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I Don't Like Getting Flashbacks I Don't Want To Remember

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    If you read my stories, you will know why I have flashbacks.I could write words here, but will they reach your inner-self the way a combination of gentle music, combined with relaxing music, and words would?I have created many videos on youtube. I have the same username.I wonder...
    1greywolf 1greywolf 46-50 3 Responses Oct 20, 2012

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