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I Dont Like Myself

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    My Life

    I dont like that I can never make up my mind and in the process I am hurting people and changeing lives and I just dont have the right to do that.
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 13, 2007

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    Too Much

    I drink way too much and I hate it I just cant stop it. Writeing about it right now is makeing me feel the need to drink. Im still buzzed from last night. It takes me all day to get sober enough. I wish I could just wake up refreshed everyday,but I know thats not going to happen...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 20, 2007

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    I Think I'M Doing More Damage Than Good.

    I'm 30 years old and I've always been told - If you don't love yourself you can't love someone else. I never actually listened to or believed that addage but I'm starting to see the truth in it. I'm engaged to a man right now who isn't perfect, as none of us are. But I think I...
    WanaQuit WanaQuit 31-35, F Oct 20, 2013

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    No comment needed. I just really don't like

    anything about my personality or the way I look.
    thatantisocialgirl thatantisocialgirl 16-17, F 4 Responses May 26

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    I Hate Me.......

       May 7,2008 I woke up and found my baby dead. I just  spoke with the med.ex. My daughters cause of death is unexplained......The woman I spoke with said in other words its sids. I of course said that was not what i want to hear. I said she was too young...
    eyeonu1020 eyeonu1020 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2008

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    Hate

    As it happens life throws us a few curve balls from time to time. It seems everytime it happens i just cant seem to get over it or deal with it,so each time i just sweep it under the rug. Most of us know that that is not going to help at all as  time goes by things just get...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 23, 2011

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    Update to Im a Dumb ***!!!!

    Well as it  turns out I got two of the digits in the number he gave wrong. I met up with him he was upset he thought I was the one blowing him off! As it turns out monday after we spent the friday night and most if saurday together he went out and made me keys to his house...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 22, 2008

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    Im a Dumb ***

    I met this guy  like a year ago and then met up with him again this past weekend. We were at the bar drinkin way too much. So I go home with him and we have sex till 4 in the morning and then the next day he was like will you be my lady I want you around all the time im so...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F Apr 16, 2008

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    And Still

    I still drink I dont want to its better for me this way can you hear me? im willing to hear from you
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2007

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    And Im Still Doing It

    I got an order of protection from my ex and still let him talk me into having sex with him. The meds make it hard to *** but it was still so good. I know he is just being nice to me because we have pending court cases. After all thats said done he will be a ******* to me again
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 26, 2007

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    Gonna try to make this quick.

    I just wanna write this out cause I'm trying something new that i hope will help me. Im 15 years old male and I hate myself. I look in the mirror everyday and rarely there is a time where i do not want to break down. I dont like the way i look. I judge myself and cant see...
    Dann7 Dann7 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I Don't Like Myself At All

    I'm fat, ugly, stupid.... everything I never wanted to  be and more.  The only thing that I can say for myself is that I am a good babysitter for my niece.  That's it.  She's it.  I have no friends.  I have an Eating Disorder.  I have no money...
    Licorice Licorice 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2007

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    I Hate My Life

    I hate when people tell me that I'm pretty or sexy or hot or whatever. I'm tired for every guy wanting to go out with me because of how I look I don't feel like that know the real me. Last night I cut myself with love, hate and ugly. The guy I like thinks I'm a sult but he says...
    jduncan5282 jduncan5282 16-17 Mar 28, 2011

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    Never

    I have never liked myself.  When I was in school the kids always made fun of me and I never had many boyfriends.  I grew up in Jacksonville Beach, Florida and went to school with a bunch of rich, spoiled, brats that had all the new fashions and such and my family was...
    rondat rondat 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2007

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    Im All Alone

    I feel so alone today I just want to crawl in bed and not come out. I put this order of protection againest my ex and now no one calls me. It use to be him that was the only one calling me. Now he doesnt call and I miss him and all the abuse that came with him.I dont know what to...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 15, 2007

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    I really don't sometimes I just wanna leave

    everything. Finish with my life I don't know why some people say they like me. I don't know if I should actually believe them. How can people like me if I don't
    PedroNune PedroNune 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 21

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    Altho I Luv Myself Too

    phew, this is tricky coz im quite positive optimistic and the whole shazam .. but like yeah theres sumin quite personal .. the whole closet crap and blah .. the inner being, the outer sight not liking the outer being, knowing what the inner being sees in its own mirror .. its...
    wezamuntkee wezamuntkee 36-40, M Sep 14, 2007

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    when people give me compliments I feel like a

    vending machine trying to accept a wrinkly dollar and it’s just really frustrating for everyone involved.
    CaliforniaPsycho CaliforniaPsycho 18-21, F 1 Response May 10

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    I don't like me, I don't like how I have white

    hair, I don't like how my eyebrows are uneven, I don't like how I have acne, I don't like how I am not pretty, I don't like how Im not confident, I don't like how I always stutter, I don't like how I have to work so hard in life while many other people don't, I don't like how I...
    outcastx outcastx 16-17 1 Response May 12

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    And Now No Sex

    Im tring to get away from my ex all he was good was for the sex but he makes my life hell tells me all sorts of nasty things makes me feel bad yet i go back for the abuse. He hasnt hit me in a long time because I dont allow myself to get that close to him but he did make a threat...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2007

