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I Don't Know Who I Am Yet

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    Yeh, Andd?

    im always searching to find out who i really am. i have an abundance of friends all of different groups, but i relate to all of them. some are tough, others are emotional...i am both. people tell me im a poser all though i amm not...i don't get it. people are telling me that i am...
    iloveyoubaby iloveyoubaby 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 26, 2009

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    I Really Don't.

    It has taken me my entire life to realize, that I probably never will, and that is a bit of a let down. But I'll work with that I have.
    wewantcowbell wewantcowbell 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 15, 2007

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    ????

    I know I'm still young and people always say that as an answer when I'm confused or unsure of something and i hate it. yes, i'm still young but i'm around people who know who they are and where they are going. i used to think i knew who i was but now i don't. i always knew where...
    em4040 em4040 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 17, 2008

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    My Experiance

    I was just reading Kandycanes' story and was thinking to myself that I can write a list just like this, with a few similar points and a few origional ones, however these are things I am, not who I am. What I am is a 19 year old student, who works in a bar and is crazy about this...
    scottpaul scottpaul 19-21, M Nov 18, 2007

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    What You See Is Not What You Get.

    I am a hypocrite. I am bored. I get excited easily. I laugh at everything. I am a great listener. I do not judge anyone.... ever. (not always a good thing.) I have a lot of great friends. I am often alone. I am pretty. I have low confidence. I am a writer. I love to read. I love...
    Kandycane Kandycane 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 15, 2007

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    Suppressed Myself For Too Long

    I always felt like I was someone else and so I tried to be that person.  I was someone I didn't know around my friends, even the ones I tried to be myself with.  I either didn't talk or talked too much. I tried to be myself, but I wasn't sure who that was, so I made it...
    axelval axelval 18-21, T 2 Responses Jun 1, 2009

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    Who??!!

    I am different things to different people. The problem with this is it confuses me as to who I actually am. I feel like I exaggarate different traits depending on who I am talking to. It's as though my personality is biased. It's not that I'm being fake with people, it's just...
    paintthetownred paintthetownred 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 21, 2009

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    Yet Is Essential.

    true.true. i don't know myself, i don't know who I am and yes, the word YET is essential i know maybe a little of myself, then other's ideas of myself, i doubt what i know about my and i doubt what others think of me. JOHARI'S WINDOW. still on the process, and i will always...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 21, 2012

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    I guess I'm just at that age where I should be "finding" myself. But lately I don't know who I am at all. I'm so confused. I have no plans for my future because I'm not good at...
    christin13 christin13 18-21, F Dec 29, 2014

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    I've been with a partner for nearly the years. We live together with his mum. We live in a very small flat and have done for 18 months. Prior to that, we lived in a family home...
    rebeccadb1 rebeccadb1 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    i don't know what i want to do with my life. i feel like the only way for me to keep moving forward is to go somewhere completely foreign and start again. the life i have here...
    msr1122 msr1122 18-21, F Jan 5

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    I feel like I'm in limbo... I can never get involved in anything for more than a day. I don't have any friends, and my family isn't much... I feel like I'm not good at anything, so...
    dinorap1 dinorap1 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    What I would do, what I would give not to cuddle with just any random person but with that one special person. Unfortunately, I've come to understand that person doesn't exist for...
    Weretiger Weretiger 26-30 Jan 15

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    I really dont know what the **** is going on with me. Depression has always run in my family, we have mental illness in the past but never through my mother. I sleep, constantly it...
    Hakunamatata420 Hakunamatata420 18-21 Dec 28, 2014

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    I really don't last year I didn't give a flying **** about what happened I would just go with it. Now after she dumped me a month ago. I can't stand anything
    Bonjovi11 Bonjovi11 13-15, M Jan 15

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    or more precisely, i dont know how to be myself.
    Crossfire14 Crossfire14 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 8

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    and sometimes, i question myself and my surroundings if my friends, are actually real friends and not backstabbers. Are they pretending for my sake? Are they just pranking me? are...
    Crossfire14 Crossfire14 13-15, M Jan 9

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    i tried looking for my dad amad bajo again today...im 24, i havent even seen him since i was 2 and i dont remember him at all. it always gets me very depressed. i think i found him...
    emoXkitty emoXkitty 22-25, F Dec 26, 2014

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    I feel like I'm missing something in my life. Maybe happiness. Yeah I think that's what it is. I've been putting up this poker face that I'm happy but In reality im not.
    t3rriv t3rriv 16-17, F Dec 28, 2014

