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I Don't Remember My Childhood

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    Felt, But Not Remembered ... - I've forgotten so much of my childhood, I forgot I even joined this group ... lol.I've remembered the important parts.  Not the details, just enough...
    SeriouslySappy SeriouslySappy 51-55, F 9 Responses Jan 4, 2011

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    I'm 20 Years Old And... - I can barely remember my childhood. And not much of middle school. I don't think they were happy times for me, I guess that's why I've forgotten it all...
    CrazyWuWu CrazyWuWu 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 14, 2010

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    Memory Loss - I am 19 years old. My little sister is 16 and older sister is 23. I remember nothing at all from my childhood except things really big like my best friend and brother...
    lynn777 lynn777 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 12, 2009

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    Empty Pages - I am 22 almost 23 years old and i can't remember anything substantial from my childhood til about 3rd or 4th grade and i don't know why. this really bothers me. i...
    yourfaceisyourface yourfaceisyourface 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    No Clue Why, The Memories Just Aren't There. - I don't think I had any trauma when I was small, I mean my dad would randomly snap and we would barricade our bedroom doors against...
    MrWinstonSmith MrWinstonSmith 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 17, 2012

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    Most Of It -  I look at pictures of myself from the past and I can't believe that that was me. I don't remember those moments. What I do remember are fragments. Little...
    reset reset 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 18, 2010

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    Broken Glass. - For the most part, I have no memories. There are fragments here or there, but in whole, they mean nothing. I have one very clear memory though; I suppose the only...
    OblitusAuri OblitusAuri 18-21, F 7 Responses May 11, 2010

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    Wasn't That Bad, Wasn't That Good - I'm only 16 currently, but still I only have one memory from anything before probably 12 or 13 and that was my tenth birthday party... that's...
    blueox blueox 16-17 Jan 18, 2010

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    Late Bloomer - It's not that I don't remember it, it's just that I don't really like to think about it. I grew up painfully shy. I always let my Mom do all the talking for me. I...
    Elysiaaa Elysiaaa 18-21, F 9 Responses Mar 8, 2011

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    That's What I Always Said - When people would ask me about my childhood I would say that I didn't remember. The truth was that I did remember some, but I didn't want to remember...
    accomplice accomplice 41-45, M 4 Responses Nov 23, 2010

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    Do Not Remember....... - I do not remember my childhood.....not much of it any ways, I come from a very abusive, tramatic back ground, both parents had substance abuse, so there...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2010

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    Bits And Pieces - I do remember parts of my childhood, but they aren't very happy memories. My father leaving, my sister filling my bed with broken glass, being abused by my step...
    lawlietismine25 lawlietismine25 16-17, F Jul 27, 2013

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    ...As Much As I Would Like To - I remember several incidents from being little and a little girl very well. Others have faded away. It's kind of sad, that way. I can see the...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine 56-60, F Jun 19, 2013

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    Not Much, Anyway. - i repressed a lot of everything. now all that i do remember, i dont want to.
    monsterwithinme monsterwithinme 16-17, F May 28, 2012

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    Foggy - I was at therapy the other day and my therapist asked me to remember a time when I felt that my mom loved me. I can't remember anything from my childhood. No feelings and...
    thesewalls thesewalls 13-15, F Apr 1, 2012

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    I Just Cant Remember... - I do remember stories i have been told by my dad but that is it. I try to think back but all i see is a snap shot of the house we lived in and thats about...
    falling27 falling27 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 22, 2008

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    Never Had One - I was in an accident when I was 15 years old.  That's as far back as I can really remember.  My parents are always telling me that I was a good kid before...
    boarderline boarderline 36-40, F 7 Responses Nov 18, 2008

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    Un-cracked Shell - I tend to forget my childhood years, why? Because my childhood is pretty much the one of the worst. Not that I was abuse or stuff, I just don't feel like a...
    sunsetglow sunsetglow 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 16, 2010

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    Its Gone - Some people saw i got a grate membery and that they could never remember what i do. When truth be known i can remember very much of part of something in my childhood...
    Deathsin Deathsin 18-21, F Feb 14, 2013

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    Its Kind Of Weird -  i cant remember certain things... i only remember maybe 10 things from when i was 10 and down... i dont remember being small...i dont remember much at all...
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 14, 2010

