I Dont Like Being Alone With My Mind

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    Oh, Oh! the Thinks You Can Think!

    It's terrible. I think all the time when i don't have music to distract me, or another person. I hate thinking like that... because then i'll dive into questions about myself which leads to depression. Not to mention the things i hear and.... yeah I'm not ...insane, i just need...
    candiipup candiipup
    22-25, F
    Mar 31, 2008


    I don't like being alone some nights. I get these thoughts, which lead to questions I have no answers to. My emotions become mixed and somehow i remember things I tried blocking out my entire life..
    Wahiiey Wahiiey
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 30, 2013

    How Will I Cope, Without Ep?

    i don't know what I'll do with no daily dose of EP. Being able to talk freely to likeminded individuals, and share my thoughts is the only thing I have foud that really helps me to cope. I have never been open in the "real" world.. and I spend all my time alone anyway...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo
    31-35, M
    7 Responses Apr 28, 2009

    I Over Think Way Too Much

    I hate being alone, especially with nothing to do. I stress about literally everything. Im pretty sure I have anxiety. I think my bf is going to break up with me, I think my parents are mad at me, I feel like I have no friends. My bf says I'm over thinking everything, but I feel...
    13nikki0710 13nikki0710
    18-21, F
    Jan 20, 2013

    Just When I Thinking Too Mu...

    Just when I'm thinking too much about death.  Sometimes I fear that If I think too hard in that direction it might be hard for me to snap back.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 22, 2008

    Shhh She Can Hear You ......

    Can you help me ? .....I hate being alone with my mind... sometimes it takes over and does the S T R A N G E S T  things. People think it's me...but it's not...it just cant be... i mean it's me...but where do I go ?? I was out at a friends party had a great time...
    caroli9 caroli9
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jan 9, 2007

    Couldn't Be Better Timing

    , i was alone with my thoughts just moments ago so the fact this writing prompt came up is just straight eerie, I work, so i can't think because if i don't do something about not being alone with my mind i am going to loose my mind I feel myself stressing over everthing, i...
    sweetstacey sweetstacey
    26-30, F
    Aug 10, 2008

    I Live With You And Yes Some Are Blind....

      Where do the thoughts of insinceritly go? In a  room full of life, who has the eyez to see the unsaid? They walk free through the halls of entity. Toying with our entrust and enrolling the faith, that all is well. They live in a world...
    Skinwalker79 Skinwalker79
    31-35, M
    May 13, 2010

    My Mind Can Drown Me

    In a sea of thought. Its like harassment to think. I always have music on so i can stop my thoughts. I need to make sure there is always something occupying my mind so i wont think of all the bad things. I'm so pessimistic. Its not good for me.
    Musicdolly Musicdolly
    18-21, F
    May 21, 2008

    Its A Fight!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Never to slow is the hate upon me, with the faith as my shield and the light as my sword, I slice the darkness at my heals. They come in numbers of hundreds and thousands, but with steady heart beat  and a silent twitch of the eye, the monsters fall at my side. Deeper...
    Skinwalker79 Skinwalker79
    31-35, M
    May 7, 2010

    It Misbehaves

    no babe you're not! sadly its affected me too! many times. my mind has a habit to wander and i often find myself thinking strange things or asking strange questions. walking down the street i find im doing air guitar impressions to my mp3 player. i talk to people in my head...
    pixiedust pixiedust
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 14, 2007

    Everytime I'm alone with my mind I start

    overthinking and once I start overthinking I think about self harming and suicide and just being alone I can't deal, whenever I'm left alone for too long my mind start wondering "nobody likes you" " your so worthless and fat" I just my mind is a terrible place to be. I always...
    imamascaradeball imamascaradeball
    16-17, F
    Jul 24, 2014

    Its Like An Awkward Situation...

      It’s kind of like and awkward situation, where I feel that I’m not supposed to be there and not supposed to consciously know some of my thoughts. I think everyone’s mind wanders off into the unknown sometimes and we just feel puzzled afterwards. For...
    acidite acidite
    22-25, F
    Nov 30, 2008

    I Need Help

    my dad  leaves far from us he is suffering from depression. he has no one to help. i cant do anything except sending him money but he cant keep his money or his phone he keeps everything lose.  when i am alone i always think that what if he is hungry or sick. 
    murwarid murwarid
    2 Responses Feb 7, 2011

    I Have to Be Doing Somethin...

    I have to be doing something all the time, that's why I started making greeting cards, I had to have something to keep my hands busy.  And eventually I was making way too many for personal use, so I decided to sell them.  Being alone with my mind is scary and the only...
    institches1981 institches1981
    26-30, F
    Apr 22, 2008

    Its Slowly Killing Me

         I'll sit down on the couch or lie down in bed at night and the torture begins. I have litterally yelled out loud (while no ones home of course) to stop the thoughts. It's that little vioce inside my head telling me that i did something wrong, always...
    ashleyxxpiano ashleyxxpiano
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 2, 2010

    My Mind

     So many things run through my head it is hard to keep track. I have attempted to write some of them down, but my pencil cant move fast enough. I can waste hours at a time just writing my thoughts(and i hate writing). whether they are real, or fiction. when i run out of...
    coolman07 coolman07
    1 Response May 19, 2008

    My Mind

    My mind is my worse enemy at night.  It over thinks, over worries, and I always have a problem getting it to stop.  Even in my dreams it runs away with me worrying, and never feeling calm and serene.  I do try meditating and have gotten up to 3 minutes of keeping...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings
    2 Responses May 19, 2009

    I Do Like to Be Alone With ...

    I do like to be alone with my mind.  I like to think a lot, and dream a lot. I also am a creative person and I love to read. Those things require you to be alone with your mind sometimes. 
    RainbowsandAngels RainbowsandAngels
    51-55, F
    Apr 22, 2008

    Every time im left alone with my thoughts,

    im eaten alive. I hate myself too much too handle
    kaseys14 kaseys14
    16-17, F
    Jul 24, 2014

    It Tries to Fool Me

    If I'm alone for too long with my own thoughts, my mind starts telling me things that I don't want to or shouldn't hear.  It wants me to think I'm not worth being in this world & I don't deserve to have a happy life. I must be a loser right?  I'm here all...
    darlene darlene
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Dec 10, 2007

    Talking Pink Slabs of Meat....

    im pretty new to this whole thing, but i figured i may as well type how i feel and see what happens...   I am bipolar to begin with so that complicates things a bit. Perhaps the name of this group doesnt suit me quite right, i love my mind i know i have potential to do...
    eyesack eyesack
    2 Responses Jan 2, 2009
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