I Dont Know Who I Am

I have lived all of my life wanting to be an actor and because of this everyday i must (for one reason or another) be a different person one day im a confident outgoing person and the next im depressed or quiet and this has been...

I find myself at the most conflicting point of my life so far. I am a senior in high school now. I have good grades, incredible scores, and an impressive propensity for calculus, English, most art medias, martial arts, and a growing...

just cant seem to really know what i want in life...since i was a kid all i just thought to do is to study hard and education would lift us from poverty, I never thought exactly who and what I wanted to be...I know it sounds crap but...

No one truly knows me. I do know a lot of people from all walks of life but none of them truly know me. For example i smoke in front of others and other people have no idea i smoke and would be shocked by that. my work people and my...

lately ive beeen haveing really deep thoughts about who i am and who im gonna become in life if i carry on this way you see im 15, and all i want really is maybe a gf who likes me for me, i know this sounds sad but i couldnt get to...

I look in the mirror, and I see someone so familiar she is a stranger.
 She thinks she's ugly but she feels she's beautiful...
She thinks she's pretty, but she feels horrendous...
She is simple to hang with, yet complex to live...

Help me out...do you think knowing who I am?  ;P

you could say that life is everbodys ongoing journey of self discovery.   some people are lucky enough to know what they want from life and have the ambition to persue their goals, perhaps more people than i know.... ...

I don't know who i am anymore ive changed into something horrible smoke drink and drugs if theres ever any i slit my wrists everyday im always depressed and think about killing myself my ex is with the guy she cheat on me with im losing...

I was ready to end it all, I was ready to leave this hateful place. I knew who I was back then and I was a bad person who always made bad things happen. I knew there was no carrying on the way I was and it seems at that moment, at that...

I think I've been to busy just making it through life to think about it before. I've been a mother and "wife" since the age of 15 but that's what I am, not who I am and I'm starting to wake up and realize that.
I feel sort of lost.

It is my first time on this site. What follows is a story, a story of my experience in looking for who I am. This story is, hopefully, something you the reader can follow along with, an experience you can connect with your own...

Now while i write this i will say this im drunk :)

All i want to do is drink, smoke, and do crazy shit in the hopes it will kill me
Im not an alcoholic or addicted to cig's or anything else it's as simple as this
I want to die and i...

I know how people percieve me. They assume Im reasonably happy, always got something to do and somewhere to go. They assume Im pretty confident hence the fact I can make friends easily and generally talk to anyone. Not many see me as a...

     To this day I am not even exactly sure who I am but I have a clue. There are still so much I am trying to figure out. Like things I am capable of I don't even know if I am good in a fight I never hit anyone before. Sad but true...