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    Liar

    I dont trust anyones word. I lie my self. I lie to myself. I dont know who Iam anymore I dont think I ever knew who I was. Iam always tring to be something that Im not. I dont feel good enough for anyone. I have to hide everything I dont want anyone in my life to know what Im...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 18, 2007

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    I've been really down on myself. I just don't feel pretty anymore. I don't think I'm sexy or cute, or attractive. I don't dress like a normal girl. tshirts and jeans are my...
    helreb helreb 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 1

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    I miss being happy. I used to be so happy and full of energy, now I'm just sad and hate myself.
    helreb helreb 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    I don't like my body I'm fat and ugly. I hate my body. Y can't I be beautiful like other people?
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I feel like I'm always messing up, coming up short when people wanted more from me. I feel disgustingly obese and ugly, unwantable to the umpteenth degree and even though I know...
    Shondie Shondie 18-21, F Aug 11

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    Anyone else feel like that?
    Lovelyone1284 Lovelyone1284 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    Confident. Yeah Arrogant. No.
    ray9725 ray9725 18-21, M Aug 16

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    I like myself very much. I take care of myself. I never let anything go to waste. I find myself very attractive. I like myself very much. I knew I was going to live a happy life...
    lycheechan lycheechan 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    This past month has been an emotional rollercoaster. Sometimes I'm really happy, and hyper. I can't quit laughing and everything is so wonderful. But here lately it's like I'm...
    TheRisingPhoenix TheRisingPhoenix 16-17, F Aug 11

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    This probably sounds materialistic but putting on makeup, doing my hair and looking nice makes me really happy. Trying really hard at everything is who i am. I am a perfectionist...
    skybaby0 skybaby0 18-21 Aug 6

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    I always say I feel like I'm married to someone I hate because I don't particularly like myself and I can't escape myself. It's really hard to be in this position and I hate the...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Aug 21

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    After all, I spend all of my time with myself. I might as well make an effort to like myself.
    ZydecoVivo ZydecoVivo 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    Did you ever meet someone and feel a strong connection to them without even really knowing them? Like they just "get" you and you feel like you know them and feel empathy towards...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 7 Responses Aug 21

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    My husband often makes me feel like myself and our kids come in second to his friends and video games and whatever else he can distract himself with. I know it could be just me...
    AshWilkie AshWilkie 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Today I am feeling like this for sure. It seems like no one wants to be around me. When I open my mouth, usually something stupid comes out, and then I get contradicted or...
    goldenbeginning goldenbeginning 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    hi, my name is aileen( pronounced: aye-lean) and i am a 15 year old lesbian girl who wants to meet other people like myself. be free to message me :)
    ayeitsaileen ayeitsaileen 13-15, F Aug 18

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    I am GingerSlim but yeah i like myself
    GingerSlimSTL GingerSlimSTL 18-21, M Aug 24

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    This is a story about women headshave, written by Shavedgurl and posted on hairsnip.com: I woke up this morning and decided that today was the day. Today, I was finally going to...
    HoMaj HoMaj 31-35, M 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I just started high school and I feel like no one really wants to be around me because of my birthmark. I want to be myself, I want to be able to talk to other people and have...
    Kperr14 Kperr14 13-15, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    It is so...for example i didn't left my home since Saturday, I will do it perhaps tomorrow...yes I do tend to isolate myself...i don't know why, is a sort of self defense, or...
    alaballa alaballa 36-40, M 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    "I love, I can only love the one I've left behind, stained with my blood when, ungrateful wretch that I am, I extinguished myself and shot myself through the heart. But never...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    I do this, and it is something I am struggling with working on in my program. Even now I am isolating myself by just being on EP. I want to have strong healthy relationships with...
    WeAreLost WeAreLost 36-40, F 10 hrs ago

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    Seems to happen time and time again. I am inlove with the most wonderful man but the long distance makes it so hard. My mistake was to build my life around around our relationship...
    nicoleACA nicoleACA 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    Kinder, Kirche, Kuche (Children, Church, Kitchen) Part Three - Chapter One Hundred Seventy-Eight The motel was more like a hotel - two bedrooms with one bath/shower and living...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine 56-60, F 1 hr ago

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    It was a very very cold winter night two years ago. I had everything planned out. I was just gonna shoot myself with the gun, and get it over with. That way no one would have to...
    Leosbaby0311 Leosbaby0311 16-17, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    We more then friends, but not a couple... what we exactly are I'll never know. It was just 25 minutes but that walk really made me just want to hug him and never let go. His ex...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I see her standing there under the tree. Curly hair as black as night, the wind catching her hair in its grasp. Her eyes are as blue as radiant heat from a scorching flame. Her...
    AnubisRising AnubisRising 22-25, M 6 hrs ago

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    I cant help myself im 16 but I really like mean who are 20-35 maybe even older I they just turn me on
    niniharris1998 niniharris1998 16-17, F 6 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    Nope, not going to happen. Too many headaches and heartbreaks involved with a "relationship". Should've learned my lesson a long time ago. But now I know that it's only a very...
    Herefor1 Herefor1 56-60, M 5 hrs ago

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