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I Dont Like Myself

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    I dont like that I can never make up my mind and in the process I am hurting people and changeing lives and I just dont have the right to do that.
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 13, 2007

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    Update to Im a Dumb ***!!!!

    Well as it  turns out I got two of the digits in the number he gave wrong. I met up with him he was upset he thought I was the one blowing him off! As it turns out monday after we spent the friday night and most if saurday together he went out and made me keys to his house...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 22, 2008

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    No comment needed. I just really don't like

    anything about my personality or the way I look.
    thatantisocialgirl thatantisocialgirl 16-17, F 4 Responses May 26

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    I feel like I'm changing.

    My ideas an what I wanted my life to be like have just left me. I don't know if it's because he said it will never happen or if I've actually changed. He thinks I'm going to leave him before I go to uni. I want to prove him wrong because 3 months ago we were talking about our...
    Trouble15 Trouble15 13-15, F Sep 3

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    Im All Alone

    I feel so alone today I just want to crawl in bed and not come out. I put this order of protection againest my ex and now no one calls me. It use to be him that was the only one calling me. Now he doesnt call and I miss him and all the abuse that came with him.I dont know what to...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 15, 2007

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    I really don't sometimes I just wanna leave

    everything. Finish with my life I don't know why some people say they like me. I don't know if I should actually believe them. How can people like me if I don't
    PedroNune PedroNune 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 21

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    And Still

    I still drink I dont want to its better for me this way can you hear me? im willing to hear from you
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2007

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    And Im Still Doing It

    I got an order of protection from my ex and still let him talk me into having sex with him. The meds make it hard to *** but it was still so good. I know he is just being nice to me because we have pending court cases. After all thats said done he will be a ******* to me again
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 26, 2007

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    Liar

    I dont trust anyones word. I lie my self. I lie to myself. I dont know who Iam anymore I dont think I ever knew who I was. Iam always tring to be something that Im not. I dont feel good enough for anyone. I have to hide everything I dont want anyone in my life to know what Im...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 18, 2007

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    Too Much

    I drink way too much and I hate it I just cant stop it. Writeing about it right now is makeing me feel the need to drink. Im still buzzed from last night. It takes me all day to get sober enough. I wish I could just wake up refreshed everyday,but I know thats not going to happen...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 20, 2007

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    when people give me compliments I feel like a

    vending machine trying to accept a wrinkly dollar and it’s just really frustrating for everyone involved.
    CaliforniaPsycho CaliforniaPsycho 18-21, F 1 Response May 10

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    Ever since middle school started I wanted to be

    someone else. I wanted to look like this girl or act like this girl or have her hair etc. I'm the same exact way now. It really sucks when you hate yourself so much that you're obsessed with trying to be someone else. My camera roll on my phone is pretty much a bunch of pretty...
    alliesmiles alliesmiles 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    Just one of those days

    where the weight of everything else feels like it's too much and everyone would be much happier if you died in your sleep 👍
    thegrasswillgetgreener thegrasswillgetgreener 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 5

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    Im a Dumb ***

    I met this guy  like a year ago and then met up with him again this past weekend. We were at the bar drinkin way too much. So I go home with him and we have sex till 4 in the morning and then the next day he was like will you be my lady I want you around all the time im so...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F Apr 16, 2008

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    And Now No Sex

    Im tring to get away from my ex all he was good was for the sex but he makes my life hell tells me all sorts of nasty things makes me feel bad yet i go back for the abuse. He hasnt hit me in a long time because I dont allow myself to get that close to him but he did make a threat...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2007

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    Altho I Luv Myself Too

    phew, this is tricky coz im quite positive optimistic and the whole shazam .. but like yeah theres sumin quite personal .. the whole closet crap and blah .. the inner being, the outer sight not liking the outer being, knowing what the inner being sees in its own mirror .. its...
    wezamuntkee wezamuntkee 36-40, M Sep 14, 2007

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    Never

    I have never liked myself.  When I was in school the kids always made fun of me and I never had many boyfriends.  I grew up in Jacksonville Beach, Florida and went to school with a bunch of rich, spoiled, brats that had all the new fashions and such and my family was...
    rondat rondat 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2007

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    Ugh I hate feeling this way.

    I feel like I have nothing to offer and everyone should be better off without me. even my kids. I can't seem to make anything right.
    madame311 madame311 26-30, F Nov 7

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    I Hate My Life

    I hate when people tell me that I'm pretty or sexy or hot or whatever. I'm tired for every guy wanting to go out with me because of how I look I don't feel like that know the real me. Last night I cut myself with love, hate and ugly. The guy I like thinks I'm a sult but he says...
    jduncan5282 jduncan5282 16-17 Mar 28, 2011

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    I dont have friends ive never had a boyfriend

    im not cute im horrible in school i dont know how to socialize i am a failure what is there to like...
    Sourr Sourr 16-17, F Nov 4

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    Hate

    As it happens life throws us a few curve balls from time to time. It seems everytime it happens i just cant seem to get over it or deal with it,so each time i just sweep it under the rug. Most of us know that that is not going to help at all as  time goes by things just get...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 23, 2011

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    I Hate Me.......

