I Dont Know Who I Am Or What I Want

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    I am often very dissociated from reality (yeah i know great way to start this right?) Its like my mind sort of takes a step back from everything until I am a soulless emotionless husk. I smile and laugh and talk, but I'm like a tape on loop, a recording of a made-up person. I'm...
    mp5k mp5k
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 12, 2011

    Ive been experiencing these feelings

    for a few months. Took a dose of LSD and been having a thought that ive lost it. At February I felt horrible, I had lot of panic attacks and thought alot of negative ****, like I have schizophrenia and I cant feel **** anymore and have been plaguing my mind alot with these...
    bromit123 bromit123
    22-25, M
    Mar 24, 2014

    Falling out with her also made me lose a lot of

    self worth and a sense of self and who I am. Still trying to find that person again.. I invested too much of myself into a person which is dangerous because they can drop you at any time.
    mindstatic mindstatic
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 10, 2014

    I don't know who I am.

    I thought I did but I seem to change every year. One day I want to go to college and be successful but the next I just want to travel and live carefree. I don't know what I'm doing with myself or what I want. I have no idea what direction I want to go in but I know I don't want...
    JessicaTacos JessicaTacos
    18-21, F
    Dec 6, 2013

    Stranger I Am

    Do you know urself very well? Well if yes, Then I envy you. As I am riding the steps of my experience I am fininding myself very difficult to know. Getting to know a new side of myself often. I am amused, confused, hurt, overwhelmed sometimes irritated for this. I want so many...
    bloodNroses bloodNroses
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 7, 2013

    I don't know who I am at all what makes me,

    me. I don't know what I want or what to do. Life is so confusing. I wish I could just be care free for a day. But I can't to much to do much thinking and just not enough answers or time
    secertlyLost secertlyLost
    18-21, M
    Jan 22, 2014

    I thought i knew who i was

    and what i definitely wanted and who i wanted to be with and felt like i had so much control of my life. This year has changed me completely, so many things have changed and i feel like i haven't got a clue about anything anymore. I don't know what i want or who i want to be...
    dannilou dannilou
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 6, 2015

    I'm suppose to start high school soon.

    That means to choose a school. To choose a path. To choose a future. MY future. I am basically making THE choise of where and how my life will continue on. How am I suppose to do that!? I don't know what I want to do, I'm not passionate about anything, I dont have any interests...
    AlexAnimeFreak AlexAnimeFreak
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 5, 2014
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