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I Don't Know Where I Am

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    who I am.... what I am... how I am... or even if I exist.  I guess I took too much allergy medication.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2010

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    Vacant Parallel.

    Everything Is hazy.........................and you can't see straight. Conditional perception, delusion and .................. ...................................fear, taken neat, no rocks!   Take in their proportions and filter them for profit. Take out your hand...
    Miserablistbboygothslut Miserablistbboygothslut 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 24, 2008

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    You'll Be Fine.

    We prowl through the streets in a blur, flanked on each side by the remaining, living breathing evidence of our lives together, it's not all so pretty.........   ................it IS beautiful, but it hurts, in that particular fashion exclusive to regret.   (Aldous...
    Miserablistbboygothslut Miserablistbboygothslut 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 31, 2008

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    Waiting For The Mad

    I am waiting for the mad. I keep waiting for it. I feel like I am standing on the platform at the station. I can hear it coming, the rattling, the clanging, the tremors; I can see the lights, smell the exhaust, I feel the heat. But that infernal train is running late, off...
    Quintesse Quintesse 51-55, F 38 Responses Aug 4, 2012

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    Limbo

    I'm in between countriesI'm in between starving and wanting to eat a steak dinnerI'm in between being celibate and pretending Im having sex with someoneI know Im on Earth but its not fairMy life is an ironic soap opera...Am I becoming what I despise? Or have I already?
    Kittychanel Kittychanel 41-45, F 9 Responses Aug 5, 2012

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    I dont know where the **** I am in life

    and i dont know where i want to go from here. I know the short term future...the same mundane crap,bills, money, work, friends, blah blah but wtf does it matter and what a
    Unmasked Unmasked 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 11, 2014

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    I Do, But I Don't

    Physically, I know exactly where I am....thank goodness for that! However, mentally I'm lost....lost in my thoughts and feelings, astray inside my head and heart. I have days when I can articulate exactly what is going on inside my mind, days when I know exactly how I'm feeling...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 3 Responses May 9, 2012

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    Pressing The Play

    This morning, my daughter asked me where did I get the calmness to lead a life as I do, even when I should be nervous, when others would have gone crazy. For a moment, I didn’t know what to say... There are certain times in our lives when everything around us seems to be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses May 10, 2012

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    And Usually I Like It

    Well, I don't know where I am every time I get really drunk xD Which means every night x) It also happens to me when I'm sober, I get a feeling that I'm in the middle of the 90's or 70's or something, like it's a totally different time and place.. But I like it. I LOVE that...
    wilddarksick wilddarksick 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2011

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    not in a sad way but in a funny way. I often stammer and say 'ah I can't properly speak today'. I also keep forgetting words in german and only have them in my mind in english...
    MutedVoice MutedVoice 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    I'm a sophomore in college and I don't know what I want to do with my life at all. I know you can't get a decent job anymore without a college degree, but I don't want to waste my...
    dexter06 dexter06 18-21, M 14 hrs ago

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    I have not had my first job, car, relationship yet, I'm still finishing school. My mom want me to live with my grandparents because she cant handle me anymore or I can handle her...
    pinkk23 pinkk23 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    My name is Cam and I am 15,Ever since I could remember I wondered,Who is my father? I do not know anything about him,When I was younger I would ask who was my father to my mother...
    CamRG CamRG 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Last night we were so drunk and something happened to me and my guy best friend. Now, I don't know what to do about it. How to make it not awkward between us. And he is asking what...
    anonymousunknowngirl anonymousunknowngirl 22-25, F 17 Responses 2 days ago

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    I've tried and tried to find someone to date and have been failing for all my adult life now. I've gotten to where I don't care what my profiles on the dating sites say. I don't...
    Mossonarock Mossonarock 41-45, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm tired of putting myself out there and being kicked around.. I'm married with 2 beautiful girls. My husband ignores me. I have to ask for any kind of affection and I rarely get...
    HarleighQuinn007 HarleighQuinn007 31-35, F 8 Responses 5 days ago

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    I honestly don't. . . but I know that if I'm still alive it'll be somewhere good :D I'm pretty sure about that
    rickfreeman15 rickfreeman15 16-17 5 days ago