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    My life is wasting away. Am I even surpose to do anything good or be someone.. I really have noidea about anything. Everyone Eles around me seems to have ther life in check.
    Misjodie Misjodie 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    I'm so confused. don't know what to do. want to be in a relation ship but have trust issues too. don't know whom to trust or who's real or who's fake :(
    YaminMalik YaminMalik 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    i don't know if i'm supposed to be monogamous. no matter how much i like the idea of a husband, two kids, some pets, and a house, i always get bored with my current partner and...
    iridescenteyes iridescenteyes 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    I hope you guys would take time to read my story, and I'd really appreciate if you could maybe leave some comments below. So my ex-boyfriend and I were together for more than a...
    Pauline0497 Pauline0497 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    Am I the only one that doesn't want to feel happy? Most of the time i'm just 'not the in the mood' to act happy, especially around my family. And I know that sounds stupid but i'm...
    ImYourLady ImYourLady 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 1

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    I'm the most useless person who ever lived. I've never had to survive on my own, I've always been supported. No matter what, I always had a foundation to stand on. But in recent...
    IDidntWantToSignUp IDidntWantToSignUp 18-21 3 Responses Jan 10

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    I think I'm in love with a friend of mine. But our relationship is really strange. At first we started off as being really good friends, but last year I had a boyfriend who hated...
    andreatam andreatam 13-15, F 21 hrs ago

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    Ever feel as though your world around you is crumbling, like if you don't have somethign to hold on to, then your walls will fall and everything will fall apart? NO... Well I do...
    codenamekidnextdoor codenamekidnextdoor 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    I have a younger sister that is 12 years old, which makes her three years younger than me. We moved two years ago to a different country. Me and my siblings didn't really have a...
    NevaAmethyst NevaAmethyst 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    I believe in every kind of love except for romance love!!! I don't know why I have parents that are together and they say they love each other... They have never done things that...
    isabel16 isabel16 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    A few minutes ago my parents were fighting over recent tensions. Mainly being someone who my stepdad was texting and who he was calling "my angel" and calling her every night...
    Starsminecart Starsminecart 13-15, F 4 Responses Jan 14

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    I'm 30, single with friends that are all married who don't hang out anymore I'm broke saving up money looking for apartments and just got out of a long relationship and just want...
    Darkne55 Darkne55 26-30, F Jan 1

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    The person who used to be my friend is coming to town, and wants to meet. She was the one who affected my self-esteem so bad in my first year at college. I'm not mad at her, I just...
    coldswann coldswann 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 12

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    I have a really bad situation. One of my friends is suffering a lot of stuff and her parents don't seem to care. I really want to help her but don't know how to. I talk to her...
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My dad died 5 months before I was born in a car accident, and I never got to meet him. I know that he was an amazing man. My mom was widowed for 8 years, with 4 children at home...
    chloeangela chloeangela 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Um, hi world. Ok, I don't know if you've shared your real name, so hello betruetoyourself14. You left the window open on the computer when you left to get your medication and...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I've never posted anything on here before, but at this point I simply don't know what to do. My boyfriend and I have been together for around 2.5 years now, and both of us are in...
    makitath makitath 18-21, F Jan 14

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    I don't want to see I don't want to hear I don't want to feel They all go too deep. My senses are shaper than knives. I don't want them. I don't want to be me. I don't like the me...
    TheShadowedGirl TheShadowedGirl 36-40 1 Response 6 days ago

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    So yesterday I posted about talking about taboo subjects, I wanted to address that again. I talked to a friend on here, and we all joke about things and fantasize about things we...
    coleslayer coleslayer 26-30 4 days ago

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    I don't know why people who can't spell seem to flock to my EP. Go away please. Please.
    Mojopins Mojopins 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I really don't know what I want any more. What I want changes so constantly it's like I'm a different person each time. My boss already got on to me for not telling him what my...
    Kckiss88 Kckiss88 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    As most of you know, I am dating a girl on here. She is a wonderful person and I couldn't have asked God for a more perfect girlfriend. But I have a weird feeling, like abandonment...
    Sierra1993 Sierra1993 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    I feel like all the stress and frustration is all thrown at me. Like I don't know what else my mom wants me to do. I feel like she tells me the same thing everytime and I don't...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    did I spell that right? Yeah I know it sound kind of absurd but some how I can't be bothered to do anything Yeah I have passion. More like dead end ones. Like art and theatre (I...
    hollowboxies hollowboxies 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    My husband and I just married in April 2014. I didn't even want to get married, but he did, so we did. Now I'm at the perfect time and age to have children. I'm almost 28 (will be...
    raziel1687 raziel1687 22-25, F Jan 6

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    I don't know why I'm so alone. I don't know why people's judge me all the time, I don't know why I'm never good enough, I don't know why life is so hard. I dunno...
    imjustmex33 imjustmex33 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I don't know if my life is relevant anymore. I try to make it relevant. I don't really do much to help humanity. I haven't volunteered for over a month at a place I usually...
    obscureriddle obscureriddle 22-25, F 5 days ago

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