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    Blocked Out. - I don't remember most of my childhood. Which I guess is a good thing, there are a lot of things that I don't want to remember.
    CowgirlBebop CowgirlBebop 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10, 2012

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    So Many Disjointed Flashes Of Nothing. - I'm 26 years old, and there is very little of my childhood that I can recall. There are little glimpses of memories here and there, but as...
    rachynymph rachynymph 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 5, 2010

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    At Some Point In My Life I Chose To Forget - At some point in my life I chose to forget. I was provably around 15 or 16. I lost myself in drugs, alcohol, work, school, fitness and...
    outdoorsman1980 outdoorsman1980 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 11, 2012

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    I Had No Childhood, only Nightmare -  I don't recall my childhood except those scary stories told by some young wives in the neighbourhood who chilled with my teenage sister...
    Apoorplayer Apoorplayer 46-50, F Jan 19, 2010

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    No Idea Why. - I am 15 and I have almost no memory. I can recall a few events, but none of the details. I have no idea when or why this happened. All I know is that I do not...
    LongBasher LongBasher 13-15, M Aug 29, 2010

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    Throughout my years on earth, I've worn so many masks sometimes I don't remember what my real personality is. Maybe all of them are me? Maybe none of them are me? I guess I'll...
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    I am already in my early twenties and I still get bothered and stressed out that my parents don't like each other. Ever since we were little, though they didn't fight in front of...
    ayumiofaries ayumiofaries 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I know I am a good person. I am always there for people when they need me. I go out of my way to help anyone, I do this on a daily basis. I am always supportive and try to give the...
    alaskanrose90 alaskanrose90 22-25, F 8 hrs ago

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 4

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
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    I don't feel connected. I can speak and act and pretend, but I don't feel it. And I don't know what connected feels like. Not really. I can't keep a relationship. I've lost...
    RichardQ RichardQ 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 8

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    Where do I begin. This whole story being my life is quite a long loopy one, and if anybody has the energy to read this and respond, I thank you - in return I will just cut to the...
    spiderchris spiderchris 13-15, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    ariel2891 ariel2891 22-25, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    Most of my childhood others have told me how to feel, what to think, what to say, do this, do that. The one's who claimed to love me, controlled every aspect of me. I thought when...
    BEYMMXIII BEYMMXIII 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    This is my experience with love and doubt (read on- it's not all rainbows and butterfly's, there's a twist). I welcome all of your feedback (and ridicule) and would love to know if...
    HopefulLovelyLioness HopefulLovelyLioness 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I like the IDEA of it, but marriage isn't a life goal of mine. If two people are happy and don't care about going through the process and other complicated aspects of it, then I...
    Professionalgriefer Professionalgriefer 18-21, F 19 hrs ago

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    I'm 21 years old, currently away at college. The only family I have is my mother, and we've been literally poor for about a year now. The thing is, we sold one house 7 years ago...
    janefloyd janefloyd 18-21, F 12 hrs ago

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    It's not in a 'i'm too good for people' kind of way, its just that i don't feel any connections to them. I don't like relationships that are entirely based on small talk and i hate...
    grungehippy grungehippy 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    I really don't care, now it doesn't mean that I'm not going to jump in bed with any of you dimwits, I just don't care!
    KawaiiBoy KawaiiBoy 18-21, M 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    BRUNO MARS LYRICS "Talking To The Moon" I know you're somewhere out there Somewhere far away I want you back I want you back My neighbors think I'm crazy But they don't...
    KortneeAnne KortneeAnne 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    At southern part of India there is a province named Taiml Nadu, (Land of Tamil). Tail is a race found In south India and Srilanka. The capital of the province is Chennai previously...
    myelite myelite 36-40, M Mar 21

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    I don't want to remember But as I look into the Mirror It only shows the truth of the food I shouldn't have consumed, stretching out my flesh. the marks on my arms, which broke...
    UnderTheKnife UnderTheKnife 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    After 12 years and several cancers, my mother passed away last week. What I perceived, felt and saw in that time is what brought me to discover what an empath is. I have accepted...
    mrbless mrbless 36-40, M 3 Responses Mar 25