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    link:: http://cosmosdrift.tumblr.com/post/127152306609 pretty girl. how does she do it. i guess she has good genes, is young, and has a trainer or something. maybe she had a few...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    Maybe Chicago, maybe Vegas, maybe Ann Arbor, maybe Seattle, maybe San Fransisco, maybe NYC, maybe Miami, maybe Toronto.. I have NO clue and it stresses me out a bit to be honest...
    BunheadSalamander BunheadSalamander 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    Some Indians from India pretend or seriously don't know that they have Blood relations with some of us in Guyana, Trinidad, and Suriname. As of today, instead of Some Indians...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I am not married but I am engaged. Me and my fiancé have been having problems especially when he's drunk. We have been living together for 5 years. I got pregnant at 18 and...
    Lucylubbsgolda Lucylubbsgolda 22-25, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    My husband spent about an hour this morning calling me every name he could think of. I destroyed his career and I am the reason our 15 year old is transgender. He wishes I would...
    Laifu Laifu 36-40, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I don't know what to do, i want to enjoy my life but how? i want an adventure but i don't have friends to be with.
    AlexandraSandy AlexandraSandy 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Seem like I have been down in the spiritual battle field too long I don't know why or if it was a made up but for the most part everyone is ok now,but after 25years I am alone and...
    magicrabbit magicrabbit 51-55 1 Response a week ago

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    I don't know who my birth father is.... I was told he was this one guy since as long as I can remember. Age 3 or 4... So this summer I hired a PI to find this man. We found him and...
    princessalicia princessalicia 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    i have a boyfriend.. he is 28 years old. i am 20 years old. we're currently on our 2nd month of our relationship. as i recall, when we are on the 2nd week of our relationship, one...
    magebricks magebricks 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I can't express how I feel. Part of me is scared that everyone I meet is judging me, but I know most people aren't. I feel so confident about my self and the way I look, and yet I...
    Lavenderwingless Lavenderwingless 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    Were we friends? Were we lovers? Did we ever become more than just instances of thought sharing? Did you ever feel that thoughts and feelings were reciprocated across the miles...
    LastGirlScout LastGirlScout 31-35, F Aug 17

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    Right now, I am thinking about my life and wish I was dead. People tell me I have potential and stuff but honestly, I don't see it. I lost myself when I was in a crappy...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    Who knows? Who cares? Let's just take it one day at a time!
    WhiskeyRoger369 WhiskeyRoger369 16-17, M Aug 15

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    This are is like free therapy right now. Tomorrow I'm going to confront my wife. She knows I'm coming over, we agreed to sit down and talk. It will be the first time I've seen and...
    Sbpetro Sbpetro 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    Sometimes I want to stand up for myself in so I am just quiet sometimes and let every thing happen for reasons I can't explain. So I usually don't know how or what to say to people...
    Singingbutterfly Singingbutterfly 13-15, F Aug 14

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    This could be the group I most write in in the long run, for there's an infinity of things I don't know really about. Each general thing can be seen as a glass container, and what...
    Annodumbaknee Annodumbaknee 36-40, M Aug 12

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    I used to be a confident, secure woman in my early 50's. Married for 33 years, two beautiful daughters that I am really proud of, and a wonderful baby grandson who is the apple of...
    Patilud Patilud 51-55, F Aug 11

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    Learning the words "I Don't Know" was a challenge for me, and still is, but to a lesser degree. People just come up to me out of nowhere and ask me questions all the time. I...
    cjkenton cjkenton 36-40 2 Responses Aug 11

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    I don't know what I'm doing on here, or what to say. I know what I want, don't know how to ask for it.
    twistmynipple twistmynipple 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 11

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    I just happened across this website while looking for answers to help me reason about having to turn my puppy in I have been depressed and sad and upset ALL day. I just need to...
    Tifftiff3 Tifftiff3 18-21 1 Response Aug 10

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    The Buddhists suggest that in order to achieve a higher state of being, one has to detach from material things and people. So, I tried that and it didn't work. I don't know what I...
    Griet11 Griet11 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    I have a runaway group and one has left already, we are in the USA. Our ages are 16, 15, 14, and 14. We are looking to stay in the US and would like to get new members here:)
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 9

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    Yes I have a lot of such friends who don't know the real me. I don't share the real me with everyone as people don't take it very well. I don't talk about myself to a person unless...
    littlestars littlestars 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    I've been struggling to figure it out for some time now. I've dated guys. But I never really felt that "spark" ya know? I've kissed a few girls and I don't know.. I thought I felt...
    nellielove100 nellielove100 16-17, F Aug 9

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    It's too difficult to decide what is your future job even then you are at the last year of school. The world is so huge a