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I Don't Know Who My Father Is

This is the place to be if you are clueless about the guy your mom had sex with to help make you. 24 People

    I Don't Know Who My Father Is - Five yrs ago my mother passed away and the man I thought was my father for 47 yrs decided to tell me that he wasn't my dad and was bitter for having...
    mschihuahua1 mschihuahua1 51-55, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2012

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    My Real Father... - I never know my real dad. At first I didn't care, but last year when my mom started getting in touch with people she slept with and trying to find out who my...
    dirtyicing dirtyicing 18-21, F Jul 11, 2012

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    A Letter From Your Unknown Dad - I don't know what you've been told, but I would never purposely hurt you. I don't care how you got here, or who your mother is, you are part of me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 8, 2013

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    Family Secret - I don't really know why I am here, I guess it's because I really don't know where else to go. I am 40 years old this year. When I was 33, my mom and I had a big...
    XSJohnK XSJohnK 36-40, M Jan 28, 2011

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    Wish I Would Have Met My Dad - It may seam that I can't miss him because I've not met him. But that's only a lie. Deep down there has always been a part of me that has been...
    PoemSinger45 PoemSinger45 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 19, 2011

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