I Dont Like Where I Am Right Now

Did you think you would be somewhere different at this point in your life. Doing something different? Being with someone else? Making more money? Living somewhere else? Yeah, me too 757 People

    It Will Change...Just Need To Wait

    I'm doing what I must, but the need to be free gets real bad now. I take holy basil or skullcap and such to help me to relax. I need to bid my time, work it out, one day at a time...but it drags. I have responsibilities to myself, my daughter and my pets. I'm not sure if it'll...
    MsBlueDreamer MsBlueDreamer
    46-50, F
    Jan 31, 2013

    I feel like I'm trapped; encased in a block of

    ice. I get very confused about what I should and shouldn't do. I'm not perfect; I'm submissive, quiet and I agree with revenge. I wished to go somewhere else; I got there fast. Sometimes I feel as if I don't belong...
    AddyAddyAddy AddyAddyAddy
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Mar 17, 2014

    Well life without my soon to be x

    if I could ever find out where he is I work two jobs I am always on the run thanks to the a>s that I was once with I hate where he has put me in my life but like I say it is what it is and I am trying not to hate the man but everyday it gets harder and harder I need to think do...
    monica0215 monica0215
    51-55, F
    1 Response Nov 20, 2014

    Perspective...

    I wonder to myself if its just me - just the way I see things... I resent having to be dictated to what child support must be paid - not that I don't want to pay it but apparently without this mandatory amount I guess it is assumed I just would not do it? I wish that you could...
    Liminalghost Liminalghost
    41-45, M
    Oct 26, 2012

    I don't what my point is in life,

    I question it & I think maybe there really is no point.
    ashleykaylor45 ashleykaylor45
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 13, 2014

    Im ready to be in debt

    before I can even get my life started. Starting January, i'm going to be paying $180 for health insurance monthly, $200 a month for the next 5 months to my pop pop because he's selling me his car, $65 biweekly for hair appts, as well as gas money AND a school bill thats $800...
    n0rthernwind n0rthernwind
    18-21, F
    Nov 24, 2014
    wannasomeonelovesu wannasomeonelovesu
    13-15, M
    Mar 12

    I Miss City Life

    I've had about enough of living in the country for a while . It may be kinda pretty but the crime isn't any less , it takes ALOT of driving everyday to get anywhere , and the job market doesn't really exist . i can't really afford country life , not at these wages and as I'm...
    WisestFool WisestFool
    41-45, M
    Sep 26, 2012

    How can you like a life with full of lies.

    It's been a month since I learned that my husband cheated on me. I hate where I am right now since I chosed to stay. Don't know when I can forgive him.
    AshleyFaith AshleyFaith
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 22

    I Love Were I Am Right no...

    i love were i am right now!!!in my life, where i live everything is just great! 
    twinketoes twinketoes
    16-17, F
    Jan 7, 2007

    I Don't Like This "...

    I don't like this "where I am" in many ways. Psychologically seen I don't like that I didn't change what I wanted to change. My psychiatrist was proud of me becuase I've become better in a lot of areas and I'm proud too cause there has something in my life changed of...
    GothGrrrl GothGrrrl
    18-21, F
    Apr 16, 2007

    I'm Sick and Tired of Hurting Like This!

    I'm getting sick and tired other people's feelings and wants to before mine. I want to be with this guy and everything and i talked to my aunt uncle and my parents about it and my dad just talked me out of it I'm sick of it! I hate doing this this is NOT fair to me i called the...
    wtpoohbear19 wtpoohbear19
    26-30, F
    Aug 21, 2007

    I'd Rather Be In My House ...

    I'd rather be in my house right now, where my kids can run around as much as they like.
    jamchavous jamchavous
    Apr 19, 2007

    No.. ...

    no.. because I havea feeling my chair is about to break!
    Ava Ava
    22-25, F
    Jan 7, 2007

    So I am just trying to actually do some exercise

    for once in my life plus I need to get my bikini body in shape for the so called summerrrrrr 😱😏😏☺️
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    9 Responses Jul 8, 2015

    I Have So Many Issues That Is ...

    I have so many issues that is keeping stuck in the past and i'm tryin to work on them one by one
    wtpoohbear19 wtpoohbear19
    26-30, F
    Aug 3, 2007

    My Dad

    i think my dad is over protected of me because of the s*it i went through but i can't take it any more i fell that i am i kid and this is hurting me inside i talked to my one aunt about this she said i should talk to my counselor next week about this. i will. I hate...
    wtpoohbear19 wtpoohbear19
    26-30, F
    Aug 16, 2007
    JaixxNinexx JaixxNinexx
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Aug 19, 2014

    People use me and just leave,

    should be used to it at this point.
    AndreiTarkovsky AndreiTarkovsky
    26-30, M
    Apr 23, 2014

    Sometimes life becomes more of a puzzle

    for us. We love people marry them and then with time things change. Isn't that strange, ego comes in a relation, people think they have done a favour on you by marrying you. I feel than- Why the hell you married me, I didn't force you. This world had become so stupid selfish...
    sexyrahul2014 sexyrahul2014
    36-40, M
    May 3, 2014

    Do You Know What I Want?

    I just want some peace. I want to feel beautiful in my skin. I want to not be destroyed. I want to feel like I do when the clouds part at all times. I want the one I love to love me as passionately. I don't care about what is normal and what is to be expected. I want to not feel...
    nepenthe333 nepenthe333
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 15, 2011

    I Am Abused By Wife And Her Parents Afraid For My Children.

