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I Dont Like Myself

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    Ever since middle school started I wanted to be

    someone else. I wanted to look like this girl or act like this girl or have her hair etc. I'm the same exact way now. It really sucks when you hate yourself so much that you're obsessed with trying to be someone else. My camera roll on my phone is pretty much a bunch of pretty...
    alliesmiles alliesmiles 16-17, F Dec 14, 2014

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    Never

    I have never liked myself.  When I was in school the kids always made fun of me and I never had many boyfriends.  I grew up in Jacksonville Beach, Florida and went to school with a bunch of rich, spoiled, brats that had all the new fashions and such and my family was...
    rondat rondat 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2007

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    I don't enjoy who I am sometimes,

    I'm loud annoying, stubborn and sarcastic when it's not needed. I always have to be in the right. And I'm not proud of any of that But it gets worse... I'm a kleptomaniac I steal lie and often times I swindle my way out of the bad side by throwing a friend in the way. And I'm...
    Mantisrider64 Mantisrider64 18-21, M 2 Responses May 30

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    I Think I'M Doing More Damage Than Good.

    I'm 30 years old and I've always been told - If you don't love yourself you can't love someone else. I never actually listened to or believed that addage but I'm starting to see the truth in it. I'm engaged to a man right now who isn't perfect, as none of us are. But I think I...
    WanaQuit WanaQuit 31-35, F Oct 20, 2013

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    I Hate My Life

    I hate when people tell me that I'm pretty or sexy or hot or whatever. I'm tired for every guy wanting to go out with me because of how I look I don't feel like that know the real me. Last night I cut myself with love, hate and ugly. The guy I like thinks I'm a sult but he says...
    jduncan5282 jduncan5282 16-17 Mar 28, 2011

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    Im a Dumb ***

    I met this guy  like a year ago and then met up with him again this past weekend. We were at the bar drinkin way too much. So I go home with him and we have sex till 4 in the morning and then the next day he was like will you be my lady I want you around all the time im so...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F Apr 16, 2008

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    Altho I Luv Myself Too

    phew, this is tricky coz im quite positive optimistic and the whole shazam .. but like yeah theres sumin quite personal .. the whole closet crap and blah .. the inner being, the outer sight not liking the outer being, knowing what the inner being sees in its own mirror .. its...
    wezamuntkee wezamuntkee 36-40, M Sep 14, 2007

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    Hate

    As it happens life throws us a few curve balls from time to time. It seems everytime it happens i just cant seem to get over it or deal with it,so each time i just sweep it under the rug. Most of us know that that is not going to help at all as  time goes by things just get...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 23, 2011

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    My Life

    I dont like that I can never make up my mind and in the process I am hurting people and changeing lives and I just dont have the right to do that.
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 13, 2007

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    I Don't Like Myself At All

    I'm fat, ugly, stupid.... everything I never wanted to  be and more.  The only thing that I can say for myself is that I am a good babysitter for my niece.  That's it.  She's it.  I have no friends.  I have an Eating Disorder.  I have no money...
    Licorice Licorice 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2007

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    Update to Im a Dumb ***!!!!

    Well as it  turns out I got two of the digits in the number he gave wrong. I met up with him he was upset he thought I was the one blowing him off! As it turns out monday after we spent the friday night and most if saurday together he went out and made me keys to his house...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 22, 2008

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    I Hate Me.......

       May 7,2008 I woke up and found my baby dead. I just  spoke with the med.ex. My daughters cause of death is unexplained......The woman I spoke with said in other words its sids. I of course said that was not what i want to hear. I said she was too young...
    eyeonu1020 eyeonu1020 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2008

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    I really don't sometimes I just wanna leave

    everything. Finish with my life I don't know why some people say they like me. I don't know if I should actually believe them. How can people like me if I don't
    PedroNune PedroNune 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 21, 2014

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    I'm just getting soooo tired of myself.

    I can't stop thinking bad thoughts :(
    xGNFx xGNFx 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Ok. So rey ex girlfriend dumpd me

    after dating for 4 months. She told me that she was having problems at home. She also told me that she didn't want to hurt me. But she broke my heart.I'm done. I'm ugly so why try dating. No one wants me anymore
    lovehate1994 lovehate1994 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    And Im Still Doing It

    I got an order of protection from my ex and still let him talk me into having sex with him. The meds make it hard to *** but it was still so good. I know he is just being nice to me because we have pending court cases. After all thats said done he will be a ******* to me again
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 26, 2007

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    And Still

    I still drink I dont want to its better for me this way can you hear me? im willing to hear from you
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2007

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    And Now No Sex

    Im tring to get away from my ex all he was good was for the sex but he makes my life hell tells me all sorts of nasty things makes me feel bad yet i go back for the abuse. He hasnt hit me in a long time because I dont allow myself to get that close to him but he did make a threat...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2007

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    I feel like I'm changing.

