I Don't Lean On Anyone

It isn't you, It's the fear of being considered a burden. 36 People

    I Always Feel Like I'm a Burden....

    I feel like people will think I'm an attention-seeker, looking for sympathy or just being a big baby. So I learned a long time ago not to lean on anyone & for the most part I don't.  Perfect example is a recent story I shared here. Had someone who does NOT even know...
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    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 23, 2009

    What's the Point?

    I feel like a child, depending on people to do things for me, & I hate to wait until THEY get ready to do it. May take forever or for NEVER! I'd rather be independent & do things for myself, EXACTLY how I want it. You're never satisfied if something isn't done YOUR way.
    otad12 otad12
    31-35, F
    Jul 23, 2009

    Lesson Learned

    I have learned from a very young age to rely on myself. I've been through depression that led to severe self mutilation. I managed to go through it all without a hug or reassurance because people tend to conclude things without emphasizing. Its been a lonely long road but it has...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 4, 2013

    I Don't Like To...

    I don't like to lean on others. While I want them to lean on me, if it was to get to the point of me leaning on someone else, or making someone mad for pushing them away, I would probably turn towards the later one. Its nothing against anyone or anything like that. Its the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 23, 2009

    Lean

    Not a lot of people would lean back but even the ones who would, might not be enough. Still there is one person who is really trying very hard to be there for me.
    Arorin Arorin
    22-25, M
    Mar 17, 2010
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