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I Don't Like This Feeling

Share with us what's bothering your heart and mind. 147 People

    "I Need to Find a Way of Saying It Without Saying It"

    It's like a conflict between suffocation with euphoric fright and anxiety. My heart is so sluttish. So addicted. I can't change it. I'm dissolving myself with every thrill and expectation..
    ironie ironie 18-21, F Sep 5, 2008

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    forever feeling like I bother every single

    ******* person that I talk to
    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 9 Responses Jul 7

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    thatone6 thatone6 18-21, F Sep 13, 2014

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    Always Lurking In The Back Of My Mind

    This feeling that I missed out - I could have done something good with my life - I should be better. I should be beautiful, thin, intelligent, successfull - also I must not be a good enough wife or my husband would find me attractive. My son barely speaks to me anymore (14...
    Luann1971 Luann1971 36-40 Nov 19, 2011

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    Feeling's That My Sister May Have Something To Do With The Abuse Of My Wife

    feeling that my sister may have something to do with the abuse my wife had to deal with atthe hand of her new stepfather Have you ever been doing something and thinking to yourself, and all of a sudden it is like to world has just fell in on you Well that just happened to me...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Aug 31, 2011

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    Do I Sound Like A Punk...

    I don't like confrontation and fighting but I will fight if I have too I'm not a fighter Id rather walk away than fight you or it depends on the issue were fighting for I don't like arguing but I do I'm human ugh I hate when I'm around new people or a group of people I don't know...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 25, 2012

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    Up In Middle Of Night

    I should be talking to my girlfriend soon.  I have a note written out by the telephone.  The note  indicates I want to see her in person to give my real thoughts and feelings, and in general to really communicate.  Also, that she is free to do the...
    patch15 patch15 56-60 2 Responses Nov 2, 2009

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    Shaken

    I thought I had dealt with the lies he told everyone about me. But since I've learnt(about ten minutes ago) that he's coming back to NY, all I can feel is anger...a pain in the back of my neck..I don't want him to die....I want him to live and suffer....sink in the filth that...
    arcaneamorous arcaneamorous 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 29, 2009

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    I was messaging a guy

    and well I thought he wanted to be friends we talked and talked he even gave me his number but I didn't save it but then I went back on ep and went to our messages to save his number but I didn't see any messages so I think he blocked me :( and I feel mixed emotions someone plz...
    PaulinaaaO PaulinaaaO 13-15, F May 22, 2014

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    I just want to be loved

    and cared for or something idk I guess I'm not the girl that deserves that.
    thatone6 thatone6 18-21, F Jul 19, 2014

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    I'm gonna do it tonight cut I can't do this I

    want to text him so much it's horrible I miss you you were my love you were supposed to be with me still you changed everything ad ****** up my life. Texting you wouldn't change anything cause you won't reply and it would show I haven't moved on !! I'm cutting tonight I can't...
    thatone6 thatone6 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5, 2014

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    Nothing Now And Never Will Be

    I feel like nothing, useless...I don't have  car, a job, a boyfriend. It makes life very limiting. Part of wonders if I should even BE in a relationship. I have jealousy and other issues. I don't see how it can get better. That's when I get to feeling suicidal. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 3, 2009

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    I Feel Sick

    because Im letting something get to me. Im scared Im turning into one of those people that I hate. I dont want to, but you're not helping and it's not your fault, you don't know but I can't tell you
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 25, 2008

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    Go On With Life As Best I Can

    Again it is bothering me the girl I am seeing doesn't like me the way I like her.  I think about what I can do to appeal to her more.   The answer always comes back to being the best I can reasonably be.  I am Ok, though like everyone...
    patch15 patch15 56-60 2 Responses Sep 20, 2009

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    heartandbrain heartandbrain 26-30, F May 24, 2014

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    I just feel so aggravated

    and irritated right now. It must be the side effect of the steroid pills I am taking for my back.
    cbcs cbcs 31-35, M 2 Responses May 1

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    Hope For A Good Night Sleep

    Tonight I just want to go to bed early, and sleep sound.  Last night was a difficult night.  Not that anything has changed but tonight can't be worse.   I've lost enough sleep over the girl I am seeing.    Regardless of what happens between...
    patch15 patch15 56-60 Nov 2, 2009

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    nomnommings nomnommings 16-17, F Mar 1

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    Feeling Sad

    I really like the girl I am seeing.  I worry about what she thinks of me, how long she will want to continue going  out with me.  It is affecting my sleep.  I am often in the I wish I never would have met her phase.   I have accepted we may...
    patch15 patch15 56-60 1 Response Sep 5, 2009

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    So I can literally feel myself wrecking my eyes

    :P I sit up online all night reading off a bright screen and I've been doing so for years, lately it's just been getting blurry. Yesterday they got blurry and I rubbed my eyes, splashed my fave with cool water, turned on the lights and everything yet they were still blurry...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F Jul 17

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    I feel so sick and nauseous!

