I Dont Know Whats Going to Happen

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    I Can't Tell You

    Many people think that doctors are magicians, mind readers or fortune tellers.  They think that we can see into the future, namely their future.  We can't.  We might be able to tell you the outcome of certain things based on certain behaviors but that is about it.  We use...
    WildSpectrumArts WildSpectrumArts
    46-50, F
    1 Response Feb 8, 2012

    I Dont

     but sometimes ill just an think and try to predict it. ill try to imagine the future. too bad it doesnt happen acording to what i imagine :( but then again. thats kind of the beauty of life. everything would be so boring if you knew what was going to happen next....
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 24, 2009

    Abby And Jeremiah

    Okay so during the summer of 2012 I met this beautiful girl named Abigail Rucker on Facebook. She is Philippine and German and OMG shes so gorgeous. People always like hacked into my Facebook and added people I didn't know or post some stupid sh*t. So you know she excepted my...
    JeremiahWarren JeremiahWarren
    18-21, M
    Nov 12, 2013

    Cant Stay, Cant Leave...

    I have two other stories about this, but havnt gotten any feedback so u'll make this short to encourage some... My first boyfriend, of a year and a half, is pretty much the man of my dreams. He is everything to me, we've been living together for a year and theres really nothing...
    SpeakNoFeeling SpeakNoFeeling
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 28, 2011

    Only God Knows What the Future Holds

    My partner is moving away for a change....... but leaving me behind! All i want to do is cry and scream! Im so in love with her and i feel so empy without her....... This will either bring us closer or it will not work..... but how in the world do you keep your head up when you...
    lostwithout lostwithout
    22-25, F
    4 Responses May 14, 2009

    I am scared. Truly and very afraid.

    Did you ever saw a ball coming at you and you knew it was gonna hurt a lot but you can't dodge it. So you just tense up? That is how I feel. In a few days I am going to go to the airport and wave goodbye to all my friends. They are gonna go study abroad for 10 or more years...
    rukesh3 rukesh3
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 1, 2014

    Journey to the Future

    I always needed to know exactly what was going to happen in my life. I planned everything out and I was always seen with a day planner. After my aunt went to the hospital (SHe was the nicest, and the healthiest one in the family) with a severe storke, I...
    dreamer234 dreamer234
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 29, 2009

    ...are We There Yet...?

    *deep breath*   Currently this is the most stressful issue in my life.  My "ex".  It's in quotations because we have been back and forth for 8 months now but together for almost 4 years. Let me start at the beginning...... We have been friends...
    juswanablvd juswanablvd
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 20, 2009

    Now

    and life is better that way .......even if it drives me nutty sometimes lol
    kylae77 kylae77
    31-35, F
    3 Responses May 29, 2009

    But I Sure Know What Has!

    I only concern myself with every moment I am in. It simply might be my last, man ;)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Mar 31, 2011

    I've been doing so well.

    . And now I am not... I am doubting my slef... Everything about me, everything I want, everything I hoped for I am doubting.. Just one of those days that get you down, and make you think.
    love0914 love0914
    18-21, F
    Feb 1

    Alphabets

    There are folks who are big on plans. Ask them what their plans are in the next two, three, five years and they have a ready elaborate plan with their lives. Faerie doesn't have those kind of plans. I have big dreams... but that's different. And I only know how to work my way...
    Sylphy Sylphy
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Apr 21, 2012

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    So this is the end. I'm glad to have had my time here on Ep. I will miss it dearly. I'm not sure what happens now. I love you all.
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    Apr 21
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    26-30
    Apr 20
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    Apr 20
    Just chillin' out under the heat of summer with a cold drink, music and a good book. I opened messenger and I got slapped with some big news. BIG news. BIG adjustments. I wasn't...
    SparkofDecency SparkofDecency
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    wondur wondur
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    1 Response Apr 19
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    LittleBallOfFire LittleBallOfFire
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Apr 19
    This will be a long post but I hope you bear with because this is something that’s been eating at me for a while. I fell in love with the most amazing girl I’ve ever met. The...
    Tobey94 Tobey94
    18-21, M
    Apr 19
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    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 19
    Free pass to hit me. Knock me down... Can't happen online but.. It's free universe do it! Let it happen. I have the answers. I know what I have to do but I can't help how I feel...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    3 Responses Apr 18
    I feel as if there is something wrong with me... but I can't quite figure it out. I felt as if I couldn't move this morning, so I slept all day instead. I just keep telling myself...
    pokadot pokadot
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    Apr 18
    Ok so We run a very successful business in a county of 500,000 or so people.We have weathered the construction and real estate fiasco.And actually came out on top,one of the...
    Geeeezzzz Geeeezzzz
    46-50, M
    Apr 18
    its odd how it happens. you open up to people. you trust, you care and they care too. but then it happens. you realize you start holding back because you dont care to cause pain...
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    We can't live without friends.I like to make new friends. Lets be friends and join my WhatsApp Group. PM me your contact info
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    22-25, M
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    MichaelByers MichaelByers
    16-17, T
    Apr 16
    I know I'll have lost my vision by then. That's all I know. I dunno WTF I'm going to do when I'm older - the issue with being a jack-of-all-trades - and it's given more brainaches...
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    13-15, T
    Apr 15
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    IqbalStyles IqbalStyles
    18-21, M
    Apr 15
    im very unlady~like but im a pretty girl so i play on it.... im going to be comfortable not giving a **** IT'S WHO I AM
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 14
    Most days i really wish that i hadn't found this place 3 years ago. This place has taught me things I never needed to know. it's really bad when one thing completely overshadows...
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Apr 13
    My biggest fear can be akward because of what im going to tell its going to scare other students that were part of this horrible day. That day begins by me going to her class 8th...
    Joeyfromcdd Joeyfromcdd
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 13
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 12
    Seems like a lifetime since I have written on EP. I stopped writing mostly because of the extreme censorship. And EP continued to decline. I have given this a great deal of...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 11
    So has anyone found a good forum to migrate to after EP closes? One that is fairly open minded and easy going and easy to use and welcoming and busy and such? I know about...
    JoannaBe JoannaBe
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 11
    I joined Experience Project when I was going through a rough patch. I remember going on and typing my problems away. I got good advice from some people. Then, as soon as everything...
    nemophilist8 nemophilist8
    18-21, F
    Apr 11
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    AlbertSAT AlbertSAT
    66-70, M
    7 Responses Apr 11
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    1 Response Apr 11
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    LetsShareStories LetsShareStories
    61-65, F
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    sparklingdiva sparklingdiva
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    16-17, M
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    18-21, M
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    1 Response Apr 9
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    followthewhiterabbit followthewhiterabbit
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    cbnfvr cbnfvr
    26-30, F
    Apr 8
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    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 8
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    Apr 8
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    Sinjintiger Sinjintiger
    41-45, M
    Apr 8
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    DarkAngel24 DarkAngel24
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    justaskingonce justaskingonce
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    Looks like its happening either way. I want to say I at least tried, but that was just it. I was the only one that tried. And now I'm done.
    themanoflegends themanoflegends
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Apr 6
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    Stephenrko Stephenrko
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 6
    when the person "abused" does not see there situation as abuse, is it then really abuse? even when it happen to them as minors?
    hdryder555 hdryder555
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Apr 6
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