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I Dont Like Myself

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    I don't know how to be happy .

    I seriously wonder what it feels like to feel joy and smile a lot and laugh a lot and enjoy being around people ...
    teehee342 teehee342 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Never

    I have never liked myself.  When I was in school the kids always made fun of me and I never had many boyfriends.  I grew up in Jacksonville Beach, Florida and went to school with a bunch of rich, spoiled, brats that had all the new fashions and such and my family was...
    rondat rondat 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2007

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    No comment needed. I just really don't like

    anything about my personality or the way I look.
    thatantisocialgirl thatantisocialgirl 18-21, F 4 Responses May 26, 2014

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    Ok. So rey ex girlfriend dumpd me

    after dating for 4 months. She told me that she was having problems at home. She also told me that she didn't want to hurt me. But she broke my heart.I'm done. I'm ugly so why try dating. No one wants me anymore
    lovehate1994 lovehate1994 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 29, 2015

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    Just one of those days

    where the weight of everything else feels like it's too much and everyone would be much happier if you died in your sleep 👍
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 5, 2014

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    Despite a lot, this is going to be my first

    entry. The views of others, and help is going to be here, but rather in the sections below. This content is my own opinion, thoughts and prolonged issues, so don't take this in anyway rather than what you interpret it. [Warning: the content in here can be subjective, depressive...
    Foxpink Foxpink 16-17, T Dec 27, 2015

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    Altho I Luv Myself Too

    phew, this is tricky coz im quite positive optimistic and the whole shazam .. but like yeah theres sumin quite personal .. the whole closet crap and blah .. the inner being, the outer sight not liking the outer being, knowing what the inner being sees in its own mirror .. its...
    cdwishimatgurlCalandraBelle cdwishimatgurlCalandraBelle 36-40, M Sep 14, 2007

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    I feel like I'm changing.

    My ideas an what I wanted my life to be like have just left me. I don't know if it's because he said it will never happen or if I've actually changed. He thinks I'm going to leave him before I go to uni. I want to prove him wrong because 3 months ago we were talking about our...
    Trouble15 Trouble15 16-17, F Sep 3, 2014

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    I Don't Like Myself At All

    I'm fat, ugly, stupid.... everything I never wanted to  be and more.  The only thing that I can say for myself is that I am a good babysitter for my niece.  That's it.  She's it.  I have no friends.  I have an Eating Disorder.  I have no money...
    Licorice Licorice 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2007

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    I Hate My Life

    I hate when people tell me that I'm pretty or sexy or hot or whatever. I'm tired for every guy wanting to go out with me because of how I look I don't feel like that know the real me. Last night I cut myself with love, hate and ugly. The guy I like thinks I'm a sult but he says...
    jduncan5282 jduncan5282 16-17 Mar 28, 2011

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    I Hate Me.......

       May 7,2008 I woke up and found my baby dead. I just  spoke with the med.ex. My daughters cause of death is unexplained......The woman I spoke with said in other words its sids. I of course said that was not what i want to hear. I said she was too young...
    eyeonu1020 eyeonu1020 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2008

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    Liar

    I dont trust anyones word. I lie my self. I lie to myself. I dont know who Iam anymore I dont think I ever knew who I was. Iam always tring to be something that Im not. I dont feel good enough for anyone. I have to hide everything I dont want anyone in my life to know what Im...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 18, 2007

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    Hate

    As it happens life throws us a few curve balls from time to time. It seems everytime it happens i just cant seem to get over it or deal with it,so each time i just sweep it under the rug. Most of us know that that is not going to help at all as  time goes by things just get...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 23, 2011

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    I don't enjoy who I am sometimes,

    I'm loud annoying, stubborn and sarcastic when it's not needed. I always have to be in the right. And I'm not proud of any of that But it gets worse... I'm a kleptomaniac I steal lie and often times I swindle my way out of the bad side by throwing a friend in the way. And I'm...
    Mantisrider64 Mantisrider64 18-21, M 1 Response May 30, 2015

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    I'm just getting soooo tired of myself.

    I can't stop thinking bad thoughts :(
    PopulaceInOne PopulaceInOne 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 30, 2015

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    Boraboo Boraboo 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 27, 2015

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    Yesterday my mom saw my scars.

    She asked if I was cutting, and stupidly I said no. I was doing so good, now all I can think about is how big of a disappointment I am. I think I'm about to relapse. Horrible thoughts keeps running through my head. Thoughts about hurting myself and worse. But who cares, nobody...
    PopulaceInOne PopulaceInOne 18-21, M 8 Responses a week ago

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    I Think I'M Doing More Damage Than Good.

