I Dont Know Whats Wrong With Me

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    I have never had interest in life.

    In fact whenever anything starts to attract me I make myself step away either fear of disappointment or fear of overwhelming jealousy. Like a small example in the past I used to avoid watching the oscars so it won't kill me what a nobody and a looser I am or at least what I...
    Melakhbata Melakhbata
    46-50, F
    Jul 8, 2014

    People just ignore me

    and they are rude to me. Why does this happen?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jun 24, 2014

    I just lost my current job due to the lack of

    interest it happened again I was taken off the schedule because I failed to call in this past Tuesday. It's like the 13th job since I started working at the age of 17 and once again here I am thinking of what's my next step I really am not all that disappointed but I know it'll...
    SineyElle89 SineyElle89
    26-30, T
    Jan 29

    I seriously don't know

    why I can't keep a guy interested in me. I'm pretty, have a really nice body, can hold conversation, dress decently, don't bug them all the time, do what they want in bed and they still manage to leave me for some other girl. I'm starting to think I'm just destined to be alone...
    Blair12 Blair12
    16-17, F
    Oct 7, 2015

    Sometimes I just over do it.

    I don't why I don't that with people but I'm sure it's a huge turnoff. I don't know how to fix this part of me.
    Dgresham Dgresham
    36-40, M
    Dec 20, 2015

    the biggest question is,

    why me? why do I have to go through so much and I've barely started living. why am I so insecure, and so unloved. why don't i get the comfort that I need from the people I need most. why can't those people see how hurt I am.
    deadrosez deadrosez
    18-21, F
    Jun 29, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 28, 2015
    katiebobbish55 katiebobbish55
    18-21, F
    4 Responses May 1, 2014

    I feel so empty. So sad.

    So depressed. My energy has drained. I want to give up.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 15
    missxsarcastic missxsarcastic
    16-17, F
    Feb 22

    I have been to the doctors

    but they don't listen they just throw some pills at me. I have sharp stabbing pain in my upper abdomen. I don't wanna eat anymore because if I do the pain just gets worse. My doctor suggested to stop eating Gluten. So far it has been a month or two and there are no changes. My...
    HakunaMatata711 HakunaMatata711
    18-21, F
    Jul 14, 2014

    So I'm new on here. I made this account

    because I wanted a place to express my self anonymously. You could say I have a lot going on in my mind. I was about 14 when I had my first anxiety attack. And I didn't even know that was what it was until I told my mother I thought I was sick . Because I kept getting this...
    SecondAndSebring SecondAndSebring
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 2, 2014

    Hi, if someone out there is interested in

    diagnosing a basket case free of charge because she's broke and can't afford therapy, let me know :p
    dollytheray dollytheray
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 29, 2015

    Ok now I've been on this site

    for sometime now. I've been annoyed by someone who blocked me. Ok like I said I'm here for just common interests and pleasant chats. Well I do get lonely so a friend of mine showed my a dating site. I thought I'd give it a shot. Well I certainly could weed out the good from the...
    lostinwoods83 lostinwoods83
    31-35, F
    Mar 19

    I have been so negative

    and stressed since last friday, and I don't know why.
    Genexus Genexus
    16-17, F
    Apr 28, 2015

    I've not been well for

    as long as I can remember. I struggle to find joy in anything these days, even things that have made me happy in the past. my internal issues are negatively affecting all of my relationships, and I don't know how to tell people the real reasons.
    kirby19055 kirby19055
    26-30, M
    Aug 16, 2015

    I sometimes feel that I have no emotion

    for things I should have.
    ChaosArchangel ChaosArchangel
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Nov 29, 2015

    Im not feeling depressed.

    So why am i thinking of runnin or killin myself? I wont do it, but still. N gettin high, why!? Im not depressed, but im sumthin
    theresajanelle theresajanelle
    18-21, F
    Oct 15, 2015

    I know I'm smart enough,

    I know I can do anything I set my mind to. Yet, I still don't do anything that's out of my comfort zone, even in the slightest bit.
    LikeICare13 LikeICare13
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jan 6
    iloveyoudude iloveyoudude
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 9, 2015

    I really don't know how to describe this,

    so please bare with me. Lately, I've been feeling somewhat emotionally empty (I only use that for lack of a better term), like I've lost my desire to care about anything. For example, I used to be pretty good at helping someone if they had an issue, but now I'm frequently...
    TheNarratorGrim TheNarratorGrim
    22-25, M
    Dec 4, 2015

    heyy i m soo sad i m worried about my life.