    I am a unhappy married man who has been blamed for everything even when I was not near it. They verbal abuse me in front of my children and if I speak up they team up and verbal abuse in a group. My wife once saw finger prints and letters on passage window and snapped, maybe...
    norton123 norton123
    46-50, M
    Apr 26, 2013

    I'm Not With My Baby So No...

    I'm not with my baby so no i don't like it!!!! lol! i am at home burning !!! lol!
    justme2007 justme2007
    16-17, F
    Apr 16, 2007

    Its Time to Get Back On Track...

    I wish my girlfriend was here, and that I was better at artwork, or could just focus better. But my focus is skewed, and I guess my priorities are mixed up. I need to re-level myself.
    LylaRocks LylaRocks
    26-30, F
    Jul 7, 2008

    Living A Nightmare

         i am trying to stop somebody that i care about drinking to much she she drinks because she can not face up to       her life and the more i tell her that she is messing her life up the more she seems to blame me for putting...
    gelroller gelroller
    46-50, M
    11 Responses Apr 22, 2010

    So Lonely....

    All my life consists of is work, going to coffee shops, exercise classes and getting my nails done. I am horribly alone and no-one else knows this. I am tired of questioning myself. I have no friends left due to various circumstances and I just feel so sad and empty all the time...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Aug 2, 2011

    Life sucks and hurts

    so much without a lot of money, ahh ..
    sky771 sky771
    22-25, M
    3 Responses May 12, 2014

    Look At Me Now

    I am Bi-polar/Manic Depressive with Borderline Personality Disorder. I have ADD, Dyslexia and General Anxiety. And PTSD. I am in constant pain between my back (broken twice) and my leg (perm. nerve damage) every minute of everyday. For that I am on several medications to ease the...
    Dantescircle Dantescircle
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Oct 20, 2013

    I'd Say I'm Satisfied With It....

    I'd say I'm satisfied with it.
    sondosia sondosia
    18-21, F
    Jan 7, 2007

    I Hate Being Stuck Here. ...

    I hate being stuck here. There is nothing to do, no one to meet. Worst of all is that there is no log fire. I miss my log fire and the times I spent cuddling in front of it.
    danieljacksonstargate danieljacksonstargate
    36-40, M
    Jul 16, 2007

    It sucks when you're ignored by the person

    whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn’t the only guy staring at her either. Through my mind, I was thinking, "you know what, I'm gonna try to...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 2, 2014
    JessDestiny JessDestiny
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 23, 2014

    Avoidance It seems I've entered the phase of

    avoiding women. Any woman that finds me or might find me attractive I avoid. I know I'm not gonna approach them, I know I am not stable enough to have any sort of relationship, I'm too screwed up. Last night I was embarrassed at work by a regular who took a sudden liking to me...
    OneHowlToTheMoon OneHowlToTheMoon
    26-30, M
    1 Response Aug 9, 2015

    So 10 months ago I lost a job I loved.

    Then 2 months from there lost all my money and couldn't find another job. Then I met my boyfriend who plays poker. He was able to support me for the past 9 months. But with his profession he isn't guaranteed money. So at the moment I'm really low in money and he is right around...
    katherinapmts katherinapmts
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 24, 2014

    Days are numbered. Nothing in life lasts

    forever. Only thing is, I don't care. I want out of this place. The sooner, the better. I am imprisoned as long as I stay. The longer I stay the more difficult it will be to remember what freedom is.
    TheIceDragonReturns TheIceDragonReturns
    18-21
    Apr 20, 2014

    Wish It Would Get Better

    Sometimes i really hate my life. I hate the thought of going back to school to see all the people who have hurt me. I hate. Going home beacuse chances are im gonna fight with my mom. We fight so much it is ridiculous. We argue nearly every night and fight most nights as well. Its...
    aleetar aleetar
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 4, 2013

    I Hate Were I Am Right Now If ...

    I hate were I am right now if that's what you're saying.  The question was worded a little funky.  I want to lose at least 30 lbs and be happy again.  I don't want to be on all of these meds and I want to have a job I love.  It would be nice to have someone...
    Licorice Licorice
    31-35, F
    Aug 3, 2007

    I've Had Enough

    Yet again I am in a stressful working environment because of all the control freaks, sneaks, and negative criticising people there who like to watch intently for any faults they can find to tell the negative boss, so scoring points for themselves. The boss herself is a sneaky...
    Tibicina Tibicina
    41-45, F
    1 Response Aug 26, 2011

    I m now 25 but still studying.

    U know y bcoz I hv a past with lots of pain.Generally on my age people r settled in thr life.But I m trying to settle don't know when I will settle.My all frnds r now married, sometimes we meet on the way or in market but I don'twant meet with them bcoz they r always asking...
    Dukhisitara Dukhisitara
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 29, 2015

    I need a job and fast.

    ... Money money money
    chacha151110 chacha151110
    26-30, F
    Apr 23, 2014

    I'm wide awake and I have a ton of stuff to do

    tomorrow. I live in a very small box. My week goes something like this. Starting with Monday normally I wake up about 3:00 or 4:00 AM Monday morning mainly because I sleep the entire day Sunday. So I wake up early Monday go to work at about 6:00 get off work about 4:00...
    dburger dburger
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jan 8, 2014

    I need somebody to buy me stuff.

    Ugh. Make me feel good
    marymelia marymelia
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 19, 2013

    I Don't Like This

    I almost hit my little sister tonight. I have a history of panic attacks and anxiety disorders and tonight they decided to rear their ugly heads. She hadn't done her homework all weekend(why a nine year old has homework and how hard it can be I'm left to ponder), so I was up...
    ScarsMakeUsStronger ScarsMakeUsStronger
    16-17, F
    Sep 9, 2012
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