Post

I Don't Know Where I Am

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 84 People

    And Usually I Like It

    Well, I don't know where I am every time I get really drunk xD Which means every night x) It also happens to me when I'm sober, I get a feeling that I'm in the middle of the 90's or 70's or something, like it's a totally different time and place.. But I like it. I LOVE that...
    wilddarksick wilddarksick 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    You'll Be Fine.

    We prowl through the streets in a blur, flanked on each side by the remaining, living breathing evidence of our lives together, it's not all so pretty.........   ................it IS beautiful, but it hurts, in that particular fashion exclusive to regret.   (Aldous...
    Miserablistbboygothslut Miserablistbboygothslut 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 31, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Limbo

    I'm in between countriesI'm in between starving and wanting to eat a steak dinnerI'm in between being celibate and pretending Im having sex with someoneI know Im on Earth but its not fairMy life is an ironic soap opera...Am I becoming what I despise? Or have I already?
    Kittychanel Kittychanel 41-45, F 9 Responses Aug 5, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Waiting For The Mad

    I am waiting for the mad. I keep waiting for it. I feel like I am standing on the platform at the station. I can hear it coming, the rattling, the clanging, the tremors; I can see the lights, smell the exhaust, I feel the heat. But that infernal train is running late, off...
    Quintesse Quintesse 46-50, F 38 Responses Aug 4, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Pressing The Play

    This morning, my daughter asked me where did I get the calmness to lead a life as I do, even when I should be nervous, when others would have gone crazy. For a moment, I didn’t know what to say... There are certain times in our lives when everything around us seems to be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses May 10, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Do, But I Don't

    Physically, I know exactly where I am....thank goodness for that! However, mentally I'm lost....lost in my thoughts and feelings, astray inside my head and heart. I have days when I can articulate exactly what is going on inside my mind, days when I know exactly how I'm feeling...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 4 Responses May 9, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Vacant Parallel.

    Everything Is hazy.........................and you can't see straight. Conditional perception, delusion and .................. ...................................fear, taken neat, no rocks!   Take in their proportions and filter them for profit. Take out your hand...
    Miserablistbboygothslut Miserablistbboygothslut 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 24, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I dont know where the **** I am in life

    and i dont know where i want to go from here. I know the short term future...the same mundane crap,bills, money, work, friends, blah blah but wtf does it matter and what a
    Unmasked Unmasked 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 11

    Your Response

    Cancel

    ...

    who I am.... what I am... how I am... or even if I exist.  I guess I took too much allergy medication.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    I have so much to be thankful for that anyone on the outside would not understand why I feel the way I do. Nothing fulfils me, nothing makes me happy even those things that I think...
    StoneWall77 StoneWall77 36-40, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    “First day of seventh grade, Hmm hopefully this goes well.” I thought to myself as I went to my first period class. It was my second year at the Academy and I was looking...
    Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Melancholy, my natural state. Longing for a place far away, for a time where all is different, for people long lost. I don't belong here, and while I pretend I do on occasion, I...
    TragicMonkey TragicMonkey 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    There's so much **** I need to fix.. It's so much and I just go to sleep .. I don't have enough clarity, peace of mind, concentration or attention span to take care of it all! I...
    ThePeach ThePeach 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Yep. Not in cities. Dunno where. Sigh.
    converted converted 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm on the run.. Donno where to go to escape my head..
    ThePeach ThePeach 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    so it's just as if I'm floating around in loneliness, longing for a place that no longer, or perhaps never, existed. I'm fairly certain that moving into the forest and pretending...
    RMDk RMDk 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm sitting here counting down the minutes before I turn another year older. Nineteen years old. The year went by so fast, and the time before me is racing toward me like the waves...
    nainaii nainaii 18-21, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have never been on a site like this but due to what has happened in my life recently I am looking for people to talk to and relate to. I am recently separated and very depressed...
    ivorytortoise ivorytortoise 41-45, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've been to a couple counselor/psychologists lately and I guess there was a part of me that was hoping for some kind of clinical diagnosis. Sounds crappy but it's true. There was...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's that fact that everyone doesn't want to admit but experiences no matter what. I don't know. I feared this yet I expected it, it's a life that I live in. I'm in the unknown and...
    AnEverWonderer AnEverWonderer 16-17, F Jul 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have no clue what career I want to pursue although I have Ideas but I haven't made up my mind yet. I love biology and I sort of conquered chemistry this year although it was...
    l212 l212 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I really don't know. Every time I take a picture of myself, I just get sick to my stomach. I hate the way I look. But I'm confused, because people on this website have called me...
    CarsonKid14 CarsonKid14 13-15, M 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    The more you know,the less you know. Read 1 book and you will be introduced to the beauty that is imagination and wordery. Read 100 books,and you will be introduced to the world...
    code254 code254 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm 24 and the oldest of 3 girls. I'm in that age where people think I should be at the peak of my life, they say I should already have a stable job, so that I can help my family...
    gehanalyanna gehanalyanna 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    30 years old and I never took things seriously, all I want/ed is a life of success doing what I love doing. I wish I could go back and try to retrace when and where this period...
    duplexoutlet duplexoutlet 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have a girl friend that really looks up to me. I am honored to be someone whom she looks up to, and she also considers me her best friend. I consider her a good friend, but I...
    picasso527 picasso527 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Early 2012, I fell in love with a girl who was together with a guy at that time and she fell in love with me, too. The situation is such that while she loves him, she's not in love...
    DarkCrusaderz DarkCrusaderz 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm trying to be positive, trying to find a hobby to keep myself occupied, but it's not working. It probably doesn't help that its the start of the summer holidays and my son is at...
    russianpenguin23 russianpenguin23 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It was May when I first saw him and we know each other through the church gathering and fellowship. He is one of the church faithful young people and one of the choir members too...
    ANNJAY ANNJAY 18-21, F Jun 27

