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I Don't Know Where I Am

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    who I am.... what I am... how I am... or even if I exist.  I guess I took too much allergy medication.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2010

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    And Usually I Like It

    Well, I don't know where I am every time I get really drunk xD Which means every night x) It also happens to me when I'm sober, I get a feeling that I'm in the middle of the 90's or 70's or something, like it's a totally different time and place.. But I like it. I LOVE that...
    wilddarksick wilddarksick 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2011

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    I Do, But I Don't

    Physically, I know exactly where I am....thank goodness for that! However, mentally I'm lost....lost in my thoughts and feelings, astray inside my head and heart. I have days when I can articulate exactly what is going on inside my mind, days when I know exactly how I'm feeling...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 4 Responses May 9, 2012

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    I dont know where the **** I am in life

    and i dont know where i want to go from here. I know the short term future...the same mundane crap,bills, money, work, friends, blah blah but wtf does it matter and what a
    Unmasked Unmasked 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    Pressing The Play

    This morning, my daughter asked me where did I get the calmness to lead a life as I do, even when I should be nervous, when others would have gone crazy. For a moment, I didn’t know what to say... There are certain times in our lives when everything around us seems to be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses May 10, 2012

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    Waiting For The Mad

    I am waiting for the mad. I keep waiting for it. I feel like I am standing on the platform at the station. I can hear it coming, the rattling, the clanging, the tremors; I can see the lights, smell the exhaust, I feel the heat. But that infernal train is running late, off...
    Quintesse Quintesse 46-50, F 38 Responses Aug 4, 2012

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    Limbo

    I'm in between countriesI'm in between starving and wanting to eat a steak dinnerI'm in between being celibate and pretending Im having sex with someoneI know Im on Earth but its not fairMy life is an ironic soap opera...Am I becoming what I despise? Or have I already?
    Kittychanel Kittychanel 41-45, F 9 Responses Aug 5, 2012

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    Vacant Parallel.

    Everything Is hazy.........................and you can't see straight. Conditional perception, delusion and .................. ...................................fear, taken neat, no rocks!   Take in their proportions and filter them for profit. Take out your hand...
    Miserablistbboygothslut Miserablistbboygothslut 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 24, 2008

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    You'll Be Fine.

    We prowl through the streets in a blur, flanked on each side by the remaining, living breathing evidence of our lives together, it's not all so pretty.........   ................it IS beautiful, but it hurts, in that particular fashion exclusive to regret.   (Aldous...
    Miserablistbboygothslut Miserablistbboygothslut 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 31, 2008

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