    .. my girlfriend was dump me..... with some dispute i fell soo Alone in my life.. i lost every thing in my life she cant understand my felling, emotions and my caring.. my life is totally hell right now ...
    Aadarshdixit Aadarshdixit
    22-25, M
    Sep 25, 2015

    I don't know what's wrong with me.

    . Today I was in school and they give us counseling and I just thought about killing my self.. It's not the first time I thought about it. But it is the first time I felt this strongly about it. My life really sucks! I fear happiness Cuz I know it always ends.. I'm good at...
    xXHalfaliveXx xXHalfaliveXx
    13-15, F
    Feb 4, 2015

    completely lost

    Not feeling great at the moment. I wake up each morning with just this feeling of ‘eugh’ I have a surge of thoughts that suddenly enter my head. ‘fake’ ‘lazy’ ‘selfish’ ‘untalented’ ‘never the best’ ‘all talk’ and then a list of things pop into my head...
    amesgurl amesgurl
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 4, 2013

    So I'm seriously scared.

    I'm just laying down watching tv when all of a sudden I'm light headed, can't breathe, I feel like I'm in fire, and on one side of my head is a terrible head ache. With my fear if dying I'm scared to fall asleep.
    BooBear99 BooBear99
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jun 8, 2014

    I can't seem to do anything right in anyone's

    eyes. When I'm learning something new they always tell me to ask question, so I don't make mistakes, but every time I seem to ask a question to anyone a question they acted like they are so annoyed with me and I'm an idiot. Because of this I'm scared to take risks incase of...
    linkingold linkingold
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 27, 2014

    ive caught myself in deep thought,

    missing a guy i fell so in love with but didnt ever love me back.. maybe because he has a new female in his life and flaunts it.. it just seriously tears me apart. what the hell is wrong with me? i cant keep doing this.. we've both moved on or at least thought we did. we just...
    chelsss714 chelsss714
    22-25, F
    Jan 9

    I'm not sad but I'm not necessarily "happy"

    either. Some days I'm completely fine and I don't think much of things & other days I kind of zone out and start to question my existence and the meaning of life itself... I want to be happy but I don't even know what it means to be anymore... but I'm not sad.. so idk
    sicksadworldx sicksadworldx
    18-21, F
    May 27, 2015

    I feel so tired and exhausted,

    ...physically, emotionally and mentally!!!
    shy07me shy07me
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Dec 21, 2015

    I woke up late, not due to lack of sleep,

    I just did. I then took my time getting ready for school, during this time, I was getting stressed about how I looked. I had a little rage, asked my Mother if I could stay home, her answer was a no. So I went to school, I went to the office to sign in, the lady was very rude...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 27, 2015

    Suddenly I don't feel well.

    Heart is sad. Why is it sad? Can it please not be sad anymore? I'm trying my best. Memories are overcoming my brain. Remembering the past. Thought I was over it? Should I go ask someone to vent to? Should I disappear for a bit? Why am I sad so suddenly?
    MirusMe MirusMe
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Mar 11

    i think im different from everyone else,

    i think different, im to caring toward people and animals, i put everyone ahead of me, but i feel apart from everyone else, i dont feel like i fit in anywhere
    angeles3677 angeles3677
    22-25, F
    Jun 27, 2014
    deadrosez deadrosez
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 6, 2014

    an illness i would understand,

    but theres this gut feeling i have that the part of me that trusted, had hope, saw the light and didnt want to hide is gone.. nothing left to smile about the me i built just faded and i think she'll be gone for long
    beeutiful31 beeutiful31
    22-25, F
    Dec 14, 2015

    I think I might be addicted to sex.

    I have always been preoccupied by it, but over the last several years things have progressively got worse. If I don't get my needs satisfied by my wife every night I end up staying up all night taking care of it myself. sometimes when I finish I have to just start up again...
    kirby19055 kirby19055
    26-30, M
    1 Response Aug 16, 2015

    This is for the people

    who is bullying there self (example)-I am a loser,ugly,fat,short,I will never have a date. Some where in the world I promise u there will be that perfect person that fits you just be you!! All of y'all are beautiful or handsome doesn't Matter who u are! Go out there and change...
    cecebeauty101 cecebeauty101
    16-17, F
    Nov 10, 2014

    I don't understand whqts going on in my mind.

    So about 1 nonth ago I broke up with my boyfriend and came out as gay, i was uncomfertable when he kissed me and dint want the affection. I also would see girls together and think, "that should be me" and I have slept woth a girl once. i loved it.​ We arw still best friends...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 26

    The feelings i have for my boyfriends best

    friend just keeo getting stronger and strong i dont know what to do about it...he treats me better than my boyfriend he is so sweet to me he will listen when i talk i dont like what going on my boyfriend and i have been having problems..maybe im thinking too hard?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 9

    actually in a way... i know.

