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I Don't Know Where I Am

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 82 People

    Pressing The Play

    This morning, my daughter asked me where did I get the calmness to lead a life as I do, even when I should be nervous, when others would have gone crazy. For a moment, I didn’t know what to say... There are certain times in our lives when everything around us seems to be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses May 10, 2012

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    Limbo

    I'm in between countriesI'm in between starving and wanting to eat a steak dinnerI'm in between being celibate and pretending Im having sex with someoneI know Im on Earth but its not fairMy life is an ironic soap opera...Am I becoming what I despise? Or have I already?
    Kittychanel Kittychanel 41-45, F 9 Responses Aug 5, 2012

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    Waiting For The Mad

    I am waiting for the mad. I keep waiting for it. I feel like I am standing on the platform at the station. I can hear it coming, the rattling, the clanging, the tremors; I can see the lights, smell the exhaust, I feel the heat. But that infernal train is running late, off...
    Quintesse Quintesse 51-55, F 38 Responses Aug 4, 2012

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    ...

    who I am.... what I am... how I am... or even if I exist.  I guess I took too much allergy medication.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2010

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    I Do, But I Don't

    Physically, I know exactly where I am....thank goodness for that! However, mentally I'm lost....lost in my thoughts and feelings, astray inside my head and heart. I have days when I can articulate exactly what is going on inside my mind, days when I know exactly how I'm feeling...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 3 Responses May 9, 2012

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    You'll Be Fine.

    We prowl through the streets in a blur, flanked on each side by the remaining, living breathing evidence of our lives together, it's not all so pretty.........   ................it IS beautiful, but it hurts, in that particular fashion exclusive to regret.   (Aldous...
    Miserablistbboygothslut Miserablistbboygothslut 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 31, 2008

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    And Usually I Like It

    Well, I don't know where I am every time I get really drunk xD Which means every night x) It also happens to me when I'm sober, I get a feeling that I'm in the middle of the 90's or 70's or something, like it's a totally different time and place.. But I like it. I LOVE that...
    wilddarksick wilddarksick 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2011

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    I dont know where the **** I am in life

    and i dont know where i want to go from here. I know the short term future...the same mundane crap,bills, money, work, friends, blah blah but wtf does it matter and what a
    Unmasked Unmasked 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 11, 2014

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    Vacant Parallel.

    Everything Is hazy.........................and you can't see straight. Conditional perception, delusion and .................. ...................................fear, taken neat, no rocks!   Take in their proportions and filter them for profit. Take out your hand...
    Miserablistbboygothslut Miserablistbboygothslut 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 24, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    I've been trying to start a book for a while now, and i don't know where to start. It's like everytime i open a document on my computer i just sit here and stare at a blank page, i...
    haileybee111 haileybee111 13-15 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    This made me laugh! I'm afraid I'm ridiculously absentminded. Just got sighed at the other day because he had to phone the house so I could find the extension I had lost. Still don...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    And I always find, yeah, I always find somethin' wrong You been puttin' up with' my **** just way too long I'm so gifted at findin' what I don't like the most So I think it's time...
    QuixoticConquistador QuixoticConquistador 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Um, hi world. Ok, I don't know if you've shared your real name, so hello betruetoyourself14. You left the window open on the computer when you left to get your medication and...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    There are times in my life...not so often now (thank fully) That I sit at the beach and contemplate the entire universe. Not that this is a bad thing. However the negative thoughts...
    brokenpetal brokenpetal 26-30, F Jan 5

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    I'm afraid people around me will think this is weird. I like to be tickled. Not to be turned on or anything, i just really really like to laugh, like all the time. I want to tell...
    KaiteInLove KaiteInLove 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    This is the story when a book is lost or something. I always Tell my friends I know it's somewhere in this building. If we are lost I say we arnt that lost because we are here XD
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M Jan 17

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    you know you've been on ep too long when there's never any trending groups that you can join. :/
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    The concept of gender and gender roles confuses me. I feel as though I identify as male. But because I'm afraid of sex reassignment surgery, when I'm older, I'm told that it doesn...
    SnowyBirdie SnowyBirdie 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    I like tacos ! ^.^ Lol #message_me
    Legendgirl112 Legendgirl112 16-17, F Dec 29, 2014