    My stomach is all messed up! :(
    exhuberantviolet exhuberantviolet 18-21, F Feb 28

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    They ruin it for all the rest of us to the point where I pretend the women that I don't know personally don't exist least they think I'm some creepy perv trying to hit on them
    MsElle88 MsElle88 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    Let's start with the beginning: I am the last child of 3. My childhood was not pleasant nor sad. My dad took care of us while my mom was working. My siblings were protecting me and...
    GirlWithNoFamily GirlWithNoFamily 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I've been getting this frequently. Someone will message me just saying "hi." Then I message back and then they say "never mind" or don't message me back at all afterwards. If you...
    musicman99 musicman99 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    like wtf? chill. I don't know you and you don't know me.
    mightyhealthy mightyhealthy 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Yes...this makes me feel anxious and annoyed... like can you stop? you don't even know me!!
    froofykittenxoxo froofykittenxoxo 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I believe it was two days ago me and a really good friend were talking about how these religious people were verbally attacking someone because they were transgender. Their reason...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm not anybody's babe or hun. It's ******* annoying and I don't like it. Go somewhere else with that ****.
    spaghetti12 spaghetti12 41-45, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm a Christian but I don't do that. It's quite hypocritical of people because some religions (like mine) try to make it seem like they're perfect and they don't make any mistakes...
    ab4801 ab4801 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I don't like wearing pants and when I'm at home I just wear a shirt and my diaper or just my diaper if I can get away with it.
    tylerlovesdisposablediapers tylerlovesdisposablediapers 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    My name is Amanda Lynn Paige. I don't really like Amanda because it sounds like I'm introducing myself as a man. (a man- duh!) {thank you rachel from friends} My mom wanted me...
    BunheadSalamander BunheadSalamander 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I'm 15 and 5'11-6ft. When I first came to high school all I got was stares and 'wow you're so tall." Like I already don't know. I've had tall guys measure themselves against me...
    wildestdreamsxx wildestdreamsxx 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    My mother doesn't respect my opinion, and takes everything I say as an attack. She spends all her time drinking with her ******* friend who has no respect for anyone including me...
    Adamdfrazier Adamdfrazier 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    never have! yuck! I like onions, but I don't like liver!!!
    craigslist504 craigslist504 36-40 a week ago

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    My parents (actually my mom because I don't talk to my dad so much) say that they love my sister and I equally but they don't. It's clear to me that my mom likes my sister more...
    sk761921 sk761921 22-25, F a week ago

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    For me,Christmas is the time of year to get a little pissed up,but that's it.I don't buy anyone gifts and I don't "get into the spirit". What I want is one of those Eastenders...
    KurMujun KurMujun 18-21 Aug 21

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    I really don't! I jus want a peaceful life! I don't like arguments!
    craigslist504 craigslist504 36-40 Aug 21

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    Especially conflicts online. I completely understand that your personal opinions might not gel with the next person's but I don't see it as a reason to go apeshit and start...
    KarlKadaver KarlKadaver 31-35, M Aug 21

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    If I don't know you do not attempt to touch me or my hair or any part of my body because I will punch you in your face. I love my personal space and don't try to get in my bubble.
    hinatahyuga809 hinatahyuga809 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    How should I respond to my boyfriends mom? Here is the story of what is going on. My boyfriend has learning disabilities(reading,writing,) but he can function. He can hold a...
    AtadbitLost AtadbitLost 22-25, F Aug 20

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    I stopped shaving when I was 15. I had learned about No-Shave November and I understood it was about guys not shaving their facial hair, but I participated too and stopped shaving...
    hiddenkitty hiddenkitty 18-21, F Aug 18

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    Please spare me your insecurities. Must people who result to giving "life lesson" need that type of energy to feel complete. It's like their pleading that you accept their train of...
    PopeNova PopeNova 18-21, M Aug 18

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    I really don't like being told to smile. I'll smile when I darn well feel like it! If I walked around with a giant grin all the time, I'd look insane. It reminds me of this story...
    XlizrocksY XlizrocksY 22-25, F Aug 17

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