I Dont Say What I Need To Say

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    I Do Not Stand Up For Myself.

    I let everyone use me. i accept the fact that people will use anyone they can as long as the person allows them. The problem with me is I cannot say what's needed to be said. I usually do the polite thing, saying its okay, even when its not. As a result, I have friends for a...
    binyambb binyambb
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Mar 30, 2010

    I had a great experience

    while having drink with my partner. she was wearing prosthetic vagina & we were watching TV with off course a glass of drink.
    Rosedavid Rosedavid
    26-30, F
    Jul 26, 2015

    I Am Not....

    ....a vocal person. I am very quiet and keep to myself. I keep all of my emotions bottled up inside of me. Rarely do I let people know if I have a problem with them or how I am feeling.
    deleted deleted
    Apr 7, 2010

    Are You O.k.?

    Ever get asked if you are o.k.? I seem to hear that a lot. "are you O.K.?" What does that mean anyways? Am I dying right at this moment? Am I lost in a desert? Am I starving to death? O.K. Yes and no. What if you told the person who asked you this that you are undead NOT o.k.? A...
    2rustno1 2rustno1
    Mar 26, 2012

    Rain Makes Me Sad

    It is raining today. I don't know why but i become sad when it rains. Which is strange because i spend alot of time indoors so it is not like i am missing the sun.
    amator383 amator383
    41-45, M
    Jun 16, 2012

    Navy Girlfriend

    My boyfriend of almost a year told me a couple weeks ago that he is joining the Navy. Shocking news to get slapped in the face with on my first day home from college. Along with this I was informed that he would be in Chicago for boot camp and then get deployed for 9 or more...
    Emmily63 Emmily63
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Dec 13, 2010

    “If you obsess over

    whether you are making the right decision, you are basically assuming that the universe will reward you for one thing and punish you for another. The universe has no fixed agenda. Once you make any decision, it works around that decision. There is no right or wrong, only a...
    heymaia heymaia
    18-21, F
    May 11, 2014

    My Credibility Only Grew W My Family When I Started To Lie

    My mother is a wonderful lady, but the woman absolutely drives me insane. For one thing, there are certain things I excelled in back in college, such as Psychology. But for some reason, if I am the source to talk about ANYTHING in Psychology, I don't know what I'm talking about...
    MrsFerguson MrsFerguson
    1 Response Aug 15, 2012

    Sealed Lips

     I've always had a problem saying what was on my mind, my sister on the other hand....very outspoken. This has fallowed me through life and through every kind of relationship I ever had, family, friends, coworkers and my husband. It created so many unnessisary problems in my...
    mizzT mizzT
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 3, 2011

    Ever Been Made Fun Of?

    Have u ever been one of those new kids, where people make fun of you because your different? Well i say forget them! We r all different for a reason, and thats not to be made fun of. We all live out our life's, we hide ,sneak and lie, there comes a time when all that must come to...
    Dreamcatcheratheart Dreamcatcheratheart
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 2, 2013

    Most of the time i think a lot about how im

    going to say something and end up saying nothing at all. It sucks.
    elliesa elliesa
    18-21, F
    Feb 12, 2014

    do not treat me like I am a piece of meat

    when I am willing to give my soul to you.
    heymaia heymaia
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 16, 2014

    I am posting to get attention.

    Hey can i get a what what.
    Givingup766 Givingup766
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Sep 26, 2015

    Be Careful You Might Just Catch Me On That One Wrong Day...

    I am sensitive, empathetic, and soft-hearted. My nature is to help and comfort and support others. It is because of these traits that I am often used or taken advantage of by others. I have thoughts and feelings that are mean and sometimes I can almost voice them or act on them.I...
    Mel520 Mel520
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Aug 18, 2011

    "fear Is The Mind Killer"

    “What lies behind us and what lies ahead of us are tiny matters compared to what lives within us.” I used to think that what people thought of me was more important then what i thought, my opion did not matter. It has never been the truth and it never will be. I have a...
    amator383 amator383
    41-45, M
    Apr 20, 2012