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    i have my heart reserved for people who dont deserve to be their
    heyilikeyour heyilikeyour 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    my mom wont let me do gymnastics or modeling
    heyilikeyour heyilikeyour 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    Ever get the feeling you've been living the wrong life for too long?
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Wonder if there are any left? I REFUSE to believe there are not sill nice people out there!
    snoopy1234567890 snoopy1234567890 36-40, F Jan 15

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    I will find my success story!
    Plainkyle Plainkyle 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    this would be talking about my motivation. and energy level. I feel like I have to nearly force myself to most everything these days.
    Dean6736 Dean6736 46-50, M Jan 18

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    my spirit of living and enjoying life. I need to find the way to get them back.
    meandmythought meandmythought 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    I want to tell you so much, but there are just not enough words in the dictionary :c
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I like to trade pictures do you?
    warden2000 warden2000 31-35, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    ....so I'm just sitting here, holding it in my hand. WAIT....its getting bigger, oh god, what do I do now? Answers on a postcard please to :-).... NB. this is a fun post and is...
    fwbandhugs fwbandhugs 56-60, M 4 days ago

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    I really don't know what I want any more. What I want changes so constantly it's like I'm a different person each time. My boss already got on to me for not telling him what my...
    Kckiss88 Kckiss88 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    i don't know what i want to do with my life. i feel like the only way for me to keep moving forward is to go somewhere completely foreign and start again. the life i have here...
    msr1122 msr1122 18-21, F Jan 5

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    Our house isn't a home. I don't know where to go... I just wanna run away from here.
    Misaki7590 Misaki7590 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    Not so long ago, I realized something: I had lived all my life thinking I know me. I had never seriously questioned it. Now I do. Because if I don't know me, how can anyone know me...
    PhilosophyShit PhilosophyShit 16-17, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    One of those moments where you need something, want something, feel something... but don't know what.
    HopeGluesMyBrokenHeart HopeGluesMyBrokenHeart 36-40, F 3 hrs ago

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    There was a time when I knew exactly who I was, what I was, and all that entailed. However, recently that sense of identity has escaped me. There used to be this clear-cut line of...
    LaSouris LaSouris 16-17, T 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    I've never posted anything on here before, but at this point I simply don't know what to do. My boyfriend and I have been together for around 2.5 years now, and both of us are in...
    makitath makitath 18-21, F Jan 14

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    I think I'm in love with a friend of mine. But our relationship is really strange. At first we started off as being really good friends, but last year I had a boyfriend who hated...
    andreatam andreatam 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    My dad died 5 months before I was born in a car accident, and I never got to meet him. I know that he was an amazing man. My mom was widowed for 8 years, with 4 children at home...
    chloeangela chloeangela 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I have a younger sister that is 12 years old, which makes her three years younger than me. We moved two years ago to a different country. Me and my siblings didn't really have a...
    NevaAmethyst NevaAmethyst 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    I guess I'm just at that age where I should be "finding" myself. But lately I don't know who I am at all. I'm so confused. I have no plans for my future because I'm not good at...
    christin13 christin13 18-21, F Dec 29, 2014

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    I'm the most useless person who ever lived. I've never had to survive on my own, I've always been supported. No matter what, I always had a foundation to stand on. But in recent...
    IDidntWantToSignUp IDidntWantToSignUp 18-21 3 Responses Jan 10

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    Am I the only one that doesn't want to feel happy? Most of the time i'm just 'not the in the mood' to act happy, especially around my family. And I know that sounds stupid but i'm...
    ImYourLady ImYourLady 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 1

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    I hope you guys would take time to read my story, and I'd really appreciate if you could maybe leave some comments below. So my ex-boyfriend and I were together for more than a...
    Pauline0497 Pauline0497 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    I've been with a partner for nearly the years. We live together with his mum. We live in a very small flat and have done for 18 months. Prior to that, we lived in a family home...
    rebeccadb1 rebeccadb1 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    As most of you know, I am dating a girl on here. She is a wonderful person and I couldn't have asked God for a more perfect girlfriend. But I have a weird feeling, like abandonment...
    Sierra1993 Sierra1993 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    I believe in every kind of love except for romance love!!! I don't know why I have parents that are together and they say they love each other... They have never done things that...
    isabel16 isabel16 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 10