I Don't Know Why I Am Alive

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    I Wish I Knew

    I really don't understand Fate, and how it works in strange ways. When I was born, the 3 initials of my name were VIC. My father was a 32nd degree Scottish Rite Mason. I was given to my grand parents to raise when I was 5 months old. They were not religious, but sent me to a...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jan 21, 2009

    I Could Be

    I could be anyone, but I am not... I am me. I could be anywhere, but I am not... I am here. I could be doing anything, but I am not... I am doing this. It could be anytime in the future or in the past, but it is not... it is right now. Doesn't this make you wonder? Whether we are...
    CopperCoil CopperCoil
    36-40, M
    6 Responses Mar 28, 2008

    As I sit here wondering about life,

    I ask myself "why do I exist?" This very questions rings in the back if my head knowing that I don't fit in. I am respected, and I can lead, but i don't want to lead, I just want to feel human. Why was I placed in this world robotic in nature, but always longing to be human and...
    EternalSolitude EternalSolitude
    18-21, M
    1 Response May 5, 2014

    Life And Death

    I've always been a very pessimistic person so the thought of life is only so entertaining. I don't feel like I'm doing anything to influence anyone I can't help anyone and I don't know how. I wish I could just be what I need to be I wish there was a easy button! But then I...
    Grawrl Grawrl
    18-21, F
    Oct 22, 2009

    Sometimes I really wish I was religious.

    Life would be so much easier believing in a God and truly believing in life after death. I feel almost jealous of people with this conviction, there must be so much peace in feeling that way. And yet it seems almost impossible. How can people be so convinced in what they believe...
    itsnevertoolate327 itsnevertoolate327
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 5, 2014

    My existence is futile I don't see the good in

    it just bad things happen I suck at everything I couldn't even commit suicide properly Its all just too much
    00Broken00 00Broken00
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 25, 2015

    It's not that I'm not happy with my life,

    I have great friends and family, but I truly do not understand why I exist. I don't know why anyone on this planet exists. Why should I try to do anything when in the end I'm only going to die with nothing to give the world?
    sociallyunacceptable sociallyunacceptable
    16-17, F
    Aug 27, 2015

    I'm left with nothing

    as you leave to find something new iv waited for along time for u to come back I started to put the everything together and put a face on the person who built these lies it was you all along I was wrong to think that you love me I was wrong to give up so much for u I still try...
    jackdahliamurder jackdahliamurder
    22-25, M
    Jan 11, 2014
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