    I'm 30 years old and I've always been told - If you don't love yourself you can't love someone else. I never actually listened to or believed that addage but I'm starting to see the truth in it. I'm engaged to a man right now who isn't perfect, as none of us are. But I think I...
    WanaQuit WanaQuit 31-35, F Oct 20, 2013

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    Ever since middle school started I wanted to be

    someone else. I wanted to look like this girl or act like this girl or have her hair etc. I'm the same exact way now. It really sucks when you hate yourself so much that you're obsessed with trying to be someone else. My camera roll on my phone is pretty much a bunch of pretty...
    alliesmiles alliesmiles 16-17, F Dec 14, 2014

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    And Im Still Doing It

    I got an order of protection from my ex and still let him talk me into having sex with him. The meds make it hard to *** but it was still so good. I know he is just being nice to me because we have pending court cases. After all thats said done he will be a ******* to me again
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 26, 2007

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    My Life

    I dont like that I can never make up my mind and in the process I am hurting people and changeing lives and I just dont have the right to do that.
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 13, 2007

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    Im a Dumb ***

    I met this guy  like a year ago and then met up with him again this past weekend. We were at the bar drinkin way too much. So I go home with him and we have sex till 4 in the morning and then the next day he was like will you be my lady I want you around all the time im so...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F Apr 16, 2008

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    when people give me compliments I feel like a

    vending machine trying to accept a wrinkly dollar and it’s just really frustrating for everyone involved.
    CaliforniaPsycho CaliforniaPsycho 18-21, F 1 Response May 10, 2014

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    Im All Alone

    I feel so alone today I just want to crawl in bed and not come out. I put this order of protection againest my ex and now no one calls me. It use to be him that was the only one calling me. Now he doesnt call and I miss him and all the abuse that came with him.I dont know what to...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 15, 2007

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    Too Much

    I drink way too much and I hate it I just cant stop it. Writeing about it right now is makeing me feel the need to drink. Im still buzzed from last night. It takes me all day to get sober enough. I wish I could just wake up refreshed everyday,but I know thats not going to happen...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 20, 2007

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    I really don't sometimes I just wanna leave

    everything. Finish with my life I don't know why some people say they like me. I don't know if I should actually believe them. How can people like me if I don't
    PedroNune PedroNune 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 21, 2014

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    Ugh I hate feeling this way.

    I feel like I have nothing to offer and everyone should be better off without me. even my kids. I can't seem to make anything right.
    madame311 madame311 26-30, F Nov 7, 2014

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    musicislife32 musicislife32 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 25, 2015

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    Update to Im a Dumb ***!!!!

    Well as it  turns out I got two of the digits in the number he gave wrong. I met up with him he was upset he thought I was the one blowing him off! As it turns out monday after we spent the friday night and most if saurday together he went out and made me keys to his house...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 22, 2008

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    And Now No Sex

    Im tring to get away from my ex all he was good was for the sex but he makes my life hell tells me all sorts of nasty things makes me feel bad yet i go back for the abuse. He hasnt hit me in a long time because I dont allow myself to get that close to him but he did make a threat...
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2007

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    I dont have friends ive never had a boyfriend

    im not cute im horrible in school i dont know how to socialize i am a failure what is there to like...
    Sourr Sourr 18-21, F Nov 4, 2014

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    And Still

    I still drink I dont want to its better for me this way can you hear me? im willing to hear from you
    halfgone halfgone 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2007

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    Despite of being called fat

    and ugly and things like that I don't like myself because of it.
    xxemogirlxx xxemogirlxx 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 27, 2015

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    I'm always so ******* alone and it's nobody's fault but mine. I can't seem to help it. I'm trying not to keep so much to myself, but it's only getting worse. I'm sorry.
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    I've been on EP since September and so far I have made only 2 real friends here. I tried to keep my options open on making more true friends here but any more I feel like my...
    ThisStrangeEffect ThisStrangeEffect 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have always enjoyed pieing myself, since I first tried it back in 2009 when I bought a pack of paper plates and a can of whip cream or shaving foam and then proceeding to pie...
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    I really hate it when I get emotional.. It leads me to crying and then everyone looks at me like Im a weirdo... I get so embarrassed.. And I never cry in front of people. Not even...
    58maria85 58maria85 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I feel like I lost who I am, but I can't figure out where. I need to find myself, I'm tired of being emotionless and watching everyone around me succeed and live their life. I feel...
    DaisyKaine DaisyKaine 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I feel that most people in my life are only there due to convenience. I don't feel any "bond" or connection with even my closest friends and family anymore. I know it's my fault...
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