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I Dont Like Myself

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    I really don't sometimes I just wanna leave

    everything. Finish with my life I don't know why some people say they like me. I don't know if I should actually believe them. How can people like me if I don't
    PedroNune PedroNune 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 21

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    My Life

    I dont like that I can never make up my mind and in the process I am hurting people and changeing lives and I just dont have the right to do that.
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 13, 2007

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    Hate

    As it happens life throws us a few curve balls from time to time. It seems everytime it happens i just cant seem to get over it or deal with it,so each time i just sweep it under the rug. Most of us know that that is not going to help at all as  time goes by things just get...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 23, 2011

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    No comment needed. I just really don't like

    anything about my personality or the way I look.
    thatantisocialgirl thatantisocialgirl 16-17, F 4 Responses May 26

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    And Im Still Doing It

    I got an order of protection from my ex and still let him talk me into having sex with him. The meds make it hard to *** but it was still so good. I know he is just being nice to me because we have pending court cases. After all thats said done he will be a ******* to me again
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 26, 2007

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    Im a Dumb ***

    I met this guy  like a year ago and then met up with him again this past weekend. We were at the bar drinkin way too much. So I go home with him and we have sex till 4 in the morning and then the next day he was like will you be my lady I want you around all the time im so...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F Apr 16, 2008

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    I Hate My Life

    I hate when people tell me that I'm pretty or sexy or hot or whatever. I'm tired for every guy wanting to go out with me because of how I look I don't feel like that know the real me. Last night I cut myself with love, hate and ugly. The guy I like thinks I'm a sult but he says...
    jduncan5282 jduncan5282 16-17 Mar 28, 2011

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    I don't like me, I don't like how I have white

    hair, I don't like how my eyebrows are uneven, I don't like how I have acne, I don't like how I am not pretty, I don't like how Im not confident, I don't like how I always stutter, I don't like how I have to work so hard in life while many other people don't, I don't like how I...
    outcastx outcastx 16-17 1 Response May 12

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    I Hate Me.......

       May 7,2008 I woke up and found my baby dead. I just  spoke with the med.ex. My daughters cause of death is unexplained......The woman I spoke with said in other words its sids. I of course said that was not what i want to hear. I said she was too young...
    eyeonu1020 eyeonu1020 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2008

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    I Think I'M Doing More Damage Than Good.

    I'm 30 years old and I've always been told - If you don't love yourself you can't love someone else. I never actually listened to or believed that addage but I'm starting to see the truth in it. I'm engaged to a man right now who isn't perfect, as none of us are. But I think I...
    WanaQuit WanaQuit 31-35, F Oct 20, 2013

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    Too Much

    I drink way too much and I hate it I just cant stop it. Writeing about it right now is makeing me feel the need to drink. Im still buzzed from last night. It takes me all day to get sober enough. I wish I could just wake up refreshed everyday,but I know thats not going to happen...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 20, 2007

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    And Still

    I still drink I dont want to its better for me this way can you hear me? im willing to hear from you
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2007

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    when people give me compliments I feel like a

    vending machine trying to accept a wrinkly dollar and it’s just really frustrating for everyone involved.
    CaliforniaPsycho CaliforniaPsycho 18-21, F 1 Response May 10

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    Im All Alone

    I feel so alone today I just want to crawl in bed and not come out. I put this order of protection againest my ex and now no one calls me. It use to be him that was the only one calling me. Now he doesnt call and I miss him and all the abuse that came with him.I dont know what to...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 15, 2007

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    Never

    I have never liked myself.  When I was in school the kids always made fun of me and I never had many boyfriends.  I grew up in Jacksonville Beach, Florida and went to school with a bunch of rich, spoiled, brats that had all the new fashions and such and my family was...
    rondat rondat 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2007

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    And Now No Sex

    Im tring to get away from my ex all he was good was for the sex but he makes my life hell tells me all sorts of nasty things makes me feel bad yet i go back for the abuse. He hasnt hit me in a long time because I dont allow myself to get that close to him but he did make a threat...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2007

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    Liar

    I dont trust anyones word. I lie my self. I lie to myself. I dont know who Iam anymore I dont think I ever knew who I was. Iam always tring to be something that Im not. I dont feel good enough for anyone. I have to hide everything I dont want anyone in my life to know what Im...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 18, 2007

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    I feel like I'm changing.

    My ideas an what I wanted my life to be like have just left me. I don't know if it's because he said it will never happen or if I've actually changed. He thinks I'm going to leave him before I go to uni. I want to prove him wrong because 3 months ago we were talking about our...
    Trouble15 Trouble15 13-15, F Sep 3

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    Altho I Luv Myself Too

    phew, this is tricky coz im quite positive optimistic and the whole shazam .. but like yeah theres sumin quite personal .. the whole closet crap and blah .. the inner being, the outer sight not liking the outer being, knowing what the inner being sees in its own mirror .. its...
    wezamuntkee wezamuntkee 36-40, M Sep 14, 2007

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    Update to Im a Dumb ***!!!!

    Well as it  turns out I got two of the digits in the number he gave wrong. I met up with him he was upset he thought I was the one blowing him off! As it turns out monday after we spent the friday night and most if saurday together he went out and made me keys to his house...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 22, 2008

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    I Don't Like Myself At All

    I'm fat, ugly, stupid.... everything I never wanted to  be and more.  The only thing that I can say for myself is that I am a good babysitter for my niece.  That's it.  She's it.  I have no friends.  I have an Eating Disorder.  I have no money...
    Licorice Licorice 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2007

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    After all, I spend all of my time with myself. I might as well make an effort to like myself.
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    I am GingerSlim but yeah i like myself
    GingerSlimSTL GingerSlimSTL 13-15, M Aug 24

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    True in....true out....I'm don't dress in a 'societal norm' convention...just dress as who I am...do get judged...being true to myself lot more important
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