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I Don't Like Myself Very Much Sometimes

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    I Get On My Own Nerves

    it is as if Everything i touch turns to poo poo < i feel like such a mess sometimes, I am disorganized, scatterbrained and even though i feel like i work like crazy, i am really going no where, this wouldn't bother me so much if I were content with being nothing, I just feel...
    sweetstacey sweetstacey 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 6, 2008

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    Littany of Reasons

    I don't like that everyone else seeems to know everything i don't and yet need to know about life how to get jobs, do resumes, cover letters, job applications. I don't like that i have done so well in school and yet still seem to be flunking life Don't like that I'm not a...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 5 Responses May 29, 2008

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    ME Vs. Me

    I LOVE EVERYONE AROUND ME SO MUCH EVEN ANY ANIMALS......THERES NONE LEFT FOR MYSELF  I LHATE MYSELF I AM DISGUSTING I HAVE SCARS EVEFRY WHERE THEY ARE SO UGLY AND PEOPLE AROUND ME ACT LIKE THEY DONT SEETHEM DO GTHEY THINK I AM STUPID AS SOON AS IM IN A DRS OFFICE THEY ARE...
    needanangel needanangel 26-30 1 Response Jan 7, 2009

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    It's Silly

    Normally the result of other people disliking me and making it very clear that they feel that way. Just the other day, a boy was upsetting me and discriminating against me because I'm bisexual. I walked away and, stupidly, talked myself into caring about what he said. I started...
    heelsoverhead heelsoverhead 16-17, F Aug 31, 2009

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    Don't Like Myself Sometimes

    Sometimes I just feel like I am a nobody and that I'm not good enough for anyone.
    kime kime 16-17, F Nov 30, 2008

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    Sometimes....but This Helped

    Sometimes, I really don't like myself and who I am - but I found this article and found it really useful, even just reading it made me feel more positive, so I thought I'd share it and if it encourages just one person to try liking themselves more then I'll be happier. Hope it...
    lostinthebigwideworld lostinthebigwideworld 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 12, 2011

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    Too Many Secrets!!!

    Im a male in love with another male. I hate that, because i know people are going to look down on me for it. plus i have two kids. Im in love with the husband of my baby mothers sister. Crazy thing is....i feel like he feels the same way. We started doing things behind the girls...
    LyricalKing LyricalKing 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 8, 2009

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    Typical Sl

    I don't have the typical story: no abuse, no broken home, no dysfunctional family member that I could begin to blame for my current state at times these days. I do have a problem with self hatred, I tend to take it out on myself by spending money, usually on **** or sometimes on...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 20, 2011

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    I didn't like the 2014 me.

    Let's all realize that we can change what's within our control in 2015. And I hope we all learn to accept and embrace what we cannot change.
    torontojames torontojames 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    Why?

    I just can't seem to live me life the way I really want to.
    antichristy antichristy 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 31, 2009

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    Why Am I Here

    i just wrote this long story about why i think i don't like myself, and then i deleted it. how stupid was that! i wish i liked myself, i wish i could talk to people about the way that i am feeling, i wish i could just wake up and be somebody normal
    rosyposy rosyposy 18-21 Apr 13, 2012

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    Not Today

    Not much anyways. I’m good if I keep my mind occupied but as soon as I see my reflection I’m done. It’s just hard to feel like that teen inside and see that old used and abused soul staring back.
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 2, 2007

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    I never liked myself

    but now I can't stand myself, not just because of my repulsive appearance, but bc of how manipulative and twisted I am..
    persayous persayous 22-25, F Nov 29, 2014

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    My Own Worst Enemy.

    What a horrible thing to say. I can't help but to hate myself even more at the fact that I've added this experience. Which is why I'm only now getting around to writing my story for it...   The reason I hate myself more, is because when the rational part of my brain kicks...
    beebopINblue beebopINblue 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 11, 2009

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    Self Doubt

    I have days where I convince myself I'm a horrible person - that I talk about myself too much, that I don't deserve the job I have, that I am fat, that my fiance will leave me for someone prettier/smarter etc. Most of the time, I'm OK and I quite like me. But these days can...
    TheatreGirl TheatreGirl 26-30, F Aug 4, 2008

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    I Feel So Ashamed And Abnormal...

    My life is not the same as other people in their midtwenties. There is not a day that goes by when I don't recognize this and then put pressure on myself/get angry with myself for being so weird and freak like. People judge. It's not nice to think they do but it's true. And when...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F Jun 17, 2011

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    That Insignificant Little Girl

    When a friend saw the burns on my arm she asked me why I did it, and all I could say was that I didn't like myself very much. I used to think I hated myself, but I think there's a difference between hating and not liking. Just like the subtle differences between burning and...
    papersidewalks papersidewalks 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 17, 2012

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    Thoughts...

    I use to never question the way I felt about myself, the way I a carried myself, the way people looked at me....I really don't know when I started questioning my self confidence, my beauty, how smart I was. But I did start questioning that, and it made me paranoid, have anxiety...
    Athlete2012 Athlete2012 18-21, F Jun 22, 2012

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    Not Sure Who I Am..

