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I Don't Know Where I Am

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    I dont know where the **** I am in life

    and i dont know where i want to go from here. I know the short term future...the same mundane crap,bills, money, work, friends, blah blah but wtf does it matter and what a
    Unmasked Unmasked 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    Limbo

    I'm in between countriesI'm in between starving and wanting to eat a steak dinnerI'm in between being celibate and pretending Im having sex with someoneI know Im on Earth but its not fairMy life is an ironic soap opera...Am I becoming what I despise? Or have I already?
    Kittychanel Kittychanel 41-45, F 9 Responses Aug 5, 2012

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    Vacant Parallel.

    Everything Is hazy.........................and you can't see straight. Conditional perception, delusion and .................. ...................................fear, taken neat, no rocks!   Take in their proportions and filter them for profit. Take out your hand...
    Miserablistbboygothslut Miserablistbboygothslut 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 24, 2008

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    I Do, But I Don't

    Physically, I know exactly where I am....thank goodness for that! However, mentally I'm lost....lost in my thoughts and feelings, astray inside my head and heart. I have days when I can articulate exactly what is going on inside my mind, days when I know exactly how I'm feeling...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 3 Responses May 9, 2012

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    Pressing The Play

    This morning, my daughter asked me where did I get the calmness to lead a life as I do, even when I should be nervous, when others would have gone crazy. For a moment, I didn’t know what to say... There are certain times in our lives when everything around us seems to be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses May 10, 2012

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    You'll Be Fine.

    We prowl through the streets in a blur, flanked on each side by the remaining, living breathing evidence of our lives together, it's not all so pretty.........   ................it IS beautiful, but it hurts, in that particular fashion exclusive to regret.   (Aldous...
    Miserablistbboygothslut Miserablistbboygothslut 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 31, 2008

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    And Usually I Like It

    Well, I don't know where I am every time I get really drunk xD Which means every night x) It also happens to me when I'm sober, I get a feeling that I'm in the middle of the 90's or 70's or something, like it's a totally different time and place.. But I like it. I LOVE that...
    wilddarksick wilddarksick 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2011

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    Waiting For The Mad

    I am waiting for the mad. I keep waiting for it. I feel like I am standing on the platform at the station. I can hear it coming, the rattling, the clanging, the tremors; I can see the lights, smell the exhaust, I feel the heat. But that infernal train is running late, off...
    Quintesse Quintesse 51-55, F 38 Responses Aug 4, 2012

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    ...

    who I am.... what I am... how I am... or even if I exist.  I guess I took too much allergy medication.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2010

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    dose any one realy know where they will be in 1 year? 3 years? 5 years? 10 years?
    fseanb fseanb 36-40, M 2 Responses Dec 12

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    I don't want to work but want money to magically appear... I'm not lazy but I just want to study for the rest of my life
    mayakelly mayakelly 13-15, F Dec 10

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    I don't even really think I'll make it
    teddy714 teddy714 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 12

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    how do i get away from a man that i love with every ounce of my soul. a man that doesn't deserve any part of me. a man who beats me and cheats and lies and tells me every day he...
    mfox3579 mfox3579 31-35, F 5 Responses Nov 26

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    I found a way to log onto EP (or is it MT now?) from another phone. Just felt like letting ya'll know that all the experiences signed "-B" aren't from me, but from my friend.
    Colourfi Colourfi 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 6

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    for real tho.... lots of people i need to get out of my life....its time i think of myself.
    Bayzoo Bayzoo 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 24

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    That's what she said! I could not help myself. I am such a child.
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    I'm not thinking about 5 years from now. I live linger in the moment right here right now.
    YanoSiento YanoSiento 31-35, F Dec 10

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    its hard to tell for me sense i am still in highschool, but its weird to think about..will we be scientifically advanced enough to live on another planet? if so will i be living in...
    irvinspider54 irvinspider54 16-17, M Dec 10

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    The future is the only thing that truly scares me because it is so unpredictable.
    Constellations100 Constellations100 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I don't know who I am anymore. It can be said that I've got a lot of privileges in my life, but I don't really feel complete. I don't know where I am going, who I am, and what I...
    agspath agspath 16-17 1 hr ago

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    I used to be so sure of myself. I knew exactly what I wanted with my life. I still want these things, but now I don't see a point. It's not like I'm depressed in any way, I just...
    dreamdove dreamdove 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    my emotions and thoughts are so complicated, i feel like i have so many things to say that i need to express and get out and get off my chest, but i don't know where to begin and i...
    antoneli antoneli 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 6

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    I am going to try to write this out as objectively as I possibly can so you guys can tell me if I'm crazy (or a brat) or not. WARNING: Stupid sister fight ahead. The family...
    sincebecausepickles sincebecausepickles 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    After watching "If I stay" all teary eyed and sulking. Reflecting on the fact that I myself could have been a great pianist. Then again I could have been a great anything I did...
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    I'm only 16.. 3 years ago I cut myself and I have been doing it on and off since then. I don't understand what's wrong with me. I'd be out with my friends, enjoying my time. Then...
    Aly262 Aly262 16-17 1 Response Dec 1

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    dalila1985 dalila1985 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 20

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    I really don't. Wake up every day, so tired and defeated that have to live another day, and that‘s even if I do sleep, which is extremely rare anymore. Have to force myself to...
    GhostOfGrey GhostOfGrey 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    I really don't have any idea who I am or where I want to go in life. I'm on high school and am constantly questioned as to my goals in life. But I don't have any. I don't know what...
    Kylie2432 Kylie2432 16-17, T Dec 4

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    Everyone thinks they have everything figured out and that they have the entire picture. No one does and no one in this family really understands me and really listens. They just...
    nomadventurist nomadventurist 18-21, F Nov 29

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    I'm in a new place and I'm making friends with people and foreigners from all over the place! But does anyone else find it hard to communicate with people who don't speak in your...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F Nov 28

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    I know my favorites. I know what I like. But I don't know who I wanna be or where I want to work at. I don't know who I want to be with if with anyone at all.
    Zim0 Zim0 18-21, M Nov 28

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    stupid28 stupid28 31-35, F Nov 29

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    MysteriousRose MysteriousRose 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I am 21 years old. I have a good GPA am involved with clubs at my community college, and have been attending this school for over two years now. I feel so lost- I don't know what...
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    losingNemo losingNemo 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    I have this friend of mine. sometimes I really don't know how to describe her. I did so much but come to this point of time. I feel that she don't appreciate it? everytime when I...
    AnnxJoy AnnxJoy 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    coworker flirting or LIKES me I have been working at this new job for about 6 months and I have noticed this coworker has 'grown on me' and I am attracted to him. The thing...
    tee13gee tee13gee 41-45, F Dec 11

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    I feel so stupid.. Maybe it's because I don't want to be alone, I feel bad for him, I met the right person at the wrong time or we just weren't meant to be. I've been with my...
    phantom44a phantom44a 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I am increasingly unsatisfied sexually, and I just don't know what to do. He does nothing to get me turned on (he just says "play with yourself" or "get it wet") and I just feel...
    missstarrysky missstarrysky 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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