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I Don't Know What's Going On

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 49 People

    The Lights

    For about 4 or so years now I've been seeing brightly colored lights. Mostly I see them glowing off of objects, most prominent in more vividly colored ones. Different colored objects give off different colored glows. For example today I was in my school's football stadium which...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Sep 9, 2013

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    Yet Another Anxiety Episode?

    To make a long story short, my life is weird and always has been. I'm not sure how long ago this started, but I started developing psychotic symptoms while under great amounts of stress. I say I don't know how long ago this happened because I haven't noticed the connection...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Aug 4, 2013

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    The past month has been,

    ineffable. I feel as a leaf on the wind, left to toss and tumble. One moment, I am on a path to peace, the next, I'm being thrown back down the pit of which I have only just started to climb. Change. One of the most feared of things in the known universe. Something that I don't...
    Wolfofthewood Wolfofthewood 16-17, M 4 Responses Feb 2

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    No I Don't...

    I don't know whats going on with my niece. All I know is that she is out of ICU... But is needing to have test done... She has a blood disorder and they are thinking that she might have cancer... I hope not... I just want to know whats going one... But I don't have a phone and...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F Jul 18, 2008

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    What The Hell Is Going On????

    What in the world of jelly beans is going on? besides the fact that I'm still awesome at what I do. It seems this world of ours has gone batshit crazy and gloomy with all the wars and mass killings and even the crappy music that's on the radio today. I don't recognize this world...
    JimMorrisonRocks JimMorrisonRocks 26-30, M Jan 27, 2013

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    Time for an update on the continual weirdness

    in my life. Seeing bright lights again, purple. Everywhere. And the lights in my bedroom (real lights, lamps and lightbulbs) keep flickering. Walls cracking. Urgh. Sound of silence is deafening me. A loud ringing. Just weird stuff.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 12, 2014

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    What..?

    I don't know what's happening with me these days.. I have no idea what's going on.. I'm dumb when it comes to things like those..
    anschel anschel 22-25, F Jan 3, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    What's on y'all's mind but I would love to know! I'm all ears and open minded so it doesn't matter what topic or whatever, were all human so as my cousin always says, "wth." Lol...
    Keanureaves Keanureaves 16-17, M Mar 12

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    I had an appointment last week with a psychologist regarding my depression and medication while I'm pregnant. It didn't really go that well in fairness. I sat for an hour and...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 26-30, F Mar 12

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    I just confused, unorganised, and extremely exhausted. There is a lot of uni work to be done, but I just can't do it. I get distracted and put it aside, telling myself to do it...
    henal216 henal216 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Haha a lots has happened this years more then any other I've just experienced so much, I hope it continues to change for the better. I want to tell all those who are uncertain of...
    shaunrain shaunrain 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    There's a lot going on. I suppose I asked for it and have it coming after all. I just wish it didn't have to be so hard.
    Zaqk Zaqk 16-17, M Mar 10

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    I can't help but compare myself to others. My friends are more than just full time students. Here I am at home, still living with my parents, gaming, hardly a social life and no...
    ikg00 ikg00 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    A girl here keeps getting at me. She makes remarks about my cousin, how I deserved what I did to me, and that I shouldn't have got him put in prison for it. But then also comments...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    This life wow! I just don't know what I feel anymore. I just know I'm tired. I have these dreams of driving through the country air. Fresh and beautiful trees. Green pretty grass...
    ptsdlady ptsdlady 26-30, F Mar 18

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    I have recently found myself in a place where I don’t know anymore. I constantly feel like a failure. I feel like I can’t do anything right. I mess up everything. I can’t...
    Hindercat Hindercat 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 2

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    I don't know what happened to me ? 5 months ago something happened that changed my life forever. I met Chris. Being as naive and innocent as I was, I trusted a stranger with no...
    sadvibes sadvibes 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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    I’m at a crossroads. I have been with my husband for 10 years; married for half of that time. We had years of bliss. We met in college and grew together. We loved each other...
    lostinthemountains lostinthemountains 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    People (teenagers) who think they got it bad, or that they're depressed, so they cut or take pills and try to OD. ******* really? You have no idea what life is. Lemme give you a...
    GreenManley GreenManley 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 11

