I Don't Like Being Sober

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    When I'm sober and alone with no distractions,

    somehow my thoughts always drift to her. I can't fight it no matter what I do. Maybe I loved her too much or maybe I'm just screwed up in the head. Regardless, I'll swallow, smoke or drink anything I can get my hands on if it will keep my mind far away from her. I'm sure she...
    ChaosSeven ChaosSeven
    22-25, M
    Jul 6, 2015

    I've been around alcoholics

    and drugs since I was about 13. The environment I was conditioned in and life I've lived, I've somehow managed to stay sober. Sure I drink when I party, and have experienced only weed back in my younger years. I know I can't go down that road and it's probably a miracle how I...
    blvckhvart blvckhvart
    22-25, M
    Jul 6, 2015

    Might be feeling the

    after feeling of the drug. I hate when my emotions just spread everywhere
    Yanebell Yanebell
    18-21, F
    Nov 24, 2014

    When I'm Drinking...

    I can tolerate normal people more, I'm not as critical or cynical, and I tend to not over-analyze things as much. I can let my guard down and spend time with some people that I would normally want to punch in the face. I live in a college town and while I'm only 21, I can't stand...
    mumucachu17 mumucachu17
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 22, 2011

    Bartender

    It depends. Since I'm a disciplined man, apart from a royal drink in the late afternoon, I don't drink when I am not invited -fortunately it happens regularly-. Secretly I wished I was a barman, though I don't have the slightest idea how to mix a cocktail. When I fix one for a...
    moreandless moreandless
    56-60, M
    2 Responses Jun 26, 2010

    *Sic*

    I never thought I would love beer like fck, but it happened. Just one day, like a fcking love affair to remember, it just happened, and the rest is fcking history. I don't like feeling fcked up sober. I love being mortal. When I am sober, I tend to think er over-analyze, feel...
    TitaniumSkyScraper TitaniumSkyScraper
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Oct 1, 2013

    Family time means sober time,

    why do I wish to smoke? I don't like this feeling
    IntoxicatedFairy IntoxicatedFairy
    18-21, F
    Jul 11, 2015

    High Everyday!

    I like smoking weed everyday. I only feel this way (I dont like being sober) when im bored if im having fun i dont mind but i bet it would be alot more fun to have fun and be high!:]
    Andres8D Andres8D
    18-21, M
    Aug 18, 2010

    Recently Sober...ish

    I don't have a long story to type here. I smoked pot for 10 years and I had a damn good time. A damn good time. I didn't hurt anyone or do anything stupid, I didn't go through withdrawls when I stopped smoking, and I haven't regretted my decision because I'm not clean for...
    senmetsu senmetsu
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jul 12, 2010
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