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I Don't Love Her Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 24 People

    So I Lied-

    I still love her, and i always will.  I'm a sucker that way. It's hard now that i get to talk to her on-line. Because then it seems a little bit more like it used to be- we talk about real things with substance, or BS- but none of this dragging through a long tunnel with no...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Mar 25, 2008

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    Trying to Be "Normal"

    It sucks- when you have a parting of ways of this magnitude, because it's never "really" over. Because the fact of the matter is, when you've been turning to the same person for 16 years of your life (and you are only 24) you aren't going to stop. You are going to try...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 10, 2007

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    I Went to See Her

    So I went to see her while I was on my christmas holiday. well not really her specificly.. iwent to pick up my neice for family christmas and spent some time there... It was kind of surreal... being in this worn-out trailer with probably $4000 worth of enternainment equipment in...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Jan 16, 2009

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    For the Last Time

    I saw K. yesterday, probably for the last time.  She is moving in with her boyfriends parents far towards Kansas. While it's okay to visit her when I'm in the area and have some time. I cannot bring myself to go out to where she is living so i can be reminded of the way she...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 1, 2008

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    Missing Her Today

    I wonder sometimes, if there will ever be a time in my life that i wont miss her.  When i wont feel a big empty gaping hole in my life where she is missing. It's humbling to admit how much i need her in my life and how lost i feel without her effortless reassurances. ...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Mar 31, 2009

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    Reflections

    She made me old before it was my time.  She's made me want to stay inside a shell where it is warm happy and safe. She has made me doubt my faith in humankind. I cant say she led me there, but she reminds me of stupid people, stupid decisions, and jackass...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Jan 13, 2008

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    Mutual Friends

    I think that as far as "She" goes- mutual friends are the hardest thing right now.   We were together for so long that some people almost see us as a 2 headed creature- we always know whats going on with one another and the like. It's hit me hard right now...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Jun 2, 2008

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    Not Quite Like Anything Else

    As such, many people just aren't going to understand what i have to say here.  That is why i made a different group to tell this story.  Because, she's never been my "girlfriend, or my best friend.... She was my lover, and my sister, and my mother and my daughter...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 29, 2007

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    Dear K.

    Why aren't you the girl i feel in love with?  Why cant you be who i thought you were, who you said you were?  Instead, looking at me is a stranger.  A stranger i never knew. I need you so much now.  I'm lonely and afraid and hurting.  All i want is to...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Feb 1, 2008

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    Daydreams Lost

    I never in a million years imagined a life without her.  In our minds we planned out the future, and sure much of it was fantasy but- it was the kind of fantasy you can live in. I never expected to live further than 100ft from where she was, she was going to be right next...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 14, 2008

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    When you fall in love young you never consider

    that one day it'll be over. I didn't. But the days keep rolling by and I keep waking up next to her knowing that she feels something I don't, knowing that I can't be hiding my unhappiness well, and that apparently she is content to just hold pat. She's a good woman in her way...
    jjsdaddy86 jjsdaddy86 26-30, M Dec 24, 2013

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    faisal6309 faisal6309 22-25, M Apr 16

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    I wonder how many of us feel this way yet for many reasons have to......... or do...... stay with someone they don't love, or who does not love back? So what is love? It can...
    walkbywithme walkbywithme 56-60, M 1 Response Apr 27

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    Especially teachers , they say they care about you, but they don't. They have their own life, and don't give a damn about any student even if they're suicidal. Why do they show so...
    taytay1401 taytay1401 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    I used to be very naive with people who I thought that were my friends. I'm mostly all by myself now and its painfull, im bitter... can't help it! The only thing that comforts me...
    Blackberries Blackberries 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    bettycc11 bettycc11 26-30, F Apr 24

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    A level of trust had been broken. ....There won't be another peep outta me. :(
    GeekyGangstaGirl GeekyGangstaGirl 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    Just because i'm built like a tank doesn't mean you can run all over me, I was given the soul of a teddy bear, and the heart of a dumbass. life for me has stop being enjoyable. i...
    keyvincroft keyvincroft 16-17, M a week ago