    I Need To Say Goodbye

    Instead of keeping silent Instead of keeping my thoughts to my self Instead of keeping my tears to myself Instead of keeping my sorrow secret I need to say this isn't working I need to say you hurt me I need to say this is a mistake I need to say you are no longer the center of...
    neuilly neuilly
    61-65, F
    2 Responses Feb 19, 2011

    I Can't Tell Him That He's Hurting Me

    The love of my life is hurting me so much. It consumes me everyday & it is becoming harder & harder to deal with. I just can't say anything to him about it. Or maybe I just won't...I don't know. I don't even think he's aware of how much what he is doing bothers me. Or at least, I...
    Chellefromhell Chellefromhell
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 10, 2011

    I Am Such A Closed Person At Times...

    Despite being incredibly sensitive and emotional on the inside, I find that I don't *do* emotional chats or opening up in person. Read the following stories: I had a boss who made a great impact on me. We shared a connection due to a shared past of being at the same university...
    deleted deleted
    Jun 5, 2011

    Deaf Person's Emotional

    There are a lot of negative attitudes that affect a deaf person's emotions, social life, at school and at work. There are many people who don’t know very much about deaf culture and their language. They seem to think that deaf people are stupid, awkward and unable to...
    DeafSocial DeafSocial
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 22, 2012

    I used to be like this

    but now my frustration ended and I say what ever needs to be said and boy does it feel great to get it out.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits
    22-25, M
    Sep 18, 2014

    these may or may not be my last words the world

    may or may not remember them death may or may not be the answer for once in my sad abysmal life my greatest waist of time i just want a definite answer i don't care what people say i tried over and over the world dos not need me only a select few actually care and for that i...
    Drsoftpaw Drsoftpaw
    16-17, M
    1 Response Sep 20, 2014

    I remember when I was younger,

    I went for a haircut and it didn't turn out according to what I expected. I wanted to say: "NOOOOOO WHYYYYY DID IT BECAME LIKE THIS IT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE THIS SHORT WHAT ABOUT THE MONEY I PAID FOR THIS? THIS IS UNFAAAAAIR! WAAAAAAAAA!" But instead... "So? What do you think...
    SparkofDecency SparkofDecency
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 13, 2016

    I Jus Cant

    I wish i could tell you my every feeling. i wanna tell you that im broken beyond repair i want to tell how i really feel that my heads gonna explode from all the stress i wanna tell you why im depressed I DO REALLY I JUS CANT! ICANT TELL YOU WHY! The words jus wont come out...
    RainbowsStuff RainbowsStuff
    18-21, F
    Apr 16, 2012

    Shutting Down

    I have a terrible time expressing myself emotionally, especially in my relationships. If I feel that someone has hurt or offended me in anyway, and it's something that needs to be addressed, I'll gather all my thoughts in my head and sometimes I even talk myself through the...
    purityessence purityessence
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Aug 18, 2011

    It's getting to the point

    where "I'm sorry" means nothing/ When actions don't apply to make it mean something/ I'm a cannon; I shoot from the hip and what comes from my lips/ Can't be reversed; they hurt; gunning down what you're really worth/ Pick up the shells and look at them closely, they've got my...
    deleted deleted
    Dec 2, 2015

    Hey You

    Yes, you, stop being unhappy with yourself. you are perfect. stop wishing you looked like someone else or wishing peopel liked you as much as they like someone else. stop trying to get attention from those who hurt you. stop hating your body, your face, your personality, your...
    DeafSocial DeafSocial
    26-30, F
    Jul 9, 2012

    I'm scared. I'm frightened.

    How will I ever be able to tell people when I feel the pressure and judgements of others swirling all around me. They are suffocating me day by day. How much longer can I last? If only I could paint my thoughts on a canvas and present them to the world. No one would e...
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 20, 2014

    I always keep my bottled up inside of my always

    with hold my words the fear of hurting someone.
    Shadowslivin Shadowslivin
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 21, 2015

    Even Pretty Eyes Lie.

