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I Dont Know Whats Going to Happen

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 158 People

    Only God Knows What the Future Holds

    My partner is moving away for a change....... but leaving me behind! All i want to do is cry and scream! Im so in love with her and i feel so empy without her....... This will either bring us closer or it will not work..... but how in the world do you keep your head up when you...
    lostwithout lostwithout 22-25, F 4 Responses May 14, 2009

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    Journey to the Future

    I always needed to know exactly what was going to happen in my life. I planned everything out and I was always seen with a day planner. After my aunt went to the hospital (SHe was the nicest, and the healthiest one in the family) with a severe storke, I...
    dreamer234 dreamer234 26-30, F 1 Response May 29, 2009

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    I Dont

     but sometimes ill just an think and try to predict it. ill try to imagine the future. too bad it doesnt happen acording to what i imagine :( but then again. thats kind of the beauty of life. everything would be so boring if you knew what was going to happen next....
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 24, 2009

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    ...are We There Yet...?

    *deep breath*   Currently this is the most stressful issue in my life.  My "ex".  It's in quotations because we have been back and forth for 8 months now but together for almost 4 years. Let me start at the beginning...... We have been friends...
    juswanablvd juswanablvd 26-30, F 2 Responses May 20, 2009

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    Now

    and life is better that way .......even if it drives me nutty sometimes lol
    kylae77 kylae77 31-35, F 3 Responses May 29, 2009

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    Abby And Jeremiah

    Okay so during the summer of 2012 I met this beautiful girl named Abigail Rucker on Facebook. She is Philippine and German and OMG shes so gorgeous. People always like hacked into my Facebook and added people I didn't know or post some stupid sh*t. So you know she excepted my...
    JeremiahWarren JeremiahWarren 16-17, M Nov 12, 2013

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    Cant Stay, Cant Leave...

    I have two other stories about this, but havnt gotten any feedback so u'll make this short to encourage some... My first boyfriend, of a year and a half, is pretty much the man of my dreams. He is everything to me, we've been living together for a year and theres really nothing...
    SpeakNoFeeling SpeakNoFeeling 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 28, 2011

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    I Can't Tell You

    Many people think that doctors are magicians, mind readers or fortune tellers.  They think that we can see into the future, namely their future.  We can't.  We might be able to tell you the outcome of certain things based on certain behaviors but that is about it.  We use...
    WildSpectrumArts WildSpectrumArts 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2012

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    I am scared. Truly and very afraid.

    Did you ever saw a ball coming at you and you knew it was gonna hurt a lot but you can't dodge it. So you just tense up? That is how I feel. In a few days I am going to go to the airport and wave goodbye to all my friends. They are gonna go study abroad for 10 or more years...
    rukesh3 rukesh3 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 1, 2014

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    Richard P. Feynman Quote

    “I can live with doubt and uncertainty and not knowing. I think it is much more interesting to live not knowing than to have answers that might be wrong. If we will only allow that, as we progress, we remain unsure, we will leave opportunities for alternatives. We will not...
    HayBail HayBail 26-30, F May 28, 2013

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    But I Sure Know What Has!

    I only concern myself with every moment I am in. It simply might be my last, man ;)
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 31, 2011

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    There are folks who are big on plans. Ask them what their plans are in the next two, three, five years and they have a ready elaborate plan with their lives. Faerie doesn't have those kind of plans. I have big dreams... but that's different. And I only know how to work my way...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 5 Responses Apr 21, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Okay so, I thought i would share something to see if anyone else understands what I'm going through. Over the past few years I've gone through a lot of changes. Ive suffered from...
    lilpeanut24 lilpeanut24 18-21, F Apr 6

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    Since 2013 I haven't been the most stable person. I'll feel happy and then I'll dive right into feeling sad and depressed. I'll get these intense feelings of self hatred and...
    ISeeTheEnd ISeeTheEnd 22-25, M Apr 18

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    It's not always necessary to change someone's mind: Sometimes it's just plain not worth it to try and change someone's mind, best to just agree to disagree and move on. For the...
    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls 41-45, F 5 Responses Apr 16

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    My health has been terrible since March. I'm concerned about it and now I've gone to constantly having the runs and stomach pain for a day now. Before March I had symptoms...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Apr 27

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    I woke up late, not due to lack of sleep, I just did. I then took my time getting ready for school, during this time, I was getting stressed about how I looked. I had a little...
    trappedgirl17 trappedgirl17 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    I have been so negative and stressed since last friday, and I don't know why.
    TheDevilInTheMirror TheDevilInTheMirror 16-17, F a week ago

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    The philosopher..not sure if I can ever completely understand the world, but it does not stip me from trying. Mmmm...nice.
    Danceofhours Danceofhours 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    I was sexually assaulted twice; once at 11, and again at 17. Now I have nightmares of rape, and dreams of suicide.
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 Apr 11

