I Don't Know Why I Get My Hopes Up

I should knew, that no matter what, nothing is going to work out, how I think it does. If you feel this way, Join this group. 958 People

    Everytime I get excited about something,

    someone or something always has to ruin. So it's like why am I even trying..no one cares anyway
    AshCakes AshCakes
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 19, 2014

    So I Have Something To Look Forward To

    I have to hope to make my apartment look nicer. I have to hope that I will click with my friend and he may even want me to move which I would consider( I hate it here). These two things are at odds with each other. If I don't have one, I'll rely on the other. But I'd rather be...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 28, 2010

    why the hell do I keep getting excited,

    just to have my hopes run over by a train
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Apr 2, 2015

    I don't know why I do,

    I get up to fall again ,maybe because I think it will get better and it dose for a second then leaves me to fall again
    loneleyboy loneleyboy
    13-15, M
    Jul 6, 2015

    i normally just am fine

    when the game is switched up on me but it sucks when i feel like im winning for once and then BAM! He changes the rules. I am stuck and cannot help it anymore. I am to tired to keep fighting and i just am ready to give up. why do i always get my hopes up that things will get...
    learellie learellie
    18-21, F
    Dec 25, 2015

    I always do and most of the time end up being

    disappointed or hurting. Maybe it's because I believe in other people so much, I put too much effort in believing that they can and they will. But in the end the joke's on me :))
    thelittlemonster thelittlemonster
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 5, 2015

    No Valentine'S For Me...

    I called him thrice, sent him a few cute text msgs...nothing. I was working all day, i come back home at night n my mother is not in a good mood..she shouts at me, I just simply bail because I know she sees no reason ..like always...I am in my room, sitting still, trying not to...
    kanukul kanukul
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 15, 2013

    I mean, wtf do you want with me anyway?

    my sex ain't good enough for you, I'm angry and emotional, and oh! you just go on and on! I can't believe that this is the life I have after trying so hard for so many years to be good
    justtellinthetruth justtellinthetruth
    18-21, F
    Jul 5, 2015

    Last week, after 6 months of not talking to

    each other and for breaking my heart; my ex boyfriend added me on Facebook. I made it clear to him that I won't bother him anymore and now, he suddenly added me back. I don't want to think that he still wants me to be a part of his life. After all, he told me that he didn't want...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 3, 2015

    I've fallen in love with someone I don't think

    I know. I don't see him making something of his life. I like the sex and he's very sweet and funny. Is that enough? Maybe. I thought he was too good for me but now I don't know. And I get the feeling that he can't make room for me in his life. Still love him though.
    Spoticus Spoticus
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 10

    I am back in that bottomless pit again,

    where I feel nothing at all. I don't really care about anything and would rather just sleep.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Dec 2, 2015

    So my "friends" have been ditching

    and ignoring me all week. And I heard from someone else that they blamed me. They had been telling her that I was the one ignoring them and saying I don't want to do anything with them... this is the like seventh chance I've given them. Why do I even try
    1056A 1056A
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 5, 2015

    I always get my hopes up

    for another wrong guy, why is that? I just don't believe in love anymore.
    iicdawg iicdawg
    13-15, M
    Jul 6, 2015

    It's just not worth it,

    dreaming/hoping/thinking of something that may never even come true.. It can only just make the wait longer, or make the truth more painful. It can bring us down.. Don't give in to your emotions all the time, whatever you're feeling at the moment, doesn't mean it will last...
    DoorMattress DoorMattress
    16-17, M
    Apr 29, 2015

    I had a job interview last week

    that I honestly thought went well. The managers both told me they would give calls by next week. It's been a week and I feel like I didn't make the cut. I feel sad, I really wanted this job but nothing. I don't understand what I did wrong. I thought I made a good impression but...
    miraculousawakening miraculousawakening
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 30, 2015

    This is to Mike L. Yeah I get it.

    I’m stupid for hanging on to someone who could never, and won’t ever care about me. I’ve cared for you so long already that I can’t imagine what it’s like not caring about you at all. And I can’t help but think that one day you’ll realize that I’m everything you...
    lonely3636 lonely3636
    36-40, F
    Feb 20, 2014

    I'm kind of stuck. I'm not normally a jealous

    person but I kinda feel that way. every year around Christmas I'm always gifted things like a pillow or a shirt that's three times too big and I'm greatful for those gifts but then I turn around and see my sister and she gets crazy lavish things and she doesn't even so much as...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 25, 2015

    I really hate you. you lie to me through

    yourself first. it's pathetic. just let me go. it's inevitable. and obvious. we are never going to be together. ever. you are just too much for me.
    justtellinthetruth justtellinthetruth
    18-21, F
    Jul 5, 2015

    Boys just don't make the first move on me.