    I'm not really sure who I am in this life yet. But I'm not very happy with whoever I am, most of the time. I don't like how I rarely stand up for myself and how I'm afraid to be myself around others. These are things I try to work on, but I don't think they are going to change...
    mimsy2 mimsy2 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 24, 2008

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    Sometimes I don't have a reason. Sometimes I do. I think a huge part of it was that I wasn't a great person awhile ago. In high school and up until my sobriety, I wasn't the best...
    silencedfears silencedfears 26-30 a week ago

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    Why? Because I know that the most reliable person for me is me. If I let myself down because I didn't achieve a goal, deadline, or a task then it's me that I need to contend with...
    Nyx1978 Nyx1978 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 8

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    All the new year new you bullshit, we don't need a new year to be a better person. Also most people don't stick to their resolutions. This year New Years has only got me thinking...
    vault101 vault101 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    I don't like Barbie girls. They are so fake. It's true that sometimes I use a bit of lipstick or blush, but it happens once per year. So many beautiful girls wear make up every...
    AnnaJackson12345 AnnaJackson12345 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    i don't notice the message sometimes until 10 minutes after, one time someone replied to me and i didn't see it till almost 40 minutes after. and i hate when people take to long to...
    findingmyself0 findingmyself0 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    Excuse me, you don't have to respond and I'm aware my posting this experience could drive you further up the wall, but I'm curious. Why did you block me, then unblock me and delete...
    Unalike Unalike 18-21, M Jan 9

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    So yesterday I posted about talking about taboo subjects, I wanted to address that again. I talked to a friend on here, and we all joke about things and fantasize about things we...
    coleslayer coleslayer 26-30 Jan 20

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    I do not see a problem with same gender relationships. But I do have a problem if a man tries to make out with me. I am straight, but 50% asexual. It doesn't mean I don't want sex...
    Profweird Profweird 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    I don't like, I don't like Fake nigguhs I don't like A **** nigguh, that's that shyet I don't like, nah A snitch nigguh, that's that shyet I don't like, nah A bitsh nigguh, that's...
    QuixoticConquistador QuixoticConquistador 26-30, M Jan 11

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    I don't like atheists. Why? Because it seems like everytime I post something about God or the Bible, I get all kinds of bashing comments. This angers me because I'm always hearing...
    upupandaway24 upupandaway24 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 7

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    I just don't like it. I'll probably legally change my name over the summer, but i just don't know what i should change it to. The reason why I'm not changing it now is because i...
    taliaxox taliaxox 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    Due to my alcoholism (which I have controlled successfully for 17 years) and my mental health issues, there are a whole bunch of people that I would rather I didn't see again...
    Neondaze Neondaze 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    God! I can't stand hugs! I just can't. And people think that I'm rude when I don't huge them back, I'm sorry, I just don't like them! I'm sorry.
    weirduo weirduo 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    It's not that I don't like... I just can't. I'll work on it because I know eye contact is very important. If I don't do it people would either think I'm lack of confidence(which is...
    nonymousee nonymousee 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Hugging walls to stay in the shade, because holding a parasol on a hot day makes me feel dumb. Kinda like when you see girls in shorts and ugg boots - weather confused. Having a...
    Hadoukim Hadoukim 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Someone is really trying to make it look like it's nothing but it is so clear that you don't like me, it's okay, i never really liked me too.
    needsoutlet needsoutlet 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm not a social person. . . i don't know how to "person", as I put it. I don't like people, sorry.
    Anika1258 Anika1258 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I don't like 'Goodbye' but I can't wait to move to move to Tenessee and begin a new chapter in my life! I'm going to miss my friends and family in Virginia though.
    Animefan92 Animefan92 22-25, F Jan 2

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    Haha I don't like any bugs but if I see a spider … im gone !!!!
    Mal33ha123 Mal33ha123 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    I don't like perverts.... Yeah no.
    karinaspain karinaspain 13-15, F a week ago

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    I hate saying Good bye because every time I do I remember the time when we had to leave our hometown to come live with my father here in Houston, that day was the day I said my...
    Marlenyfl83 Marlenyfl83 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't like to make people mad at me. I try to get along with people. It's hard. You just have to tell them. It's just the way it is.
    socialskillstraining socialskillstraining 31-35, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm always so shy. I'd act like something was more interesting or act like I'm busy so I don't have to do something simple, like greet friends. I can't even ask the salesperson for...
    kaylemkun kaylemkun 13-15, M Jan 15

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    It makes for A LOT of awkward conversations with people who think I want to be a part of some group that I DON'T want to be a part of. Sometimes, I'm unaware of it until someone...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Yes. I read a very similar experience popping up in the profiles of so many EPe'rs. i.e, "I love it when you block me" and I wondered, "No way man. I don't love it when people...
    YMITheWayIM YMITheWayIM 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 1

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    Yeah, I've honestly never came in contact with someone who hasn't liked me but even if I did, I wouldn't put much thought into it. There's no sense in taking criticism from those...
    mtluc mtluc 18-21, M 10 hrs ago

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    Some of my friends always remind me of how deep my voice is. I usually don't mind, but whenever I hear myself, while talking on the phone, I sound like a grown man. It bothers me...
    dilbert467 dilbert467 13-15, M Jan 2

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    They say a lady doesn't have to explain herself. I'm not a lady, but why should I? I've spent a lot of my life doing just that. How could I be telling the truth? That's often what...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Jan 18

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