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I Don't Remember Much Of My Childhood

Just Vague Bits And Pieces That Blow To the Front Before Vanishing.... 244 People

    I blanked out a lot of my childhood & really

    only remember small parts. Which is interesting because I remember all of the weird spiritual things that happened....
    zbabi3 zbabi3 22-25, F Mar 24

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    Why Is It Gone?

    I remember maybe 10 things from before i was 11. Its just all gone, and try as i might very little comes back to me. That's also the year i moved from the town i was living in... When i look online as to why someone would forget so much it scares me....am I blocking something...
    crochet4fun crochet4fun 31-35, F Sep 17, 2013

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    What Little There Is...

    Most of my childhood memories, few as they are, are happy. But in all of them I have almost no common sense. For instance, there was the day we were hit by incredibly heavy rain, and my friends and I went playing in the nearby river which had almost broken its banks and was...
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 6 Responses Mar 14, 2010

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    Longing For Answers

    My mom and dad were addicts of meth. I never truly remember a happy point in my childhood. I was never at peace, never loved or shown they cared. My father killed himself when i was 5, from that point on i pretty much raised my Bi-Polar addict mother. I hated life and i hated...
    Voided Voided 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 20, 2011

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    Weird?

    Is this normal? Ive had no memories of me being here from when i was 0-10 it seemed to me that i started life when i was 11. When i was 0-110 it was like i was dreaming for that long...just a peaceful dark place. I didnt wake up, then BOOM 11 years old hit me right in the...
    Xcomplicatedkindnessx Xcomplicatedkindnessx 13-15, F Apr 21, 2010

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    Never Will

    i dont because i had a tramatic brain engery and it caused me to forget everything
    tiara1992 tiara1992 18-21, F Sep 11, 2011

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    Lost Treasures, Hidden Within In A Deepening Hole And Quiet Soul..

    I thought about this last night, something the day before triggered it off - of which I don't want to speak. What I realised is how much of my childhood I've closed off in my heart, left it behind to painful to pick up and view. A child who saw death as their only way out so...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2010

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    Nope...

    To be honest.. I don't remember any of my childhood at all.. I have a few lik ereally  little things I remember but hardly anything. I really wish I could remember something.. but I just can't think of anything. I wish I could go back to being a child though. ...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 3 Responses May 1, 2010

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    Bits And Pieces

    of my childhood, everything before April 2004 is a complete blur, i dont remember much...sometimes someone might jog my memory with a story but otherwise i dont remember much....there are obviously significant events that i do remember like my sisters birth and such but otherwise...
    idontwannadream idontwannadream 18-21, M Aug 29, 2013

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    I Don't Remember Much But I Remember Very Specific And Abstract Things.

    I specifically remember very traumatic experiences I had prior to my being 13.34 years. Yet I also remember three vivid dreams that I had prior to that age. the first of these dreams occurred when I was 7, it involved me skiing off a ski jump into nothingness and the words "To be...
    jehova jehova 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 24, 2013

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    Lost Memories

      Children aren't really expected to remember that much of their memories, especially the younger an age that a child was. And then there are some who are either creatively artistic enough to come up with some and then there are quite some others who are truly gifted with...
    Dormantdrakon Dormantdrakon 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 14, 2010

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    A Distant Happy Dream: Flashback

    The human mind is really interesting; it will easily forget things that cause oneself pain. I don’t remember much of my childhood to be honest, riding the bus with my aunt, my brother winning a cake at the school fair cake walk. Finding an old album and remembering I was the...
    ADistantHappyDream ADistantHappyDream 26-30, F Mar 25, 2012

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    For The Life Of Me...

    I don't know why but there are huge gaps in my childhood memories, even gaps throughout my teenage years. I thought it was because of the drugs I used to do when I was younger but now I wonder if it is more...In fact the more I think about it, I know for a fact it is more. From...
    ollifer ollifer 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 14, 2010

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    Blur Childhood

    i dont remember a lot about my childhood and maybe it is the best because it helps me to dont remember all the sarrow i felt......
    thenewmisslunallena thenewmisslunallena 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 27, 2011

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    Never Think About It Much..

    I remember a moment here or there.. and pretty much nothing before later elementary school. I don't really know what happened much, but I do notice that now that I'm older, my friends will bring up a day when I fight with my dad, or an arguement with my mom, and I won't remember...
    sasukesnumber1fan sasukesnumber1fan 18-21, F Dec 27, 2010

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    In front of her door I don't remember much of

    my childhood but there are things that won't leave my memory. They are stuck like glue, I really wonder why! Like this one, which I remembered a while a go for no reason! I remembered my first grade music teacher, I don't remember how she looked like or even her name, but I...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F Dec 20, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I only remember the fights, the fear, and detailed night terrors ( brutal murders in my house, dead bodies in my basement) from age 2-6. I'm still creeped out and confused about...
    dragthewaters4 dragthewaters4 18-21, F Oct 29

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    I don't remember when it started I was really young, like 4 or 5, I have this one memory, that stays with me, I can't shake it, I'm in his room playing in the closet, with...
    isandoval495 isandoval495 18-21 2 Responses Nov 12

