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I Don't Remember Much Of My Childhood

Just Vague Bits And Pieces That Blow To the Front Before Vanishing.... 245 People

    Lost Treasures, Hidden Within In A Deepening Hole And Quiet Soul..

    I thought about this last night, something the day before triggered it off - of which I don't want to speak. What I realised is how much of my childhood I've closed off in my heart, left it behind to painful to pick up and view. A child who saw death as their only way out so...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2010

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    Lost Memories

      Children aren't really expected to remember that much of their memories, especially the younger an age that a child was. And then there are some who are either creatively artistic enough to come up with some and then there are quite some others who are truly gifted with...
    Dormantdrakon Dormantdrakon 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 14, 2010

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    Did I Do That

    There are some odd bits I remember clearly. Like on one of the many big family holidays, I went fishing by a wier. Apparently we all used that same wier as a water slide, but I don't remember that. It's like that all the way through. Odd little snippets, but never the whole...
    Heellover Heellover 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 20, 2012

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    What Little There Is...

    Most of my childhood memories, few as they are, are happy. But in all of them I have almost no common sense. For instance, there was the day we were hit by incredibly heavy rain, and my friends and I went playing in the nearby river which had almost broken its banks and was...
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 6 Responses Mar 14, 2010

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    Weird?

    Is this normal? Ive had no memories of me being here from when i was 0-10 it seemed to me that i started life when i was 11. When i was 0-110 it was like i was dreaming for that long...just a peaceful dark place. I didnt wake up, then BOOM 11 years old hit me right in the...
    Xcomplicatedkindnessx Xcomplicatedkindnessx 13-15, F Apr 21, 2010

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    Blur Childhood

    i dont remember a lot about my childhood and maybe it is the best because it helps me to dont remember all the sarrow i felt......
    thenewmisslunallena thenewmisslunallena 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 27, 2011

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    I Don't Remember Much But I Remember Very Specific And Abstract Things.

    I specifically remember very traumatic experiences I had prior to my being 13.34 years. Yet I also remember three vivid dreams that I had prior to that age. the first of these dreams occurred when I was 7, it involved me skiing off a ski jump into nothingness and the words "To be...
    jehova jehova 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 24, 2013

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    Nope...

    To be honest.. I don't remember any of my childhood at all.. I have a few lik ereally  little things I remember but hardly anything. I really wish I could remember something.. but I just can't think of anything. I wish I could go back to being a child though. ...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 3 Responses May 1, 2010

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    For The Life Of Me...

    I don't know why but there are huge gaps in my childhood memories, even gaps throughout my teenage years. I thought it was because of the drugs I used to do when I was younger but now I wonder if it is more...In fact the more I think about it, I know for a fact it is more. From...
    ollifer ollifer 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 14, 2010

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    A Distant Happy Dream: Flashback

    The human mind is really interesting; it will easily forget things that cause oneself pain. I don’t remember much of my childhood to be honest, riding the bus with my aunt, my brother winning a cake at the school fair cake walk. Finding an old album and remembering I was the...
    ADistantHappyDream ADistantHappyDream 26-30, F Mar 25, 2012

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    Longing For Answers

    My mom and dad were addicts of meth. I never truly remember a happy point in my childhood. I was never at peace, never loved or shown they cared. My father killed himself when i was 5, from that point on i pretty much raised my Bi-Polar addict mother. I hated life and i hated...
    Voided Voided 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 20, 2011

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    Why Is It Gone?

    I remember maybe 10 things from before i was 11. Its just all gone, and try as i might very little comes back to me. That's also the year i moved from the town i was living in... When i look online as to why someone would forget so much it scares me....am I blocking something...
    crochet4fun crochet4fun 31-35, F Sep 17, 2013

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    Never Think About It Much..

    I remember a moment here or there.. and pretty much nothing before later elementary school. I don't really know what happened much, but I do notice that now that I'm older, my friends will bring up a day when I fight with my dad, or an arguement with my mom, and I won't remember...
    sasukesnumber1fan sasukesnumber1fan 18-21, F Dec 27, 2010

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    In front of her door I don't remember much of

    my childhood but there are things that won't leave my memory. They are stuck like glue, I really wonder why! Like this one, which I remembered a while a go for no reason! I remembered my first grade music teacher, I don't remember how she looked like or even her name, but I...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F Dec 20, 2013

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    I blanked out a lot of my childhood & really

    only remember small parts. Which is interesting because I remember all of the weird spiritual things that happened....
    zbabi3 zbabi3 22-25, F Mar 24

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    Bits And Pieces

    of my childhood, everything before April 2004 is a complete blur, i dont remember much...sometimes someone might jog my memory with a story but otherwise i dont remember much....there are obviously significant events that i do remember like my sisters birth and such but otherwise...
    idontwannadream idontwannadream 18-21, M Aug 29, 2013

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    Never Will

    i dont because i had a tramatic brain engery and it caused me to forget everything
    tiara1992 tiara1992 18-21, F Sep 11, 2011

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    Aikin2 Aikin2 18-21, M Jul 26

