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I Don't Like This Feeling

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    Shaken

    I thought I had dealt with the lies he told everyone about me. But since I've learnt(about ten minutes ago) that he's coming back to NY, all I can feel is anger...a pain in the back of my neck..I don't want him to die....I want him to live and suffer....sink in the filth that...
    arcaneamorous arcaneamorous 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 29, 2009

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    I'm gonna do it tonight cut I can't do this I

    want to text him so much it's horrible I miss you you were my love you were supposed to be with me still you changed everything ad ****** up my life. Texting you wouldn't change anything cause you won't reply and it would show I haven't moved on !! I'm cutting tonight I can't...
    thatone6 thatone6 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5, 2014

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    Up In Middle Of Night

    I should be talking to my girlfriend soon.  I have a note written out by the telephone.  The note  indicates I want to see her in person to give my real thoughts and feelings, and in general to really communicate.  Also, that she is free to do the...
    patch15 patch15 56-60 2 Responses Nov 2, 2009

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    I just feel so aggravated

    and irritated right now. It must be the side effect of the steroid pills I am taking for my back.
    cbcs cbcs 31-35, M 1 Response May 1, 2015

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    Nothing Now And Never Will Be

    I feel like nothing, useless...I don't have  car, a job, a boyfriend. It makes life very limiting. Part of wonders if I should even BE in a relationship. I have jealousy and other issues. I don't see how it can get better. That's when I get to feeling suicidal. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 3, 2009

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    I was messaging a guy

    and well I thought he wanted to be friends we talked and talked he even gave me his number but I didn't save it but then I went back on ep and went to our messages to save his number but I didn't see any messages so I think he blocked me :( and I feel mixed emotions someone plz...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 22, 2014

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    I just want to be loved

    and cared for or something idk I guess I'm not the girl that deserves that.
    thatone6 thatone6 18-21, F Jul 19, 2014

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    So I can literally feel myself wrecking my eyes

    :P I sit up online all night reading off a bright screen and I've been doing so for years, lately it's just been getting blurry. Yesterday they got blurry and I rubbed my eyes, splashed my fave with cool water, turned on the lights and everything yet they were still blurry...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 18-21, F Jul 17, 2015

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    Feeling's That My Sister May Have Something To Do With The Abuse Of My Wife

    feeling that my sister may have something to do with the abuse my wife had to deal with atthe hand of her new stepfather Have you ever been doing something and thinking to yourself, and all of a sudden it is like to world has just fell in on you Well that just happened to me...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Aug 31, 2011

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    Do I Sound Like A Punk...

    I don't like confrontation and fighting but I will fight if I have too I'm not a fighter Id rather walk away than fight you or it depends on the issue were fighting for I don't like arguing but I do I'm human ugh I hate when I'm around new people or a group of people I don't know...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 25, 2012

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    Feeling Sad

    I really like the girl I am seeing.  I worry about what she thinks of me, how long she will want to continue going  out with me.  It is affecting my sleep.  I am often in the I wish I never would have met her phase.   I have accepted we may...
    patch15 patch15 56-60 1 Response Sep 5, 2009

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    "I Need to Find a Way of Saying It Without Saying It"

    It's like a conflict between suffocation with euphoric fright and anxiety. My heart is so sluttish. So addicted. I can't change it. I'm dissolving myself with every thrill and expectation..
    ironie ironie 18-21, F Sep 5, 2008

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    Always Lurking In The Back Of My Mind

    This feeling that I missed out - I could have done something good with my life - I should be better. I should be beautiful, thin, intelligent, successfull - also I must not be a good enough wife or my husband would find me attractive. My son barely speaks to me anymore (14...
    Luann1971 Luann1971 36-40 Nov 19, 2011

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    thatone6 thatone6 18-21, F Sep 13, 2014

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    I feel so sick and nauseous!

