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I Don't Remember Much Of My Childhood

Just Vague Bits And Pieces That Blow To the Front Before Vanishing.... 245 People

    Never Will

    i dont because i had a tramatic brain engery and it caused me to forget everything
    tiara1992 tiara1992 18-21, F Sep 11, 2011

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    A Distant Happy Dream: Flashback

    The human mind is really interesting; it will easily forget things that cause oneself pain. I don’t remember much of my childhood to be honest, riding the bus with my aunt, my brother winning a cake at the school fair cake walk. Finding an old album and remembering I was the...
    ADistantHappyDream ADistantHappyDream 26-30, F Mar 25, 2012

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    Never Think About It Much..

    I remember a moment here or there.. and pretty much nothing before later elementary school. I don't really know what happened much, but I do notice that now that I'm older, my friends will bring up a day when I fight with my dad, or an arguement with my mom, and I won't remember...
    sasukesnumber1fan sasukesnumber1fan 18-21, F Dec 27, 2010

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    Bits And Pieces

    of my childhood, everything before April 2004 is a complete blur, i dont remember much...sometimes someone might jog my memory with a story but otherwise i dont remember much....there are obviously significant events that i do remember like my sisters birth and such but otherwise...
    idontwannadream idontwannadream 18-21, M Aug 29, 2013

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    I blanked out a lot of my childhood & really

    only remember small parts. Which is interesting because I remember all of the weird spiritual things that happened....
    zbabi3 zbabi3 22-25, F Mar 24

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    Why Is It Gone?

    I remember maybe 10 things from before i was 11. Its just all gone, and try as i might very little comes back to me. That's also the year i moved from the town i was living in... When i look online as to why someone would forget so much it scares me....am I blocking something...
    crochet4fun crochet4fun 31-35, F Sep 17, 2013

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    For The Life Of Me...

    I don't know why but there are huge gaps in my childhood memories, even gaps throughout my teenage years. I thought it was because of the drugs I used to do when I was younger but now I wonder if it is more...In fact the more I think about it, I know for a fact it is more. From...
    ollifer ollifer 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 14, 2010

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    In front of her door I don't remember much of

    my childhood but there are things that won't leave my memory. They are stuck like glue, I really wonder why! Like this one, which I remembered a while a go for no reason! I remembered my first grade music teacher, I don't remember how she looked like or even her name, but I...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F Dec 20, 2013

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    Nope...

    To be honest.. I don't remember any of my childhood at all.. I have a few lik ereally  little things I remember but hardly anything. I really wish I could remember something.. but I just can't think of anything. I wish I could go back to being a child though. ...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 3 Responses May 1, 2010

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    Did I Do That

    There are some odd bits I remember clearly. Like on one of the many big family holidays, I went fishing by a wier. Apparently we all used that same wier as a water slide, but I don't remember that. It's like that all the way through. Odd little snippets, but never the whole...
    Heellover Heellover 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 20, 2012

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    Blur Childhood

    i dont remember a lot about my childhood and maybe it is the best because it helps me to dont remember all the sarrow i felt......
    thenewmisslunallena thenewmisslunallena 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 27, 2011

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    Weird?

    Is this normal? Ive had no memories of me being here from when i was 0-10 it seemed to me that i started life when i was 11. When i was 0-110 it was like i was dreaming for that long...just a peaceful dark place. I didnt wake up, then BOOM 11 years old hit me right in the...
    Xcomplicatedkindnessx Xcomplicatedkindnessx 13-15, F Apr 21, 2010

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    I Don't Remember Much But I Remember Very Specific And Abstract Things.

    I specifically remember very traumatic experiences I had prior to my being 13.34 years. Yet I also remember three vivid dreams that I had prior to that age. the first of these dreams occurred when I was 7, it involved me skiing off a ski jump into nothingness and the words "To be...
    jehova jehova 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 24, 2013

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    What Little There Is...

    Most of my childhood memories, few as they are, are happy. But in all of them I have almost no common sense. For instance, there was the day we were hit by incredibly heavy rain, and my friends and I went playing in the nearby river which had almost broken its banks and was...
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 6 Responses Mar 14, 2010

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    Lost Memories

      Children aren't really expected to remember that much of their memories, especially the younger an age that a child was. And then there are some who are either creatively artistic enough to come up with some and then there are quite some others who are truly gifted with...
    Dormantdrakon Dormantdrakon 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 14, 2010

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    Longing For Answers

    My mom and dad were addicts of meth. I never truly remember a happy point in my childhood. I was never at peace, never loved or shown they cared. My father killed himself when i was 5, from that point on i pretty much raised my Bi-Polar addict mother. I hated life and i hated...
    Voided Voided 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 20, 2011

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    Lost Treasures, Hidden Within In A Deepening Hole And Quiet Soul..

