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I Don't Love Her Anymore

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    Missing Her Today

    I wonder sometimes, if there will ever be a time in my life that i wont miss her.  When i wont feel a big empty gaping hole in my life where she is missing. It's humbling to admit how much i need her in my life and how lost i feel without her effortless reassurances. ...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Mar 31, 2009

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    Trying to Be "Normal"

    It sucks- when you have a parting of ways of this magnitude, because it's never "really" over. Because the fact of the matter is, when you've been turning to the same person for 16 years of your life (and you are only 24) you aren't going to stop. You are going to try...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 10, 2007

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    I Went to See Her

    So I went to see her while I was on my christmas holiday. well not really her specificly.. iwent to pick up my neice for family christmas and spent some time there... It was kind of surreal... being in this worn-out trailer with probably $4000 worth of enternainment equipment in...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Jan 16, 2009

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    Dear K.

    Why aren't you the girl i feel in love with?  Why cant you be who i thought you were, who you said you were?  Instead, looking at me is a stranger.  A stranger i never knew. I need you so much now.  I'm lonely and afraid and hurting.  All i want is to...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Feb 1, 2008

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    When you fall in love young you never consider

    that one day it'll be over. I didn't. But the days keep rolling by and I keep waking up next to her knowing that she feels something I don't, knowing that I can't be hiding my unhappiness well, and that apparently she is content to just hold pat. She's a good woman in her way...
    jjsdaddy86 jjsdaddy86 26-30, M Dec 24, 2013

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    Not Quite Like Anything Else

    As such, many people just aren't going to understand what i have to say here.  That is why i made a different group to tell this story.  Because, she's never been my "girlfriend, or my best friend.... She was my lover, and my sister, and my mother and my daughter...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 29, 2007

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    Mutual Friends

    I think that as far as "She" goes- mutual friends are the hardest thing right now.   We were together for so long that some people almost see us as a 2 headed creature- we always know whats going on with one another and the like. It's hit me hard right now...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Jun 2, 2008

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    Daydreams Lost

    I never in a million years imagined a life without her.  In our minds we planned out the future, and sure much of it was fantasy but- it was the kind of fantasy you can live in. I never expected to live further than 100ft from where she was, she was going to be right next...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 14, 2008

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    For the Last Time

    I saw K. yesterday, probably for the last time.  She is moving in with her boyfriends parents far towards Kansas. While it's okay to visit her when I'm in the area and have some time. I cannot bring myself to go out to where she is living so i can be reminded of the way she...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 1, 2008

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    So I Lied-

    I still love her, and i always will.  I'm a sucker that way. It's hard now that i get to talk to her on-line. Because then it seems a little bit more like it used to be- we talk about real things with substance, or BS- but none of this dragging through a long tunnel with no...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Mar 25, 2008

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    Reflections

    She made me old before it was my time.  She's made me want to stay inside a shell where it is warm happy and safe. She has made me doubt my faith in humankind. I cant say she led me there, but she reminds me of stupid people, stupid decisions, and jackass...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Jan 13, 2008

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    I want your presence. Please appease me... But only if you want to! Don't leave me... But don't stay if you don't want to! Be free... But take me with you! ...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    For a long time, I was in love with one of my classmates. We had grown up together and we're best friends up until around third grade, then we drifted apart. Over the years he's...
    ksandd ksandd 13-15, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I wanna call her, I want to hear her angel like voice, I want to hear her smile. I want to ask if how is she. :/ But I'm too scared... I am still hurt. Everytime I think she's...
    Achelle07 Achelle07 22-25, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    If i don't feel a deep connection with you then odds are we're not going to last very long. Too many things in life are normal and ordinary, love should not be one of them.
    15ShadesOfBlue 15ShadesOfBlue 16-17, F 13 hrs ago

