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I Don't Know Who My Father Is

This is the place to be if you are clueless about the guy your mom had sex with to help make you. 44 People

    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 6

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    My mum passed away when I was eleven years old.

    Her sister and the husband took me in when I was two years old. They eventually adopted me as their own after my mum passed away. I never knew my father and know NOTHING about him. In fact no one in my mum's family has any idea who my father is. No name, where he's from, what...
    helensave helensave 31-35, F 1 Response May 30

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    My mother claims she doesn't know how to find

    him. She said after I was born she ran into him in the mall. He said "Cute baby" and she told him it was his and he denied it. Then there was this rumor that my aunt caught my mom in bed with her husband. So that's a possibility. Not sure why this bothers me so much. I'm...
    SashaAmazon SashaAmazon 31-35, F Sep 13

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    My Real Father...

    I never know my real dad. At first I didn't care, but last year when my mom started getting in touch with people she slept with and trying to find out who my dad could possibly be, the more I thought about it. I have done one DNA test, but he turned out not to be. I did another...
    dirtyicing dirtyicing 18-21, F Jul 11, 2012

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    Wish I Would Have Met My Dad

    It may seam that I can't miss him because I've not met him. But that's only a lie. Deep down there has always been a part of me that has been missing. I turned into a tomboy without my dad, probably would have been one with my dad. But a certain thing is missing when a little...
    PoemSinger45 PoemSinger45 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 19, 2011

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    I have every reason to believe (too many to

    list) that my mother had an affair with her sister's husband and became pregnant with me. Because of her shame and fear of people finding out, she tried to smother me with a pillow. I was a very sickly child and had kidney and a blood disorder because of low iron and B12. I...
    hendrk01 hendrk01 51-55, F 1 Response May 6

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    A Letter From Your Unknown Dad

    I don't know what you've been told, but I would never purposely hurt you. I don't care how you got here, or who your mother is, you are part of me, and hurting you is hurting myself. I know we have never met, but I want to explain something to you just in case we never do. There...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 8, 2013

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    My mom has always said my father was a man

    named Craig. I tracked him down and he told me he had known my mom in high school but that he had never been intimate with her. He seemed sincere and wished me luck. I was given names of other men by my Granny and my uncles but all dead ends. I'm almost 42 and I doubt I'll ever...
    naknuwisha naknuwisha 41-45, F Dec 7

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    Family Secret

    I don't really know why I am here, I guess it's because I really don't know where else to go. I am 40 years old this year. When I was 33, my mom and I had a big blowup over my children. I a very heated argument my mom told me that my dad, was not my real father. At first I did...
    XSJohnK XSJohnK 36-40, M Jan 28, 2011

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    Who Is Dadee?

    Back in Russha me mothur was a ho and had sex with thousands of mens every year. Mommy got pregnat from the regimant of the russhan army she got ****** by for monies. Who is my daddee?
    russnmandee21 russnmandee21 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 3, 2012

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    I Don't Know Who My Father Is

    Five yrs ago my mother passed away and the man I thought was my father for 47 yrs decided to tell me that he wasn't my dad and was bitter for having worked and taken care of me through age 18. He passed away two yrs later and was estranged from me that whole time; never told me...
    mschihuahua1 mschihuahua1 51-55, F 2 Responses Jun 11, 2012

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