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I Don't Know What's Going On

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    Yet Another Anxiety Episode?

    To make a long story short, my life is weird and always has been. I'm not sure how long ago this started, but I started developing psychotic symptoms while under great amounts of stress. I say I don't know how long ago this happened because I haven't noticed the connection...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Aug 4, 2013

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    Time for an update on the continual weirdness

    in my life. Seeing bright lights again, purple. Everywhere. And the lights in my bedroom (real lights, lamps and lightbulbs) keep flickering. Walls cracking. Urgh. Sound of silence is deafening me. A loud ringing. Just weird stuff.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 12, 2014

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    What The Hell Is Going On????

    What in the world of jelly beans is going on? besides the fact that I'm still awesome at what I do. It seems this world of ours has gone batshit crazy and gloomy with all the wars and mass killings and even the crappy music that's on the radio today. I don't recognize this world...
    LongLiveRockAndRoll LongLiveRockAndRoll 26-30, M Jan 27, 2013

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    The Lights

    For about 4 or so years now I've been seeing brightly colored lights. Mostly I see them glowing off of objects, most prominent in more vividly colored ones. Different colored objects give off different colored glows. For example today I was in my school's football stadium which...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Sep 9, 2013

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    What..?

    I don't know what's happening with me these days.. I have no idea what's going on.. I'm dumb when it comes to things like those..
    anschel anschel 22-25, F Jan 3, 2009

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    The past month has been,

    ineffable. I feel as a leaf on the wind, left to toss and tumble. One moment, I am on a path to peace, the next, I'm being thrown back down the pit of which I have only just started to climb. Change. One of the most feared of things in the known universe. Something that I don't...
    Wolfofthewood Wolfofthewood 16-17, M 4 Responses Feb 2

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    No I Don't...

    I don't know whats going on with my niece. All I know is that she is out of ICU... But is needing to have test done... She has a blood disorder and they are thinking that she might have cancer... I hope not... I just want to know whats going one... But I don't have a phone and...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F Jul 18, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    I don't know how to handle life... It's like everything bad just exploded in my face. You know when it's good it's really good and you're just waiting for it all to come crashing...
    StayCsBS93 StayCsBS93 18-21, F 1 Response 46 mins ago

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    This isn’t really a story as much as it is relating some life experience and my own personal feelings. All my life, I’ve been told by my peers that I am very intelligent. I...
    rpg456 rpg456 51-55, M 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    there really isn't, you're taking the steps to fix a mistake and forge your own happiness, what's wrong with that?
    Zurea Zurea 26-30, T 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I love my boyfriend and we have been together for 15 months but have been best friends for around 6 years. 20 years ago he was married to his first wife and he cheated on her...
    superhigh superhigh 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    to: someone named Kate- I'm so sorry I offended you! Please forgive my disrespect. I think I misunderstood what was going on with out chat....Sorry again!
    krissyjo19512 krissyjo19512 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I mean seriously, come on xD Why go around house to house knocking on doors when you know that nobody really cares, sadly it's the truth, I don't want you to come into my house and...
    ThePiggycorn ThePiggycorn 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have been a tomboy all of my life, I never liked girlie things: make up, dollies, tea parties etc. I used to have long hair down past my shoulders and no one ever called me gay...
    RaiseYourWhat RaiseYourWhat 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I have not had my first job, car, relationship yet, I'm still finishing school. My mom want me to live with my grandparents because she cant handle me anymore or I can handle her...
    pinkk23 pinkk23 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    It's not that I'm not happy with my life, I have great friends and family, but I truly do not understand why I exist. I don't know why anyone on this planet exists. Why should I...
    sociallyunacceptable sociallyunacceptable 13-15, F Aug 27

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    I honestly don't 0.0 it's like I don't even know what it is or something , is it like giving compliments ? idk but even if I do know I'm sure i won't be good at it
    bloodyzombie19 bloodyzombie19 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 27

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    When it comes to women I have two kinds of relationships. The first type is basically a hook up type of relationship. I don't think there is anything wrong with that. Its the...
    flashysnail flashysnail 26-30, M Aug 27

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    I've hurt and annoyed my girlfriend, but I have no idea what I've done. What's worse is that because I'm unable to let it go, I keep pushing her to find out what's wrong and I end...
    tomthaniel tomthaniel 22-25, M Aug 26