    ... but sometimes.. these three people in my head.... would always argue whether i'm right or wrong.. and when i tell them : SHHHHHH... they will shut up all at once.. and i know they're whispering to each other... "yup she's the boss.." now maybe i'll have to name all of them...
    TheaRhyss TheaRhyss
    31-35, F
    Nov 29, 2015

    I just saw a post about sharing

    if you'd want justin bieber to jump off a building.. I couldn't wish death on him and now I'm almost crying.. I'm not but I feel sadness swelling in me... Wtf is wrong with me -.- No I'm not a fan.. I wanted to share... But I couldn't.
    Kaodo Kaodo
    26-30, M
    Sep 11, 2015

    When i sit here alone i always find myself

    wondering off into my thoughts. It makes my anxiety worse and kind of makes me scared for all possibilities. I don't know whats wrong. I just want all these negative thoughts to go away and be back to the life i enjoyed.
    Jaydenlee Jaydenlee
    22-25, T
    Sep 21, 2015

    is it sad that being a girl i have no idea how

    to put on make up or know what thingamajig does what...with a brush thing here and dangerous eye thingy here...i mean i can do basics but i really dont like wearing make up and Miranda would kill me if i wore it because she says i have "natural beauty"(thats a hoot)...she...
    SMLMystery1 SMLMystery1
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 11, 2015

    I don't have any real friends my age.

    I quit all my sports. Im not anything special. Every time I find someone on here to talk to that I think could be a good friend they never reply back. My parents don't like me. Even though I dont do anything or have a life anymore my grades still arent the best. I ruin...
    princesszoe13 princesszoe13
    18-21, F
    Apr 1, 2014

    I feel like a monster.

    . I mean apart from looking terrible. I've become a total different person.. I want to shut down for awhile to remove this pain.
    yasminesaleh00 yasminesaleh00
    18-21, F
    Jan 30

    So the symptoms are getting worse

    and I'm not completely sure if it's my stomach. I keep getting headaches and I have horrible leg pains. I wake up to nose bleeds. And every now and then my gums bleed. I don't wanna eat anymore. I am always tired and sleepy. I have bruises and red spots that won't go away! And I...
    HakunaMatata711 HakunaMatata711
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 17, 2014

    Have you ever reached a place inside you

    that is so dark so sad and so joyless? I don't know if it is my hormones playing tricks on me. It has been like this these two days. What has come over me? A lethargy that will not go away, feet that refuse to move because they feel like they are chained by balls of iron, and a...
    novembermoon novembermoon
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Oct 10, 2015

    I have been single for quite some time

    and Im not sure really what is wrong with me....I am 33 yrs old, educated, attractive, and I think Im a great catch!Anyways...I have had a crush on a guy for over a year and I finally told him how I felt. He admitted that he had a huge crush on me too!!! So we started messaging...
    brokenhearted7108 brokenhearted7108
    31-35, F
    7 Responses Feb 28

    fuuuuuuuuuuck i feel crazy this dude outside

    waffle house was like "hey ma i got that medicine" im like "mu'fu*ker do i look sick?!" like dont fu$k wit me im not in the mood today. im usually really sweet but i feel evil today
    snelletrail snelletrail
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 24, 2015

    This feeling... I hate it.

    I feel so angry and depressed. For some reason I feel empty even though I'm not alone. My friends are angry at me because I didn't hang... Hahaha they're going to abandoned me like all the others! I can't... I'm dumb I'm stupid... I feel like throwing up... I'm can't shake this...
    AfterFall AfterFall
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 14, 2015

    I had an opportunity to hang out with someone,

    but I walked out instead. Do I secretly not want anyone? Do I long to be the way I am? I don't understand what's wrong with me. A girl invited me, actually someone I liked to be around, who I found to be pleasant. She asked if I wanted to hang out with her and her friend, I...
    LikeICare13 LikeICare13
    13-15, F
    Jan 4

    everyone thinks that I am a homebody that's

    happy go lucky. in reality I suffer from bipolar disorder, avoidant personality disorder, general anxiety disorder, adult separation anxiety. and feel like I'm drowning in my own head
    jdrockstheak jdrockstheak
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 29, 2015

    There are some nights

    where I get in this mood and I get sad about my past. I am a VERY nostalgic person and I hate it. I always think about my ex boyfriend who was my first love when we have been broken up for over a year now. I feel like I am the only person who feels like this and that it is never...
    livlaughluhv livlaughluhv
    18-21, F
    Nov 12, 2015
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