    I recently got back with my ex. I love him so much and hope we will always be together. He is 2000miles away so I tend to be paranoid about losing him.. Today I asked if he thought I was cling and he said a bit. I felt myy heart shatter to bits even tho I asked. Then he asked if...
    VolleyballPrincess VolleyballPrincess
    1 Response Apr 1, 2012

    I'll Say It All To You One Day

    One day, oneday, I'll stand up to you, without fear, and tell you exactly what I think of you, and all that you've put me through, soon I hope I'll find that courage.
    Mediocre Mediocre
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jul 17, 2010

    I keep my mouth shut

    and bottle it up till I can't do it any more then I explode
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree
    16-17, F
    Sep 18, 2014

    “You can tell how dangerous a person is by

    the way they hold their anger inside themselves quietly.”
    heymaia heymaia
    18-21, F
    Mar 22, 2014

    More like I need to just shut up period.

    Which sounds good to me. I never liked talking about my feelings anyways. :)
    For3v3r7 For3v3r7
    70+, F
    2 Responses Jan 17, 2016

    I Asked A Girl Out

    I liked this girl for a while now and today i finaly asked her out. she said yes. im glad i finally asked her because i know this other guy wanted her. it turns out she liked me for a while now and was waiting for me to ask. I havent been able to ask a girl out since my 1st girl...
    allalone101 allalone101
    18-21, M
    Apr 12, 2012

    This is more of a plea

    for help. I'm in a very odd position I feel. I'm usually good at just 'sussing' these things out on my own or just giving this kind of thing space and time, but it's getting emotionally irritating. So I knew this girl last year who I got on with so well, we both took similar...
    LegitimateRabbit LegitimateRabbit
    18-21, M
    Feb 13, 2014

    Speak No Evil

    There's so much I want to say to people but know I can't. I don't tell the people in my life how I really feel because I don't think they'd care. Nothing would change so why bother? All it would do is cause them to think less of me. At times I feel like I have so much bottled up...
    TrulyLost10 TrulyLost10
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Jul 28, 2010

    I Should Say...

    That you hurt me more than anyone else ever has. The dumb thing is I don't know why I care enough to let you. But I will get over you. I will find someone, who cares, like you should.
    wonderstruck77 wonderstruck77
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 24, 2013

    Just Can't Bring Myself To Do It

    I don't communicate my wants and needs because I don't believe that I deserve to have them fulfilled. I never have, I've always just suffered in silence. Others ask and get what they need, but I can't. It sounds strange, but I can't physically get the words out. I just think I...
    ViennaRose200 ViennaRose200
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Mar 30, 2010

    Hubby'S First Love

    Thanks to me adding her on FB without realizing it was her, she inadvertently found my husband. They have bee chatting it up about old times a lot lately and it bothers me, I know it shouldn't and that i am being irrational. My husband loves, I know this, but it doesn't hurt any...
    Solagurl Solagurl
    46-50, F
    1 Response Nov 24, 2013

    Another day another **** pic.

    .. Jeez Louise you types of blokes are idiots. *third finger*
    GoldenDuck GoldenDuck
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Mar 21, 2016

    Yep, sometimes things are just better left

    unsaid. Let it drop. If you're right, and you know you are, why stir it up. Sometimes if you're at odds on a particular subject, both parties may each feel their answer or view is right, at this point nobody can be right. If you are one that always has to have the last word...
    say81 say81
    51-55, M
    Mar 3, 2014


    I do struggle with this one quite a bit. When I was in school, I remember my friend always talking for me. Sometimes It would be okay, (they knew what I wanted said) but when I would try to say something on my own I would get interuppted and what they said is what they said for...
    littlejxoxo littlejxoxo
    26-30, F
    Oct 31, 2011

    A Letter

    This goes to some of my teachers, deans, and others who think that I don't have a say in my own life. This is what I wish I could say to their faces, and hopefully, one day I will. Do you know what a grade is to me? A letter. For the longest time I was lead to believe that a...
    DewDropsontheGrass DewDropsontheGrass
    13-15, F
    Sep 29, 2013

    I Keep Quiet

    Always. Most of the time I'm simply too insecure and filled up with inferiority complex to do anything else. Whenever I do get an occasion to say what I need to, it suddenly becomes impossible to express or at times even remember. I can't do it for the life of me, be it even in...
    finaldeadline finaldeadline
    18-21, F
    Apr 3, 2012
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