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    I love being in the darkness but I also want to be who I used to be.. It's difficult. My dad said I changed so much.. I wear black everyday and he said listening to heavy metal is...
    OfMiceAndKaylinn OfMiceAndKaylinn 16-17, F Apr 20

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    I will never experience the full quality of life. I will never have a successful relationship with family, friends, or a significant other. I just want this, whatever this is, to...
    dontyouunderstand dontyouunderstand 18-21 Apr 21

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    thats exactly. whats going on with me. i am patiently waiting for my emotions to come back. i thought theyd be back by now but i guess thats to much to ask for. im waiting to get a...
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    First of all i want to assure everyone reading this that i have thought about this condition.......just a bit........these past four years. Yeah, so i've made up my mind...
    ivandrago15 ivandrago15 16-17, M Apr 8

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    I've been going to therapy for about 3 years now & at first I was okay with it cause I knew I needed it & know it's just stupid. So when I first went to therapy it was because my...
    BatVein BatVein 16-17, F Apr 28

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    I just know its going to happen. Maybe not today or even next week but, it will eventually...quick and painless
    TheLastOfMe TheLastOfMe 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 7

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    In the early 70's when I was about 8 or 9, I stayed with an elderly Aunt (Eileen). We shared a passion - stamp collecting! She lived by the sea about 20 miles from my home...
    Hdumpty Hdumpty 46-50, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Sometimes I wish I could cry, only the tears can't be found. I'm surrounded by a thousand screams, but I can't hear a single sound. I'm walking through a land of darkness...
    good4nothin1 good4nothin1 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    These last few weeks have been hard..... I dont know what to do or how to feel..... My depression is getting worse.... People keep telling me that they are going to kill there self...
    100BlackRoses 100BlackRoses 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    Things do happen for a reason just like when you first ride your bicycle and then you fall off of it, you then get up and you ride it without falling again. Or like when you first...
    DaVirgo DaVirgo 22-25, F 16 hrs ago

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    So I am actually German, but I am currently living in the USA for a year. When I woke up in the morning yesterday, I had about 20 messages. Half of it wished me a happy Easter...
    kaktus28 kaktus28 18-21, F Apr 6

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    I screwed something up (in hindsight, the culmination of a long series of screwups) and my GF (of 2 years) is very upset. Like "we're seeing a relationship counselor" upset. Like...
    OneIsTheLoneliestNbr OneIsTheLoneliestNbr 51-55, M Apr 7

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    I've had a crush of my friend's sister, who's just a year under me, for a few years now, but as I stand today I really don't know what she thinks of me. When I first started...
    dalekguy97 dalekguy97 16-17, M Apr 12

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    I have a WhatsApp account. I very much prefer voice messaging over simple texting. My WhatsApp number is +1-908-528-0986.
    rockfan9586 rockfan9586 18-21, M Apr 14

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    SURGERY AND ALL THAT FOLLOWED: PART 2So… what happened during those 22 hours that are lost to my memory?I had been informed that my surgery was anticipated to be a longish...
    WindSylph WindSylph 46-50, F 8 Responses 1 day ago

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    So my husband has been gone for about two weeks and will be home in a few days.. This break has been so beneficial for us. I got to take a step back and reflect on our relationship...
    Ambibambii Ambibambii 22-25, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    There's nothing that drains me more than small talk. Tell me about your dreams and fears and how the world works and what gives it meaning to you individually. not how are you? or...
    Socalsunset Socalsunset 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 16

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    I started going commando part-time at about 12-13 years old on a dare from a friend of mine, who at the same age as I was, NEVER wore any! By the time I was right around 15, I got...
    freeballer420 freeballer420 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 16

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    I have 3 kids - 2 of which are my bf's. We are 4 years together. We are not married- lately things have been hanging together by a thread :( I am v upset about this. I had a 5th...
    Barbs4321 Barbs4321 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    10 Daily Habits That Will Give You Incredible Willpower: “We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, therefore, is not an act, but a habit.” – Aristotle. Success is a lot of...
    IamnotCharlieSheen IamnotCharlieSheen 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 8

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    I used to have lot of social networking sites , blogs , apps day by day new apps starting to come up as the time was changing. What is the best way i found to maintain your...
    CrushedBrainLovesMarmalade CrushedBrainLovesMarmalade 22-25, M Apr 12

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    I got let go from my job last Thursday. I feel somewhat relieved and very sad because of all the great people I use to work with that brought me so much joy and happiness into my...
    NiteOwlet NiteOwlet 22-25, F 5 Responses Apr 27

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    I am not going to apologize for who I am because I did nothing wrong .I am 26 the mother of a six years old boy .I had my first sex experience when was 15.I know it was too early...