I Don't Know What's Wrong With Me

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    Everything in my life is going wrong

    yet I'm calm and so relaxed :/ I don't know what's wrong with me. How can I be like this? I used to be so ****** tense about each and every thing but now, when things are so important and going wrong, I don't seem to care :/ what does this mean?
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Oct 31, 2014

    I don't know what's wrong with me.

    I'm 16 and in the 12th grade, and I've skipped so many classes that I could have to do another year. But that would honestly be devastating. Yesterday I skipped the whole day to hang out with my friends. We didn't have school today, so my best friend was hosting a day party. My...
    dickdurk dickdurk
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 10, 2014

    I honestly feel like an absolutely vile person.

    I can't say that there is anything good about me. My family treated me terribly for years and scarred me so badly. I've always been bullied and harassed by my peers. I've even been terrible to myself. I struggle with anxiety, depression, and who even knows what else. No one...
    selfishmachine selfishmachine
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 24, 2014


    Why has a female never expressed the slightest bit of interest in me? Why won't my mom treat me like a 19 year old? Why is it that when my mom isn't around, and I'm just with friends, why do my friends assume the role of my mom and treat me just like she does? Why am I 19 and...
    RopinTexan RopinTexan
    22-25, M
    Jun 7, 2008

    I'm 14. A freshman in high school.

    I've been in all pre-AP classes my entire life. Everything always came easy to me. Until a few years ago when I started having problems. Whenever I would take a test, i would get insanely distracted to a point where I would realize that I was getting distracted and then get...
    Noel138 Noel138
    16-17, F
    Sep 13, 2014

    Everything seems alright.

    My parents and my sister are very successful, they're supporting me so I can find a good job and choose where I want to study, but every single step I have to take is PAINFULLY hard to do. I'm searching for a job online and even sending a CV is so difficult for me I'm almost...
    nantonaku nantonaku
    26-30, F
    Jun 9, 2015

    Even when I was a young child,

    I was always so disconnected from other people. I spent all my time alone, and I'd rather just sit and think than play. There were people around me all the time, but they had their own things to do. What my siblings did didn't really interest me anyway, but I thought it was...
    deleted deleted
    Apr 23, 2015

    I've been battling anxiety,

    depression and panic attacks. I do my best to hold it In. I lose jobs all the time. And I look for new ones all the the time. I have scripts and what not but they get changed and some don't work. I've been doing this for to many yrs. it's just hard to function every day. When I...
    Jal1877 Jal1877
    31-35, M
    1 Response Oct 30, 2014

    I just completely pushed away my seatmate in a

    certain class of mine because we were already really close and comfortable with each other that people who were in that class was already teasing us. It was embarassing and without thinking, I got angry at him for a really small reason and started writing him a letter about how...
    acitythatneverwakesup acitythatneverwakesup
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 25, 2014

    I Hate Who I've Become

    I don't even know how to describe it.. it's just that.. I used to think there was some kind of hope for me. Some kind of hope that I would be a better person again.. realizing how alone I am now makes me realize how bad of a person I am. I can't care for someone like me. I never...
    Sassberry Sassberry
    1 Response Nov 1, 2013

    I Know What's Wrong With Me

    Thought1 Thought1
    1 Response Sep 21, 2009

    I get into these relationships

    that seem to be going really well and then it's like as soon as we get serious, everything goes wrong. I live with my boyfriend who I've been with for almost a year now. I really loved him when we first got together, he was smart, funny, and we had so much in common... I was...
    Christuh Christuh
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 23, 2014

    Am I Too Sensitive?

    I don't know what's wrong with me.. I've a boyfriend and we date each other about 2 years ++. We met each other at high school and we used to talk everyday and we don't feel bored and we always have lots of topic to talk to. Right now, he graduated from high school and we only...
    deleted deleted
    Aug 18, 2013


    Why do I have such awful insomnia? The only way I can sleep is by taking medication. Why do I have anxiety and such strange symptoms with it and sleep. Like tonight, I was sleeping, and if I hear noise I get angry and nauseated. That's why I sleep with earplugs. When I hear...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Apr 7, 2010

    I kinda had the breathing issues during last

    summer, that I couldn't breath when it's so hot and humid outside, and I had to find a cool place or a indoor place with air conditioner, or I'll faint or feel light headed.. It was such a HELL summer to me, I couldn't do most of the things except staying indoor or drive my...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jan 18, 2015

    I have been emotionally abused by a very close

    friend over the course of 4 years, out of which one I spent isolated and tortured by the silence hanging in the room 24/7. In these years I also harmed myself out of frustration and anger and also for reasons I don't quite know. Afterwards, again coming under the pressure of...
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 29, 2015

    Right now my friends are worried about me.

    hell I'm worried about me too, but i can't seem to find out what exactly is wrong with me. I don't understand why I feel so distant from everyone and why my emotions finally want to show themselves now of all times. I don't understand why their even showing...
    Isaragi Isaragi
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 26, 2015

    I Don't Know Whats Wrong With Me....

