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I Don't Own A Bikini Either And I Want To Wear One Either

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    I am 17 years old and I don't know what I want to do with my life. Even though I know I shouldn't compare myself to others, I know that most of my classmates already know what they...
    Jasliet Jasliet 16-17, F 16 hrs ago

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    I don't know if I want kids and it freaks me out. My s/o wants kids some day. But he always knows that I'm not sure if I do. I guess I've been waiting for something to sway me one...
    TheKristaJo TheKristaJo 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    Sometimes I want new friends when I can't see what's good with the old. Sometimes I wonder why I can't get a boyfriend. Then when I'm actually get one I don't need one. ETC ETC ETC...
    WhisperingGrass WhisperingGrass 16-17, F Mar 16

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    It's simple as that, really. I have depression and anxiety (general, separation, and social). I just don't know what I want.
    Shaywen Shaywen 16-17, F Mar 21

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    Iā€™m at a crossroads. I have been with my husband for 10 years; married for half of that time. We had years of bliss. We met in college and grew together. We loved each other...
    lostinthemountains lostinthemountains 26-30, F a week ago

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    My husband wants kids and believes having a family is the most important thing a person can do. But he's also said he'd rather be with me than have kids, which was a major...
    danac5 danac5 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 20

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    I am very torn between doing Psychology and Philosophy at university, or doing Genetics at university, doing Social Science at college; or applying to college and doing Applied...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 13

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    I mean, I do know I don't want to because it's not my type of thing and it's too expensive. I'm just thinking that I would throw away a lot of money on something I don't even want...
    delusi0nal delusi0nal 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    I love my wife, but I hate my life. The only way I can see to change the things I want changed, is for us to go our separate ways. We don't see eye to eye on where we want to live...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 10

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    The thing about prom is I don't really like dressing up. I was asked by quite a few people but I'm not interested in going with a girl who I know nothing about, especially if she...
    UmbrisZeal6 UmbrisZeal6 18-21, M Mar 11

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    So my bf and I have been seeing each other for 8 milonths. We tell each other I love you ect. I've noticed over the past week he hardly text and he doesn't tell me he loves me...
    happymom2 happymom2 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 9

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    I can't help but compare myself to others. My friends are more than just full time students. Here I am at home, still living with my parents, gaming, hardly a social life and no...
    ikg00 ikg00 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    I don't know anymore. I think I'm losing my mind. I've become so ill, I try and hide it and say it's a common cold but I know it's more than that. I don't know I just want to give...
    yoursecretlifestylee yoursecretlifestylee 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    Is that wrong? I mean I have seriously learned after being in two colleges and dropping out that I don't really have a strong enough will to pursue any career. It's not that I'm...
    DreamCloud17 DreamCloud17 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    I saw this caption type thing today about a girl who killed herself recently and the whole thing was just saying how everyone is too late and how no one speaks up and asks if...
    yoursecretlifestylee yoursecretlifestylee 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I am no longer sure if I still am in love with him or just comfortable and love him like a bestfriend. If I leave him I don't have much family and the ones I have I'm not really...
    kclayne kclayne 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 11

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    Can someone please explain to me who we are being selfish to for not wanting children? Are we being selfish to our non existent husbands/wives who want children? To our non...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I don't know anything. I can't figure out anything. I don't know what I want, who I want, where I want to go. I am breathing, existing, taking up space. But that's all. Oh - but i...
    ecress ecress 18-21, F Mar 4

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    I honestly don't know who I am. I can't make long lasting decisions. I don't know what I want to do with life. I don't know what hobbies i want to do. I'm confused about my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 8

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    I've been in Erasmus last year and this semestre I can't relate to anybody, I don't know what I want, where to go, what to do, I get anxious, depressed, I don't know what to do...
    marihelena marihelena 22-25, F Mar 5

