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I Don't Know What's Going On

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 40 People

    No I Don't...

    I don't know whats going on with my niece. All I know is that she is out of ICU... But is needing to have test done... She has a blood disorder and they are thinking that she might have cancer... I hope not... I just want to know whats going one... But I don't have a phone and...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F Jul 18, 2008

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    Yet Another Anxiety Episode?

    To make a long story short, my life is weird and always has been. I'm not sure how long ago this started, but I started developing psychotic symptoms while under great amounts of stress. I say I don't know how long ago this happened because I haven't noticed the connection...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Aug 4, 2013

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    What..?

    I don't know what's happening with me these days.. I have no idea what's going on.. I'm dumb when it comes to things like those..
    anschel anschel 22-25, F Jan 3, 2009

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    What The Hell Is Going On????

    What in the world of jelly beans is going on? besides the fact that I'm still awesome at what I do. It seems this world of ours has gone batshit crazy and gloomy with all the wars and mass killings and even the crappy music that's on the radio today. I don't recognize this world...
    JimMorrisonRocks JimMorrisonRocks 26-30, M Jan 27, 2013

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    The Lights

    For about 4 or so years now I've been seeing brightly colored lights. Mostly I see them glowing off of objects, most prominent in more vividly colored ones. Different colored objects give off different colored glows. For example today I was in my school's football stadium which...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Sep 9, 2013

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    ???

    I don't know what's going on with me. I don't want to be like this but I can't help it. I use friends just for entertainment, no other reason. It's hard to explain what I'm going through. I just need someone to talk to.
    RaigaKurosuki RaigaKurosuki 16-17, M Dec 30, 2009

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    Time for an update on the continual weirdness

    in my life. Seeing bright lights again, purple. Everywhere. And the lights in my bedroom (real lights, lamps and lightbulbs) keep flickering. Walls cracking. Urgh. Sound of silence is deafening me. A loud ringing. Just weird stuff.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 12, 2014

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    failingtorun failingtorun 22-25, F 16 hrs ago

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    These last few days have been tough on me. Going between my daily life, my family, talking to my girlfriend, and my select few hobbies I enjoy. I've noticed lately how much I hurt...
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    Badeendje Badeendje 18-21, F Jan 14

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    Altairswifi Altairswifi 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 23

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