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I Don't Love Her Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 24 People

    Mutual Friends

    I think that as far as "She" goes- mutual friends are the hardest thing right now.   We were together for so long that some people almost see us as a 2 headed creature- we always know whats going on with one another and the like. It's hit me hard right now...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Jun 2, 2008

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    So I Lied-

    I still love her, and i always will.  I'm a sucker that way. It's hard now that i get to talk to her on-line. Because then it seems a little bit more like it used to be- we talk about real things with substance, or BS- but none of this dragging through a long tunnel with no...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Mar 25, 2008

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    When you fall in love young you never consider

    that one day it'll be over. I didn't. But the days keep rolling by and I keep waking up next to her knowing that she feels something I don't, knowing that I can't be hiding my unhappiness well, and that apparently she is content to just hold pat. She's a good woman in her way...
    jjsdaddy86 jjsdaddy86 26-30, M Dec 24, 2013

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    Dear K.

    Why aren't you the girl i feel in love with?  Why cant you be who i thought you were, who you said you were?  Instead, looking at me is a stranger.  A stranger i never knew. I need you so much now.  I'm lonely and afraid and hurting.  All i want is to...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Feb 1, 2008

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    For the Last Time

    I saw K. yesterday, probably for the last time.  She is moving in with her boyfriends parents far towards Kansas. While it's okay to visit her when I'm in the area and have some time. I cannot bring myself to go out to where she is living so i can be reminded of the way she...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 1, 2008

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    I Went to See Her

    So I went to see her while I was on my christmas holiday. well not really her specificly.. iwent to pick up my neice for family christmas and spent some time there... It was kind of surreal... being in this worn-out trailer with probably $4000 worth of enternainment equipment in...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Jan 16, 2009

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    Daydreams Lost

    I never in a million years imagined a life without her.  In our minds we planned out the future, and sure much of it was fantasy but- it was the kind of fantasy you can live in. I never expected to live further than 100ft from where she was, she was going to be right next...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 14, 2008

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    Trying to Be "Normal"

    It sucks- when you have a parting of ways of this magnitude, because it's never "really" over. Because the fact of the matter is, when you've been turning to the same person for 16 years of your life (and you are only 24) you aren't going to stop. You are going to try...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 10, 2007

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    Reflections

    She made me old before it was my time.  She's made me want to stay inside a shell where it is warm happy and safe. She has made me doubt my faith in humankind. I cant say she led me there, but she reminds me of stupid people, stupid decisions, and jackass...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Jan 13, 2008

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    Missing Her Today

    I wonder sometimes, if there will ever be a time in my life that i wont miss her.  When i wont feel a big empty gaping hole in my life where she is missing. It's humbling to admit how much i need her in my life and how lost i feel without her effortless reassurances. ...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Mar 31, 2009

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    Not Quite Like Anything Else

    As such, many people just aren't going to understand what i have to say here.  That is why i made a different group to tell this story.  Because, she's never been my "girlfriend, or my best friend.... She was my lover, and my sister, and my mother and my daughter...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 29, 2007

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    It is sad, I live in a society where girls are brought up in such a way that their only dream becomes to get married and have kids. Regardless of all the changes that happened to...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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    I had been married for 23 years when I fell in love with another man. I had felt disconnected from my husband for a lot of years but thought I was doing the right thing by staying...
    Alucia66 Alucia66 46-50, F Dec 11

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    This relationship I am referring to would have made it to 3 years in April. I fell madly in love with this beautiful church girl. It was more than difficult in the beginning but...
    wistfulVacancy wistfulVacancy 18-21, F Dec 17

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    One lie. It wasn't even a big deal of a lie, but it was enough to break the trust I have in that person. She had no reason to lie. I can let go of a lie or two when I spot them...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 26-30 Dec 2

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    I always know how you'll react when I say something, you don't change, you don't surprise, you don't risk, reading this I could bet you'd be presumptuous and discourteous towards...
    quike23 quike23 16-17, M Nov 26

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    I always know how you'll react when I say something, you don't change, you don't surprise, you don't risk, reading this I could bet you'd be presumptuous and discourteous towards...
    quike23 quike23 16-17, M Nov 26

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    People lie don't tell me things hurt me abuse me I'm closed never to be open
    mickeymousecupcakelover mickeymousecupcakelover 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    don?t need to explain myself, I know I?m right.
    weirdboyz weirdboyz 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    This is a difficult one and one I am dealing with right now. I have been dating this guy for a few months and he is practically perfect. The only problem is that I don't find him...
    Elpis2012 Elpis2012 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 25

