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I Don't Remember Much Of My Childhood

Just Vague Bits And Pieces That Blow To the Front Before Vanishing.... 245 People

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    i dont remember a lot about my childhood and maybe it is the best because it helps me to dont remember all the sarrow i felt......
    thenewmisslunallena thenewmisslunallena 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 27, 2011

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    For The Life Of Me...

    I don't know why but there are huge gaps in my childhood memories, even gaps throughout my teenage years. I thought it was because of the drugs I used to do when I was younger but now I wonder if it is more...In fact the more I think about it, I know for a fact it is more. From...
    ollifer ollifer 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 14, 2010

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    In front of her door I don't remember much of

    my childhood but there are things that won't leave my memory. They are stuck like glue, I really wonder why! Like this one, which I remembered a while a go for no reason! I remembered my first grade music teacher, I don't remember how she looked like or even her name, but I...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F Dec 20, 2013

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    Bits And Pieces

    of my childhood, everything before April 2004 is a complete blur, i dont remember much...sometimes someone might jog my memory with a story but otherwise i dont remember much....there are obviously significant events that i do remember like my sisters birth and such but otherwise...
    idontwannadream idontwannadream 18-21, M Aug 29, 2013

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    I Don't Remember Much But I Remember Very Specific And Abstract Things.

    I specifically remember very traumatic experiences I had prior to my being 13.34 years. Yet I also remember three vivid dreams that I had prior to that age. the first of these dreams occurred when I was 7, it involved me skiing off a ski jump into nothingness and the words "To be...
    jehova jehova 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 24, 2013

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    Never Think About It Much..

    I remember a moment here or there.. and pretty much nothing before later elementary school. I don't really know what happened much, but I do notice that now that I'm older, my friends will bring up a day when I fight with my dad, or an arguement with my mom, and I won't remember...
    sasukesnumber1fan sasukesnumber1fan 18-21, F Dec 27, 2010

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    What Little There Is...

    Most of my childhood memories, few as they are, are happy. But in all of them I have almost no common sense. For instance, there was the day we were hit by incredibly heavy rain, and my friends and I went playing in the nearby river which had almost broken its banks and was...
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 6 Responses Mar 14, 2010

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    I blanked out a lot of my childhood & really

    only remember small parts. Which is interesting because I remember all of the weird spiritual things that happened....
    zbabi3 zbabi3 22-25, F Mar 24, 2014

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    Why Is It Gone?

    I remember maybe 10 things from before i was 11. Its just all gone, and try as i might very little comes back to me. That's also the year i moved from the town i was living in... When i look online as to why someone would forget so much it scares me....am I blocking something...
    crochet4fun crochet4fun 31-35, F Sep 17, 2013

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    Longing For Answers

    My mom and dad were addicts of meth. I never truly remember a happy point in my childhood. I was never at peace, never loved or shown they cared. My father killed himself when i was 5, from that point on i pretty much raised my Bi-Polar addict mother. I hated life and i hated...
    Voided Voided 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 20, 2011

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    A Distant Happy Dream: Flashback

    The human mind is really interesting; it will easily forget things that cause oneself pain. I don’t remember much of my childhood to be honest, riding the bus with my aunt, my brother winning a cake at the school fair cake walk. Finding an old album and remembering I was the...
    ADistantHappyDream ADistantHappyDream 26-30, F Mar 25, 2012

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    Lost Treasures, Hidden Within In A Deepening Hole And Quiet Soul..

    I thought about this last night, something the day before triggered it off - of which I don't want to speak. What I realised is how much of my childhood I've closed off in my heart, left it behind to painful to pick up and view. A child who saw death as their only way out so...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2010

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    Nope...

    To be honest.. I don't remember any of my childhood at all.. I have a few lik ereally  little things I remember but hardly anything. I really wish I could remember something.. but I just can't think of anything. I wish I could go back to being a child though. ...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 3 Responses May 1, 2010

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    Lost Memories

      Children aren't really expected to remember that much of their memories, especially the younger an age that a child was. And then there are some who are either creatively artistic enough to come up with some and then there are quite some others who are truly gifted with...
    Dormantdrakon Dormantdrakon 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 14, 2010

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    Weird?

    Is this normal? Ive had no memories of me being here from when i was 0-10 it seemed to me that i started life when i was 11. When i was 0-110 it was like i was dreaming for that long...just a peaceful dark place. I didnt wake up, then BOOM 11 years old hit me right in the...
    Xcomplicatedkindnessx Xcomplicatedkindnessx 13-15, F Apr 21, 2010

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    Never Will

    i dont because i had a tramatic brain engery and it caused me to forget everything
    tiara1992 tiara1992 18-21, F Sep 11, 2011

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    I'll be frank. I. Can't. Remember. My. Childhood. At. All. Sure there are bits and pieces of memories (such as losing my best friend and stealing) that's still somewhat fresh in...
    AoRagdoll AoRagdoll 13-15, F Feb 14

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    Well this has been going on for a while, but my dad basically feels that I pushed him away, while he feels this way, he is a introvert, very bold about how he feels, and he has no...
    linkin15 linkin15 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    I've started to keep track of physical sensations to let me know what I'm feeling. Like, when my fingernails turn a bit purple, and my skin looks mottled red and white, I'm...
    consistentshift consistentshift 18-21, F Feb 12