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    Can you like and care for your boyfriend, but not actually love him? I'm confused.
    shegi20 shegi20 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Absolutely right, but I'd rather be with someone I love than be alone right now.
    Lotusflowerdoll Lotusflowerdoll 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm older now and have gained some weight. I'm generally really shy until I know a person, and my self image makes it that much harder to talk to women I like. I get shocked on the...
    Jarrito Jarrito 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 10

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    Doubts I find that after opening up to multiple people in my life in the past and being left alone or let down has altered my feelings on trust to an all new low. I have doubt in...
    MissRejected MissRejected 22-25, F Apr 14

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    It sucks when u think u finally found someone you can trust but everything turns out to be a lie.
    xSweetnessx xSweetnessx 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 25

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    You only tell what you want me to know - yet you accuse me of deceiving you ha - look in the mirror for the master of deception. My life is an open book while you hide behind lies...
    lovinglife699 lovinglife699 51-55, F 4 days ago

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    But being alone aint easy either this loneliness is killing yet i want the right person to show up not just anybody ........
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 13

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    Once you've known it there is no other way of living. It would be miserable to live comparing everything to that and unfair to the other person. I would rather be lonely.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 20

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    I used to have a great relationship with this girl. We had just started talking but there was no romance just fun. We then started developing feelings for each other and I she was...
    Jeenyu Jeenyu 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Why am I thinking about my ex gf we have been separated for 5 almost 6 months but before she broke up with me I loved her but after it has been 2 months of break up I didn't love...
    kbforlife kbforlife 13-15, F Apr 19

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    I have 3 kids - 2 of which are my bf's. We are 4 years together. We are not married- lately things have been hanging together by a thread :( I am v upset about this. I had a 5th...
    Barbs4321 Barbs4321 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    I met my husband in high school and we've been inseparable ever since. At first our love was one in a million, we'd spend hours on the phone, hours telling each other how much we...
    stupidlove00 stupidlove00 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 17

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    I've been with my partner for almost 5 years, but we've gone through some very rough patches and I feel that I don't love him in the same sense anymore. Every relationship to start...
    L0v3M3 L0v3M3 22-25, F 12 Responses 4 days ago

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    He did it again last night. I wasn't expecting him to, I really wasn't. I thought, I hoped, that it was only a one off. That he'd maybe just go back to the hitting, the physical...
    FabulousUnicorn15 FabulousUnicorn15 13-15, F 6 Responses Apr 18

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    If I had 3 wishes, i would waste one of them on my dad as it would be that my dad just fcuking drop dead already. I don't love him I don't hate him. I feel nothing towards him...
    candles700 candles700 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    It's been 4 years since she left me. Oh God,I was crazy for her.There was nothing I wouldn't do for her. The day she told me that she no longer wished to be in a relationship with...
    dreamydoc dreamydoc 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 19

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    All nite I think about you Dreaming of our future together Boy was I wrong Your true colors showed And I didn't like what I saw Tried to overlook it Didn't work so You had to go U...
    Myalee Myalee 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 17

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    I am dead inside can’t ever wake up I will live with myself just unplug me now life has used me enough. I have killed my heart nothing left. My all efforts go in vain.I don't...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Apr 10

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    The first cut is the deepest. I'm so hurt by him. We met when I was 12, he was 14, up until a couple days ago, I would have called him my childhood Romeo. When we met as kids, a...
    Chrysii Chrysii 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 16

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    That crush again, her again, i really like to hate her . I feel better when i don't make any moves to talk to her or giving her attention. It helps me to get in control. I don't...
    Bigdadyy Bigdadyy 22-25, M Apr 5

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    I keep my mask on around people. I don't trust people anymore, they have betrayed me many times but I never betrayed them.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 6

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    I knew this girl here in EP about 7 or 8 months ago, and i admire her a lot on how she loved someone. She's kinda like a hopeless romantic person, but i don't want her to feel...
    Dcount94 Dcount94 18-21, F Apr 9

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    I have an addiction experience, and in my place, this is a very strange thing.... So, I couldn't tell anyone here about my addiction. I have told this to some people who can be...
    Muramasha Muramasha 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 21

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    It used to be ok for keeping on touch with people. Now it's just targeted advertising, drama and updates about how nice a coffee was. Fine people want to use it but it I hate it...
    TheGrumpyDead TheGrumpyDead 31-35, M 5 Responses Apr 25

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