    My ideas an what I wanted my life to be like have just left me. I don't know if it's because he said it will never happen or if I've actually changed. He thinks I'm going to leave him before I go to uni. I want to prove him wrong because 3 months ago we were talking about our...
    Trouble15 Trouble15 16-17, F Sep 3, 2014

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    Ugh I hate feeling this way.

    I feel like I have nothing to offer and everyone should be better off without me. even my kids. I can't seem to make anything right.
    madame311 madame311 26-30, F Nov 7, 2014

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    Liar

    I dont trust anyones word. I lie my self. I lie to myself. I dont know who Iam anymore I dont think I ever knew who I was. Iam always tring to be something that Im not. I dont feel good enough for anyone. I have to hide everything I dont want anyone in my life to know what Im...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 18, 2007

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    Im All Alone

    I feel so alone today I just want to crawl in bed and not come out. I put this order of protection againest my ex and now no one calls me. It use to be him that was the only one calling me. Now he doesnt call and I miss him and all the abuse that came with him.I dont know what to...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 15, 2007

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    when people give me compliments I feel like a

    vending machine trying to accept a wrinkly dollar and it’s just really frustrating for everyone involved.
    CaliforniaPsycho CaliforniaPsycho 18-21, F 1 Response May 10, 2014

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    Boraboo Boraboo 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 27

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    Just one of those days

    where the weight of everything else feels like it's too much and everyone would be much happier if you died in your sleep 👍
    StrawBracelet StrawBracelet 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2014

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    Too Much

    I drink way too much and I hate it I just cant stop it. Writeing about it right now is makeing me feel the need to drink. Im still buzzed from last night. It takes me all day to get sober enough. I wish I could just wake up refreshed everyday,but I know thats not going to happen...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 20, 2007

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    No comment needed. I just really don't like

    anything about my personality or the way I look.
    thatantisocialgirl thatantisocialgirl 18-21, F 4 Responses May 26, 2014

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    I dont have friends ive never had a boyfriend

    im not cute im horrible in school i dont know how to socialize i am a failure what is there to like...
    Sourr Sourr 16-17, F Nov 4, 2014

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    If I'm not at work I'm here in my room! It's my safe place and I feel like I can be me and not worry about what others think! I wish the real world felt like this too....
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    **** you you ******* fucktard.... How's that for expressing myself? And Oh yeah.... Go to hell.
    AngelaBelievesInLove AngelaBelievesInLove 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    i dont know...it depends. if theres any people out there who hate everything about themselves in such fine detail, but also loves myself when i want to, who spends hours and days...
    thehippielife thehippielife 13-15, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I NEED ADVICE/HELP! I flirt with the girl I like, and she flirts back. I want to tell her I like her, but I don't know how. We're best friends, and the reason I'm so scared to...
    Mitchybabe101 Mitchybabe101 22-25, M 8 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Controversy! I love to talk about controversial things. I love conflict, danger, controversy, all things people may not like. Why? Why it makes me feel alive!! It's like a verbal...
    Issima Issima 31-35, F 6 hrs ago

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    i have heard a number of them from friends. i have no ghostly experiences myself but i enjoy them. even as a kid, when i went to the library, i read ghost story books. i enjoy them...
    xkmb xkmb 51-55 6 hrs ago

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    Not a day goes by were i think about my first girlfriend ,my best girlfriend who would have soon been my fiancee . Five years since that night since that car accident. five years...
    Sladetgx57 Sladetgx57 18-21, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I never overtly flirt with my waitresses. I try to be polite and charming and gentleman-like. However.... As she was punching in orders on her computer over my left shoulder...
    mydreamsonly mydreamsonly 36-40, M 4 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    but it is not an option...never was and never will be! nature has made life this way because without end there hardly can be any beginning, but does this wisdom of knowing and...
    snuffal snuffal 26-30, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I grew up in a relatively healthy family. No violence, no verbal abuse, but also not much room to stray from the perceived norm. For the first few years of my life, I idolized my...
    LarsGreypath LarsGreypath 22-25, M 22 hrs ago

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    You've caught me in one of my fragile states, now read this if you want. I don't believe in romantic love, I believe in divine, absolute love. Even I have a soft side too you know...
    Calamityy Calamityy 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    "Kill yourself. Kill yourself. Kill yourself." Those were words that I used to hear all the time back when I was being bullied constantly in high school. And as a result, I...
    Curlatte3845 Curlatte3845 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    {{4:56AM}} So much about me is so f*cked up. Most things I can never tell people because it's so personal.~ I need to better myself for me and if I want to live the life I truly...
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