    I don't really know where to start...I'm ALWAYS tired...if i have 8 hours..im exhausted, 10 hours the same. I have no enthusiasm and i stay at home all the time...I want to go out and have a life but i always seem to find some sort of excuse to stay in when the time nears (eg. i...
    Racheal04 Racheal04
    2 Responses Apr 6, 2012

    I am almost 25 and I just don't know what is

    wrong with me. Sometimes I am high, (like I was stoned or something, but I don't do drugs, don't even smoke...) sleep only for a few ours but full of energy, I do a lot of things and I am talkative, almost sociable. It is kind of strange, because there are days when I close the...
    deleted deleted
    Oct 25, 2014

    I'm almost 28 years old

    and have never been in a relationship. I've never had a man tell me he loves me. Never really been on a date. I can be shy, but people tell me I'm funny and likeable. I don't understand why I can't keep the people I'm interested around. Since high school until today, if I was...
    CaliLove1387 CaliLove1387
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 26, 2015

    When it comes to women I have two kinds of

    relationships. The first type is basically a hook up type of relationship. I don't think there is anything wrong with that. Its the second kind thats messed up. When I start spending time with someone and falling for them somehow we just end up being friends. Then Of course as...
    flashysnail flashysnail
    31-35, M
    1 Response Aug 27, 2015

    How Did I Get Here??

    Two years ago I seemed to everything going for me; I was away at college, I had my own car, and  I had money saved in the bank so I wouldn't have to work during my first year of school. However, I wasn't happy, and decided to leave and transfer to a school in my...
    dntgetit dntgetit
    18-21, F
    Dec 3, 2009

    I Can't Seem To Get Into A Relationship, As Much As I Want To.

    I've dated once. I had my first boyfriend freshman year... Actually a yer ago exactly. November 29th, 2011. I fell in love, we lasted for 6 months. He dumped me on our 6th month by just not talking to me at all... Eh, needless to say it ended badly & unmutually. Worst depression...
    dontletmego dontletmego
    18-21, F
    Nov 29, 2012

    Ever since I was little I've struggled in

    school. I've been placed in classes for kids who need extra help and have had many tutors and stayed after school. But I never understand any of it. I've already been held back once, and though nobody has mentioned it yet I can already tell I'm going to be held back again. there...
    snowballcupcake snowballcupcake
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 15, 2016

    School has been over

    since May 25th or so and ever since then I hangout with less and less. Before summer started I'd go to parties get drunk and hangout with my boys almost everyday until I turned 16. Now that Im 16 and have a vehicle, I hate driving it because its a big truckand is hard to park...
    JakeA17 JakeA17
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jun 25, 2014

    I just confused, unorganised,

    and extremely exhausted. There is a lot of uni work to be done, but I just can't do it. I get distracted and put it aside, telling myself to do it later. I never do; I wait till the week before it's due in. It's really bad, but I don't know what else to do. I can't help it.
    henal216 henal216
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 27, 2015
    BeautifulChaos512 BeautifulChaos512
    16-17, F
    Oct 18, 2015

    I Don't Feel Like Myself Anymore.

    My boyfriend and I have been together for a little bit over 6 months. I haven't seen him in 2 weeks, which is usually the amount that's super hard for me to deal with. Well, lately I've been really miserable. Not because of him or our relationship, but in general. My weekends are...
    trashandluxury trashandluxury
    18-21, F
    Mar 2, 2011

    Am I Normal? I Think I Am But Others Don't

    I have never really had a close relationship with anyone. there was only one time, when I was 14, I met someone who was 17. We became in a relationship which lasted about 3 years. at the beginning it was the best thing ever to happen to me. finally I had someone important to me...
    buddieangel buddieangel
    18-21, F
    Nov 29, 2013

    Why Am I So Alone..?

    I dont know why I'm so alone all the time. I can't seem to attract members of the opposite sex. I don't know why  it is so difficult for me, it just hurts so much, to be alone, and unable to share something as wonderful as love with someone special.  I just cant seem to...
    hellas93 hellas93
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jan 13, 2008


    I just am getting kind of sad when I'm REALLY trying not to. I wish someone loved me Dx I am like seriously craving a hug. People who are held every night are SOO lucky. I have to sleep on this stupid bed all by myself. It feels almost unfair. I don't deserve this. Hmmm... live...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    6 Responses Dec 22, 2010

    Need Relationship Advice

    Two years ago I seemed to everything going for me; I was away at college, I had my own car, and  I had money saved in the bank so I wouldn't have to work during my first year of school. However, I wasn't happy, and decided to leave and transfer to a school in my...
    dntgetit dntgetit
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 3, 2009

    Everything About Me

    My eating habits are wierd: all i want to eat is cinnamon rolls and bagels with cream cheese and Carnation chocolate instant breakfast with it....I've gone through eating fads before ..for years in fact I don't feel like reading or watching TV I don't feel like going out This...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Nov 10, 2009

    Crazy Antisocial and Lonely

    Title about sums it up. I don't know why, but i just drifted away from my friends when I was in the fifth grade and have never gotten along with anyone since. I might have some kind of mental problem. I don't know.
    FoolYourself FoolYourself
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Dec 3, 2007

    What Should I Do?

    This will proberly all sound really stupid, but this is it. I am 13 years old, and have recently been doing lots of tests on the internet. I have come up with a few different results.. To name a few, Borderline Personality Disorder has come up many times, Paranoid Personality...
    Jan 17, 2013

    I feel so lost and alone!

    ! I feel like I'm doing everything by myself. I need someone to just be there, someone to just listen. It's like everybody knows what's best for me what about me? What if I know what's best for me? I've struggled with depression and I think I may have more than just Major...
    Diamondchi Diamondchi
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 17, 2014

    No Tears Or Shame

    I have an inability to cry, at times I should, I just can't.  I am unable to shed tears of cleansing or release and have no idea why Same with my conscience, I can't excite it any way to feel remorse- making me act all the more extreme at times in things I say and do to...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Aug 2, 2008
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