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I Dont Know Where to Begin

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    How? How can you begin the process of healing

    when you don't even know why or how you came to feel so much hurt and pain in the first place? I used to be happy right? Well, how did I get so far from it that I can't even remember what it feels like? I've spent so much time faking it that I don't even know what is real...
    JustTRYING27 JustTRYING27 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 25, 2014

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    I really am not sure

    why I am doing this. I don't know if it will even really help that much, but maybe if I can share my inner thoughts anonymously I will feel a little better. If I could illustrate how I feel it would be this: A girl wandering by herself happy but lonely, stumbles across a guy who...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 3, 2015

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    Where To Begin. (Will Be Updated When I Can)

    I'm not even sure where to start really. So many things have changed in the past year. Things have gotten so much better. But, some things have not gotten better at all. Some things just died all together. Both literally and metaphorically. I guess I'll start about talking about...
    XCalypsoX XCalypsoX 18-21 Jan 27, 2013

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    So I'll Start At the End...

    As I watched the car drive away, I didn't feel surprise, just sadness.  We have free drinks in the staff lounge every Friday until 7.  It has gotten me into a lot of trouble in the past - which is why I haven't  had anything to do with it for a while.  But...
    shame101 shame101 31-35 4 Responses Oct 4, 2008

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    Where to Begin

    I don't know where to begin. I just want to vent and I have no one else to complain too. I have a very bad relationship with my sister. Shes lives out of the country (fortunately), however, she comes into town with her 2 bratty, uncontrollable kids for 2 months out of the year...
    befrom1145 befrom1145 22-25 1 Response Feb 19, 2009

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    A Very Dry Intro Of My Very Dry Life

    I am not really into the whole diary thing. Growing up I have had many diaries but never really kept up with them. Actually I have never really been into writing just "talented " or at least that's what they tell me. I write only to entertain my audience and to vent out my...
    growingupslowly growingupslowly 18-21, F Nov 1, 2013

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    I Don't Know Where To Begin.

    I don't know where to begin, there are so many things I can put down for my experiences. My father, my husband, my kids, my life in general. My biggest problem, stress, and worry is my best friend. She is the biggest drama queen you would ever meet. She is my age: 33, with 4 kids...
    mylifesux2 mylifesux2 31-35 1 Response Oct 18, 2009

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    I Don't Know

    I don't know, Where to begin, You disappoint me, Failed me, Dumped me, Are you good? For anything?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Nov 21, 2011

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