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    They don't ******* care at all! Not one bit! And even if one gave any interest towards me, it's smushed by the other. **** it. I'm done.
    purplehoodie purplehoodie 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    Compliments are nice but they don't make me feel good, usually ones about appearance. Then the next time I see that person I feel like I need to look really good and the...
    bexk bexk 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    I don't need biotch I want it!!! šŸ˜‚
    Princeofnothing Princeofnothing 18-21, M a week ago

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    My grandparents are my landlords. I live in one of their houses. Lately they've been pushing me to marry my baby's father so my baby will grow up with a mom and dad. I refuse to...
    DeluxedEdition DeluxedEdition 18-21, F 11 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I don't understand how people can say they love someone and cheat on them. I mean I read so many stories about these OW and their MM and how upset they are in their relationships...
    Willowtree78 Willowtree78 36-40, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    My Teacher Made Me Think... So, I'm not sure if this is the right experience to write this on, but I feel like it may be the more relevant to what I want to talk about. (This...
    megamjfan megamjfan 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 8

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    First post. Hello. I am 22 and I'm a uni student with an over-zealous mother. And by over-zealous I mean 'constantly interfering with my life and making me feel worse about myself...
    iNeedSpace iNeedSpace 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Person: are you even straight? Me:...no Person: so you're lesbian? Me:....no Person:uh...bi? Me:....no. Person: wtf are you then? Asexual? Me:uhh...no not at all So I don't...
    Emeryemmy Emeryemmy 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

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    Especially when these people are close to you, be it friends, or in-laws. In my case its the ol' bad in-law story. I've fallen in love with a very good man and he's in love with me...
    Msprissy Msprissy 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 14

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    I really, REALLY don't! Sure we all have our problems and struggles. I would think people would want to be better instead of horrible to others considering what they've been...
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Honestly, I enjoy being in the background. I just want to live life without so much drama and expectations. I don't want to be well known, or someone people recognize on the street...
    TickleMeCell TickleMeCell 16-17, T 10 hrs ago

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    The tradition of marriage means very little to me. What an odd ceremony, is it not? "A celebration of love," they call it. "A merging of two families." Most weddings appear to be...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 10

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    I don't like alcohol or weed in social settings. I don't trust most of you citizens of the world to get myself vulnerable around you-- so, I don't use drugs or alcohol to have fun...
    NoBullsht NoBullsht 22-25, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Screw it I say, this is my experienceproject so I should not hold back writing about my life in fear of judgmental people. I started wearing diapers when I moved to the UK, I had...
    TheWorkOfScarlet TheWorkOfScarlet 18-21, F 7 Responses 2 days ago

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    this is going to be one of those brittany rants that i'm not going to filter and make pretty. if you like pretty, then stop reading. THE SAME WAY THAT IF YOU ONLY LIKE PRETTY GIRLS...
    foldedunfolding foldedunfolding 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 4

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    I think there is a cycle of judgement. Those that fear judgement are judgemental themselves. Lately I've come to accept the term judgemental. I honestly don't feel that I am I...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Mar 19

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    Every month, about the same time too, I get these incredible urges to shop for high heels, dresses, lingerie and kinkier things. After shopping and spending money I don't have, I...
    CDtvhhbs CDtvhhbs 46-50, T 1 Response Mar 20

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    WTF guy I do NOT look 18?! Wtf?? He looked like 30 so there's no excuse either smh.. I wasn't rude to him at the time, but this is basically what I was thinking. Lol it'd be sad if...
    AaronH96 AaronH96 18-21, F Mar 18

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    I have two sisters and they are in their 30's. They are married to really nice men who have an amazing job, and treat my sisters like a Queen. my sisters also have beautiful...
    Endureandconquer Endureandconquer 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I Hadem for a few years working out but now I'm in school and don't have time to work out like i did plus I like the feeling of being chubby better I'll loose the dat after I...
    Chubbyhubby230 Chubbyhubby230 31-35, M 16 hrs ago

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    I am so lonely. I've always been lonely, but I don't think I've ever been as much as I am now. I love being alone, but it's because I can't be left alone that it makes me feel...
    BlueRio BlueRio 18-21, F Mar 2

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