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I Don't Remember Much Of My Childhood

Just Vague Bits And Pieces That Blow To the Front Before Vanishing.... 246 People

    In front of her door I don't remember much of

    my childhood but there are things that won't leave my memory. They are stuck like glue, I really wonder why! Like this one, which I remembered a while a go for no reason! I remembered my first grade music teacher, I don't remember how she looked like or even her name, but I...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F Dec 20, 2013

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    For The Life Of Me...

    I don't know why but there are huge gaps in my childhood memories, even gaps throughout my teenage years. I thought it was because of the drugs I used to do when I was younger but now I wonder if it is more...In fact the more I think about it, I know for a fact it is more. From...
    ollifer ollifer 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 14, 2010

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    What Little There Is...

    Most of my childhood memories, few as they are, are happy. But in all of them I have almost no common sense. For instance, there was the day we were hit by incredibly heavy rain, and my friends and I went playing in the nearby river which had almost broken its banks and was...
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 5 Responses Mar 14, 2010

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    Blur Childhood

    i dont remember a lot about my childhood and maybe it is the best because it helps me to dont remember all the sarrow i felt......
    thenewmisslunallena thenewmisslunallena 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 27, 2011

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    Lost Memories

      Children aren't really expected to remember that much of their memories, especially the younger an age that a child was. And then there are some who are either creatively artistic enough to come up with some and then there are quite some others who are truly gifted with...
    Dormantdrakon Dormantdrakon 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 14, 2010

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    Weird?

    Is this normal? Ive had no memories of me being here from when i was 0-10 it seemed to me that i started life when i was 11. When i was 0-110 it was like i was dreaming for that long...just a peaceful dark place. I didnt wake up, then BOOM 11 years old hit me right in the...
    Xcomplicatedkindnessx Xcomplicatedkindnessx 13-15, F Apr 21, 2010

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    Nope...

    To be honest.. I don't remember any of my childhood at all.. I have a few lik ereally  little things I remember but hardly anything. I really wish I could remember something.. but I just can't think of anything. I wish I could go back to being a child though. ...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 3 Responses May 1, 2010

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    Lost Treasures, Hidden Within In A Deepening Hole And Quiet Soul..

    I thought about this last night, something the day before triggered it off - of which I don't want to speak. What I realised is how much of my childhood I've closed off in my heart, left it behind to painful to pick up and view. A child who saw death as their only way out so...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2010

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    I Don't Remember Much But I Remember Very Specific And Abstract Things.

    I specifically remember very traumatic experiences I had prior to my being 13.34 years. Yet I also remember three vivid dreams that I had prior to that age. the first of these dreams occurred when I was 7, it involved me skiing off a ski jump into nothingness and the words "To be...
    jehova jehova 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 24, 2013

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    Why Is It Gone?

    I remember maybe 10 things from before i was 11. Its just all gone, and try as i might very little comes back to me. That's also the year i moved from the town i was living in... When i look online as to why someone would forget so much it scares me....am I blocking something...
    crochet4fun crochet4fun 31-35, F Sep 17, 2013

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    Bits And Pieces

    of my childhood, everything before April 2004 is a complete blur, i dont remember much...sometimes someone might jog my memory with a story but otherwise i dont remember much....there are obviously significant events that i do remember like my sisters birth and such but otherwise...
    idontwannadream idontwannadream 18-21, M Aug 29, 2013

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    A Distant Happy Dream: Flashback

    The human mind is really interesting; it will easily forget things that cause oneself pain. I don’t remember much of my childhood to be honest, riding the bus with my aunt, my brother winning a cake at the school fair cake walk. Finding an old album and remembering I was the...
    ADistantHappyDream ADistantHappyDream 26-30, F Mar 25, 2012

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    I blanked out a lot of my childhood & really

    only remember small parts. Which is interesting because I remember all of the weird spiritual things that happened....
    zbabi3 zbabi3 26-30, F Mar 24, 2014

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    Never Will

    i dont because i had a tramatic brain engery and it caused me to forget everything
    tiara1992 tiara1992 18-21, F Sep 11, 2011

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    Longing For Answers

    My mom and dad were addicts of meth. I never truly remember a happy point in my childhood. I was never at peace, never loved or shown they cared. My father killed himself when i was 5, from that point on i pretty much raised my Bi-Polar addict mother. I hated life and i hated...
    Voided Voided 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 20, 2011

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    Never Think About It Much..

