I realized that lately a lot of people have been telling me that
It kind of gives me a weird feeling
I look in the mirror and I do see an attractive person
But it's like in my head due to abuse from people in the past I feel like some kind of awful or unlikable person
Where there was once a shy and bashful girl, there is now a bold and unremorseful woman who stares back at me.
Clearly tainted by a world unforgiving of mistakes, a world where being truly "meek" or "modest" do very little to benefit a person.
This girl, who I at one point felt...
I could still remember the first time I actually looked, inspected and saw myself in the mirror. I noticed every detail, and everything.
But now that I looked in the mirror once again, I am not sure if it is me anymore. It was as if l, someone had taken over me and I am merely...
I had to look at the picture again to see that it really was me. I looked so happy.
It's been a while since I've felt happy. And I honestly forgot what I looked like smiling. An interaction between myself and the mirror never results in a pleasant feeling.
I don't know if the...