ambitious and 'driven' person and was born with an 'on' button, which has...
    wonderofwonders1 wonderofwonders1 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    well I do sort of know what I'm gonna do, though the details and specifics are far from figured out yet. I'm going to accomplish something big, gonna stir the pot, a lot, and gonna...
    dathglas dathglas 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 29