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    After what he said to her two years ago, I still can't go about my day without logging into his text app to read everything. They still text but its like meaningless convo and...
    Nannyxd Nannyxd 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I trust very few people anymore, only one friend, the rest family. I have been betrayed and stabbed in the back so many times i can't count, by people i have my trust to, so now...
    ImJustJen ImJustJen 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    Who would trust a piece of garbage Like her.....
    fightphoto123 fightphoto123 51-55, F Dec 7

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    candycc12 candycc12 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    carecc13 carecc13 26-30, F Dec 15

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    Even if I've known you for a year - you still wouldn't be my "friend" because I can't trust anyone.
    ThatGuyEveryoneHates ThatGuyEveryoneHates 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 12

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    I wanted to write about my problems or about how I got over some of them but in the long run this is really the core of who I am now. This will not be a pity post. People have...
    AGuyNamedRob AGuyNamedRob 26-30, M Dec 12

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    That was the dumbest thing I've ever done. We hated each other from the first day. Had three unplanned pregnancies then still married him knowing I couldn't stand him. I tried to...
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Nov 28

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    A new survey has revealed that one 25% of women prefer to be with men 10+ years older than they are, while one third of men prefer to be with women 10+ years younger than them.The...
    Juliecc11 Juliecc11 26-30, F Dec 1

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    What's the big deal with that? Why do people feel the need to just be with anyone so that they are not alone? It's sad. I want more than that. I deserve more than that. Never...
    BrokenHeartedOlicityShipper BrokenHeartedOlicityShipper 70+, F 5 Responses Dec 9

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    it's not just the fact that it's a lie or fake it's that you make me suspicious of everyone. That is what harm you have done.
    charles3754 charles3754 56-60, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I feel like my age is stamped across my forehead. And "clock is ticking" is also visible somewhere. Lol
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 25

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    having trouble trusting people with my secret
    robbybaby robbybaby 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 10

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    It has been said "time heals all wounds" I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it...
    lovinglife699 lovinglife699 51-55, F 6 Responses Dec 14

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    I married two. I did get married because it was the right thing to do.
    miracle3054 miracle3054 31-35, F Nov 27

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    To the man I loved, I don't know if you know that when you left my world ripped apart. I don't know if you know for three weeks I cried every day and woke up empty every morning...
    missssyme missssyme 31-35, F 16 Responses 2 days ago

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    I really don't. Wake up every day, so tired and defeated that have to live another day, and that‘s even if I do sleep, which is extremely rare anymore. Have to force myself to...
    GhostOfGrey GhostOfGrey 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    I want to go home. I miss Georgia... I hate it here. I hate it with a burning passion. I never wanted this. I never ******* wanted any of this. I wanna go home... But I don't...
    InsanityIsTheButterflysDrug InsanityIsTheButterflysDrug 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 25

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    I am supposed to have this girlfriend and she says she loves me but doesn't answer the phone or answer back to any of my messages until she gets ready to..recently she took a trip...
    im4realz im4realz 18-21, M 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    My Mom always complained that my table was a mess. But why was it a mess? Everytime my mom has a mail or my sis/dad had anything. They just came in the room and left it there. So...
    Jaaslyn Jaaslyn 16-17, F Dec 6

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    Now today I see people I don't love. I know what it's like to be played with in both mind and heart. I don't roll that way. I am flat out honest even if it hurts. I can beat around...
    ti777 ti777 18-21 Dec 6

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    Alone. I don't. So here it is 2AM trying not to tear up again because it stings. I broke my nose and it's starting to hurt and I just really feel a whole lot lonely. I hate this...
    S74rxed S74rxed 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 25

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    Love is a cannibal ridin' a carnival carousel 'Round and 'round we roll, where it stops, baby nobody knows Some people go crazy and they lose control Some people jump off, some...
    notatrustfundbaby notatrustfundbaby 16-17, F Dec 2

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    Like what's the point of lying & hurting people when you can just be real with them & tell them you don't love them
    cutegirl104 cutegirl104 18-21, F 8 Responses 6 days ago

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    Seems like no matter how suspicious and protective one is, no matter how select a circle one keeps to protect themselves you keep wondering how people turn out showing themselves...
    RazorVixen RazorVixen 41-45, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    When you really like someone and they don't even notice how much you like them even though you give them so many hints and clues but then at the same time he is straight but he...
    trew5432 trew5432 13-15, M 47 mins ago

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    I swear, every time I tell my friends I don't like chocolate, they stare at me, say "we aren't friends anymore", then pretend to ignore me. <: what's your reaction