    I remember a moment here or there.. and pretty much nothing before later elementary school. I don't really know what happened much, but I do notice that now that I'm older, my friends will bring up a day when I fight with my dad, or an arguement with my mom, and I won't remember...
    sasukesnumber1fan sasukesnumber1fan 18-21, F Dec 27, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    I don't know, maybe my whole childhood is one big repressed memory. I don't remember hardly anything from when I was born to the time I was about thirteen. I'm currently only...
    SladePrince SladePrince 16-17, T 1 day ago

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    i am lonely without him my dad passed away since i was 12 years old..i don't have much time with him..but the last things i remembered about him..he is inteligent,kind,responsible...
    myselfhere myselfhere 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    My father was very abusive when I was growing up. He never physically abused me, but he physically abused my brothers. He was also emotionally abusive with them as well as my...
    Mickkeyy Mickkeyy 18-21, F 3 Responses May 2

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    If I had 3 wishes, i would waste one of them on my dad as it would be that my dad just fcuking drop dead already. I don't love him I don't hate him. I feel nothing towards him...
    candles700 candles700 22-25, F 1 Response May 2

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    I usually don't speak unless spoken to or when I have something actually important/necessary to say. I hate chit chat, small talk, or talking to fill the silence. I have nothing...
    Knixveus5 Knixveus5 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I've posted and responeded a lot, and I can hardly find any action. I want to try something new, but I don't know what.
    hotpbuns2006 hotpbuns2006 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Never exchanged an "I love you" between them.. they both know.. they have always known.. never ever said it.. They feel so strong, so much.. yet only day-today activities are...
    NobodyFrvr NobodyFrvr 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I have never been one to talk unless I actually had something useful to say. I'm a shy person, and I try to avoid sticking my foot in my mouth by letting my mouth run away from me...
    digitaloverload digitaloverload 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    I'm a really quiet person and some people take that as me not wanting to talk to them but it's just my personality to be quiet and mellow.
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    It is strange how some childhood experiences linger with you, perhaps because even at the time you realize they are somehow significant, even when other people might think them...
    macmann macmann 56-60, M May 10

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    When I was a little girl I cried a lot. And my mother would ask me, what's wrong? Most of the times I'd say I don't want to be here. I always had a strong feeling this wasn't my...
    XLoriX XLoriX 22-25, F May 9

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    My parents and I never had a very close relationship. I will admit that it is partially my fault, but it felt it necessary since I was little to put a distance between myself and...
    Marchi Marchi 22-25 May 6

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    Everyone always talks about how they're heartbroken and how they struggle to move on. I see so many sad posts about people being left and how they can't get over a relationship...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F 2 Responses May 19

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    i don't remember anything from the people in different states it's they think they look werid
    carlosgalindo1010 carlosgalindo1010 18-21, M Apr 29

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    I recently decided to cut my mom and my sister out of my life. I don't know if it is a good idea to keep trying. My mom has it in her head that I was talking bad about her on...
    BitchieHouseWife BitchieHouseWife 26-30, F 1 Response May 12

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    I grow exhausted of presumptional apologetics. I mention spiritually speaking I don't want to be under the authority of a higher power because I say that none of us consented to...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M 1 Response May 15

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    I've been married for 16 years but have been feeling lonely for so long now. We don't do much together and we hardly talk anymore. I am afraid that I am not in love with him...
    RahRah73 RahRah73 41-45, F 10 Responses May 14

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    My college tutor is starting to **** me off. I'm meant to be doing a sponsored walk right now but as we were waiting for everyone to arrive my tutor comes in and asks me who I'm...
    jolley2k jolley2k 18-21, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I feel like.. I had anorexia and maybe I do still have, but I don't feel THAT fat anymore. I just don't like food. I don't need to eat. It's like.. I don't need it in my life. I...
    LetShadowsDie LetShadowsDie 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    What a thing to complain about! Sure, a person with a heart has plenty of reason to lament about the pains of having one, but what excuse do I have? Well, first, I'm bored. I'm so...
    Lue4028 Lue4028 22-25 5 hrs ago

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    9:10pm and I'm in bed. Staying at my parents' place because I can't stand to be in the place I'm supposed to call home. The flat I live in with my husband isn't a home, it's a flat...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 26-30, F 28 mins ago

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    The Josh Duggar case made me think of this, so here are my thoughts on pedophiles. If you are of the opinion that straight people can't help being straight and gay people can't...
    shycopath shycopath 22-25, F 14 hrs ago

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    It was a Tuesday, I think…maybe a Thursday I can’t remember. At the time, I was content with where I was in life. Single…healthy, happy, no debt, free to live life as I chose...
    1StateAway 1StateAway 36-40, M 4 Responses May 5

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    Here is the background of our relationship: We are both at our early 30, now living together for the 8th months. I am a foreigner in his country, basically no family or friend...
    formagerie formagerie 31-35, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    He still lives with me, he still socializes with me, but he's not really my "dad" anymore. It really hurts me inside when I see posts of girls my age, saying how much they "love...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 8 Responses 1 day ago

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    Maybe I just don't give a **** about anything anymore, I don't know. I can sit here and try to think about how I feel; try to think about anything. Nothing comes up. I feel.. empty...
    somegirlsare somegirlsare 16-17, F 10 hrs ago

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