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    Seriously, don't ask. So an EP member wanted to get on Skype. I don't get on Skype with just anyone and video with almost no one. He asked several times for my Skype ID. I said...
    shimmeringrose shimmeringrose 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 1

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    I find it harder and harder to want to have friends. I go out people have their nasty attitudes. All I see in the world is a bunch of anger. A world that I don't want much to do...
    ptsdlady ptsdlady 26-30, F Feb 13

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    We do talk when we have to but we just don't get along very well. We never agree on anything and we argue about everything so we just don't converse much. Even as a kid I've never...
    Mariyah22 Mariyah22 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Couple of months ago I was reading a library book and at the bottom of the page someone had wrote in pencil "LOVE ISN'T REAL PEOPLE JUST GET DESPERATE". It made me think. And...
    Brimmless Brimmless 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    People don't understand how I can have fun without alcohol or drugs. I don't understand why they like it so much.
    MaxyD MaxyD 18-21, F 24 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Valentine's Day has just passed. Everywhere I go, I see all these happy people, holding hands, engaging in public displays of affection. If only they knew how much it tortured some...
    forestlaw77 forestlaw77 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 14

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    All the friends I had since childhood have been gone for 4 years now. I could hardly remember half of their names. There are some exceptions, but I still don't have any friends...
    BloodFanatic BloodFanatic 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    You notice I never gave up on you even though all you care about is yourself. I know it’s all about you, other people's thoughts and emotions don’t matter to you, right? Why...
    Johnviolinist823 Johnviolinist823 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 2

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    Ever since I was in kindergarten, I was learning how to play volleyball with my best friend. But when sixth grade finally came along and I actually played the season, I realized...
    tubularbook tubularbook 13-15, F 5 hrs ago

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    I am a 14 year old girl who doesn't get along with my mum. Me and my mum would get along maybe 10% of the time, the other 90% we fight or don't talk to each other. I really want...
    coolgirl2112 coolgirl2112 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    I don't normally get compliments so when I do I freeze up and get really awkward. Most of the time I feel like I don't deserve the compliments that I get but I take them anyway...
    BabyGirlCleo BabyGirlCleo 18-21, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Nope. Because I have before and usually always, I'm completely wrong. It's so unfair how some people are quick to judge another, or you. Or vice versa. I used to work at a sushi...
    kaylasaurus kaylasaurus 22-25, F Feb 11

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    I just don't understand when a person says I am complicated. I am simple, but deep. I am a thinker, I think. I want to be loved, i want the world run to it's natural order...
    Lunarflowerrr Lunarflowerrr 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    I wonder if all people or just women do this? I only ask because it seems more prevalent with females. I have felt this and I still miss a person who really doesn't care. It has...
    Myfairlady1 Myfairlady1 46-50, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    So for Christmas my husband bought me tickets to see Garth brooks which I'm super excited about. Today is the concert and we are staying overnight in Detroit we went up early to do...
    Slackergirl Slackergirl 31-35, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I don't know why but I get so anxious when I have to call or answer a phone. I think it's because I can't see their face or read their body language.
    MaxyD MaxyD 18-21, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I don't. I say it with my whole heart.
    Gemz2411 Gemz2411 18-21, T 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I honestly don't know what to do .i tried everything expect moving in other country ,I changed my friends group ,church,school ...but the same feeling comes up everywhere ... What...
    damianananana damianananana 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    I really try not to. I try to keep all conversations casual, so I don't start to like the person. If I end up liking the person, and becoming friends with them, I feel like that's...
    TheRogueWolf TheRogueWolf 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I'm 18 but look about 12 and I really don't like it
    MusicIsForLife MusicIsForLife 18-21, F 42 mins ago

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    I won't get into a huge sob story about my childhood. Long story short, my mother and I stopped speaking a few years ago after I found out she was abusing my social security number...
    silencedfears silencedfears 26-30 1 Response Feb 6

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    I know it's a naive wish, but I don't want to be an adult. Honestly, I don't know what I want to be. My sister wanted to drive so much, she counted down the days, but I don't want...
    fighteratheart fighteratheart 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    The sad part is although my heart is broken I don't care because i'd suffer endlessly to see you happy. If that means you're happy with another woman than so be it. You mean more...
    cydneyxx cydneyxx 13-15, F Jan 29

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    2/7/2015 It has been 4 years to this month( unsure about the day) and i have not kissed/loved or touched another person until i met Him. I am writing this because i do not want to...
    lovexghoul lovexghoul 36-40, F Feb 8

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    I hate saying Good bye because every time I do I remember the time when we had to leave our hometown to come live with my father here in Houston, that day was the day I said my...
    Marlenyfl83 Marlenyfl83 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    I'm a 20 y/o Arabian (not muslim) and I come from a rich cultural back ground and my mother is from the most royal family from my country. I'm going to be 21 in less than 6 months...
    psychedelicblues psychedelicblues 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 29

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    It's not that I don't love my wife and son. I can't imagine my life without them. I still feel very confined, however, by the social and legal pressures that come with having a...
    onlymortal onlymortal 26-30, M Jan 31

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    I remember sitting in church with my parents when I was 14 and thinking I just don't believe any of this anymore. Religion seemed a failed explanation of the world even compared to...
    nogods4me nogods4me 41-45, M Jan 31

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