I Don't Like This Feeling

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    So I can literally feel myself wrecking my eyes

    :P I sit up online all night reading off a bright screen and I've been doing so for years, lately it's just been getting blurry. Yesterday they got blurry and I rubbed my eyes, splashed my fave with cool water, turned on the lights and everything yet they were still blurry...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot
    18-21, F
    Jul 17, 2015

    Do I Sound Like A Punk...

    I don't like confrontation and fighting but I will fight if I have too I'm not a fighter Id rather walk away than fight you or it depends on the issue were fighting for I don't like arguing but I do I'm human ugh I hate when I'm around new people or a group of people I don't know...
    deleted deleted
    Nov 25, 2012


    I thought I had dealt with the lies he told everyone about me. But since I've learnt(about ten minutes ago) that he's coming back to NY, all I can feel is anger...a pain in the back of my neck..I don't want him to die....I want him to live and suffer....sink in the filth that...
    arcaneamorous arcaneamorous
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 29, 2009

    Always Lurking In The Back Of My Mind

    This feeling that I missed out - I could have done something good with my life - I should be better. I should be beautiful, thin, intelligent, successfull - also I must not be a good enough wife or my husband would find me attractive. My son barely speaks to me anymore (14...
    Luann1971 Luann1971
    Nov 19, 2011

    Hope For A Good Night Sleep

    Tonight I just want to go to bed early, and sleep sound.  Last night was a difficult night.  Not that anything has changed but tonight can't be worse.   I've lost enough sleep over the girl I am seeing.    Regardless of what happens between...
    patch15 patch15
    Nov 2, 2009

    I just want to be loved

    and cared for or something idk I guess I'm not the girl that deserves that.
    thatone6 thatone6
    18-21, F
    Jul 19, 2014
    heartandbrain heartandbrain
    26-30, F
    May 24, 2014

    I feel so sick and nauseous!

    My stomach is all messed up! :(
    exhuberantviolet exhuberantviolet
    18-21, F
    Feb 28, 2015

    Go On With Life As Best I Can

    Again it is bothering me the girl I am seeing doesn't like me the way I like her.  I think about what I can do to appeal to her more.   The answer always comes back to being the best I can reasonably be.  I am Ok, though like everyone...
    patch15 patch15
    2 Responses Sep 20, 2009

    "I Need to Find a Way of Saying It Without Saying It"

    It's like a conflict between suffocation with euphoric fright and anxiety. My heart is so sluttish. So addicted. I can't change it. I'm dissolving myself with every thrill and expectation..
    ironie ironie
    18-21, F
    Sep 5, 2008
    sarahbear420 sarahbear420
    18-21, F
    Feb 12, 2016

    I'm gonna do it tonight cut I can't do this I

    want to text him so much it's horrible I miss you you were my love you were supposed to be with me still you changed everything ad ****** up my life. Texting you wouldn't change anything cause you won't reply and it would show I haven't moved on !! I'm cutting tonight I can't...
    thatone6 thatone6
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 5, 2014

    Feeling Sad

    I really like the girl I am seeing.  I worry about what she thinks of me, how long she will want to continue going  out with me.  It is affecting my sleep.  I am often in the I wish I never would have met her phase.   I have accepted we may...
    patch15 patch15
    1 Response Sep 5, 2009

    I recently got back with an ex.

    Everything is fine until one day I noticed he blocked me on Whatsapp. I couldn't see his picture, online status, and cannot send him a text but on my friend's end she can see his profile and online status. I really have the gut feeling that I was blocked. There was no argument...
    loveandmisadventure loveandmisadventure
    22-25, F
    Nov 27, 2015

    forever feeling like I bother every single

    ******* person that I talk to
    sarahbear420 sarahbear420
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jul 7, 2015
    nomnommings nomnommings
    18-21, F
    Mar 1, 2015

    Up In Middle Of Night

    I should be talking to my girlfriend soon.  I have a note written out by the telephone.  The note  indicates I want to see her in person to give my real thoughts and feelings, and in general to really communicate.  Also, that she is free to do the...
    patch15 patch15
    2 Responses Nov 2, 2009

    I was messaging a guy

    and well I thought he wanted to be friends we talked and talked he even gave me his number but I didn't save it but then I went back on ep and went to our messages to save his number but I didn't see any messages so I think he blocked me :( and I feel mixed emotions someone plz...
    deleted deleted
    May 22, 2014
    thatone6 thatone6
    18-21, F
    Sep 13, 2014

    Nothing Now And Never Will Be

    I feel like nothing, useless...I don't have  car, a job, a boyfriend. It makes life very limiting. Part of wonders if I should even BE in a relationship. I have jealousy and other issues. I don't see how it can get better. That's when I get to feeling suicidal. I...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Nov 3, 2009

    I just feel so aggravated

    and irritated right now. It must be the side effect of the steroid pills I am taking for my back.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response May 1, 2015

    I Feel Sick

    because Im letting something get to me. Im scared Im turning into one of those people that I hate. I dont want to, but you're not helping and it's not your fault, you don't know but I can't tell you
    deleted deleted
    Sep 25, 2008

    Feeling's That My Sister May Have Something To Do With The Abuse Of My Wife

    feeling that my sister may have something to do with the abuse my wife had to deal with atthe hand of her new stepfather Have you ever been doing something and thinking to yourself, and all of a sudden it is like to world has just fell in on you Well that just happened to me...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Aug 31, 2011
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