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    I've tried and tried to find someone to date and have been failing for all my adult life now. I've gotten to where I don't care what my profiles on the dating sites say. I don't...
    Mossonarock Mossonarock 41-45, M 3 Responses Aug 26

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    I really don't, but that is ok, no need to knock on door and explain, unless u wanna give me more paper I can peel crawfish on or add to my campfire.....sdmf kmsl
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 1 Response Aug 26

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    Let me give you an example of why I don't help people (or help in general). We have "magically" gained an extra sheep in one of our fields. The field is secure, so it has not made...
    ItisonlyI ItisonlyI 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 26

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    I have a lot of say rn so idk if it'll be really long or not. So basically I'll just be talking to myself I guess. I'm confused. Who tf am I. I need to get my life together, stop...
    kidLeftInTheDark kidLeftInTheDark 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 26

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    I have no idea what I'm doing. I'm going off to college on a few weeks and wanted to take this summer off to figure myself out, but I'm no closer to finding out what I want to do...
    dreamergirl17 dreamergirl17 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    I'm tired of putting myself out there and being kicked around.. I'm married with 2 beautiful girls. My husband ignores me. I have to ask for any kind of affection and I rarely get...
    HarleighQuinn007 HarleighQuinn007 31-35, F 6 Responses Aug 25

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    I have been married for 13 years . I have one child. We have certainly had our ups and downs but always pulled through against all odds when I really thought I couldn't take...
    debra86 debra86 51-55, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    Some Indians from India pretend or seriously don't know that they have Blood relations with some of us in Guyana, Trinidad, and Suriname. As of today, instead of Some Indians...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Aug 24

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    I am not married but I am engaged. Me and my fiancé have been having problems especially when he's drunk. We have been living together for 5 years. I got pregnant at 18 and...
    Lucylubbsgolda Lucylubbsgolda 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 24

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    I want to move up with my dad but my mom is making it soooo difficult for everyone involved. My dad has always been there but sometimes would put things before me. My mom has been...
    jackjakkle jackjakkle 13-15, F Aug 24

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    my close friend's mom has been contacting me recently searching for some answer on her suspensions to her daughter's actions and whereabouts.. she does confirm to me if what my...
    micz521 micz521 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    None of my friends in school knew the real me. None. They knew a tiny bit of my personality: shy and quiet. Antisocial. I never talked about my depression and they never really...
    TheEnduringSunrise TheEnduringSunrise 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    I like him a lot but it seems that he's not good for me.I think it was an advantage that I have an inspiration but what I've got was exactly the opposite of what I've expected. hmm...
    worldhaterprincess worldhaterprincess 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I honestly dont know what to do. Last time I posted here, it was around a year ago. After that, I had the time of my life. I started to get some jobs (as a trainee), I actually got...
    jandeboi jandeboi 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 19

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    No idea what other experience to put this on but I need help. I'm friends with these two guys. Well call them bill and Tom. Bill is and will always just be a friend to me because I...
    nicolebakxw nicolebakxw 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    i have a boyfriend.. he is 28 years old. i am 20 years old. we're currently on our 2nd month of our relationship. as i recall, when we are on the 2nd week of our relationship, one...
    magebricks magebricks 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    Were we friends? Were we lovers? Did we ever become more than just instances of thought sharing? Did you ever feel that thoughts and feelings were reciprocated across the miles...
    LastGirlScout LastGirlScout 31-35, F Aug 17

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    Right now, I am thinking about my life and wish I was dead. People tell me I have potential and stuff but honestly, I don't see it. I lost myself when I was in a crappy...
    Darkspawn6 Darkspawn6 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    Why do you want to die? Why do you self-harm? Just why? You're hurting everyone who loves you. Thats all I ever hear. Well...here's your answer. I don't want to be alive anymore. I...
    lexrae lexrae 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    What's the bravest thing you've ever done?
    scorpion1983 scorpion1983 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 15

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    This are is like free therapy right now. Tomorrow I'm going to confront my wife. She knows I'm coming over, we agreed to sit down and talk. It will be the first time I've seen and...
    Sbpetro Sbpetro 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    Sometimes I want to stand up for myself in so I am just quiet sometimes and let every thing happen for reasons I can't explain. So I usually don't know how or what to say to people...
    Singingbutterfly Singingbutterfly 13-15, F Aug 14

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