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I feel defective for many many many reasons but there are times when I look at them with a clear mind and think I'm being weird about it. So here is a list of concerns. 1. Spend a...
    BoronActiniumOxygenNitrogen BoronActiniumOxygenNitrogen 13-15, F Jul 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    so I met this guy online on a chatting site in 2012. He was 17, I was 16. We hit it off really well and he eventually asked me to be his girlfriend. I agreed. The only problem was...
    shay328 shay328 18-21, F Jul 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I started crying today, thinking about my absent dad. I'm in his country, the whole reason I came was to come find him. The last time I saw him I was 15. He didn't recognize me...
    paolacastillo paolacastillo 26-30, F Jul 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i keep trying to tell my mum that i don't know any more. when i was little i always wanted to be a nurse but after being rejected from university 3 times and 3 other ones not even...
    makeitsomeday makeitsomeday 18-21, F 18 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've come to a point where I really don't know who I am, or what I am. It's really strange, when you can't even figure out what kind of person you are. I feel like some of the...
    ZenithSky ZenithSky 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am 16 and started my periods when I was 10/11... ever since my periods have been getting worse and worse but the doctor doesn't seem to believe me. I am sick and bedridden during...
    LozzaWozza123 LozzaWozza123 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have a husband who loves me and three great kids that we spoil. But I don't have any friends. I am a stay-at-home Mom. I have low self-esteem, I guess. Sometimes. I don't know. I...
    Kryzta Kryzta 26-30, F Jul 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Okay so pretty much me and my ex broke up about 5 months ago because her parents wouldn't let her date me, we would fight too much , and she's going away for college next month...
    Tssjonathan Tssjonathan 16-17, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I lost my mind completely. I have no idea what am i doing nor where am i going. I'm all alone in the center of town and i have huge anxiety and i don't know why and oh god i just...
    alicegoneinsane alicegoneinsane 18-21, F Jun 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My mind is in a state of confusion. I don't know what I want or what to do. I try to stay focused but my mind is some where else with you. I remember how the sun would shine down...
    Iamjustalonelygirl Iamjustalonelygirl 36-40, F Jul 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have some pretty strong opinions and beliefs about some things. I have lived for 43 years, and have been reading for about 40 of them. I love to educated myself about things I am...
    RaverFan RaverFan 41-45 2 Responses Jul 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So I have the ex from hell. We were long distance and it ended TERRIBLY. His best friend kept me sane during all the fights and heartbreak. I hadn't seen him in four years but we...
    sugarsweet88 sugarsweet88 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My boss and I have the best relationship imaginable! We're like the perfect best friends. We're always talking to each other at work and he is the only person I actually feel...
    stef17 stef17 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Ok, so I guess I'm just a bit scared, and I don't know how as well. My mum is a Christian, and I'm not sure how that'll affect her reaction and thoughts on me being bi...(like 75...
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i'm only 15 and i'm already lost, i just hate the fact that i don't have a real personality and that i'm not mentally Stable and can't make my own decision, i don't know what to...
    shayy13 shayy13 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    As a kid my parents were never the affectionate type, never said 'I love you', never hugged or kissed each other let alone us kids. I wouldn't say I had a bad childhood as we had a...
    megannicole1996 megannicole1996 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm pretty sure most of you have felt this way at least once in your life. You know, that point when you just have this bothersome feeling that you can't quite decipher. As for me...
    malipatient malipatient 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    In previously mentioned stories, I have a friend named T, the girl who cut herself, and my brother. So T and my brother met for the first time a few days ago, and T's was pretty...
    PercyJacksonisAWESOME PercyJacksonisAWESOME 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 28

    Your Response

    Cancel