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    I've been with him for four years, we were planning on getting married in July of this year but three days ago he went to the gym and this guy that works at the clinic told him I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 12

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    Sometimes I want new friends when I can't see what's good with the old. Sometimes I wonder why I can't get a boyfriend. Then when I'm actually get one I don't need one. ETC ETC ETC...
    WhisperingGrass WhisperingGrass 16-17, F Mar 16

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    I've a huge cruch on my brother's best friend...he's elder than me and i don't know what to do
    lamyy lamyy 16-17, F Mar 3

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    It's simple as that, really. I have depression and anxiety (general, separation, and social). I just don't know what I want.
    Shaywen Shaywen 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I started university september 2013 and shortly before that I'd looked online to find other people who were going to be going to the same one, and started talking to a boy who I'll...
    apismellifera4 apismellifera4 18-21, T Mar 15

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    My wife and I had a good talk today. She told me one of her friends is getting divorced, largely due to her (female) friend's infidelity towards their husband. Their marriage is...
    onlymortal onlymortal 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 15

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    I see him struggling on what to do. Should he befriend me? Should he leave me entirely? Should he come back to me? He is a very rational person but when he sees me struggling with...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 22-25, F Mar 11

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    My husband hides me from his family. We are married for two years now. He has not told them that he's married nor have I met any of his family. He talks to them over the phone and...
    superbev superbev 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    I need a outsiders point of view on my current problem. My ex gf is a foreigner, she is here with her student visa but isn't going to school since she came here and instead she has...
    LifeSuxorz LifeSuxorz 26-30 Mar 6

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    I have been raped when I was young. When I was young I was molested by my brother and my cousin. My brother molested me for 7 years. My sister found out and she threatened me to...
    jess16argueta jess16argueta 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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    I think my bf is lying about his phone. And during our times together, he;s busy chatting with other people and making me wait for him to finish. 0_o What he did really hurt my...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I feel like I am going crazy . six years worth of bullying ***** you up . the only way I knew how to deal with it was to turn off my feelings for other people . then i met this guy...
    girldevil123 girldevil123 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    My wife and I have been married for 34 years now. There's been so many times where she withdraws from me and expects me to pull her back all the time. If I feel withdrawn, she just...
    Allen54 Allen54 51-55, M 2 Responses Mar 7

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    I got a diagnosis about my heart, had surgery to place a defibrullator and then got shocked by it 4 times in a row the other night, placing me in the hospital... again. I have a...
    lilbit33 lilbit33 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    This site is to meet people chat and have fun and it's up to you what pics you post and want to look at. I've read alot of complaints about guys showing their packages in there...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 6

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    I am very torn between doing Psychology and Philosophy at university, or doing Genetics at university, doing Social Science at college; or applying to college and doing Applied...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 13

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    Why can't I seem to find anyone to love me? What am I doing wrong? It can't be that hard. Well at least not for everyone else. Almost everyone I know has someone. Most of them are...
    RedSally RedSally 36-40, F Mar 18

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    I'm feeling certain I'm going mad today. My mind won't stop thinking but it cannot think of the right thing to do. I have been like this to please everyone, to be the good daughter...
    vwoolf53 vwoolf53 22-25, F Mar 16

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    Nothing makes him happy. Even when things seem to be going his way there are always other reasons to complain.
    Sweetbeotch Sweetbeotch 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm the type of person who rather bottle stuff up then deal with it at the time or talk to ppl about things bc i dont like ppl knowing my business plus when i get into my feelings...
    ashleynichole25 ashleynichole25 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 5

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    It's been three days since I last spoke to this girl that I've been crazy about... S$3 said she was too however we've began today drift away.. We've been talking for about four...
    Jonaaas Jonaaas 18-21, M Mar 18

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    I cannot figure out my body type. There are five umbrella classifications: hourglass, ruler, pear , inverted triangle and apple. I am not inverted triangle, nor am I apple shaped...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I stay up at night thinking about you, wanting you, needing you. I swear I can feel you on the edge of my flesh. Why am I addicted? So unable to let you go? I have a hole in my...
    KevinAMillan KevinAMillan 18-21, M 2 days ago

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