I Don't Like This Feeling

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    Hope For A Good Night Sleep

    Tonight I just want to go to bed early, and sleep sound.  Last night was a difficult night.  Not that anything has changed but tonight can't be worse.   I've lost enough sleep over the girl I am seeing.    Regardless of what happens between...
    patch15 patch15
    56-60
    Nov 2, 2009

    Go On With Life As Best I Can

    Again it is bothering me the girl I am seeing doesn't like me the way I like her.  I think about what I can do to appeal to her more.   The answer always comes back to being the best I can reasonably be.  I am Ok, though like everyone...
    patch15 patch15
    56-60
    2 Responses Sep 20, 2009

    Do I Sound Like A Punk...

    I don't like confrontation and fighting but I will fight if I have too I'm not a fighter Id rather walk away than fight you or it depends on the issue were fighting for I don't like arguing but I do I'm human ugh I hate when I'm around new people or a group of people I don't know...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 25, 2012
    heartandbrain heartandbrain
    26-30, F
    May 24, 2014
    sarahbear420 sarahbear420
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 12

    Up In Middle Of Night

    I should be talking to my girlfriend soon.  I have a note written out by the telephone.  The note  indicates I want to see her in person to give my real thoughts and feelings, and in general to really communicate.  Also, that she is free to do the...
    patch15 patch15
    56-60
    2 Responses Nov 2, 2009

    forever feeling like I bother every single

    ******* person that I talk to
    sarahbear420 sarahbear420
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Jul 7, 2015

    Feeling's That My Sister May Have Something To Do With The Abuse Of My Wife

    feeling that my sister may have something to do with the abuse my wife had to deal with atthe hand of her new stepfather Have you ever been doing something and thinking to yourself, and all of a sudden it is like to world has just fell in on you Well that just happened to me...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Aug 31, 2011

    I recently got back with an ex.

    Everything is fine until one day I noticed he blocked me on Whatsapp. I couldn't see his picture, online status, and cannot send him a text but on my friend's end she can see his profile and online status. I really have the gut feeling that I was blocked. There was no argument...
    loveandmisadventure loveandmisadventure
    22-25, F
    Nov 27, 2015

    Feeling Sad

    I really like the girl I am seeing.  I worry about what she thinks of me, how long she will want to continue going  out with me.  It is affecting my sleep.  I am often in the I wish I never would have met her phase.   I have accepted we may...
    patch15 patch15
    56-60
    1 Response Sep 5, 2009
    nomnommings nomnommings
    16-17, F
    Mar 1, 2015

    Shaken

    I thought I had dealt with the lies he told everyone about me. But since I've learnt(about ten minutes ago) that he's coming back to NY, all I can feel is anger...a pain in the back of my neck..I don't want him to die....I want him to live and suffer....sink in the filth that...
    arcaneamorous arcaneamorous
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 29, 2009

    So I can literally feel myself wrecking my eyes

    :P I sit up online all night reading off a bright screen and I've been doing so for years, lately it's just been getting blurry. Yesterday they got blurry and I rubbed my eyes, splashed my fave with cool water, turned on the lights and everything yet they were still blurry...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot
    18-21, F
    Jul 17, 2015

    I just feel so aggravated

    and irritated right now. It must be the side effect of the steroid pills I am taking for my back.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 1, 2015

    Nothing Now And Never Will Be

    I feel like nothing, useless...I don't have  car, a job, a boyfriend. It makes life very limiting. Part of wonders if I should even BE in a relationship. I have jealousy and other issues. I don't see how it can get better. That's when I get to feeling suicidal. I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Nov 3, 2009

    I feel so sick and nauseous!

    My stomach is all messed up! :(
    exhuberantviolet exhuberantviolet
    18-21, F
    Feb 28, 2015
    thatone6 thatone6
    18-21, F
    Sep 13, 2014

    I Feel Sick

    because Im letting something get to me. Im scared Im turning into one of those people that I hate. I dont want to, but you're not helping and it's not your fault, you don't know but I can't tell you
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 25, 2008

    I was messaging a guy

    and well I thought he wanted to be friends we talked and talked he even gave me his number but I didn't save it but then I went back on ep and went to our messages to save his number but I didn't see any messages so I think he blocked me :( and I feel mixed emotions someone plz...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 22, 2014

    I'm gonna do it tonight cut I can't do this I

    want to text him so much it's horrible I miss you you were my love you were supposed to be with me still you changed everything ad ****** up my life. Texting you wouldn't change anything cause you won't reply and it would show I haven't moved on !! I'm cutting tonight I can't...
    thatone6 thatone6
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 5, 2014

    "I Need to Find a Way of Saying It Without Saying It"

    It's like a conflict between suffocation with euphoric fright and anxiety. My heart is so sluttish. So addicted. I can't change it. I'm dissolving myself with every thrill and expectation..
    ironie ironie
    18-21, F
    Sep 5, 2008

    Always Lurking In The Back Of My Mind

    This feeling that I missed out - I could have done something good with my life - I should be better. I should be beautiful, thin, intelligent, successfull - also I must not be a good enough wife or my husband would find me attractive. My son barely speaks to me anymore (14...
    Luann1971 Luann1971
    36-40
    Nov 19, 2011

    I just want to be loved

    and cared for or something idk I guess I'm not the girl that deserves that.
    thatone6 thatone6
    18-21, F
    Jul 19, 2014

