I Don't Know

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    So today I was exercising

    and something was on my mind today. Why wasn't I allowed to go to youth camp? Mid way through exercising I told myself I would ask mum what her reason was. "Hey mum why didn't you let me go to Youth camp?" "Why did you want to go?" "I wanted to go to I could learn more about...
    RDIZZLE0411 RDIZZLE0411
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 21, 2015
    endlessl0ve endlessl0ve
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Oct 10, 2015

    I don't know why people

    who can't spell seem to flock to my EP. Go away please. Please.
    Dreambrother Dreambrother
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 21, 2015

    Perhaps...

    I will never see you in this life I don't know but I know what the eyes of my heart see the essential thing. Perhaps I will never touch you in this life I don't know but I know what I feel for you it is a special feeling. Perhaps I will never kiss you in this life I don...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses May 3, 2009
    jeyhere jeyhere
    13-15, F
    Mar 14, 2015

    Downtown murderous rows of numbers the lights

    surround the sound of orgasmic thunder!! Oh yes! A yelp beyond the sun shine style your talking in the strawberry fields your walking in Zap!
    NamelessMany NamelessMany
    36-40, M
    Nov 13, 2015

    I don't know what I want anymore!

    Nothing sounds exciting. Recently I think a lot about what should happen that makes me happy and I cannot find an answer for it. I am not depressed, just in the situation that I live there is no way to be happy.
    Sahel170 Sahel170
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 3
    Longpatrol90 Longpatrol90
    22-25, M
    Oct 24, 2015
    Angel1Hinojosa Angel1Hinojosa
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Jan 19, 2015

    I'm feeling really worthless.

    I'm not very good at anything, I can't hold a job because I'm not very good at even waitressing. How complicated is waitressing even and yet I'm never good enough to keep the job. I have no skills, I'm only average intelligence and mediocre looking. Not particularly pretty but...
    mc020130 mc020130
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 16, 2014

    i feel like just giving up.

    tired of being alone..
    casshamilton34 casshamilton34
    31-35, F
    Nov 15, 2015

    I'm kind of worried to

    but I'm 17 and lost my virginity and after that I had sex again with the same guy 6 days ago and I was suppose to have my period about 3 days ago but the guy says he didn't come in me or w.e but I feel small cramps in my lower abdomen and I searched up something and it says...
    Diamond6654 Diamond6654
    18-21, F
    Jan 23

    I Truly Don't

    I don't know.... I don't know what I want to do now except make this story.... I don't know what to do with my young life going into my adult life.. I don't know what I want to do with my life educationally from if I want to go to college and get a job, which I have no idea what...
    exsaiyan exsaiyan
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 17, 2013

    I just lose myself sometimes.

    I know that I am strong and that I can make it through a lot of things, but when it seems like, with the exception of some friends, that I am the only one in my corner it gets hard. My family has a whole different plan for me and I am just a different spirit than them. I know...
    AverageJane123 AverageJane123
    22-25, F
    Jul 21, 2015

    ...... ` You know, I think one of the worst

    feelings in the world is finding out you didn't mean as much to someone as you thought you did, and you just feel stupid, and because you look desperate to be caring too much.. `
    JuanaChange JuanaChange
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 19

    Okay so I'm 14. Don't underestimate my story

    because I am young. Okay so I haven't exactly been to a doctor about this but I feel like I need to kinda let it out. I have my boyfriend but he doesn't really understand either. I've done research about schitzofrenia and phycosis and schitzoaffective disorder and I feel like I...
    Ally7313 Ally7313
    13-15, F
    1 Response Dec 29, 2015

    hello my name is jawl

    and I live in Mississippi (I don't want to give away my town) and yeah.
    jawl jawl
    22-25, M
    Dec 6, 2014

    'bout this - it's a little warm BUT it beats

    getting your eyelashes singed!
    RANDYPEE RANDYPEE
    41-45, T
    Jul 4, 2015

    Nonexistent, in the dark,

    blurred by the sounds of others.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 21, 2015

    When your best friend blames you

    if she gets evicted cause you say no when she wants you to work this creepy waitressing job at a bar from 10:30 to 3am the night if your dad's birthday.
    Catnamedmous Catnamedmous
    18-21, F
    Jun 27, 2015
    Dewms Dewms
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 1
    icecoldheart1518 icecoldheart1518
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 31

    Seizure/Whatever warning,

    flashing lights and stuffs......
    Denzebarrrn Denzebarrrn
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 6, 2015

    I constantly second guess myself.

    I never know (once I finally make a decision) if is the right one. I drive myself crazy doing this.
    enduring0125 enduring0125
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 6, 2014

    I don't know what you smoke

    or what countries you've been to, If you speak any other languages other than your own I'd like to meet you I don't know if you drive if you love the ground beneath you I don't know if you write letters or panic on the phone still I'd like to call you all the same; If you want...
    Somethingwhispered Somethingwhispered
    18-21, M
    Sep 7, 2015

    My Dear S**ar*a I'm not really

    sure what I should do, I feel like we definitely had a connection that was more of a love connection at one point in our friendship, but now I'm at the point of thinking I'm being tossed to the side and there is nothing I can do about it. I have thought about this deeply and...
    AlliHastings AlliHastings
    26-30
    Jun 9, 2015

    Do you think we have definite roles in life?