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    Well I don't really want to talk about it but any ways, I don't live with my dad. My mom raise me. n I lived with him n my mom for only 3 1/2 or 4 years then we couldn't take it...
    intellinerdgirl intellinerdgirl 13-15, F Jul 27

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    I'm just used to conversations where i talk a little and listen a lot. The only person i really talk to is Jen and she'll just talk about whatever while i listen. It was the same...
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    I have a Netflix account, which apart from sports and the odd repeat of The Bill, I tend to watch TV on there, even then it's maybe two hours towards the end of the day. Unless I'm...
    Reallifeperson Reallifeperson 22-25, M Jul 28

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    I can't remember my childhood, I barely remember anything that happened before I hit age 7. I've been to therapy a lot since I was in 3rd grade. I started hating myself in 3rd...
    mysteriousanonymous mysteriousanonymous 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    My husband and I are going through something very personal right now and it's slowly tearing our marriage apart. All I can say here is I hurt him and made him feel like I didn't...
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    Is there anyone out there who can tell me who, or what I am... If you can please tell me, I don't know. Story: My mother did not expect to be pregnant, after I was born I remember...
    kierra172 kierra172 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I prefer to not have my judgement completely clouded, wake up with a migraine, and go to jail for doing crap I don't remember doing! Fun is more fun when you remember it (: I've...
    hellerpeople hellerpeople 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 24

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    When I was 17, I got pregnant with my oldest. He was a premature baby, so I got little to hardly any time to bond with him the first 3 months of his life. I spent 6 days a week...
    Krissysheart Krissysheart 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    I don't fear death; though I do have some issues coping with grief. I come from a family that did not really help me to understand and cope with grief, so even now at age 42 I'm...
    BJH72 BJH72 41-45, M 3 Responses Jul 31

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    What To Do With My Life. This is a very broad, general and short story. The thing is, I spend a lot of time alone (like a hermit or something, even though usually I'm perfectly...
    FR3DR1CKA FR3DR1CKA 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 2

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    Most of the time I am on my own. I usually stay home or am at school for class or tutoring. I see my family and my co-workers often. I don't really have an entourage. It makes me a...
    thisisausernametoo thisisausernametoo 18-21 Aug 9

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    I have a question, is Homosexuality and/or Bisexuality against the bible? Is it the devils work? I don't know much, but two of my friends are struggling to tell their parents about...
    InnerEgo InnerEgo 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 23

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    Just getting out of the honeymoon phase of my relationship with my boyfriend. After an argument last night, he mentioned how something felt weird, and neither of us can pinpoint...
    nusunshine nusunshine 18-21, F Jul 30

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    I don't place much stock in other peoples opinions so
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    We had a beautiful stay at Niyama as the very first leg of our honeymoon. The assistance was impeccable. By the end...For a British protectorate, the Maldives got armed service...
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    So there's this girl that I've known for just about a week. I met her at this party that was held by my best friends friend whom he met through Instagram. Now she was holding this...
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    As i note, every teacher are interested in student or remember ther student's name who are intelligence ,hard-study and always get hight-score. They always remind thos name during...
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    At some point I would like more real, genuine relationships with other women. But I have some problems that prevent me from understanding what other women do with their lives. I'm...
    britannagis britannagis 31-35, F Jul 31

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    I think I told this story before, but here I go again... I have lost my faith in so many things. I have lost my faith in myself, in people, in life. When I was a kid, I had a...
    Allaloneandpoisoned Allaloneandpoisoned 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 10

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    As a kid my parents were never the affectionate type, never said 'I love you', never hugged or kissed each other let alone us kids. I wouldn't say I had a bad childhood as we had a...
    megannicole1996 megannicole1996 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 24

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    I'm trying to be positive, trying to find a hobby to keep myself occupied, but it's not working. It probably doesn't help that its the start of the summer holidays and my son is at...
    russianpenguin23 russianpenguin23 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    My mom, she never really be supportive towards me. It's always be my other sisters. they always been my mother's favorites. I remember when I was in primary school I got 2A's 3B's...
    khalidabakri khalidabakri 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I remember my 18th birthday, my cousin was supposed to distract me while at home my family prepared everything for a surprice party. He gave me alcohol, i didn't refuse by the time...
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    I don't want to be remembered after I die. I'll be 32 and a couple of months and I don't feel anyway this way or that way about it. I don't see that feeling changing. What is the...
    missquietriot missquietriot 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    I like my private space, my bubble. People around me all seem to like keeping close to each other, touching hands legs, arms, shoulders, whatever. I can't stand being touched. I...
    Liz1795 Liz1795 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    I'm not completely sure why I even signed up on this site, yet alone posting a story. At the end of the day, I know that this will not improve nor will it change anything about my...
    LilMsUnknown LilMsUnknown 36-40, F Aug 13

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    I do things because I need to, I have to.. Well most of it.. I try my best in it.. I try to evaluate myself every day before I go to sleep.. I persuade my heart to forgive, to let...
    9thguy 9thguy 26-30, M Jul 23

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