I Don't Remember Much Of My Childhood

Just Vague Bits And Pieces That Blow To the Front Before Vanishing.... 237 People

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    My mom and dad were addicts of meth. I never truly remember a happy point in my childhood. I was never at peace, never loved or shown they cared. My father killed himself when i was 5, from that point on i pretty much raised my Bi-Polar addict mother. I hated life and i hated...
    Voided Voided
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 20, 2011

    In front of her door I don't remember much of

    my childhood but there are things that won't leave my memory. They are stuck like glue, I really wonder why! Like this one, which I remembered a while a go for no reason! I remembered my first grade music teacher, I don't remember how she looked like or even her name, but I...
    MissGaga MissGaga
    22-25, F
    Dec 20, 2013

    Blur Childhood

    i dont remember a lot about my childhood and maybe it is the best because it helps me to dont remember all the sarrow i felt......
    thenewmisslunallena thenewmisslunallena
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 27, 2011

    Lost Treasures, Hidden Within In A Deepening Hole And Quiet Soul..

    I thought about this last night, something the day before triggered it off - of which I don't want to speak. What I realised is how much of my childhood I've closed off in my heart, left it behind to painful to pick up and view. A child who saw death as their only way out so...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 17, 2010

    A Distant Happy Dream: Flashback

    The human mind is really interesting; it will easily forget things that cause oneself pain. I don’t remember much of my childhood to be honest, riding the bus with my aunt, my brother winning a cake at the school fair cake walk. Finding an old album and remembering I was the...
    ADistantHappyDream ADistantHappyDream
    26-30, F
    Mar 25, 2012

    For The Life Of Me...

    I don't know why but there are huge gaps in my childhood memories, even gaps throughout my teenage years. I thought it was because of the drugs I used to do when I was younger but now I wonder if it is more...In fact the more I think about it, I know for a fact it is more. From...
    ollifer ollifer
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Jul 14, 2010

    I blanked out a lot of my childhood & really

    only remember small parts. Which is interesting because I remember all of the weird spiritual things that happened....
    zbabi3 zbabi3
    26-30, F
    Mar 24, 2014

    Never Will

    i dont because i had a tramatic brain engery and it caused me to forget everything
    tiara1992 tiara1992
    18-21, F
    Sep 11, 2011

    I Don't Remember Much But I Remember Very Specific And Abstract Things.

    I specifically remember very traumatic experiences I had prior to my being 13.34 years. Yet I also remember three vivid dreams that I had prior to that age. the first of these dreams occurred when I was 7, it involved me skiing off a ski jump into nothingness and the words "To be...
    jehova jehova
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jul 24, 2013

    Never Think About It Much..

    I remember a moment here or there.. and pretty much nothing before later elementary school. I don't really know what happened much, but I do notice that now that I'm older, my friends will bring up a day when I fight with my dad, or an arguement with my mom, and I won't remember...
    sasukesnumber1fan sasukesnumber1fan
    18-21, F
    Dec 27, 2010

    Bits And Pieces

    of my childhood, everything before April 2004 is a complete blur, i dont remember much...sometimes someone might jog my memory with a story but otherwise i dont remember much....there are obviously significant events that i do remember like my sisters birth and such but otherwise...
    idontwannadream idontwannadream
    18-21, M
    Aug 29, 2013

    Weird?

    Is this normal? Ive had no memories of me being here from when i was 0-10 it seemed to me that i started life when i was 11. When i was 0-110 it was like i was dreaming for that long...just a peaceful dark place. I didnt wake up, then BOOM 11 years old hit me right in the...
    Xcomplicatedkindnessx Xcomplicatedkindnessx
    13-15, F
    Apr 21, 2010

    Nope...

    To be honest.. I don't remember any of my childhood at all.. I have a few lik ereally  little things I remember but hardly anything. I really wish I could remember something.. but I just can't think of anything. I wish I could go back to being a child though. ...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 1, 2010

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