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    In the past, I was known for telling any guy or girl that I loved them when I didn't mean it. But, about a year ago, I realized that I had true feelings for a girl, she's my best...
    averageteengirl7515 averageteengirl7515 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Its okay ... Its just a phase. I won't even remember his name probably few years later. Hope he will someone else soon and never bothers me again ... I could have blocked and...
    thousandcuts thousandcuts 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    It's a weird feeling. To not love someone any more. I used to have strong feelings for someone from highschool. We fell out a few years ago, and the wounds are even worse now than...
    AceOtana AceOtana 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    Trust is like giving someone a loaded gun and believing that they won't shoot you, but some people are like children, because no matter how much you try to tell a child how not to...
    geminixleo geminixleo 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    It is true love and I'll never let it go. It's hard to live by loving someone who broke your heart and don't love you as much as you love him. But my heart says not to let it go...
    EleniHaru EleniHaru 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I'm so done with life! I can't take it anymore. The stress and the anxiety is killing me! I don't know what to do anymore. My daughter will behave she got kicked out of daycare. I...
    EmilyPouliot EmilyPouliot 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I've been reading a book on how to better discipline my children, pretty much how to get them to listen to me better. I ran out of options, tried everything I could think of. I...
    motherwhowantstheworld motherwhowantstheworld 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    It really sucks! Been lied to way to many times. This online stuff is truly making me stressed the f..u...k out! lol But for real, every chick I talk to I want to ask them to send...
    Justme2103 Justme2103 41-45, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    ...and sometimes I trust too easily! The trick is finding out who is worth trusting. I normally have pretty good instincts but sometimes I can be misled. I am thankful for my...
    00FlyingHome 00FlyingHome 41-45, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    You know how you can just tell if you're the least favorite child? I have always known that's me... My mom and I have always butted heads. I can't remember a point in my life...
    duckyluck duckyluck 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    When you don't feel happy, I'll love you LOL! When you feel lonely and sad, you can think about the new place you want to go, the country you want to travel to and the good things...
    HappyOrUnhappy HappyOrUnhappy 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    I am the most realistic person you could ever meet. For instance, I don't allow myself to dream. I instead make myself see the reality of things in almost every situation. Yet...
    dulcivoluptas dulcivoluptas 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    Frankly, my relationship with my mother sucks. I do not want it to suck. I do not want to be angry with her, but I am so tired. I moved back home over a year ago to get my life...
    DV527 DV527 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Ok. Here goes nothing. I've not told anyone this. When I was younger (before puberty) me and my sister watched soap operas together. Two of the characters had a love scene. After...
    galaxygurl galaxygurl 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Well I don't know where to start. My parents are getting a divorce soon. And it is my moms fault. She has been having an affair for god knows how long and my Dad is always very sad...
    youchewy youchewy 18-21, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    I am a disappointment. I am nothingness in the sense of the word. I don't belong here. I've known this for a very long time. life and love are not deserved here. not then not now...
    ForgetableMe ForgetableMe 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 22

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    I didn't use to consider myself as a jealous person, I actually used to be quite easy going,but with my current bf everything changed i started to be pretty insecure and jealous to...
    warez94 warez94 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    I think the problem is, a lot of times, parents don't try to understand. I don't think mine ever do. There's a video by a YouTuber called SuliBreaks, called "Parents are the...
    TheOpeningViolinist TheOpeningViolinist 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    I've learn to accept no matter how hard I try to get to know someone it will never amount to any happiness. I'm so tired of everyone thinking I'm needy because I am sad, depressed...
    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    I've been in a relationship for 13 years. lately it's been really bad. since about November of last year things have gone really down hill. i mean really bad really fast. there's...
    RdjOne RdjOne 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 20

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    Again I'm trying to cry, It doesn't work no matter how hard I try, Part of me is dead the rest will soon die, Im left here ready for my good bye, My past haunts me, my pain isn't...
    psychopuppet23 psychopuppet23 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 20

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    i don't know where I'm from or how I got here. but I know I don't belong here in my dreams I have visitors other than human telling me their coming to take for me to me home to be...
    afterthedead afterthedead 56-60, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    I honestly don't care if I'm going to die alone and chances are that I will. I can't remain in a relationship if I don't have feeligns for the person and I know I would only fall...
    Evilbutcool Evilbutcool 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 19

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    Sitting by my sister at a baseball game... I am alone, she is next to her husband. The dislike between them is palpable, years of fights and tensions, everything (which wasn't much...
    elizabethmariejazz elizabethmariejazz 36-40, F Jul 18

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    ....or with someone who doesn't love me...
    hauntd hauntd 36-40, F Jul 18

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