I Don't Like Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 310 People

    It's weird, but whenever I'm with friends,

    I basically look at myself from an outside sort of view. When I'm with them and I say something inappropriate or if I use a curse word, I picture myself saying it in that moment then I picture myself at home. It's so hard to explain but at home I'm a goody goody, and when I'm...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 26, 2014

    Who Cares?

    I want to kill myself I at least want to cut myself on a daily basis. I have no one who knows me. No one wants to deal with someone crazy. Even my therapist is done with me. I hate my life and I wish I could just end it.
    deepdish deepdish
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Feb 16, 2010

    I've been really down on myself.

    I just don't feel pretty anymore. I don't think I'm sexy or cute, or attractive. I don't dress like a normal girl. tshirts and jeans are my favourite but I feel like people look at me and think im a lesbian. I really just want to be fit and pretty. I want to be confident but I'm...
    helreb helreb
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 1, 2014

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    ushly fat ppl have problems with confadence and self esteem or whatever, not here i have plenty of both, however I do hate myself on every level but it dosnt effect my life. its kind of strange
    1ditchedBitch 1ditchedBitch
    16-17, F
    Nov 28, 2007

    I really don't. All the things I used to enjoy,

    biking, swimming, skating, hiking I can't do any of it anymore because of a bad knee. I'm 23 years old on the 24th and my right knee is ruined already, how pathetic is that? I can't do the things I like anymore, I can't work and I hate every second of it. I see all my friends...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait
    22-25, F
    Mar 12, 2015

    Well, I completely lost my post

    for some reason, and that's frustrating as hell (and reminds me of why I keep coming and going from EP). I wish I had the time and memory to write it all down again, but I don't. So I'll have to truncate it down to the nuts and bolts. I was a hyperactive kid in special...
    forestlaw77 forestlaw77
    36-40, M
    Feb 20, 2015

    I Want To Be Happy

    not that i have been sad  but there were always things which made me think a lot , i kept on doing things to please people around me and tried to be helpful ,sweet  and available .But ultimately i have understood that i am the person who can make myself happy no...
    sangeetak1412 sangeetak1412
    41-45
    1 Response Mar 17, 2010

    I Wish I Were Someone Else

    I often wish I were someone else. I wish I had parents who love(d) me. I wish that I felt comfortable being me. I feel like I have to hide myself from everyone else. I have to watch every word I say so other people will like me. I want to be someone others like and love. My...
    blewIdevil blewIdevil
    31-35
    May 23, 2011

    I'm prone to self pity

    and general stubborn gloominess. I complain about anything and everything that can be complained about. These are just aspects of me I can't change no matter how I try.
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    Jun 3, 2015

    Denial Helps For Awhile

    I think my current meds are screwing with me. I am SO TIRED of switching meds and yet, per my doc, I am not allowed to go med free. I would probably off myself. Then I get people around me who tell me meds area crutch. BOY DOES THAT HELP (sarcasm)..."hey, weren't those kids who...
    soulshadow soulshadow
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 23, 2010

    I Hate Myself!

     I'm everything that I hate. Slxt, bxtch, loser, quitter, procrastinator, fat, ugly, lame, shy, introvert, outcast, loner, different, freak, geek without the good grades, hopeless.. etc.. Guys only want me for the sex. No one likes me.. everything is wrong atm and I hate...
    Farahx Farahx
    13-15, F
    Dec 15, 2009

    Hard to Explain

    I think it's hard to explain. Most people don't understand. I can't look in the mirror without thinking "you ugly ****". I can't talk to people because I feel below them. I was always treated the same. Not worth anything at all. My feelings don't matter and my thoughts...
    DND DND
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Jul 9, 2007

    I'm Tired Of This

    I'm so tired of everything. I can't handle looking at my face, my body, or even other people. All I ever think about is how ugly, disgusting, and worthless I feel. I just want to change. Let me give more detail. I am 16, in 10th grade, and I can't do anything anymore. I hate...
    Hitchtheturtle77 Hitchtheturtle77
    18-21, M
    Nov 13, 2013

    Yuckers

    Ugh...if I had to chose one word to describe how I felt about myself it would be just that. Ugh.I am not comfortable at all in my body, nor do I like how I look. I'm worse than just another face in the crowd. I'm that one person that sticks out because they're so weird.XP XP XPIt...
    complexitykills complexitykills
    18-21, F
    Dec 24, 2010

    ...