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    I don't remember where I came from and I don't know where I am going. What I do know, is that the journey in between has been an amazing roller-coaster of fun and fear, joy...
    mickyisback mickyisback 70+, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm naive. I'm a baby. It seems like everyone around me thinks a 21 year old has to be a certain way and I don't fit those requirementS. I'm not immature, mostly. I'm just...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    It's been said that smiles are contagious, I contain my smile in a polite manner. Reason being underneath my smile I don't feel to smile.
    XnOXnO XnOXnO 22-25, M Oct 27

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    Laughing yes. But it was taken so fast that i seek more.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    When did a story about being toplezz become taboo? 'I love being toplezz' was deleted by the EP police. Such hipocrits!!!
    shy40d shy40d 56-60, F 4 Responses Oct 26

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    Probably the subject of her doctoral thesis !!! Hmmm?
    PixiePat PixiePat 36-40 5 days ago

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    Well, I've had memory trouble for years. My long-term memory is shocking. I don't remember my Dad giving up his touristy time when he came to visit me, so he could spend all the...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M Oct 24

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    My mother is a special woman. I don't mean that sarcastically surprisingly. She is special- she just also did the equivalent of killing me. She is an awkward, emotionally confused...
    Anaihsohs Anaihsohs 18-21, F Nov 11

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    I had nightmares for a week about his ex-wife. As he sleep in bed next to me, I would toss and turn from dreams of them re-uniting. It didn't make it OK for me to look, but I did...
    LittleSunbear LittleSunbear 22-25, F Nov 8

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    I believe Life is a comedy of Errors ..!! I am 20 and I know there is a long way for me to go but these 20 years of experiences in life sometimes became hurdles while sometimes a...
    Anisharu Anisharu 18-21 2 Responses Oct 25

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    your the best .. I love how sure and confident you are of my felling towards you ,i love the looks on your eyes and the way you rub and hold my hands ,i love how simple,nice and...
    haithamgg haithamgg 18-21, M Oct 29

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    If somebody ever asked me about my life, I will always refer to you. It will always start with the day I first saw your face, and how everything seemed to change. I will continue...
    Darkthoughtsallover Darkthoughtsallover 16-17, F Oct 24

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    I've become someone I don't recognize anymore. I hate this person I've become. I don't remember when we met, or when I let her take control of my life.
    hacky2012 hacky2012 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 31

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    Earlier in the week, one of my coworkers was going off on a rant about working. I didn't catch all of it, but as I was walking in, I overheard him say the following: "....the...
    GiantKaiju GiantKaiju 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Luckily I'm on pretty amicable terms with people from my past, at least 98.9% of them including all my ex's. (I say 98.9% because I don't remember all of them). How is this...
    Roz2014 Roz2014 41-45, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I've heard a lot of people say: "Kids are a God blessing". Oh they are? Let's analyze that shall we: Well first off, I've heard pregnancy is a real b*tch, but that's only just the...
    DeathstalkerScorpion DeathstalkerScorpion 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 30

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    Gay Men Are Cute! Hi! I'm a bigendered heterosexual male. I'm in love with women regardless of the gender I'm feeling, but I'm curious if any other gynophillic transgendered ladies...
    ViewtifulMe ViewtifulMe 26-30, T 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I really don't most days. I think seeing couples holding hands is sweet and makes me smile when I notice it. I like it when I catch one of those I will miss you so much goodbye...
    DizzyGreenEyes DizzyGreenEyes 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I don't really know how to socialize or understand why people do the things they do. I was outside having a cig talking to an acquaintance about smoking. He mentioned loving a cig...
    socialdis socialdis 41-45, M 40 mins ago

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    "The fear of death follows from the fear of life. A man who lives fully is prepared to die at anytime." - Mark Twain I don't fear death because you can't do much about it. Sure...
    makenap makenap 16-17, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    People don't quite understand no matter how much I tell them. If I pick up a book I'm dropping my phone. If I nap, I'm not going to message you for hours, if i don't feel like it...
    Wislinefrancois Wislinefrancois 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    And I don't think anyone else does either. So many people have such strong opinions on their beliefs but there is so much divergence in them that it is hard to believe that any...
    tastyfrzz tastyfrzz 46-50 5 hrs ago

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    But it is. Everyday I wake up I think about my past. I can't move forward mentally. My brain is so consumed with my past self (childhood). I experienced so many trials as a kid...
    forestchild forestchild 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    I have been sober from alcohol abuse for almost 3 years not and drugs a year and a half which I am very content with and proud of myself for such effort and accomplishment into...
    Angelanorexic Angelanorexic 18-21, F 18 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I am so tired that I don't know what to do with my life. I didn't knew how much my childhood impacted me until this past few months where I feel so depressed. My family,however...
    RienneVille RienneVille 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 11

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    "rebelious","strong headed","impulsive","weirdo"...i've been called by these words my whole life,and in fact i am used to hearing people around me saying things that truely hurt me...
    ahlambensaga ahlambensaga 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 3

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    So I have an older sister who lives about a three hour drive away from me, and every couple of months I stay with her & her husband and kids for a few days. On one of these little...
    trevb22 trevb22 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 12

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    I can honestly say that I do not fear death - mainly because I had to confront my own mortality a number of times and have even been clinically dead more than once. When I was 21...
    EmperorJulian EmperorJulian 46-50, M 4 Responses Nov 5

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    I don't. I do bad things, I think bad things, I want to do bad things. But I try not to because, I don't want to hurt you David. I never intentionally mean to hurt you..
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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