    They don't even talk to me . I am always the one that has to start a convo. I get so frustrated because then I think no one likes me. It's as if no one wants to get to know me . Why must I do all the work??
    Aalahm Aalahm
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 18, 2015

    I look back in my old pictures

    and I can see I had so much hope in my eyes. look at this picture and you can see I feel so confident about my future. Little did I know my future would be nothing but despair. A place where there is no love........... Where there is no.... Hope
    blacksoldier43 blacksoldier43
    26-30, M
    1 Response Aug 8, 2015

    I've always wanted to sit down with someone

    and talk for hours and hours about each others life stories. No Judgments. No Interruptions. Just Understanding. I want someone to understand me and why I am the way I am.
    Cassae Cassae
    16-17, F
    Apr 20

    I wait in hopes that I'll be whole again.

    I wait to have my heart back. they say if you love something let it go, that if it loves you it'll come back. but they don't tell you about the pain of letting go in the first place and the pain in between the possible return.
    dyingwish dyingwish
    22-25, M
    Nov 3, 2015

    Sometimes...

    Sometimes its not your fault, its just not in your control but you cant console yourself with that, because your world now, has completely crashed. Maybe its not so bad, maybe its not so good, but either ways...I do not want this... Everything they say about change being good is...
    kanukul kanukul
    18-21, F
    Feb 27, 2013

    Everyone I get attached to leaves.

    Even after this, I still continually have hope when someone talks to me. And then I'm let down.
    sighselly sighselly
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Nov 18, 2014

    I always thought that someday he will forgive me

    and we will hang out together like what we were .. but he won't .. never will
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 19, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jul 6, 2015

    I've realised that getting your hopes up only

    leads to disappointment therefore I have made the promise to myself never to get my hopes up again, that way I can't be disappointed when things don't go the way I hoped they would.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Sep 23, 2015
    reddemonsoul reddemonsoul
    18-21, F
    Dec 9, 2015

    prayer doesn't solve life's problems,

    it puts the mind at ease long enough to cope with them
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Sep 23, 2015

    Section Leader

    this may not be as interesting as other people's stories but seriously I worked so hard to get picked to become section leader... and yet who gets picked the boy who doesn't actually do anything and the girl who doesn't talk to anybody but the people she knows..... I really hate...
    anger101 anger101
    18-21, F
    Jun 13, 2013

    I stay believing what someone tells me.

    Giving myself false hope for a future because I see what good can come from it but I end up losing more than I started with.. I have to learn to love myself enough to make better choices.
    EternityF EternityF
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 26, 2015

    I can't stop worrying about the future it

    litterly is driving me crazy. I try to have hope but it seems to only last for a day or two. I have plenty of freinds but for some reason I can't open up to them. I tend to isolate myself. I hope to overcome this one day. but again why?
    tkdmm tkdmm
    36-40, M
    Jul 7, 2015
    kittyluv78 kittyluv78
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Feb 23, 2015

    until now I am hoping

    that my ex husband will take accountability about what he has done for the sake of our daughter .
    mabuhayka mabuhayka
    31-35, F
    Nov 3, 2015

    I don't know why I get my hopes up around

    Christmas time. I'm getting older but around my age my family members we still get gifts same for the olders and much younger. I get my hopes up thinking omggggg what am I getting? Once I open my gifts it's always perfume and lotion -_- I don't mind getting it but every...
    staystyleandsmile staystyleandsmile
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 3, 2015

    My girlfriend who's been hurting me emotionally

    said she was gonna change... Nothing's changed and I'm too scared to leave her...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 7, 2015

    I hate all holidays and birthdays it seems like

    everyone around me just always gets remembered and me I'm just sitting in a courner wishing and waiting to be remembered. i try and act as if it doesn't bother me by just saying "no its okay I didn't want anything anyway." its something I still don't know how to deal with. with...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Feb 14

    Maybe it's because I'm desperate to settle

    already. This is sooo bad! Don't judge me but that's how im feeling right now. So im kinda pushy.
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 19, 2014

    im an idiot who isnt a part of this reality.

    i dont care for life. it always gets worse.
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Apr 24, 2015
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