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I Don't Miss My Childhood

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    Can't Miss What You Ain't Never Had

    I wonder sometimes if I was born wearing a three-piece suit and using words like transmogrification and syzygy.  My parents were intellectuals, it wasn't long before I had the weight of the world on my shoulders.  Didn't laugh or smile much, thought a lot.  Brooded...
    ElLagarto ElLagarto 56-60, M 5 Responses Jul 20, 2007

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    Ignorent When Little

    i was ignorent, i would have believe what ever anyone told me. i trusted easily and i have blamed myself easily for things then and now. i dont miss childhood because i was stupid, i wish that i had been more out going and smart. i wish i could have changed how i let my mom...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 17, 2009

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