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I Don't Know Where to Go From Here

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    Now What

    She defined who I am, who I was, and who I thought I would be.Now I have no idea, for the first time in my life I am lost.
    jdude19 jdude19 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 12, 2011

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    I just lost my part time job

    and I'm a Junior in college going for a biology degree. I have an amazing boyfriend, good parents and good grades. I'm growing doubts with my decisions.... I love writing stories for kids/teens and love animated movies (pretty much all of them). But I love science... but every...
    Maihowl Maihowl 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 23

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    Disney Or Bust !

    How did I end up here, on the "Expereince Project" , of all places??  Let me see..., I Googled, "What to do with the rest of my life", and somehow ended up here.  I am a very private, guarded person on a good day, so today, must not be a good day, because, even...
    heyitsMEagain heyitsMEagain 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 22, 2010

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    I seriously hate a million people right now.

    I feel so lonely and betrayed.....:/
    dawntaker020 dawntaker020 13-15, F Mar 29

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    Controversy Sells

    He tried being original. But the more he tried, the more he was shuffed aside. He saw his friends make it big through deceit and with a lot of cunning via controversy. "Why don't you join the bandwagon and leave your life of pauperism", they asked him. But he is holding back for...
    cos12sine cos12sine 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 27, 2013

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    I am in love with a married man

    who has said he will never leave his wife. He is in love with me too but it's not enough to make him break up his family unit. We've been together for a year now. He makes time for me most days and our times together are very connected. We have picnics, go on bike rides meet to...
    chrissy1967 chrissy1967 46-50, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    I'm Lost...

    2 years ago I had it all figured out...I was meant to finish high school go to medical school then the rest would fall into place. Instead I'm posing naked for boys to try cure my low self esteem and acting like something that I'm not for attention...my grades have hit rock...
    ismilealways ismilealways 18-21 2 Responses Aug 24, 2012

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    I Dont Know What To Do

    I graduated high school, took a few college classes and dont know where to go from here. as i dont have a job i have about two options. to go traveling with my mom or my dad, go somewhere find something i love and start doing it. i have to pick one though. and i dont know what to...
    kittylover23 kittylover23 18-21 Aug 29, 2012

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    Nowhere to Go.

    So I've been sacked from the job I loved and which was my whole life.  Don't have a boyfriend, husband, kids, nothing.  My job with little children was everything to me.  Every morning I wake up there is a picture of a child I loved in my mind, a different...
    Tibicina Tibicina 41-45, F 7 Responses Jul 13, 2009

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    I Destroyed My One True Love...

    I know I took you're virginity but I wish I could give that back to you, just if I knew what the out come was in the end of it all and how hurt I'd be I would and should of never met you because I do now believe we are not soul mates and aren't suppose to be together it's what I...
    XieryaWolf XieryaWolf 18-21, F May 28, 2013

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    I've tried to move forward,

    and for a little while it worked. I had a relationship that I thought was strong but then the one who TRULY has my heart came back around. I fell for her words and and her beauty and I wanted her to come back to our son and I. I thought I could reel her in and I did have her for...
    OvOBrien OvOBrien 26-30, M 4 Responses Jun 14

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    Now What?

    I'm trying to change the world if you've been looking at me. I know I need people behind me. Strenght in numbers. But after that, then what? At school I'm going to start a petiton. But it's after that, that I'm stuck. Maybe become school president? Any ideas? It's very big so I...
    MissingIdentidy MissingIdentidy 22-25, F Apr 22, 2012

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    At A Crossroad

    I am 22 and just finished college. Luckily for me, my career field is plentiful in well paying jobs, I have job offers all around my state. I grew up in a smaller town of 25k people in the center of Washington with 4 siblings, a dad, mom, and stepdad. I originally wanted to stay...
    Cdinges56 Cdinges56 22-25 2 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    I dont know what im doing

    or even going in this life.. I just need some guidance but dont know where to look for that guidance... I dont have any family to talk too.. I dont have any friends to talk too... I just want to cry I just feel so alone through all this bc noone understands or even will try to...
    Honesty89 Honesty89 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    I Want To Sleep With So Many More Women....

    Know that sounds crass, but its sad that that sounds crass. You don't even know why. For shame. ...... Anyway, closed minded McGee, I don't buy into the idea of a committed relationship. I find beauty in like 83 percent of women 18- 35 I see on my day to day everyday. I...
    klydekadell klydekadell 26-30 1 Response Sep 1, 2013

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    I Dont Know Where To Go Anymore

    I am an artist and lost my home and am not able to make work now. Im living in a new city and dont feel like myself. I work and make some money to pay the bills but I dont feel like me. The real me is the artist. Its hard for me to connect with people when I dont feel like myself...
    jdw1980 jdw1980 26-30 2 Responses Jun 10, 2010

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    Surya

    Every thing is wrong with me.AFTER COMPLETION OF SCHOOL LIFE I ENTERED IN COLLEGE.I WANT TO B A DOCTORBUT BECAUSE OF FATHER'S FORCE I M CONCENTRATE ON ENGINEERING SUBJECT. BUT I M FAIL IN THAT.AFTER    THAT I NEVER TURNED BACK. I WAS GONE ON COMPUTER STUDIESI APPEAR IN...
    suryachavan88 suryachavan88 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 17, 2012

