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I Don't Know Where to Go From Here

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 220 People

    Surya

    Every thing is wrong with me.AFTER COMPLETION OF SCHOOL LIFE I ENTERED IN COLLEGE.I WANT TO B A DOCTORBUT BECAUSE OF FATHER'S FORCE I M CONCENTRATE ON ENGINEERING SUBJECT. BUT I M FAIL IN THAT.AFTER    THAT I NEVER TURNED BACK. I WAS GONE ON COMPUTER STUDIESI APPEAR IN...
    suryachavan88 suryachavan88 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 17, 2012

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    I Destroyed My One True Love...

    I know I took you're virginity but I wish I could give that back to you, just if I knew what the out come was in the end of it all and how hurt I'd be I would and should of never met you because I do now believe we are not soul mates and aren't suppose to be together it's what I...
    XieryaWolf XieryaWolf 18-21, F May 28, 2013

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    Now What?

    I'm trying to change the world if you've been looking at me. I know I need people behind me. Strenght in numbers. But after that, then what? At school I'm going to start a petiton. But it's after that, that I'm stuck. Maybe become school president? Any ideas? It's very big so I...
    MissingIdentidy MissingIdentidy 22-25, F Apr 22, 2012

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    I just lost my part time job

    and I'm a Junior in college going for a biology degree. I have an amazing boyfriend, good parents and good grades. I'm growing doubts with my decisions.... I love writing stories for kids/teens and love animated movies (pretty much all of them). But I love science... but every...
    Maihowl Maihowl 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 23

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    I feel very lost. My boyfriend is always lying

    and hurting me so I've decided to move on. But the guy I've moved on to is bad at English and it's just not the same. He won't do stuff my ex/boyfriend did. Like the skype calls all night and that kind of stuff. I just miss him and I don't know what to do...
    pikachuux pikachuux 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    Controversy Sells

    He tried being original. But the more he tried, the more he was shuffed aside. He saw his friends make it big through deceit and with a lot of cunning via controversy. "Why don't you join the bandwagon and leave your life of pauperism", they asked him. But he is holding back for...
    cos12sine cos12sine 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 27, 2013

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    I've tried to move forward,

    and for a little while it worked. I had a relationship that I thought was strong but then the one who TRULY has my heart came back around. I fell for her words and and her beauty and I wanted her to come back to our son and I. I thought I could reel her in and I did have her for...
    ActionMax ActionMax 26-30, M 3 Responses Jun 14

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    I am in love with a married man

    who has said he will never leave his wife. He is in love with me too but it's not enough to make him break up his family unit. We've been together for a year now. He makes time for me most days and our times together are very connected. We have picnics, go on bike rides meet to...
    chrissy1967 chrissy1967 46-50, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    At A Crossroad

    I am 22 and just finished college. Luckily for me, my career field is plentiful in well paying jobs, I have job offers all around my state. I grew up in a smaller town of 25k people in the center of Washington with 4 siblings, a dad, mom, and stepdad. I originally wanted to stay...
    Cdinges56 Cdinges56 22-25 2 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    I'm Lost...

    2 years ago I had it all figured out...I was meant to finish high school go to medical school then the rest would fall into place. Instead I'm posing naked for boys to try cure my low self esteem and acting like something that I'm not for attention...my grades have hit rock...
    ismilealways ismilealways 18-21 2 Responses Aug 24, 2012

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    My parents died trying to save me from vampire

    hunters.. I'm afraid of humans but ... I like helping them no matter what
    Bellacallidora Bellacallidora 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    Disney Or Bust !

    How did I end up here, on the "Expereince Project" , of all places??  Let me see..., I Googled, "What to do with the rest of my life", and somehow ended up here.  I am a very private, guarded person on a good day, so today, must not be a good day, because, even...
    heyitsMEagain heyitsMEagain 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 22, 2010

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    Now What

    She defined who I am, who I was, and who I thought I would be.Now I have no idea, for the first time in my life I am lost.
    jdude19 jdude19 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 12, 2011

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    Im Stuck

    I have walked ran and almost made it i needed  one more thing that i let go a while ago hope . I have one thing and thats just faith no more love , i ran and now im stuck. I was going for a while and now im done fo im gone i dont have much love left I stop at a black wall...
    harboraqua harboraqua 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2010

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    Nowhere to Go.

    So I've been sacked from the job I loved and which was my whole life.  Don't have a boyfriend, husband, kids, nothing.  My job with little children was everything to me.  Every morning I wake up there is a picture of a child I loved in my mind, a different...
    Tibicina Tibicina 41-45, F 7 Responses Jul 13, 2009

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    I seriously hate a million people right now.

    I feel so lonely and betrayed.....:/
    dawntaker020 dawntaker020 13-15, F Mar 29

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    I Want To Sleep With So Many More Women....