    I thought about this last night, something the day before triggered it off - of which I don't want to speak. What I realised is how much of my childhood I've closed off in my heart, left it behind to painful to pick up and view. A child who saw death as their only way out so...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2010

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    I kinda watch anime until like 3am.... Its a habit now even if i don't watch any i lay there until around 3am before I get tired enough to be able to sleep ._.
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    I really do want to sleep, and I don't even read or think anything, but I just can not and it annoys me a lot.
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    I'm so tired of being told how to feel. People are judging things they don't understand. If I want to be angry at the man who abandoned me, I'm allowed to. No one can tell me...
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    My dad left me and my family and he's an alcoholic. He doesn't do anything for us yet blames me for everything like I did something wrong when he's the one that left.
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    Lying in bed wishing I could sleep . I have severe insomnia. Tried a lot of things but nothing is really working. Afraid I'm doomed to be an insomniac for the rest of my life
    Jungle46 Jungle46 46-50, F Jun 27

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    its really stressful not being able to sleep because i know my mother wants me to and that its healthy but i cant
    clairewillard clairewillard 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    I'm probably just very out of touch with my feelings, since I'm pretty sure they're still there and still have a large say in the way I act. But the physical sensations I associate...
    consistentshift consistentshift 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    I feel really bad that my children don't have a father. He and I were married for ten years before we had children. He was a recovering addict/alcoholic and had been sober for...
    glitterdahlia glitterdahlia 41-45 2 Responses Jun 29

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    I prefer to not have my judgement completely clouded, wake up with a migraine, and go to jail for doing crap I don't remember doing! Fun is more fun when you remember it (: I've...
    hellerpeople hellerpeople 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Oh, I USED to. Wow, did I ever treat my body as my own chemistry experiment for years. The only line I never crossed was using a needle, but other than that, DAMN! You younger...
    Beaver318 Beaver318 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 8

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    I'm quiet and shy and weird. I keep to myself, I don't say much, I'm awkward. I'm different from the girl next to me, the boy behind me, the man that sits across from me. I'm...
    OverwhelmingFates OverwhelmingFates 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    HighOnMisery HighOnMisery 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    My mother was both neglectful and a bully. For many years, she has been treated for depression, but I believe she is mentally ill with a more serious disorder. When I was eight...
    glitterdahlia glitterdahlia 41-45 1 Response Jun 29

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    As a kid my parents were never the affectionate type, never said 'I love you', never hugged or kissed each other let alone us kids. I wouldn't say I had a bad childhood as we had a...
    megannicole1996 megannicole1996 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm trying to be positive, trying to find a hobby to keep myself occupied, but it's not working. It probably doesn't help that its the start of the summer holidays and my son is at...
    russianpenguin23 russianpenguin23 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    “First day of seventh grade, Hmm hopefully this goes well.” I thought to myself as I went to my first period class. It was my second year at the Academy and I was looking...
    Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    Does anyone else have that desperate urge to get out of the hole they probably dug themselves into. Even in my dreams, I'm unaccepted.. Every person I get close to, leave haunted...
    Katastr0ph3 Katastr0ph3 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 8

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    I could honestly say you've been on my mind Since I woke up today I look at your photograph all the time These memories come back to life And I don't mind I remember when we...
    jeannetjayy jeannetjayy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    This one summer this guy started talking to me and started acting like he wanted to date, In fact he asked me if I would, but then said never mind I have a girlfriend. That's just...
    Punkrockmusiclover423 Punkrockmusiclover423 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I like my private space, my bubble. People around me all seem to like keeping close to each other, touching hands legs, arms, shoulders, whatever. I can't stand being touched. I...
    Liz1795 Liz1795 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I don't say I love you unless I mean it, I have issues I don't like leading people on and usually it takes me like 7 months to say I love you.. This time it took 3 days. What's...
    foreverkk foreverkk 13-15, F 5 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I really don't know. Every time I take a picture of myself, I just get sick to my stomach. I hate the way I look. But I'm confused, because people on this website have called me...
    CarsonKid14 CarsonKid14 13-15, M 4 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    It's weird, but whenever I'm with friends, I basically look at myself from an outside sort of view. When I'm with them and I say something inappropriate or if I use a curse word, I...
    londontravella londontravella 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I don't understand how you can be talking to someone one day and then they completely blank you the next. If you made the effort to talk, why suddenly stop? I don't get it.
    DannyTheManny DannyTheManny 16-17, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Why does this experience have to say "I don't care if you think I'm weird" Why can't it just say "I love fat girls" ?? Why is it assumed that people will think it's weird? Cause...
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