    My stomach is all messed up! :(
    exhuberantviolet exhuberantviolet 18-21, F Feb 28, 2015

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    Hope For A Good Night Sleep

    Tonight I just want to go to bed early, and sleep sound.  Last night was a difficult night.  Not that anything has changed but tonight can't be worse.   I've lost enough sleep over the girl I am seeing.    Regardless of what happens between...
    patch15 patch15 56-60 Nov 2, 2009

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    heartandbrain heartandbrain 26-30, F May 24, 2014

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    nomnommings nomnommings 16-17, F Mar 1, 2015

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    Go On With Life As Best I Can

    Again it is bothering me the girl I am seeing doesn't like me the way I like her.  I think about what I can do to appeal to her more.   The answer always comes back to being the best I can reasonably be.  I am Ok, though like everyone...
    patch15 patch15 56-60 2 Responses Sep 20, 2009

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    forever feeling like I bother every single

    ******* person that I talk to
    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 7 Responses Jul 7, 2015

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    I recently got back with an ex.

    Everything is fine until one day I noticed he blocked me on Whatsapp. I couldn't see his picture, online status, and cannot send him a text but on my friend's end she can see his profile and online status. I really have the gut feeling that I was blocked. There was no argument...
    loveandmisadventure loveandmisadventure 22-25, F Nov 27, 2015

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    I Feel Sick

    because Im letting something get to me. Im scared Im turning into one of those people that I hate. I dont want to, but you're not helping and it's not your fault, you don't know but I can't tell you
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 25, 2008

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    Yes it's True, I don't. I don't care if I am single or not even have a girlfriend, I just don't like it.
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    Time for a grump. Don't get me wrong, I do respect professional psychiatrists (kind of). The ones who really bug me are those people who we come across in our lives and who think...
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    I miss my best friend but we don't talk because I'm not in love with him like he's in love with me
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    I miss my best friend but we don't talk because I'm not in love with him like he's in love with me
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    I guess it's truly an ugly feeling to feel ignored until someone needs you for something, and even then they just don't. It feels like friends or family members and relatives...
    halfblind79 halfblind79 36-40, M 2 days ago

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    Neither do I. That is one item of clothing that I'll never wear, pants or even shorts. Besides in my eyes, that's never in style. What I think, in my eyes would be in style, would...
    JamieLynnCarlin45 JamieLynnCarlin45 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Now it's not that I don't LIKE my friend anymore, but it's complicated so I'm open to any suggestions anyone can give me. I never really had many friends up until college, I was...
    Carver112 Carver112 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    We’re currently living outside of town, so we share the area with a lot of animals. Mostly skunks, rabbits, that sort of thing, but also a lot of strays. I feel sad when I see...
    Elspet Elspet 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It has always felt like an indulgence I don't have time for on my already long list of indulgences. Plus..when I eat plain toast like I usually do everyday I feel inescapably...
    Dan412 Dan412 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Here we go again.......I've been hearing lately about all the bullshit crap going on in Hollywood about the white man dissing the black man again...AGAIN!!! I am so F'N SICK of...
    Spitbak Spitbak 46-50, M a week ago

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    I probably don't like you either. Just means one less person talking to me for no reason.
    Ordinarylady Ordinarylady 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    Please youngsters, don't be offended by what i have to say. I have nothing against you, i just am at a different time in my life. I've become a little more impatient. I don't...
    rottenrobi rottenrobi 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 28

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    I'll tell you the truth...even when you don't want to hear it. slw
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    To an extent* if I don't want to but I know I should I'll do it, but if I don't want to and I don't have to I'll get out of it somehow unless it would hurt someone else's feelings...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 27

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    Ugh especially at school when the lunch room area or a class room gets too loud. All those voices talking at once. It gets too loud that I get annoyed and I feel like yelling at...
    EnigmaticPerson EnigmaticPerson 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    Every now and then, I get this overwhelming feeling. I start noticing how most people I meet or know don't talk to me. My family puts me on the bottom of their priority list and...
    Dereth Dereth 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 26

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    But I don't have to put up with you being an ******* either.
    savoy2 savoy2 46-50, M Jan 26

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    And here we go with yet another reason to cut all ties with my family. My youngest niece was taking part in the annual Music Festival in the local town hall today, so I took mum...
    Rjb1970 Rjb1970 41-45, M Jan 25

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    1: People who want an animal but know nothing about the animal they want. 2: People who only see what's in front of themselves. 3: People who worry about what is on their plate...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 25

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