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    Im Stuck

    I have walked ran and almost made it i needed  one more thing that i let go a while ago hope . I have one thing and thats just faith no more love , i ran and now im stuck. I was going for a while and now im done fo im gone i dont have much love left I stop at a black wall...
    harboraqua harboraqua 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2010

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    I feel very lost. My boyfriend is always lying

    and hurting me so I've decided to move on. But the guy I've moved on to is bad at English and it's just not the same. He won't do stuff my ex/boyfriend did. Like the skype calls all night and that kind of stuff. I just miss him and I don't know what to do...
    pikachuux pikachuux 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 14

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    Sorry this is really long but I had to get this off my chest before it took over my life. This past year has really been an eye opener for me. Trying to assimilate into freshman...
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    There's so much **** I need to fix.. It's so much and I just go to sleep .. I don't have enough clarity, peace of mind, concentration or attention span to take care of it all! I...
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    I've been to a couple counselor/psychologists lately and I guess there was a part of me that was hoping for some kind of clinical diagnosis. Sounds crappy but it's true. There was...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F a week ago

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    I'm sitting here counting down the minutes before I turn another year older. Nineteen years old. The year went by so fast, and the time before me is racing toward me like the waves...
    nainaii nainaii 18-21, F a week ago

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    Yep. Not in cities. Dunno where. Sigh.
    converted converted 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 1

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    I'm on the run.. Donno where to go to escape my head..
    ThePeach ThePeach 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    so it's just as if I'm floating around in loneliness, longing for a place that no longer, or perhaps never, existed. I'm fairly certain that moving into the forest and pretending...
    RMDk RMDk 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    I have never been on a site like this but due to what has happened in my life recently I am looking for people to talk to and relate to. I am recently separated and very depressed...
    ivorytortoise ivorytortoise 41-45, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    It's that fact that everyone doesn't want to admit but experiences no matter what. I don't know. I feared this yet I expected it, it's a life that I live in. I'm in the unknown and...
    AnEverWonderer AnEverWonderer 16-17, F Jul 1

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    I have no clue what career I want to pursue although I have Ideas but I haven't made up my mind yet. I love biology and I sort of conquered chemistry this year although it was...
    l212 l212 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I just don't know anymore. I'm tired of lying to myself and being someone I'm not. I don't know if I should shut out the internet and go camping to clear my mind but I really need...
    haileemattis haileemattis 16-17, F 3 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    I started crying today, thinking about my absent dad. I'm in his country, the whole reason I came was to come find him. The last time I saw him I was 15. He didn't recognize me...
    paolacastillo paolacastillo 26-30, F Jul 17

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    so I met this guy online on a chatting site in 2012. He was 17, I was 16. We hit it off really well and he eventually asked me to be his girlfriend. I agreed. The only problem was...
    shay328 shay328 18-21, F Jul 7

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    When I was 17, I got pregnant with my oldest. He was a premature baby, so I got little to hardly any time to bond with him the first 3 months of his life. I spent 6 days a week...
    Krissysheart Krissysheart 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I'm 24 and the oldest of 3 girls. I'm in that age where people think I should be at the peak of my life, they say I should already have a stable job, so that I can help my family...
    gehanalyanna gehanalyanna 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    I feel defective for many many many reasons but there are times when I look at them with a clear mind and think I'm being weird about it. So here is a list of concerns. 1. Spend a...
    BoronActiniumOxygenNitrogen BoronActiniumOxygenNitrogen 13-15, F Jul 1

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    I have a husband who loves me and three great kids that we spoil. But I don't have any friends. I am a stay-at-home Mom. I have low self-esteem, I guess. Sometimes. I don't know. I...
    Kryzta Kryzta 26-30, F Jul 5

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    30 years old and I never took things seriously, all I want/ed is a life of success doing what I love doing. I wish I could go back and try to retrace when and where this period...
    duplexoutlet duplexoutlet 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 7

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    So I have the ex from hell. We were long distance and it ended TERRIBLY. His best friend kept me sane during all the fights and heartbreak. I hadn't seen him in four years but we...
    sugarsweet88 sugarsweet88 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    The more you know,the less you know. Read 1 book and you will be introduced to the beauty that is imagination and wordery. Read 100 books,and you will be introduced to the world...
    code254 code254 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 3

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    I have a girl friend that really looks up to me. I am honored to be someone whom she looks up to, and she also considers me her best friend. I consider her a good friend, but I...
    picasso527 picasso527 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    Early 2012, I fell in love with a girl who was together with a guy at that time and she fell in love with me, too. The situation is such that while she loves him, she's not in love...
    DarkCrusaderz DarkCrusaderz 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    i keep trying to tell my mum that i don't know any more. when i was little i always wanted to be a nurse but after being rejected from university 3 times and 3 other ones not even...
    makeitsomeday makeitsomeday 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I didn't have the best day I woke up early after going to bed late I had to clean the house cause a bunch of people were suppose to be coming over I fought with everyone in my...
    MissSkye MissSkye 16-17, F Jul 5

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    I'm trying to be positive, trying to find a hobby to keep myself occupied, but it's not working. It probably doesn't help that its the start of the summer holidays and my son is at...
    russianpenguin23 russianpenguin23 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I am trying hard to get away from my high school friends and all they do is drink and smoke weed after I cut all of them out it's really boring and lonley I really want to meet new...
    brnino brnino 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I often feel like I want to walk away from everything...just pick up and leave. I have lots of things in my life to be thankful for so it doesn't really make sense to me. People on...
    StoneWall77 StoneWall77 36-40, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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