    Related Experiences

    One final post. I really want to say thank you to all the people I've met here. Like honestly I'm so greatful because I met so many people that are just so cool and genuinely care...
    TheMoonIsFallingDown TheMoonIsFallingDown
    22-25, M
    Apr 21
    Goodbye experience project. Without you I'd be dead. This place has been a comfort for me and I am tearful thinking all these memories are now gone. My stories are gone, who I am...
    BeCautious1 BeCautious1
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 21
    Accidentally found ep about a year ago. It's helped me cope with life. I've kept up with some of you some know some don't. I wanted to connect with some of you but some seemed so...
    gregloa gregloa
    51-55, M
    Apr 21
    I will miss EP. Thankfully I am lucky enough to have met a few people I will never forget and especially a special someone here. We are together today and having a wonderful time...
    Doomflower Doomflower
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 21
    So I will just say see you soon ep. I made a lot of good friends on here. They have helped me get thru one the hardest times of my life. Might never have made it out of the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 21
    This page has been a resource of support when I felt like the whole world would be against me. I am very sad to see you go entertainment project.
    v0lition v0lition
    41-45, F
    Apr 20
    I really hope I can keep in touch with everyone. If not, I wish everybody the best. =)
    AdolescentBro AdolescentBro
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    Hate them! I've made so many good friends on here that it's going to take me ages to contact everyone individually to say good bye. But you all know who you are. Good bye and good...
    Mick672 Mick672
    41-45, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    Goodbye to all those I have touched base with on EP . I have made some nice friends here and had some lovely conversations. If anyone wishes to continue please PM me and we discuss...
    Sj1976uk Sj1976uk
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    Last day of Ep :((( goodbye guyss
    Taevv Taevv
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    Goodbye my EP friends, i wish happiness and love for you all because of the openness, warmth and love you have extended to me. I love you and may god give his guardian angels...
    Destinyhope30 Destinyhope30
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    goodbye ep. its been one hell of a ride. hope you return soon.
    CosmicGod1313 CosmicGod1313
    16-17, M
    Apr 20
    Last day for EP. It was nice talking to most of you
    littlerayofsunshine666 littlerayofsunshine666
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 20
    Don't like goodbyes but it happens. Since i'll probably be asleep as EP closes, i'll take this as my last post. Great site, despite the negative stuff I've encountered. I enjoyed...
    SparkofDecency SparkofDecency
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    Thank you for the un-usual 2weeks and sites, EP. And thank you EP for saves my life.
    Daddysgirllll Daddysgirllll
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    I just changed my reality to one I like a lot better. The opportunity came and I reached out and grabbed the proverbial brass ring. (Has anyone ever seen a merry-go-round with a...
    9minute 9minute
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Apr 20
    But here it is: goodbye EP world. It's been nice knowing you
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 20
    Simple and sincere language. I wish more people would listen to a song like this, because it deserves some ears. The content is not rly that applicable, but I'll set this as a...
    SparkofDecency SparkofDecency
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    So this is the end, and the experiences we've shared I'll remember and be grateful for. To though they met in the past, and those in my present thank you for all of your...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 19
    I'll say my goodbyes now instead of later. The good things in life never last forever and that's what makes them precious. Adios.
    jeanzie jeanzie
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    But have to say in couple of days, so why not now! Its a good-bye EP and to all members and friends. I really found some good friends here and few very amazing people too. This...
    SsL919 SsL919
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 19
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    GoldenDuck GoldenDuck
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 18
    I just don't find them necessary. Is that good or bad? My chest is flat so I don't think it helps nothing. X)
    GiddyX GiddyX
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 18
    That feeling when you hear, "Alright, I guess this is it." And then you hear everyone say "Yeah, I guess so, too. That's quite a journey, isn't it?" And i'm standing...
    SparkofDecency SparkofDecency
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 18
    I don't like talking on the phone, no. However, it is nice to talk every once in a while. Just to hear your voice.
    ToughKitty ToughKitty
    31-35, F
    11 Responses Apr 18
    I don't like goodbyes no one likes goodbye's But sometimes goodbyes can be good Still very hard but good My auntie had a husband that beat her for years she use to sell...
    Dessily Dessily
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    OH MY GOD, this dude between his 60s that I never met started calling me baby LEAVE ME ALONE
    Meduchan Meduchan
    13-15, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    Ok everyone. Goodbye for now. Hope to see you on the other experience project 2. Still gonna have my same name I hope ;). Toodles my friends you know who you are I enjoyed...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 17
    I'm seriously going to miss EP so before they decide to shut down EP indefinitely I just want to say thank you to the creat or's... you gave us all a place to vent, ask ridiculous...
    Notquitesurewhatimdoinghere Notquitesurewhatimdoinghere
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    This is an awful problem in our society and it must be stopped.
    nevergoingtousethis nevergoingtousethis
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    It's not the people, it's the decision(s) that bother me the most. Now don't get me wrong we all make stupid decisions in this life. That's how we progress right? As we get...
    flibsley flibsley
    31-35, M
    Apr 15
    Dear Beloved EP Friends, I know I will see many of you at R2T, or Exp2 in the near future, so this is not good-bye. But we are experiencing an eviction of sorts—a forced...
    WindSylph WindSylph
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Apr 15
    http://exp2.xyz/ Awesome new version of EP, lots of nice ideas in it which I had in mind before and I even suggested but EP told me that they can't take into consideration, like...
    MissGaga MissGaga
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Apr 14
    I will just say there is a special place in Hell for those who hurt children and animals!!
    clarktm1275 clarktm1275
    36-40, M
    Apr 14
    Feint- We Won't Be Alone https://youtu.be/SItIaWAjI_4
    ArrowPewPew ArrowPewPew
    18-21
    Apr 13
    I learned my lesson, don't wear pull on leather boots in Humid weather, you will never get out of them, wear boots with a side zipper like these, LOL:)
    JennyTom JennyTom
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 13
    Constant troll war after troll war. It was just so irritating and annoying as heck, to be made the butt of the joke by some obviously moronic internet trolls who tried to harass...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 12
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