       May 7,2008 I woke up and found my baby dead. I just  spoke with the med.ex. My daughters cause of death is unexplained......The woman I spoke with said in other words its sids. I of course said that was not what i want to hear. I said she was too young...
    eyeonu1020 eyeonu1020 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2008

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    I Don't Like Myself At All

    I'm fat, ugly, stupid.... everything I never wanted to  be and more.  The only thing that I can say for myself is that I am a good babysitter for my niece.  That's it.  She's it.  I have no friends.  I have an Eating Disorder.  I have no money...
    Licorice Licorice 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2007

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    I Think I'M Doing More Damage Than Good.

    I'm 30 years old and I've always been told - If you don't love yourself you can't love someone else. I never actually listened to or believed that addage but I'm starting to see the truth in it. I'm engaged to a man right now who isn't perfect, as none of us are. But I think I...
    WanaQuit WanaQuit 31-35, F Oct 20, 2013

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    So stop pushing and trying to make me feel better about myself because it won't work.
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    Not at all! just void. nothing. I don't even feel like talking or laughing. smiling nothing. just seeping deeper into the void sounds good to me! putting my head doen getting sh!t...
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    I'm a little worried.... I used to cut myself when I was around 18 or so , I accidentally cut myself and I liked the feeling. I began cutting because I liked the feeling and was...
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    I hate my self as stated above. I don't like my face, figure, voice, friends, family, location, and just overall life. I have sever anxiety and always find myself counting and...
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    It's so easy to create a list of everything I hate about myself. I filled up a page in minutes. It's a lot more difficult to make a list of good things. Especially since many if...
    JJjenniejones JJjenniejones 41-45, F 4 Responses Nov 29

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    Hi there! I've recently come out of an 8 year long relationship where I was constantly criticized, belittled and mocked. I didn't like it at all, his personality wasn't very nice...
    buttonthimbles buttonthimbles 22-25, F Nov 23

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    I have nothing to do, nobody to be with unless my self, and i dont Even like myself, he is annoying
    Pot1023 Pot1023 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 3

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    I love my boyfriend, but sometimes I feel like I'm doing this because I don't want to be alone. I care for him when he's sick. I appreciate the little things he does and the big...
    tinywoman tinywoman 18-21, F Nov 23

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    I always felt weird being a Male i even told my BFF's/Sister. and they tried their best ta help me feel like Myself. It sorta Helped but Then I now have a Crush/in LOVE with my...
    aldereo212 aldereo212 16-17 2 Responses Nov 26

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    I'm 5'9". Or 175cm, for all the metric users like myself. :) So I'm quite a bit taller than most women and girls.
    LittleClouds LittleClouds 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 9

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    Decided it was time to switch things up a bit. I normally get my natural nails manicured, but today i decided to get an acrylic nail tip. I have to get used to the nail extensions...
    SpanishRose10 SpanishRose10 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 11

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    Reading and writing are the best companions for an emotionally hurt introvert like myself. It's the best therapy besides compulsive online shopping to helps provide an escapade...
    hesitations hesitations 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 12

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    I have never felt like myself till now, usually at school I would be quite and not talk but today was so different I broke the glass were my real emotions were in I opened the door...
    pinkkitten100 pinkkitten100 13-15, F Dec 12

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    Ok I have so many questions please help! (social disorder?) I am a 'maladaptive daydreamer' (I think that's how it's spelled). I constantly daydream all the time and develop...
    uneatenavacado uneatenavacado 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I'd really like to make some changes in my life and improve myself, like leaving EP for starters but there are some things that wouldn't let me leave EP. But I will be a better...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I go out and challenge myself. I will open myself up to the world grow and become a stronger happier me, I would like to be travel the world ☺️
    karieme20 karieme20 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    The most controversial thing in my journey of personal development has been determining when to be myself and when to improve. Does trying to improve and change how I am compromise...
    HigherLife HigherLife 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    I would like to say thank you, to all of you, for sharing your thougts with me and letting me to see you. Thank you EP for allowing me to express myself in a written word and...
    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I am not a virgin, I have also been married before and have unfortunately had many experiences of sex without marriage. I really enjoy sex, however, I have always believed sex...
    jrsybelle jrsybelle 26-30, F 10 hrs ago

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    I think it's pretty much a habit of mine to talk to myself lol! Especially when I'm bored or when I'm alone or feel lonely,I'll just look at the people around and talk to myself as...
    yimmyyys yimmyyys 18-21, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    life at the moment has its special moments like dining out with family going to the cinema swimming and the theater . These are the times which will stay in my heart as happy...
    scoobie2412 scoobie2412 41-45, F 12 hrs ago

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    They say suffering is good for the soul, that it edifies and makes us stronger. They say suffering separates the weak from the strong, the wills from the wonts, the cans from the...
    RobertCarlos RobertCarlos 46-50, M 10 hrs ago

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    I shouldnt but i do.I tell myself I am ugly and fat and noone can love me because of my weight.
    brandye brandye 22-25, F 20 hrs ago

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