    Some people are leaders, some people are followers, some are lovers and some are loners. So is it fated to be like that? About myself, I think I'm an observer. I find beauty in the most simple things. I like using my senses to experience everything. I love music, I like seeing...
    jafetgx jafetgx
    26-30, M
    Jul 5, 2015

    I don't know what it is I want,

    I don't know what it is I want to talk about, I don't know what I want to do - I just don't know. I'm usually a very social person, I enjoy meeting new people and making new friends. I like having fun and experiencing different cultures, new activities - just adventure in...
    unsurelyunsure unsurelyunsure
    22-25, F
    Jan 9

    Heh... It Would Be Easier To Count...

    ... How many things i do know... There is so much that I don't know, that no human knows... Starting from little things... Idk how matter can exist if atoms are 99% empty and the rest is pure energy. Idk how a bunch of atoms can make something so different as gold and air with...
    jafetgx jafetgx
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Oct 20, 2009

    Finally got back on here

    and my album is now public
    lingeriebabe lingeriebabe
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 26, 2015

    I don't know if my relationship is the way it

    should be. I don't know if maybe we have just been together so long that this is all normal. He was my first boyfriend and we have been together 6 1/2 years I have nothing to compare it to. How do I know of this os normal or how it should be.
    ellliebee ellliebee
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 13, 2014

    People keep telling me to keep my head up

    and everything will be ok. But I would prefer to keep my head down so when life hits me it does not hurt as bad!
    zombieman1 zombieman1
    22-25, M
    6 Responses Aug 11, 2014

    Looking at other peoples love life is quite

    interesting. You can see a variety of wrongs in someone else's relationship and think about what they had? or what they are currently going through behind closed doors. What will that person sacrifice for the significant other..
    yasminesaleh00 yasminesaleh00
    18-21, F
    Jul 6, 2015

    I was reading a book then the twin of my friend

    sat beside me and talked about how she hates clubs and she was blushing on how her crush was talking to her way back in Freshman year then afterwards another friend sat beside me and started talking about her one time past love life and how her life is filled with bitterness...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 26, 2014

    I don know why but im really happy

    and i like to do stuff and stuff and then other stuff and i like to eat pancakes. ok byee
    solairethebro solairethebro
    16-17, M
    Aug 30, 2015

    I was going through an old "friends" EP account

    to see how they were doing because we no longer talk and just wow I didn't know that people could be so fake . Now I know why I stopped talking to him :/
    zebrelle9 zebrelle9
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jul 31, 2015

    ...anything

    and it is the most fascinating experience.
    trailguide trailguide
    36-40, F
    9 Responses Aug 12, 2009

    LOL :D I really don't know what to do!

    kinda' bored--- hahahaha
    sexela sexela
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 26, 2014

    I Dont Know How You Made Me Smile...

    Depression is fading... what could be waiting... Years of feeling unwanted alone depression washed away I don't know how you made me smile day after day I cant believe I can feel once again something other than sorrow No longer scared of tomorrow The dark slowly lifted from my...
    dejin1 dejin1
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Jul 31, 2011

    Thankful for the people

    who put up with me on a daily basis.. Today's a new day. Goodnight 💔
    yasminesaleh00 yasminesaleh00
    18-21, F
    Jan 15

    Life... Is much like people.

    .. like a thorny beautiful rose It captivates you... makes you chuckle... it spins you around in a tornado It grips you tight and the spits you out.... You always have faith that it will do you right... but you just don't know anything...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 18, 2014

    Things have been weird lately

    so rather than wasting my time talking to you... the one person i thought i would have to listen to me I'll set out to find something new. I have been noticing that what i say seems to not matter but your new friend... just about everything she says is spot on and you...
    lonelydancergirl lonelydancergirl
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 6, 2015

    I have no where to go

    and feel like there is no one to be with and I don't really see the point of being alive.
    27romulus 27romulus
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Sep 25, 2015

    Before I logged on today,

    I had to take a deep breath and count a bit. Because I was terrified of logging on again, and telling my secrets once more. But it's something I need to do. Something I want to do. I just don't know how to say it.
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 10, 2015
    lowlifenowife lowlifenowife
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 23, 2015

    If this place is cool

    or creepy. Lol.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    8 Responses Feb 13, 2015

    Rishta

    Its a Pakistani custom. Or, as i remember from one of the stories here, Chinese too. So it must be an Asian thing. Basically when people reach marrigeable age(around mid twenties), a guy's family visits a girl's family. They see a girl and if both sides agree, they marry...
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall
    22-25, M
    13 Responses Jul 10, 2010

    Discover Who You Can Be.

     There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. And, of course when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back. But, once in a while, people push onto...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Jan 6, 2009

    All this time I work to live an extraordinary

    life, because when I fail, I want it. I want it badly. I see no other path for myself. But in times like now, when I work my *** off to achieve my goals, I want nothing more than normalcy. I want that beautiful girl who I love and who loves me. I want that ordinary house, an...
    L0rd0ftheFlies L0rd0ftheFlies
    16-17, M
    1 Response Nov 5, 2015
    letitgo9 letitgo9
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 13, 2015

    I feel like watching A Walk to Remember

    but that movie's too sad.... I'm gonna end up crying and reminiscing. What's new? lol... ****.
    endlessl0ve endlessl0ve
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 10, 2015
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