    It's a number of things, really. First of all, I never feel good when I look in a mirror. It's weird because I avoid mirrors but seek them out at the same time. I never feel beautiful and I never feel like I'm worth it. I see other's confidence and I am jealous of their self...
    em4040 em4040
    16-17, F
    Aug 8, 2008

    I Make So Mistakes

    you never know with me anyway what is right or wronge intill the bottom falls out.  most of the time after years go by i find out i regeted my decision and then it is to late.  so i don't like myself
    saggy saggy
    41-45, F
    Dec 12, 2007

    There Are a Lot of Us Out There

    I think it is so easy to not like yourself rather than do and with the way we are constantly inundated with all kinds of crap about being the perfect size, how you should look, what you should wear and so forth, I have found I have tremendous respect for those people who truly do...
    Purpleeater Purpleeater
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jul 13, 2007

    My Characteristics: The Good And (apparent) Bad

    Tonight I find myself contemplating my personality, and how much I actually can't stand myself. I do have characteristics that I appreciate, but the ones that I hate are what I feel make my character. For instance, I have a tendency of acting one way towards a particular group...
    safetysuit16 safetysuit16
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 9, 2012

    I hate that I'm not a person my younger self

    would be proud of. I'm not even half as strong as I once was, emotionally. I take everything to heart, and it hits harder when your depression is on the line.
    paigerita paigerita
    22-25, F
    Jul 3, 2014

    I Feel Like A Failure

    All my life I've been compared to other family members around my age. "Why can't you be more responsible like this cousin?", "Why can't you finish school like this cousin?', "Why can't you find a job and move out?" No matter what I do or accomplish, it's never good enough for...
    Tazzgurl722 Tazzgurl722
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 29, 2011

    True

    I need improvement in so many departments. And it won't come by talking only. That's almost all. This doesn't mean I hate myself though.
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Sep 25, 2011

    I know I'm not hideous,

    nor mentally deficient, nor excruciatingly boring. I know I'm average. But to me, average equates boring. Just because I'm not ugly doesn't mean I'm not pretty. Just because I'm not retarded, doesn't mean I'm smart. Just because I'm not boring, doesn't mean I'm fun. I can list a...
    shafaz shafaz
    18-21
    2 Responses Apr 15, 2014

    I miss being happy. I used to be

    so happy and full of energy, now I'm just sad and hate myself.
    helreb helreb
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 12, 2014

    I'm So Tired Of Feeling Like This...

    I've been told so many times that I'm pretty and I'm not fat or anything. I get told the same things everyday. I just can't get myself to believe it. I try so hard, but I never can see what other people see. I hate my face, I hate my body, I don't like my nose it's too big, my...
    Sweetie95 Sweetie95
    16-17, F
    Dec 24, 2012

    Love To Be Hated

    This is very strange and destructive. I think that I now crave hate and dislike like one would crave love. I do crave affection and someone to hold and love but as soon as anyone says something nice or shows me attention or affection it sends me reeling! I either just cut them...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 3, 2013

    I don't like myself. For the person iam I hate

    the way I look I hate my body I hate my mind and the voices I hear telling me to do stuff I hate my bladder problem s I hate my life so much like what others have to put up with bed wetting. And daytime problem s too my lifes a mess
    Joanne181 Joanne181
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Dec 13, 2015

    ...

    I don't know why, but I always feel bad. I've always hated myself. I can never feel good because I see all the happy, upbeat people who love life, and who are always in a huge circle of friendship. I have always been kind of shy, but at one point I attempted to be like them; I...
    Hitchtheturtle77 Hitchtheturtle77
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 24, 2013

    Lost Cause

    Where to start?  I have a hard time keeping friends.  I easily make friends, but within 6 months, they have nothing to do with me.  I guess it's because I'm bluntly honest (I don't think before I speak).  I'm on Social Security because I can't work.  I...
    boarderline boarderline
    36-40, F
    15 Responses Oct 25, 2008

    I don't like my body I'm fat

    and ugly. I hate my body. Y can't I be beautiful like other people?
    Kelnea Kelnea
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 18, 2014

    I Don't Know Why

    I really don't know why I don't like myself, but on a daily basis, my interactions with people prove that I don't.  I won't get close to people.  I won't do social things.  I'm consistantly doubting everything I like and feel.  I think it's time I start to get...
    soulwhisperer soulwhisperer
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Nov 19, 2009

    I would give almost anything to be somebody

    else. To not be yelled at for the smallest mistake. To not have my family look at me with veiled hatred. To be anything but a failure. To have the mentality to succeed in everything I do. To be truly happy. To not hate my life.
    lookinginfromoutside lookinginfromoutside
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jan 20, 2014

    I Hate Living

    I do not know what to do.  There is no one I can talk to.  I have no insurance so I can not see a therapist.  I tried seeing someone at the mental health clinic, but that didn't work out.  I am unemployed, living with my parents.  They don't understand my...
    iambetteroffdead iambetteroffdead
    36-40
    2 Responses Nov 24, 2009

    Bad Childhood

    Put down by a stepfather and bullied has left me with deep emotional scars. I don't like myself and know I have to in order to be in love or truly happy.
    asert12345678 asert12345678
    31-35, M
    Oct 31, 2013
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