I Dont Know

I wrote this a while ago one night when i first made a profile on here. It doesnt really apply to me anymore but i figured i should still share it at some point. So here:
Have you ever just wanted to poor your heart out but you just...

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I dont know how i will feel when he leaves right now i cry at night because i am so scared in the beginning i was a mess i have finally benable to function smile and laugh what will i do

I don't know what to do anymore i use to be happy somewhat i use to care and know i just don't know anymore i'm not happy anymore i get annoyed by everything i'm depressed i don't feel like doing anything even though i should since i...

Life scares me. Sometimes I feel like i can take on the world, but most of the time i feel like i cant do anything. I have never really been good at anything. I am horrible at sports, i love to draw but cant and my two best friends are...

i have been married for a year and a half.....Love my wife, she is an awesome person. I met her 6 yrs ago, she was a bit overweight when i met her and was kind of messy. I convinced myself that it was only because she didn't have...

I used to draw so good! I was one of the best in my class, I remember in 4th grade the teacher pointed me out that was a great drawer. I felt so good about that. I was gonna be a cartoonist when I grew up. But now... I have lost the...

I don't know why my hair hurts.

I don't know what you like on your pizza.

I don't know if God exists.

I don't know why my girlfriend cheated on me.

I don't know how to shoot a gun.

I don't know why you stay.

I don't know if I...

~the finished poem is not coming out the way i have it written, the sentences are running over due to the format i believe...~

I never know when to say it, or when to know it's said
Longing for the words to slip, anxious for them...

Ok i met this guy 4 months ago for the first time i saw him something happened to me! By the time we were dating something inside my change i had never felt like this before. ( i was in a 2 year relationship with a guy who i thought i...

whats real? what does real even mean? am i just a jumble of my own views, but then what is my view? quantum mechanics of the brain. if there is such a thing as a brain. who knows, eh.

Well everyone obviously heard about myspace..we'll ive been speaking to this guy for quite a time now..and ive grown crushy crushy feelings..we talk alot online and also by phone...well i dont know weather he'll like me in person..cuz...

its been christmas and its a time to be jolly and spend time with family..is it not?
well its over and i start school tomorrow, and i am anxious because i dont want people to see me,
i have horrible eczema on my face that wont go away...

I don't know a lot of things. I don't know why he did the things he did, I don't know what direction my life will go in, I don't know if she got that email I sent last night............ The things I don't know definately out weigh the...

so i have a step brother, i'm 17 and he's 16. So i get home around 2ish and my step mom and step brother are arguing. supposedly he got suspended untill tuesday for smoking weed in the school bathroom. whatever. so my moms pissed,which...

i really like this one boy, but i dont know if he likes me.I told him i liked him and i would do anything for him to tell me he liked me.I turned out really bad he said if i really liked him i would send him pictures.I was 12 and i...

I was brought up in a very old fashioned environment. I am sure by the time I finished this story, a number of my friends on EP may think I am an alien
Ever since I was a young girl, I knew I was different in many ways. ...

i just don't know what this is. how i'm feeling. i wan't to run around. i want to try cocaine. i want to kiss that guy. i want to tell the other guy how i feel. i dont know WHY i feel like this and i dont know WHAT this is that i'm...

I have spent a great deal of time looking for answers - like what is God and which religion should I follow.. I think that I have wanted to know because I wanted to know what to do to please God - and be what I am "intended"...