    Know that sounds crass, but its sad that that sounds crass. You don't even know why. For shame. ...... Anyway, closed minded McGee, I don't buy into the idea of a committed relationship. I find beauty in like 83 percent of women 18- 35 I see on my day to day everyday. I...
    klydekadell klydekadell 26-30 1 Response Sep 1, 2013

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    I Dont Know What To Do

    I graduated high school, took a few college classes and dont know where to go from here. as i dont have a job i have about two options. to go traveling with my mom or my dad, go somewhere find something i love and start doing it. i have to pick one though. and i dont know what to...
    kittylover23 kittylover23 18-21 Aug 29, 2012

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    If you do not change direction,

    you may end up where you are heading.-Lao Tzu #MINDBLOWN
    FullCircleO FullCircleO 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 11

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    I Dont Know Where To Go Anymore

    I am an artist and lost my home and am not able to make work now. Im living in a new city and dont feel like myself. I work and make some money to pay the bills but I dont feel like me. The real me is the artist. Its hard for me to connect with people when I dont feel like myself...
    jdw1980 jdw1980 26-30 2 Responses Jun 10, 2010

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    I dont know what im doing

    or even going in this life.. I just need some guidance but dont know where to look for that guidance... I dont have any family to talk too.. I dont have any friends to talk too... I just want to cry I just feel so alone through all this bc noone understands or even will try to...
    Honesty89 Honesty89 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 5 Responses Nov 26

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    But that's okay. I don't want to get any older than I am And I hope my marriage is as solid as it is now. I don't want the love of my life to ever leave me. I know I have nothing...
    Nannyxd Nannyxd 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    dose any one realy know where they will be in 1 year? 3 years? 5 years? 10 years?
    fseanb fseanb 36-40, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I don't want to work but want money to magically appear... I'm not lazy but I just want to study for the rest of my life
    mayakelly mayakelly 13-15, F a week ago

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    I don't even really think I'll make it
    teddy714 teddy714 13-15, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I know where I leave my things...but when you live with a bunch of people and they move things around looking for something else and not put things back....I end up looking for my...
    LoveJaney LoveJaney 36-40, F Nov 30

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    I'm not thinking about 5 years from now. I live linger in the moment right here right now.
    YanoSiento YanoSiento 31-35, F Dec 10

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    I just wanted to tell ya'll that I've been having troubles responding to messages on here, and that I'm not ignoring any of you. I'm working on it.
    Colourfi Colourfi 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    I found a way to log onto EP (or is it MT now?) from another phone. Just felt like letting ya'll know that all the experiences signed "-B" aren't from me, but from my friend.
    Colourfi Colourfi 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 6

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    how do i get away from a man that i love with every ounce of my soul. a man that doesn't deserve any part of me. a man who beats me and cheats and lies and tells me every day he...
    mfox3579 mfox3579 31-35, F 5 Responses Nov 26

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    Lol. Kinda describes me pretty well. I'm sure I put it down somewhere! Just not quite sure where!!!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Nov 18

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    its hard to tell for me sense i am still in highschool, but its weird to think about..will we be scientifically advanced enough to live on another planet? if so will i be living in...
    irvinspider54 irvinspider54 16-17, M a week ago

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    The future is the only thing that truly scares me because it is so unpredictable.
    Constellations100 Constellations100 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Uuummmm , that's exactly what I say shhhhh
    Sjenka Sjenka 36-40, F Nov 18

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    I need to make changes. I worry about what a couple of people think of me. I am starting a plan to care about what one of them thinks and not care about what the other one thinks...
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 1 Response Nov 19

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    for real tho.... lots of people i need to get out of my life....its time i think of myself.
    Bayzoo Bayzoo 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 24

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    That's what she said! I could not help myself. I am such a child.
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    hi everone, i m new here and i thought i might give it a try i tried shrinks, antidepression, benzos, having boyfriends, chocolat, to get better but even if i know what's wrong...
    raya99 raya99 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I don't remember where I came from and I don't know where I am going. What I do know, is that the journey in between has been an amazing roller-coaster of fun and fear, joy...
    mickyisback mickyisback 70+, M 3 Responses Nov 18

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    I have five senses but don’t have a sense of direction Don’t know north from south while lost out here in the ocean All i can see is the blurry sun reflection But the waves...
    daydreamer1996 daydreamer1996 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    my emotions and thoughts are so complicated, i feel like i have so many things to say that i need to express and get out and get off my chest, but i don't know where to begin and i...
    antoneli antoneli 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 6

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    So today Dylan and I started out… lets just say, “not conected”. So, I was late to spanish class. Dylan was just staring at me out the door. I opened it and closed it quietly...
    GoldMarine GoldMarine 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    i got pregnant out of wedlock, our parents decided that we should get married right away... although we both decided to take of the needs of our baby first, then we get married if...
    keitel11 keitel11 31-35, F 2 hrs ago

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    Everyone thinks they have everything figured out and that they have the entire picture. No one does and no one in this family really understands me and really listens. They just...
    nomadventurist nomadventurist 18-21, F Nov 29

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    I really don't. Wake up every day, so tired and defeated that have to live another day, and that‘s even if I do sleep, which is extremely rare anymore. Have to force myself to...
    GhostOfGrey GhostOfGrey 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    After watching "If I stay" all teary eyed and sulking. Reflecting on the fact that I myself could have been a great pianist. Then again I could have been a great anything I did...
    pinknotiq pinknotiq 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 21

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